Chapter 30: I'm the One Who Should Go

Jian Hai looked at Jiang Yan's eyes and slowly put down the chopsticks in his hand. "You are different, you are different from other people."

"What's the difference?"

Jian Hai frowned slightly, "Yanyan, you know." ”

Jiang Yan shook his head, "Jian Hai, the relationship between us has ended in eight years, no matter what happens, we can't go back after all." ”

"Can't go back?" Jian Hai lowered his head and repeated in a low voice.

"Jian Hai, when we broke up, it was all our own choice, wasn't it?" Jiang Yan felt a lot of pain in his heart, not the feeling of being pierced by a knife, but the feeling of a knife constantly twisting and crushing after being inserted. "I didn't look back, you didn't hold me, it's all our own choice."

"So, should we be like strangers?" Jian Hai looked at Jiang Yan, and his voice became a little trembling. Could it be that he has been waiting for so many years to come to the conclusion that he is going to be a stranger? "So you came back this time just to follow your father's arrangement for you, right?" It's not for me, it's back, it's for you.

"Yes." Jiang Yan tightened the fist on his knee little by little. It's not like that, it's not.

"So, you don't have a ...... at all"

"Yes." Jiang Yan interrupted Jian Hai without waiting for him to finish speaking. It's not like that, it's not.

"So, if I don't agree, you're going to run away again, right?"

"Yes." It's not like that, it's not.

"Words."

"President." Jiang Yan looked at Jian Hai and put away all the temperature, "It's over, it's over, why leave such an obsession." In other words, where did you get the confidence to think that I still love you, why do you think that I came back for you this time, you are just an ex-boyfriend who gave up on me at the beginning. ”

Jian Hai looked at Jiang Yan with some astonishment.

I see.

Is that really the case?

In her heart, there is no shadow of him anymore. All these things he tried to make up for her, all these things he wanted to start over were meaningless to her. Because I don't care anymore. Because I don't love it anymore. So, his so-called love has caused her trouble, hasn't it?

So, there's no going back.

So, still lost.

So, it's going to be a stranger in the future.

He had been looking forward to a reunion for eight years, and sure enough, it ended like this. He should have thought when he reached out and couldn't take a step forward to hold her, didn't he? When Qi Wei showed him the new list of translators, he couldn't suppress his surprise and excitement, he didn't expect that her fate with him had not been over for eight years, and he didn't expect her to come back. But he began to worry, he knew that if she knew that the president was him, she would not choose here, he had to be careful, he could not go down to see her, but he was not worried about her. So he had no choice but to send the people he trusted to her side to protect her for him. But even so, she still suffered a lot of injuries.

After I go back, if I do it again like in Paris, I'm afraid it will be inappropriate. It will hurt her, but it can't hurt her.

"Okay." Jian Hai nodded and stood up, "You're right, this is against the workplace after all, from now on, you and I are just a relationship between the boss and the employee." However, this is your apartment after all, and the person who should leave is me, not you. Jian Hai smiled a little self-deprecatingly, "I'll pack up my things and leave, you eat well, don't wait for the food to be cold." After saying that, Jian Hai went back to his room.

Jiang Yan looked at the table full of food, tears flowed unconsciously, he didn't shed tears so easily, how could he be so angry at such a time.

Jiang Yan picked up the chopsticks, picked up a few grains of rice and put them in his mouth, which tasted like chewing wax. Obviously, everything is clear, everything is back to where it should be, why, it's still so uncomfortable. Mechanically sandwiching the dish, why, can't you eat it?

Jian Hai returned to the room and quickly packed up his things, but his hand fell on the handle, but he couldn't do anything. It is said that campus romance can only be a game of playing house, and pure love protected by too many things can never have a perfect ending. It's him who is delusional. Thinking that he would do well, thinking that none of this would happen to him, he was too arrogant.

If he had pulled her desperately, wouldn't things have turned out differently?

The strength in Jian Hai's hand is increasing little by little, maybe it will be worse, if he abandons his relatives and pulls her, then for her, he is not a kind person, let alone a lifelong trust.

Jian Hai opened the door and saw Jiang Yan's robot-like eating, and just wanted to go up and stopped his feet. Jian Hai dragged his suitcase to the door, "I will send someone to pick you up at nine o'clock in the morning the day after tomorrow." Tomorrow you can arrange a day as you please. ”

"That promises ......"

"Jiang Yan, this is a matter of our high-level, you don't have to ask."

Jiang Yan was stunned for a moment, and then lowered her head, yes, she just said it herself, why don't you have a long memory.

"You're quick to switch." Jiang Yan said with some self-deprecation.

Jian Hai turned his back, "As you wish, so, take care of yourself." ”

The sound closed along with the door. Jiang Yan slowly put down the chopsticks in his hand, and tilted his head up hard, no, can't cry, hold back, must, hold back.

The vibration of the mobile phone on the table drove the vibration of the whole table, Jiang Yan coughed a few times, straightened her throat, picked up the mobile phone, and the screen displayed a photo of her and Yin Xun.

"Yin Xun."

"Crying?" Yin Xun's voice came slowly.

"Why do you have to expose me every time?" Jiang Yan's tone was a little coquettish.

"You." Yin Xun's tone was a little helpless but also doting, "You said it yourself, and you made your own decisions." Don't play tricks. ”

"Where did I say it, obviously you said it yourself."

Yin Xun laughed a few times on the other end of the phone, "It seems that your brain is still sober." ”

"What are you calling me all of a sudden? I'll go back to China the day after tomorrow, but remember to cook and serve me when the time comes, I know your eyes are restored, hum. Jiang Yan sniffed.

Yin Xun laughed a few times, "You know how to eat." Yin Xun paused for a moment, "Yanyan, if one day, I suddenly disappear, what will happen to you?" ”

"Gone, what are you going to do?"

"Nothing."

"Then I will find you at the ends of the world, and I must find you." Jiang Yan said unashamedly.

Yin Xun's laughter was a little louder, "You little road idiot is embarrassed to say such a big thing." ”

"I'm serious." Jiang Yan expressed dissatisfaction with Yin Xun's ridicule.

"Yanyan, if one day, I really disappear, don't look for me, I may just be tired, and when I have rested, I will come back." Yin Xun's voice was very faint, as if it was going to disappear in the next second.

"Yin Xun?"

"Okay, long-distance calls are too expensive, don't talk about it, I'll hang up first."

Dututu, Yin Xun didn't give her a chance to reply. Jiang Yan looked at the phone with the screen darkened, and felt a little uneasy in his heart, Yin Xun, is there something going on.

No, how could it be, Yin Xun is such a powerful person, how could something happen, she must have thought too much, it won't happen, it won't happen.

In City A, Shan Zhenyu sits in a café, with simple white ruffle short sleeves, a yellow denim skirt, yellow high heels, and her loose hair casually around her neck. Shan Zhenyu stirred the coffee on the table and watched the passers-by outside the window.

During this time, her condition seemed to be worse than before. It's almost recovered, why is this happening again. Shan Zhenyu rubbed her temples, and the moment she opened her eyes, a gift box appeared in front of her eyes.

"Huh?" Shan Zhenyu looked at the box in front of her, which had a classic Japanese rice cake rabbit motif.

"How's that, do you like it?" Ke Xifei sat down opposite Shan Zhenyu.

"It's so cute!" Shan Zhenyu was a little excited holding the gift box, "The surprise you told me before is this!" Super cute, is it eaten? ”

"Open it and take a look!" Ke Xifei raised his chin and motioned for her to open.

Shan Zhenyu carefully tore off the tape, and the moment she opened it, Shan Zhenyu couldn't hide her surprise, "It's so cute!" ”

"Hey, hey, be quiet." Ke Xifei looked at the guests around him and quickly covered Shan Zhenyu's mouth.

Inside the small box are 12 fist-sized dumplings, each in the shape of a rice cake rabbit. Shan Zhenyu looked at Ke Xiyi, "You are so ruthless, so cute, where can I be willing to eat!" ”

"Why don't you give up, I'll buy it for you after eating." Ke Xifei cocked Erlang's legs with a proud face.

"Yes, what do Young Master Ke drink?" Shan Zhenyu just wanted to ask the waiter to order, but Ke Xifei stopped her, "Stop, stop, you know that I can't stand the food in the café the most, let's go and have a big meal." After speaking, he picked up Shan Zhenyu and left.

Shan Zhenyu followed Ke Xifei to a barbecue restaurant, "What's the matter, do you want to have a game today?" Ke Xifei looked at Shan Zhenyu with a playful expression.

Shan Zhenyu pushed his sleeves, "It's better than it, and your subordinates are defeated." With that, he walked into the store on his own.

Ke Xifei looked at Shan Zhenyu's back and nodded helplessly.

The two of them sat down on either side of the table, "Say Corgi, how do you bet today?" ”

"Don't call me Corgi." Ke Xifei's eyes narrowed dangerously. However, Shan Zhenyu didn't listen to it at all, and picked up the menu on her own.

"Boss 100 skewers, 50 skewers of grilled chicken wings, 10 skewers of grilled chicken gizzards...... Two more beers, cold over! ”

"Okay!" The boss took the order and happily ran away.

Ke Xifei looked at Shan Zhenyu ordering presumptuously, just dragging his chin and looking at her and laughing.

"Corgi, you're looking stupid right now." Shan Zhenyu looked at Ke Xifei's appearance with a look of disgust.

"Can you change your nickname?"

"No, it can't be."

"It's good if you're happy." Ke Xifei shrugged.

"By the way, what are you betting on later?" Shan Zhenyu also imitated Ke Xifei dragging his chin.

"You have to promise the other party one thing, and you can't go back."

"Done!" Shan Zhenyu still felt that this posture was too stupid, so she changed her posture.

The boss quickly sent the plates of skewers up, and Ke Xifei sent the opened beer to Shan Zhenyu, "Why do you feel a little cold, do you want to change it to room temperature?" ”

Shan Zhenyu took it directly, "Oh, the ice is exciting, why did you go to Japan and be the same as the girls." As he spoke, he took a few sips.

"Eh, slow down, slow down." Ke Xifei looked at Shan Zhenyu and hurriedly took down the wine bottle, "Eat some hot first." ”

Shan Zhenyu put down the wine bottle, "Okay, then, I'll count down, and we'll start." ”

"Okay."

“3.”

Shan Zhenyu and Ke Xifei looked at each other with fierce eyes.

Shan Zhenyu opened her mouth, "1! As he spoke, he picked up the skewer and bit it.

Ke Xifei didn't react at once, "I'll go, why are you playing tricks again!" ”

Shan Zhenyu completely ignored Ke Xifei's accusation and quickly ate the skewers in his hand.

After about an hour, the two of them were lying on the chairs, and there was still a skewer of skewers left on the plate, Shan Zhenyu looked at the skewers in front of him, and felt that his stomach had been stretched and rolled. Ke Xifei hiccups constantly.

"How much is it now?" Shan Zhenyu asked.

"66 to 66." Ke Xifei looked at the only skewer on the plate, "Whoever eats it wins." ”

The two of them looked at the skewers on the plate together, "Hiccup." "Hiccup." The two of them hiccuped one after the other.

Finally, a hand slowly reached for the last skewer.