Jiang Yan wanted to break free, but was pulled back by Jian Hai and hugged him tightly. He knew she had heard everything, but no, he wouldn't allow her to run away, and if anyone did, it would be all over.

"Yanyan, Yanyan, you listen to me, I don't know what you heard, I don't know how much you heard, but these are just my father's opinions, our future path, our future life is our own."

"But your father disagreed." Jiang Yan pushed Jian Hai away violently, she didn't know how she had so much strength, Jian Hai took a few steps back because of inertia before stabilizing her body. "I know that in your heart, you are longing for the blessings of your uncle and aunt for our affection. So as long as my uncle doesn't agree, there will always be a lock between us that can't be unlocked. ”

"But it's only temporary." Jian Hai's tone was a little hasty. "Jiang Yan, is our relationship so fragile in your eyes? How many things have we gone through in the past three years, and now you are going to give up because my father doesn't agree for a while? ”

"You know, it's not as simple as your father disagreeing, our family is now being hunted down by the enemy, my mother has left me, my father has to travel under the protection of the police every day, yes, me too, I may die at any time now, you are with me, you have to live a terrified life." Jiang Yan almost roared at this passage, her mother is gone, she is gone, she loves the most and the most gentle mother, she actually passed away in such a cruel way.

"Words, have we been separated from each other since the moment we were together? If something happens to you, what do you ask me to use to face the future, what to use to face those good memories of our past! How can you be so cruel! Jian Hai's hand was very tight, he didn't want it, if he let her leave him, it would be better to let him die with her at the hands of the enemy.

"Jian Hai, don't be so swearing, can you really be desperate? Can you really give up your family, leave your family, give up everything you have now to stay with me on the brink of life and death all day long? You can't do it. Jiang Yan looked at Jian Hai, and the pain in her heart twitching almost made her unable to breathe.

She needed him, she didn't want to leave him, but no, she couldn't be so selfish.

"Yanyan, give me some time."

"There's no time left." Jiang Yan walked in front of Jian Hai step by step, stood on tiptoe, kissed Jian Hai lightly on the lips, and slightly attached Jian Hai's red and swollen side face, he really got his hands on it, such a handsome face, such a handsome man, shouldn't he be very proud now, there is such a good, such a perfect boy who loves herself, did she change where to write the glorious history, yes, she actually wants to get rid of such a good boyfriend now.

Jiang Yan's hands kept trembling, and tears couldn't stop flowing downward. She couldn't feel it anymore, she finally knew that the most vulnerable place in the world was the human heart.

Jian Hai looked at Jiang Yan, he was afraid, afraid that she would leave his side in the next second, he was afraid that she would leave him forever in the next second. He had never been so afraid, he had always thought that she was his, and would always be his. She will be his future wife, the mother of his future children, and the grandmother of his future grandson. He was afraid, he Jian Hai was afraid for the first time since he was a child.

"Words."

"Does it hurt?" Jiang Yan looked at Jian Hai, she tried hard to squeeze out a smile, she wanted him to always remember the way she smiled, because he liked it, he liked to see her smile.

"Words!" Jian Hai wanted to grab Jiang Yan's hand, but Jiang Yan dodged him, and Jiang Yan retreated step by step.

"Jian Hai, I want you to make a choice now, do you want everything you have now from your family and yourself, or do you want me." Jiang Yan stepped back step by step.

She knew him too well, she knew, her boy, wouldn't be so sloppy, wouldn't be so irresponsible.

"From here to that turn, if you catch up with me, I will always be with you, no matter what obstacles you encounter, if you don't catch up with me, then, don't come back to me in the future." After speaking, Jiang Yan turned around and ran.

Jian Hai subconsciously ran after Jiang Yan, but, family, does he really want to do what he wants to do regardless of the family behind him as his father said. How could he easily decide the fate of so many people, his pace gradually slowed down. Jiang Yan didn't look back, she knew that the footsteps that were getting closer and closer were getting farther and farther away, Jian Hai, your choice, I have already received it.

Jiang Yan ran over the corner without looking back. The moment she turned the corner, she couldn't bear the pain anymore, and he made her choice, a cruel choice she gave him, and she forced him to do it. He must have hated her to death, and he would never forgive her.

Jian Hai slowly walked to the end, he didn't turn, he leaned against the wall and slid to the ground, since he was a child, his father always told him to be strong, and boys should not shed tears. Only this time, I don't know why, I couldn't control it, he bit his wrist fiercely, only in this way could he relieve the pain in his heart.

It was he who let her go, it was he who didn't have the ability, if he had the ability, he could have chosen both, but he didn't, he didn't have the ability, he didn't have the ability to protect his family and his lover over and over again.

But what to do, he was so uncomfortable, he felt like he was going to die in the next second. What to do......

Jiang Yan's tears slid down her cheeks, she lay on the bed, she never forgot that day, Jian Hai's pale face and desperate eyes when she heard the choice she gave. It was her last cruelty that separated them.

After that, she obeyed her father's arrangement and went to France to continue her university studies, and she asked him why he didn't go with her, "I'm going to stay with your mother, she is most afraid of being alone, I have to guard her." ”

"Then I'll stay too, I'm not at ease when you're here alone."

"Yanyan, only when you are gone, I have no worries. When you come to France, you have to rely on yourself everywhere, you have to learn to live alone, you have to learn to grow, you have always done well, and Dad believes that you will always do well in the future. When it's settled down here, it'll be the same if you come back. ”

"But ......"

"Yanyan, go, when you get to France, you can realize your dream of becoming a translator, and besides, distance can smooth some wounds, but also make some memories fade, and when you come back, everything is a new beginning."

"Dad, I don't want to leave you, I can't bear you."

"Don't be afraid, child, don't worry, Dad wants to see you get married, see your child born, these are what Dad promised your mother, Dad can't break his word."

"Daddy."

"Go kid, it's just that I won't see you for the time being, and when you get there, your father's friend will pick you up, and you study hard and live well there, do you hear?"

She did what her father said, graduating first in French and a second degree in finance. She had a good life in France, she was very well-behaved and didn't cause trouble. That day, when her father's friend came to her and gave her a ticket to return to China, she resolutely chose to return to China when she was told that she could choose to return to China or to stay in France. It's just that after returning to China, the person who came to pick her up was not her father who she missed, but Yin Xun.

"My dad ......"

"Uncle he's fine, it's just that you just came back, and you will stay with me for the time being."

"Why? Isn't it ......"

"Don't think about it, you will be able to go home soon, or do you want to live with me?"

"Of course not!"

Dad, when will I see you again after all this time.

Jiang Yan fell asleep unconsciously, and she didn't even react when Jian Hai knocked on her door or even opened her door. Jian Hai walked to her side, covered her with a quilt, and frowned slightly when she saw her face full of tears.

"I'm sorry."

Jian Hai smoothed Jiang Yan's frowning brows, left the room gently, and turned off the light.

Yanyan, now I have the ability to protect you.

When Jiang Yan woke up again, it was already the next day, she opened the curtains, and the sunlight shone on Jiang Yan's eyes, and the sunlight was a little dazzling, making Jiang Yan blink his eyes a little uncomfortably. "It's a sunny day."

A knock on the door broke Jiang Yan's thoughts.

"Did Yan Yan get up?"

"Up."

"May I come in?"

Jiang Yan walked to the door and opened the door, Jian Hai was wearing a white T-shirt and black sports shorts, his hair was still a little hairy because he had just woken up, and when he came back, he was used to seeing him wearing a suit and a serious look, but he missed his casual dress a little. "Come in."

Jiang Yan stepped out of the way to let Jian Hai in, and Jian Hai walked in, "Did you sleep well last night?" ”

"Not bad." Jiang Yan scratched his head, he seemed to have fallen asleep last night while crying.

"Hmm."

The air fell silent for a moment, broken by a gurgling sound. Jian Hai looked at his unangry stomach, "I'm hungry." ”

Jiang Yan looked at Jian Hai and nodded, "What do you want to eat?" ”

"Everything."

Jiang Yan nodded and went to the kitchen, and when he arrived at the kitchen, Jiang Yan looked at the refrigerator, selected a few eggs, took out a bag of lettuce, took a bag of toast, a potato and some corn. "Let's make a French and Western breakfast." Jiang Yan was very skillful in washing the vegetables and handling the potatoes.

"Add some corn to the potatoes, make some mashed potatoes, mashed potatoes, and add some minced meat." Jiang Yan handled the food very smoothly, and Jian Hai stood behind her, looking at her, "When did you learn to cook." ”

"After living in France for so many years, it's time to learn." Jiang Yan put the bread into the bread machine.

"Really...... Do you usually do it too? ”

Jiang Yan put the potatoes in the pot and began to process, "Usually, if Yin Xun is free, Yin Xun usually cooks it, and the food cooked by Yin Xun is simply delicious in the world." ”

"Yin Xun is so busy and still has time to cook?"

"Let's be honest, I think Yin Xun is not a career-oriented person, she should be more homely. She likes to cook, and besides, you haven't eaten the pastries made by Yin Xun, and the chef of the century can't compare. Jiang Yan recalled the food Yin Xun made, and felt that his stomach began to growl.

"She's still on the rise, and it's a pity if she retires." Jian Hai thought that Yin Xun was also very uncomfortable when he looked on the hospital bed now.

Yin Xun said that she hopes to open her own café one day, and she can live the life she wants to live comfortably, instead of watching a group of people fight openly and secretly all day long. Jiang Yan put the baked bread on the plate.

"It's a lot like her." Jian Hai leaned against the door and smiled.

"yes."

"What about you?"

"Huh?"

"What kind of life do you want?"

Jiang Yan put the breakfast on the plate one by one, and turned around, "I, I don't know, it should be the most ordinary life." Jiang Yan picked up two plates, "Okay, aren't you hungry, come over and help." ”

The two of them put things on the table, and Jiang Yan took out a small bottle from the basket given by the old woman and poured some into the small plate.

"This is my mother-in-law's secret sauce, which is best eaten with bread." Jiang Yan put the covered small bottle in the refrigerator and put it away. "You taste it."