Chapter 217: I Don't Want to Lose

Sheng Zeyan had a rare seriousness on his face, which made Ji Xuan's heartbeat gradually increase.

He would say this, does he know something?

And if you think about it carefully, she still blames herself for encountering such a problem.

If it weren't for thinking too much and thinking that the taxi driver had any bad intentions, he wouldn't have been frightened at that time, and he wouldn't have secretly called Sheng Zeyan for help, and there would have been no such situation.

In fact, she didn't think about another question, that is, why she subconsciously called Sheng Zeyan when she was helpless.

"It's not like that, it's just so sudden that I don't know ......"

Under Sheng Zeyan's gaze, Ji Xuan spoke with some difficulty, but she didn't know what reason to find.

"So what?" Sheng Zeyan was patient and waited for Ji Xuan to give him a reasonable explanation.

"So don't see you today, next time, I'll introduce you to you." Ji Xuan mustered up his courage and prayed that this would temporarily dismiss Sheng Zeyan.

Sheng Zeyan looked at Ji Xuan for a while, and finally didn't say anything, handed over the fruit to her, and got into the car by himself.

His attitude is already obvious.

Ji Xuan took a deep breath and turned around and walked towards the hospital.

Along the way, she was thinking about what to do next.

She still doesn't know how much Sheng Zeyan knows, and how to explain today's events in the end.

Ji Xuan pondered these things, walked directly through the Municipal People's Hospital, and left through the back door.

Sheng Zeyan looked in the direction of the hospital, feeling an indescribable boredom, and the guess in his heart was infinitely magnified.

The name Pei Yujin appeared in his heart, which made him breathe a long sigh of relief.

So in the end, the person Ji Xuan went to visit, was it him?

……

Ji Xuan came out of the back door of the hospital and turned into an alley.

In front of a small courtyard, she adjusted her mood to make sure that there were no traces of crying, and then rang the doorbell.

After a while, a small crack opened in the door, and the person behind the door saw that it was Ji Xuan, so he opened the door.

"Aunt Gui."

"Why did you just come here, your mother got out of bed and walked around for a while today, and now she is lying down again."

Aunt Gui is a simple-looking middle-aged woman, who was arranged by Ji Zhenchuan in this courtyard to take care of Ji Xuan's mother Chai Xiujing.

Speaking of the reason for coming late, Ji Xuan's mood was a little depressed, but she was a little surprised to hear Aunt Gui say that Chai Xiujing got out of bed and walked around today.

"How's my mom doing?"

"I walked around for a while, and now I'm tired and resting."

Aunt Gui said as she led Ji Xuan into the house and stopped in front of the back room.

"You two talk, I won't bother you."

Ji Xuan cast a grateful look at Aunt Gui, and then pushed open the door.

Although Ji Xuan had tried to lighten her steps when she entered the door, the person on the bed still heard the movement.

"Xuanxuan, is that you?"

Chai Xiujing barely supported her body, and when she wanted to get up and take a look, Ji Xuan hurriedly stepped forward to help her.

"Mom, lie down quickly, don't get up."

"I haven't seen you in a month, I want to see you." Although Chai Xiujing said this, she still lay down according to Ji Xuan's wishes.

Ji Xuan's nose was slightly sour, she turned around in the name of peeling fruits, blinked vigorously, and held back her tears.

Chai Xiujing didn't know Ji Xuan's mood changes, and stopped her: "I can't eat anything either, so don't bother, talk to me." ”

"It's not bothersome, eating some fruit is good for your health, besides, I didn't go out, I can still talk."

Seeing Ji Xuan's insistence, Chai Xiujing didn't say anything, but sighed: "Xuanxuan, there is something I've been thinking about for a long time, and I haven't been able to find a chance to say it, I think it's better to make it clear earlier." ”

"Mom, you-" Ji Xuan seemed to know what Chai Xiujing was going to say, and was about to open her mouth to stop her, but she raised her hand first to interrupt her next words.

"Xuanxuan, I'm not thinking about it on a whim, but I've been thinking about it for the past six months, and I don't think it can go on like this."

Ji Xuan couldn't calm himself down, and he couldn't peel the fruit casually, so he could only turn his head and look at Chai Xiujing.

Chai Xiujing's face was still as pale and sickly as ever, but her expression was serious at this time, which made her look more energetic.

"I know best how my body is, so don't let me continue to take my life because of me."

"No, it's not, I never felt like I was on my own." Ji Xuan shook her head vigorously, and wanted to explain something, but Chai Xiujing took the first step to stop her from continuing.

"You gave your marriage because of me, isn't this called taking your own life? Also, you could have been free from him, but now because I have to put up with it, I can't be so selfish and hurt you when I know that I can't help you. ”

Who the "he" in Chai Xiujing's mouth refers to, Ji Xuan knows it.

"Mom, don't say that." Ji Xuan stepped forward to hold Chai Xiujing's hand, trying to make her tone sound calmer, "The doctor said that as long as your body is well and can tolerate surgery, you can perform surgical treatment." ”

When she heard Ji Xuan say that it could be surgically treated, a trace of expectation flashed in Chai Xiujing's eyes, but then it dimmed and showed a self-deprecating smile.

"I do want to live a few more years and be able to accompany you more, but how can the operation be so easy, not to say that my current body is not good, just to say that the cost of the operation-"

"Mom, I told you not to think about it so much, I'll deal with it." Ji Xuan saw that Chai Xiujing still wanted to say something, so she simply said straightforwardly, "Mom, just be selfish, I don't want you to leave me, I don't want to be a fatherless and motherless child." ”

Ji Xuan said this, of course Chai Xiujing couldn't say anything, but she still felt regretful in her heart, "Mom just thinks that marriage is such a big thing, but it turns out to be ......."

"Actually...... It's not what you think, although it is an arranged marriage, but it is not the wrong person. Ji Xuan said hesitantly, and his heart beat violently.

These words are not entirely to comfort Chai Xiujing, deep down, Ji Xuan really feels that Sheng Zeyan is not a wrong candidate.

Chai Xiujing was slightly surprised when she found that Ji Xuan had a shy look.

In the past, when Ji Xuan came to see her, she would always try her best to avoid this topic, so she also decided that Ji Xuan's married life was not good.

But looking at Ji Xuan's performance now, and what she said, it doesn't seem to be like that.

"Is he good to you?" Chai Xiujing asked cautiously.

Speaking of Sheng Zeyan, Ji Xuan thought of what happened just now, and subconsciously replied: "It's good, it can't be better." ”

Chai Xiujing was stunned, and then laughed, "That's good, so I'll be relieved." ”

Ji Xuan only realized what she said at this time, and she couldn't help but feel a little hot on her cheeks.

"Okay, okay, you don't have to worry so much, I'll bring him over to see you when I have the chance."