Chapter 298: The Heart Knot Untied
The corners of Gu Xizi's mouth twitched slightly, "Of course not, it's just that I saw you just now that there was nothing wrong, and I was really worried about Xiaobao just now, thank you for saving Xiaobao at the last moment, if I cause an irreparable tragedy because of my dereliction of duty, I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life." β
Zhong Jinyun said to Gu Xizi in a relieved tone:
"Don't think about it anymore, Xiaobao is fine, she has been picked up by her parents, so don't blame yourself anymore, those children are not all naughty and active, and stumbling is inevitable, fortunately nothing major happened, and you don't have any experience with children, if there are young actors in the group filming in the future, it is more appropriate and safer to bring parents with them."
Gu Xizi sighed: "If only I were more careful." β
Zhong Jinyun said indifferently: "Some things can't be avoided after all, it's just that Xiaobao's life is better, and she met someone who can help her resolve the difficulty, but not everyone is so lucky and lucky, I don't know how many people die in car accidents every day." β
Gu Xizi naturally heard what Zhong Jin Yun said, "Zhong Jin Yun, I understand what you mean, the moment I saw the prop car driving towards Xiaobao today, my heart was desperate, I didn't expect you to rush over and push Xiaobao away, you are right, not everyone is so lucky, some destined things cannot be escaped." β
Gu Xizi continued: "I have never forgotten the loss of my child two years ago in my heart, but when I saw you push Xiaobao away after the prop car braked sharply and stopped, you picked up Xiaobao with a concerned look and loving eyes, when I saw that you and Xiaobao got along very well like father and daughter, it seemed that the big knot in my heart was finally untied." β
Hearing Gu Xizi say this, Zhong Jinyun was also sad, "Gu Xizi, do you know, when I watched you and the cute Xiaobao playing with balloons on the lawn, when you smiled so happily and calmly, I felt both happy and sad in my heart, happiness is because I like to see you laugh so unscrupulously, and sad because I really haven't seen you smile so happily for a long time." β
Zhong Jin Yun continued: "Because of the car accident two years ago, we lost a little life that was not born in the world, how painful your heart is, I can empathize, because the child in your belly is also my child, that is the crystallization of our love, he was killed by that car accident, how can I be indifferent, if there is no accident, you can give birth to a child smoothly......
Zhong Jinyun paused, "We can also be a family of three together, I will definitely do my best to let you and your children live the best life I hope you understand, I don't mean to, I love you, and I love our children." Gu Xizi, no matter who you choose in the end, I hope that the pimple in your heart can disappear. β
Gu Xizi smiled bitterly, the two of them said a lot of ifs, but unfortunately there are no ifs in this world, and time cannot be reversed, neither she nor Zhong Jinyun has the right to choose again, even if it is done again, the result is the same, people can only look forward, not always look at the past.
But few people have overcome the hurdles in their hearts.
But at least today, Gu Xizi's heart was knotted, and she felt that she could finally let go.
Gu Xizi took a deep breath, "Zhong Jinyun, it's been two years, and for our unborn child, today I can finally let go." β
Zhong Jinyun's eyes widened in surprise, "So, you're finally willing to forgive me?" β
After speaking, Zhong Jin Yun excitedly grabbed Gu Xizi's hand, and bright stars flashed in his eyes.
Gu Xizi pulled Zhong Jin Yun's clenched hand back with a cold face, "I hope you don't get me wrong, I just said that I was relieved of the loss of my child two years ago......"
Zhong Jinyun immediately continued: "But didn't you leave me because of the child's business, since the knots in your heart have been untied, why can't you try to accept me again?" β
Gu Xizi shook his head, "I already have Shu Aohan, how many times do I have to tell you before you can understand that you and I broke up two years ago, and Shu Aohan and I are about to get married." β
Zhong Jinyun took a deep breath, "Gu Xizi, when do you have to lie to yourself again, do you really love Shu Aohan, what do you love him?" β
Gu Xizi said in a fixed voice: "I love him and be good to me, and I love him and can give me a sense of security." β
"I know the days we were together, because I didn't announce our relationship and you suffered a lot of grievances, but as long as you are willing to give me a chance, I am willing to announce our relationship immediately, and I can also let everyone in the world know that you are my woman." Zhong Jin Yun said domineeringly.
Gu Xizi's expression was indifferent, "If you had said these words to me two years ago, I might have been very moved, and I left you not because you were not good to me, but because being with you would make me feel very tired, so it would be good for you and me, at that time, you and I were completely people from two worlds, even if we were really together, we probably wouldn't be recognized by the outside world."
"If your fan friends know that you have chosen me as a fan and assistant, they will definitely think you are crazy, and the road between me and you is destined to be difficult, so it is better to end it early." Gu Xizi said calmly.
Zhong Jin Yun clenched his fists, "It turns out that after you left, I announced to the outside world that the person who had been with me all this time was not Lang Xingchen, but the one who was infatuated with me at that time, they did not dislike me because of this, they still supported all my decisions, and hoped that you who left me would return to me as soon as possible." β
"Gu Xizi, everything is not as bad as you think, maybe you think I don't love you enough, and I really don't pay as much as you do for me, but I never thought of hiding the relationship between the two of us from the outside world, and I don't want to lose you because of this, from now on, let me be the one who pays, okay?" Zhong Jin Yun said pleadingly.
Gu Xizi shook his head vigorously, "No, Zhong Jinyun, I think you may be mistaken, whether I let go of the child's matter and whether we can start over are fundamentally different things, I have indeed been painful and difficult to let go of because of the child's affairs, some things are in the past, I know very well that my current choice is Shu Aohan, he is the man I want to marry and want to be together." β
Zhong Jin Yun smiled bitterly, "Until now, you still refuse to face your feelings for me, Gu Xizi, I know that Shu Aohan has paid a lot for you by your side in the past two years, and he has also helped you a lot......"
Gu Xizi nodded, "Yes, I can have today, I can become a best-selling author, I can become a gold medal screenwriter, this is all the credit of Shu Aohan, it is he who encouraged me not to give up and live a more exciting life, and it is also he who paved the way for me to give me the opportunity to show myself, Gu Xizi, who is standing in front of you now, if there is no help and encouragement from Shu Aohan." β
Gu Xizi continued: "Maybe it's still the silly girl who stood mediocre in the crowd and no one else would look at it more, it was Shu Aohan who made me who I am now, so Shu Aohan is not just a boyfriend or fiancΓ© for me, he has been by my side for the past two years, just like my family, I rely on him and am very grateful to him." β
"But gratitude is not love!" Zhong Jin Yun corrected sharply.
Gu Xizi was not as excited as Zhong Jinyun,
"In the past two years, are you so sure that I am the same as when I left you two years ago, can you still be sure that I have not changed from the past at the first glance after I returned to China, Zhong Jinyun, we have only been together for half a year, but Shu Aohan and I have been together for two years, and I have been with Shu Aohan longer than you."
"It's not that the relationship must be deep for a long time together, in my heart, although we have only been together for more than half a year, but this more than half a year is the most memorable and happiest time in my life, I am willing to give up all the time of my life to let you accept me again and fall in love with me." Zhong Jin Yun said in a deep voice.
Zhong Jinyun's words were really good, and she also felt that since she returned to China and contacted Zhong Jinyun, her heart had become more and more shaken, but she knew very well that she was no longer Gu Xizi two years ago.
The current Gu Xizi is Shu Aohan's fiancΓ©e and the art director of Shu's Pictures.
And she and Zhong Jinyun are just a cooperative relationship, that's all.
Zhong Jinyun is also used to Gu Xizi rejecting himself again and again, pouring cold water on himself, the first time he was sad, the second time he was sad, and now he is also very sad, but he is used to it again and again than before, after all, when Gu Xizi chased him three years ago, he also refused and hurt Gu Xizi again and again.
Being able to persevere is the truth, and if you have a thick skin, Zhong Jinyun should really learn from Lin Fengmian.
Zhong Jinyun gradually calmed down and looked up at the stars in the sky,
"Gu Xizi, I don't mind if you reject me again and again, you can continue to reject me, anyway, I won't give up on you, unless one day you really decide to marry Shu Aohan, I saw you and Shu Aohan standing in the church with my own eyes, you looked into his eyes and smiled and said to him that you are willing, otherwise I will never give up on you."
Gu Xizi bit her lip, "Zhong Jinyun, you fool and stupid, what's so good about me, you have to be so obsessed with me?" β
Zhong Jinyun's voice was faint, "I don't know where you are, since you walked into my world, I felt annoyed at first, and then I was used to being troubled by you, and I don't know when you suddenly walked into my heart, the person who came to provoke me first was you, and after the provocation, you wanted to leave as a shopkeeper, do you think I will let you go?" β
Gu Xizi was silent, how she was dead at that time, bombing and bombing all kinds of means to chase Zhong Jin Yun, she will never forget it in her life, it was probably the bravest time in her life, and now let her love so bravely, she may not be able to do it.
"Gu Xizi, I am only really happy when I am with you, who doesn't want to be with someone who can make me happy, I am just pursuing the happiness I want, you can treat me as an ordinary suitor, just like Lin Fengmian."
Speaking of this, Zhong Jinyun's voice was a little depressed, "It's just that Lin Fengmian can chase you generously, but you are not willing to give me such a chance, even if I chase you, I can only chase secretly like now, I dare not let people know the previous relationship between the two of us, I am afraid that you will be angry with me." β
Gu Xizi bit her lip, "I hope you don't make the same mistake a second time, Lin Fengmian knows that my relationship with you has already been messed up like this, I don't want more people to know about my relationship with you, I don't want to cause unnecessary confusion, and I don't want Shu Aohan to misunderstand what I have with you." β
Zhong Jin Yun smiled indifferently, "I don't care if others misunderstand me, if Shu Aohan misunderstands, if he wants to misunderstand, he can misunderstand, I can't wait for him to misunderstand what is between me and you." β
"Aren't you making trouble?"