176:Like Rain (3)
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I drove to my old apartment, which belonged to Lu Jinnan, but I guess he shouldn't have found me so quickly.
And I didn't plan to avoid him, I just thought that if he was there, I would leave in person, and he would definitely not allow it.
Now that I'm out, it's impossible to go back.
In the apartment, everything is covered with a dust cloth, although it is not very dirty and messy, but it has not been occupied for a long time, it is still a little difficult for me to clean alone, I contacted the part-time worker to find a lock change company.
Lu Jinnan has the key here, and only after changing the lock, he won't get in and out as soon as he wants.
With everything in order, it was late in the evening, so I bought some groceries from the small supermarket in my apartment and made myself a simple dinner.
This kind of resuming a person's life, at first, I was really not used to it, maybe I have really developed a dependence on his existence, and now it's time to quit.
After eating, I sat for a while to exercise, took a shower, and lay on the couch to read a book for babies.
Because I am thin, my belly is not very big, from the back, I can't see that I am pregnant, and because of this, I am particularly struggling, I feel that my stomach is straight, my waist is about to break, and I am pregnant, it is really hard.
As I get older, my baby kicks me more and more in my belly.
Although I live alone now, the feeling of happiness that comes from within me makes me feel like I'm about to overflow.
At half past ten o'clock in the evening, I went to bed on time, when I went to sleep, I picked up my mobile phone and took a look, it was out of power, after contacting the hourly worker, the mobile phone was turned to silent by me, so I have been ignoring it, and now it is just right to turn off the phone, and I want to pick it up from time to time.
I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling without blinking, and the original sleepiness disappeared in an instant because of someone flashing through my mind.
But I have important things to do tomorrow, and I have to rest as soon as possible, tossing and turning, tossing and turning, and not falling asleep until the early hours of the morning.
The next morning, I was woken up by a knock on the door, which must have been ringing for a long time, but the bedroom door was closed, so I never heard it.
I opened the cat's eye and took a look, it was Lu Jinnan, he could find it, I was not surprised at all, but very indifferent, I didn't pay attention to it, but covered the cat's eye, Lu Jinnan's voice sounded outside, he threatened: "Lin Tang, I know you're inside, I'll give you five minutes to open the door, otherwise I'll kick the door." ”
I squinted slightly, turned around and walked to the bathroom, I brushed my teeth and washed my face and started to make breakfast, the movement outside kept ringing, but when I finished breakfast, suddenly there was no sound.
It's okay that I don't get into a quarrel when I go out.
I changed my clothes and planned to go to "Tangwei", there have been a lot of things recently, and I have basically handed it over to the management team to take care of in addition to regularly going to check the accounts.
Mrs. William asked me to hand over the company's income once every six months or a year, so from the establishment of the company to the present, all the amount received is with me, and I plan to call Mrs. William in full at the end of this month.
Before opening the door, I specially glanced out through the cat's eye, and only after making sure that Lu Jinnan was not there, did I open the door.
He was really gone, leaving only cigarette butts on the ground.
I raised my eyebrows, and an inexplicable sense of desolation crossed my heart, and for a moment, as if I had lost my soul, the whole person became absent-minded.
I walked downstairs with a heavy heart, and when I walked to the apartment parking lot, I saw a certain man leaning next to my car, he was still wearing the same clothes as yesterday, and the whole person looked a little embarrassed, his hair was messy, and his face was very haggard, as if he hadn't slept all night?
I covered up the emotions in my heart, and walked over expressionlessly, as if I didn't see Lu Jinnan, I opened the car door, and when I was about to sit down, Lu Jinnan grabbed my hand, because I was pregnant, he didn't dare to push too hard, and he didn't dare to move too much, just gently pulled me, he asked: "Come here to live, why don't you tell me?" ”
His voice, with tiredness, was a question, but he didn't hear any blame, but there was a hint of helplessness in his heart.
I sneered faintly: "Lu Jinnan, you don't need to tell me where you go, why should I tell you?" What's more, we're ready to separate now, so why would you bother here to make yourself a mess? ”
I struggled and stared at him sharply: "Let go of me." ”
My voice was quite flat, Lu Jinnan pursed his thin lips tightly, and he said bluntly for a long time: "You have to divide it?" ”
"Or you think I'm playing around with you?" I sneered, Lu Jinnan was silent for a while, I pulled it out of his hand and got into the car directly, without giving Lu Jinnan any chance, I stepped on the accelerator and drove away.
Through the rearview mirror, I saw that Lu Jinnan was still standing in the same position, for some reason, it was the first time I had seen him like this, and his breath exuded a trace of decadence.
I withdrew my gaze, took a deep breath, and sped up to the model car company.
When I arrived at the company, I went through the financial accounts, learned about the company's current projects, and then chatted with Mrs. William on a video call for a while.
I really don't know what to say?
Madame William is not very kind to me, and if I open my mouth now to borrow money, it will be a lot of money, and more importantly, I have no reason to borrow it.
I'm so annoyed that my head is like a mess, and I can't think of any reliable way.
Three days passed in the blink of an eye, and I promised it too much at the beginning, but now that I think about it, I really think too simply.
I left the company before noon, and when I came out of the company, I saw Lu Jinnan standing next to his car, his hands clasped in front of his chest, and he looked like someone was waiting.
His car was parked in the most conspicuous place, and with his naturally good skin, it was hard for me not to see it.
I glanced at him steadily, retracted my gaze, and walked towards my car, Lu Jinnan saw me come out, he walked towards me with slender steps, he walked in front of me unhurriedly, his gentle eyebrows remained motionless, and he said in a low voice: "Now you want to treat me as transparent?" ”
I don't speak.
"Regarding Xue Shanshan's matter, you don't even plan to give me a chance to explain?"
His words made me squint slightly, and met his deep eyes, I hooked my lips, showing a faint smile, and I said: "Explanation is reserved for those who still have a chance, and I think that you don't even have a chance, so why waste your saliva to explain?" ”
"Okay, I won't explain, but you can't deny that we are still husband and wife, so as a husband, I have the right to take you back, at least I have the right to ask you for a husband's due obligations."
"Lu Jinnan, can't you find a woman? So I can only think about me, a pregnant woman? Aren't you allergic to what I'm talking about? Or do you really want to sleep with me? But what to do? I'm six or seven months pregnant, and I have the right to refuse, so why don't I give you a good suggestion, you can go to your sweetheart, I think she should be happy. Although I said with a smile, there was no hidden ridicule in my eyes,
My words, like a thorn, directly hit Lu Jinnan's throat, he looked down at me, a pair of eyes were full of things that seemed to be affectionate, but I dispelled such thoughts in the next second, I thought, I must be stupid, Lu Jinnan to me, how can there be such a thing?
I look at this young and handsome face, although it shows calmness everywhere, but in my opinion, this man is quite deep.
I've taken the first step away from it, so naturally there will be no going back.
Lu Jinnan looked at me steadily, and he drove the car seriously and seriously: "Lin Tang, even if you are pregnant, I just want to sleep with you." ”
I gave him a blank look and wanted to get into the car, but he blocked my way: "I'll send you back, you drive by yourself, I'm not at ease." ”
"I have hands and feet, why do you want to send it, but Chen Bingying, I think she needs you more." I found that I couldn't do without Chen Bingying in three or two sentences, I don't know if I was choking Lu Jinnan with her, or if I was choking myself?
But Lu Jinnan obviously didn't have any obvious emotions, he said earnestly: "Lin Tang, you don't allow me to send it, I will arrange for Song Yan to send you, go out in the future, don't drive by yourself, you want to live in an apartment, I also have to rely on you, but you have to answer my call, otherwise I would rather you hate me, and I will take necessary measures." ”
After Lu Jinnan finished speaking, he looked at me deeply, and then called Song Yan in front of me, and we were in a stalemate like this, until Song Yan rushed over, drove my car, and sent me back to the apartment.
Along the way, I kept quiet, and it wasn't until the car was about to arrive at the apartment that I couldn't help but ask: "Song Yan, Lu Jinnan was looking for me last night?" ”