308:Lu Jinnan (16)
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I thought my words were enough for Xue Shanshan to weigh and consider the consequences, but she blurted out directly without thinking about it: "Jinnan, how long are you going to deceive yourself?" ”
"I don't understand what you mean?"
"You are so smart, how can you not know what I am talking about, the matter of Lin Tang and Lu Chengxuan, you dare to say that you don't know anything?"
"Xue Shanshan." Hearing Xue Shanshan's words, the pores on my body instantly stood up, how did she know?
I wrinkled my eyebrows and glared at Xue Shanshan, she hooked her lips to show a touch, and I asked loudly, "How do you know?" Who told you that? ”
I was a little emotional, I thought that only Song Yan and I knew about this matter except for the parties involved, but now it seems that there are more people who know the truth than I imagined.
Xue Shanshan looked at me unhurriedly, my patience was also disappearing little by little, and after a long time, she revealed in a low voice: "How do I know You don't have to be entangled, I just want to ask you, if this matter is known by your grandmother and the rest of the Lu family, do you say, will they still connive at Lin Tang to continue to stay in the Lu family?" ”
"You're threatening me?" I snorted coldly and said with a sarcastic smile: "Or do you think the Lu family is very important in my eyes?" ”
"Of course I know you don't care, but Lin Tang is different, she is a woman, you can't accompany her all the time, besides, gossip can be unbearable to a certain extent, I think, you don't want Lin Tang to leave because you can't stand it, right?"
"Xue Shanshan, while I haven't dealt with you now, I advise you to take these words back." Xue Shanshan's words didn't pose any threat to me at all, but at the same time, I also thought through her words, she was right, I don't care, but it doesn't mean that Lin Tang doesn't care.
If grandma and other people take the initiative that she has a private relationship with Lu Chengxuan, or even more relationships, then her situation is not something I can control, although I can not care about other people's eyes and opinions, but I can't let Lin Tang become a gossip in their mouths.
I was silent for a moment and asked, "What exactly do you want to do?" Or does she want you to do it? ”
"All this has nothing to do with Bingying, she doesn't know anything, Lu Jinnan, I did this, I just hope you give Bingying a chance, it was your Lu family who was sorry for you at the beginning, not her, she is also a victim."
I looked at Xue Shanshan indifferently, her emotions seemed to be a little excited, but thinking that she and Chen Bingying were good friends, I didn't think much about it.
"I hope you and Lin Tang cancel the wedding, you go to the United States to see her, I've been back for so long, you never ask about her, Lu Jinnan, have you forgotten her?"
"I said, it's a matter between us, and it's not about you."
"Lu Jinnan, if you don't go, I will immediately tell the Lu family about Lin Tang."
"You dare."
"Then we can try, I don't lose at all, I just hope you promise me to go and see Bingying, if you are hard-hearted, I don't need to share your affection with you, not for Bingying's sake, I would have told everyone all this a long time ago."
After listening to what Xue Shanshan said, I was silent.
When I was separated from Chen Bingying, she dumped me, to be honest, it was a little ugly, I still remember that time when I was almost in tobacco and alcohol, Yan Zhi asked me countless times, is it worth it for a woman?
In fact, it's not worth talking about, it's just that I can't put it down.
I think that if she had left and given me a reasonable reason, I would never have pestered her, and I would not have been unable to let go of it for so many years.
But now it seems that this matter has long since disappeared, and I don't know when it started, I don't think about it anymore, and I don't want to pursue it anymore.
Maybe it was from the time when Lin Tang and I first had a relationship, or maybe it was earlier.
Before leaving from the Xue family, I said to Xue Shanshan: "If you don't care about the consequences, then you can do it, but I will also tell you what I think in my heart, if you dare, I must make the Xue family's status disappear for so many years, and I will not be soft no matter how you ask me at that time." ”
After that, I left the Xue family.
On the way back to the villa, I kept weighing it repeatedly, and I thought that Xue Shanshan was not so bold to ignore the Xue family.
Because I was worried about other things, I thought it would be necessary to hold the wedding early.
I set the time for 10 days, so I can finish the project in 10 days, and I will do it myself.
On the night of the second decision, I took Lin Tang back to the old house, before that, I didn't tell anyone what I thought in my heart, until the meal began, I took the lead and said: "I am going to hold a wedding with Lin Tang in ten days." ”
Everyone except my grandmother was a little shocked.
Their shock comes from the purpose of my marriage with Lin Tang, in their eyes, Lin Tang and I will be separated sooner or later, if you want to hold a wedding, as early as when you get the certificate, you will do it together, and more importantly, Lin Tang has Hyatt's shares in his hands, if our wedding is announced to the public, then in their opinion, if the separation must be in accordance with the procedure to give Lin Tang shares, how can they be willing?
When I first learned that my grandmother would give Lin Tang shares, I was a little surprised, but I still felt that Lin Tang's woman was not simple, not only to make my grandmother force me to marry her, but also to make my grandmother willing to give her such a big dowry, but now I am glad that my grandmother gave her such a rich gift, which can be regarded as the most basic guarantee for her.
Facing them talking one after another, I was a little irritable, took a deep breath, stretched out my hand to hold Lin Tang's hand in the palm of my hand, and then said, "I'm not here to discuss with you today, I'm here to inform you." ”
In the end, in order to prevaricate their mouths, I didn't want to blurt out directly to tell them that Lin Tang was pregnant.
Lin Tang was the first to react, she turned her head to look at me, with a question in her eyes, as if asking why I said this?
I didn't change my face, I just smiled at her and took her hand tightly.
Grandma can't leave the child in two sentences, and has always told Lin Tang to be careful, and also proposed to let us move back to the old house, of course I know that Lin Tang will not be willing, and I don't want to, so I promised my grandmother that I would take good care of her.
Grandma successfully helped me block other people's faces, every time grandma unconditionally agreed to Lin Tang's matter, I was very puzzled, Lin Tang would not be her long-lost granddaughter, right?
And I picked it up.
Of course, this is a joke.
We left from the old house, the time was already half past ten in the evening, as soon as I got in the car, Lin Tang began to question me: "When did I get pregnant?" How did I not know? ”
I didn't explain too much to her, and naturally I wouldn't tell her that it would be difficult for us to have a smooth wedding without that.
If I am pregnant, I have already said it, I will definitely not be able to get it back, I hope to be able to make Lin Tang really pregnant in a short time, I also need a child between me and her, and her heart should be more stable when she has a child.
The next day, I contacted Dr. Le, who has been friends with my mother for many years and is also my aunt, I explained the situation to her on the phone, and then asked her, "Do I need any medication to conceive in a short period of time?" ”
"I'm afraid not." Dr. Lok asked me, "Didn't your wife tell you about her situation?" ”
Dr. Le's words made my eyebrows furrow slightly, my eyes narrowed, and I asked, "What's the situation?" ”
I already had a vague guess that there was some not-so-good news.
Dr. Lok cleared his throat and told me, "Your wife's fallopian tubes are blocked, and the chances of pregnancy may be very small....."
Her voice continued, but I couldn't listen to it.
Lin Tang didn't tell me, was he worried that I would mind?
My expression immediately became solemn, and I asked Dr. Le, "Do you have any other questions besides this?" ”
"Nope." Dr. Lok said, "What are you going to do?" ”
"I hope you can keep this matter a secret for me, don't tell the second person, I haven't thought about it yet." Dr. Lok said yes to me, and after hanging up, I fell into deep thought, I was a little conflicted, and kept asking myself, why didn't she tell me?
Are you scared?
I was her husband, we were husband and wife, and at the end of the day, she still didn't see me as the closest person.
I didn't tell Lin Tang what I knew, nor did I question her, as a man, I shouldn't care about this, I think, she has more pressure in her heart than I should.
The timing of the wedding remains the same, and everything is moving forward.
But this matter did not disappear in my heart, until a few days before I got married, I suddenly thought of a solution.
I hope we can still be honest with each other.
After Lin Tang finished the filming progress of the spokesperson, he called the company to ask Linda if I had any entertainment, and Linda told her that she didn't have it after getting my consent, and she drove over half an hour later, and I already knew when she entered the elevator.
Thinking about the timing of her arrival at the office, I told myself the truth that I didn't have a sterilization at the right time, and when I told her that I had a sterilization, I also selfishly hoped that she could get pregnant, and in my opinion, as long as she had a child, she would not be able to go anywhere.
That's right, I want to tie her up with a child.
But Lin Tang didn't know what I was thinking, with my understanding of her, she couldn't stand the deception, so the rest of the matter was also within my control, but when she blurted out that her chance of pregnancy was very small, she hoped to do a comprehensive examination, I inquired about the great harm to the human body to dredge the fallopian tubes, and maybe there would be sequelae, so I didn't agree, just said to her: "It's a man's business to get a woman pregnant, you don't need to worry about this." ”
Her attitude was also deadlocked, but I wouldn't allow it.
In order to make her happy, I accompanied her to the movies and gave her the waste and companionship that she should enjoy at her age.
She and I are looking forward to our wedding, and I arranged the wedding scene in the villa where I lived before, where I had never brought her before, and wanted to surprise her.
I know that women want to waste and that the wedding scene is like a fairy tale, and she must be no exception.
More importantly, this is a once-in-a-lifetime wedding.
When I saw her beautiful appearance in the phoenix crown, I knew that I had made the right decision.
The marriage was originally smooth, but when we were about to rest, Xue Shanshan's father called, and he said that Xue Shanshan committed suicide and continued to go to the hospital for rescue.
What does it have to do with me that she committed suicide?
But she still had things in her hands that I didn't want to make public, so I had to settle Lin Tang at home and rush to the hospital.
Lin Tang pulled me, hoping that I wouldn't go, and said at least don't leave tonight, I don't want to, but I can't push her to the cusp, she is a woman, and her ability to bear is far more fragile than I imagined.
I don't want her to get hurt in any way.
I rushed to the hospital, everyone in the Xue family was there, I had nothing to do with Xue Shanshan, she challenged my bottom line again and again, I was really annoyed.
I kicked out of the ward and looked at Xue Shanshan lying on the hospital bed, she was fine, and looked at me with a triumphant smile: "You're still here." ”
"Xue Shanshan, do you want to die? Or do you want the Xue family to have nothing? ”