231:I can't help but follow the sky (4)
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There was a tremor in my voice, and I could clearly feel that my hands were subconsciously clenched, and his eyes were fixed on Lu Jinnan, his expression was dull and stiff and there was no reaction, just looking at me for a moment.
Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, I asked with a gentle smile, "Are you acquiescing or are you recalling the picture of your night of spring breeze?" β
"Lin Tang." Lu Jinsha was hoarse and low, with a hint of displeasure, as if telling me not to continue.
His attitude made me not very acceptable, my pupils dilated, and I looked at him in disbelief: "What? I'm not allowed to say anything after I've done it? β
"It's not what you say." His voice was low and tough, the ink under his eyes gradually deepened, and the anger between his eyebrows and eyes became more fierce, he said, "This matter is not what you think. β
"So you tell me that's the case? You said, you and Chen Bingying didn't sleep, you two didn't sleep at all. With the questioning over and over again, my emotions gradually became excited, Lu Jinnan frowned tightly, his eyes were full of forbearance and suppression, his appearance made me more sure, I sneered and said: "You don't dare to deny it, and you don't allow me to think about it, Lu Jinnan, if you really do it, you should at least tell me the truth, I won't blame you, after all, there is nothing between us, what qualifications do I have to blame you?" β
My words seemed to provoke Lu Jinnan a little, his legs were long and fast, I didn't keep up with his footsteps at all, he pressed me on the sofa, he trapped me tightly, I resisted hard but it didn't have any effect at all.
I kept screaming in my mouth, and Lu Jinnan only had a second to hesitate, and then lowered his head and kissed my lips: "Hmm......"
This kiss seemed to carry monstrous anger and warning, as if it was about to devour my whole person, I was pressed by him on the sofa and could not move, I could only bear it passively, Lu Jinnan's actions made my original anger deepen.
I grabbed the shirt on his chest, one hand against his chest, I pushed hard, and my fingers felt a hard pain, but Lu Jinnan was completely unmoved.
There is no way, I can only use his defenseless kiss to kiss me, open my teeth and bite the tip of my tongue hard, Lu Jinnan's body is obviously stunned, I don't let go of him, the four eyes close to each other, his deep eyes look at me without blinking, my strength has never decreased, Lu Jinnan's fingers pressed on my waist pressed gently, until I felt that he was completely calmed down, I let go, and then pushed him aside.
Lu Jinnan and I sat at both ends of the sofa, no one spoke, just stayed quietly, and after a long time, Lu Jinnan said, "Lin Tang, I'm sorry." Lu Jinnan's words were very light, but enough to break my heart, I seemed to be able to hear the sound of heartbreak, it was so tormenting, his hand reached over and tried to touch me, but I subconsciously dodged to the side, and finally could only stiffen and stay in the air, he said: "I drank too much that night, I didn't know what would happen later, I woke up and saw her in my room, I ..... I wanted to tell you afterwards, but I'm afraid you'll leave me, I'm ..... I don't know why it's the way it is, I thought that as long as I love you with my heart, these problems can be solved, I ......"
"Was it right on the night of the groundbreaking ceremony?" I interrupted Lu Jinnan's words to ask, although I knew that it was that night, I still wanted to be confirmed.
Lu Jinnan nodded, and I turned to look at him: "Actually, when you texted me that I wouldn't come back at night, I vaguely guessed that something was going to happen, but I really didn't expect that you and Chen Bingying would rekindle their old relationship." β
"What text message? That's not true. Lu Jinnan frowned, his voice was a little gritted, and he said: "I didn't want to have anything to do with her, even after this incident, I didn't want to have anything to do with her, Lin Tang, I don't want to lose you." β
"But we're destined to go our separate ways, you don't know it yet, do you? Chen Bingying is pregnant, she came to find her, I hope I can stay away from you, make room for you and his child, before you come back, I figured it out, as long as you get your answer, I won't have any entanglement, I can also give her all the love of the little steamed bun, and I don't want to be threatened again, so please stay away from us, never appear in front of me again, I don't want to see you. β
"I won't." Lu Jinnan sat down, he easily took me into his arms, he hugged me tightly, his voice was faint and a little hoarse, he said, "I don't want you to say these things." β
"Lu Jinnan, don't be naΓ―ve, I know Chen Bingying's methods better than you, she can hide her hand that has been restored a long time ago and has not been discovered by you until now, then she can also do something on me and Xiao Mantou so that you will not know in this life, I can take risks, but my daughter can't, you get out of my house now, I don't want to see you again."
I pushed him away with all my strength, then stood up and walked forward, but my foot hit the coffee table too quickly, and I gasped in pain, and the tears that were still suppressed in my eyes could no longer be controlled.
I bent down to cover my feet, Lu Jinnan saw it and hurriedly pounced, he asked softly and delicately, "How does it hurt?" β
"Don't touch me." I resisted, I looked at him and sneered, "Some things get dirty when someone else uses them, so you don't have to." β
"Lin Tang." Lu Jinnan said in a deep voice: "I don't care how much you dislike me in your heart, but I tell you, dispel the idea of leaving me as soon as possible, whether you want to or not, you have to bear not to want to leave me." β
"Why?" I shouted, "Please get out, I don't mind if you want your daughter to be woken up to see her father's dirty side." β
After speaking, I turned around and walked to the bathroom, I closed the bathroom door and opened the lotus canopy, the water still flowed from it, I don't know if Lu Jinnan left, but I don't want to go out, if he doesn't leave tonight, then I'll stay here all night.
I'm not a kind person, since Chen Bingying can't wait to be with Lu Jinnan so much, even if I can't change the result, I want to make her feel less comfortable in the process.
I don't know how long later, I felt my feet go limp, and suddenly there was a knock on the bathroom door, and I didn't think about it and shouted, "Don't you understand what I'm saying?" You give me away, I don't want to see you. β
"Young grandma, it's me." After I finished speaking, Zhou's mother's response came from outside, and she said, "Mr. has left, let me tell you." β
Hearing Zhou's mother's words, I immediately stood up, leaned against the wall and opened the bathroom door, I walked out of the bathroom, and there was really no Lu Jinnan in the room, I looked at Zhou's mother and confirmed: "Is he really gone?" β
Mother Zhou nodded: "Young grandma, did you quarrel with your husband?" β
"Nope." I faintly denied it, and asked Zhou's mother to rest early, and when I was the only one left in the room, I felt terrible quiet.
I didn't sleep all night, and I stayed in my room the next day, and Lu Jinnan called me during the period, but I didn't answer.
I didn't plan to go to the company today, I lay in bed until nine o'clock before I got up, because I didn't sleep well last night, and I didn't have any energy at all, but in the face of the little steamed buns, I had to force a smile to pretend that nothing had happened, and I didn't want her to see my unhappy side.
After eating with her earlier, I received a call from Xiao Ran, he asked me to go to the hospital, Lin Shengtian has been clamoring to be discharged after the operation, and the current situation cannot be discharged at all, after the operation, the body has to accept the new bone marrow There is a process, and the rejection reaction will be very dangerous.
I had to rush to the hospital and appease Lin Shengtian before he was discharged.
When I came out of the ward, Xiao Ran and I sat on the stone bench in the garden, and when he saw that I was a little haggard, he asked, "What's wrong?" β
"It's okay, I just didn't sleep well."
"I heard that you are going to remarry him?" Xiao Ran asked abruptly, I looked at him sideways and was a little distracted, I asked, "Who did you listen to?" β
"Lu Qing said."
"No, judging from my current state with him, it should only be farther and farther, and it is impossible to get closer and closer." I sighed, I had indeed planned to remarry, but now it seemed impossible to happen.
"Wouldn't I have a chance?" Xiao Ran said softly with a smile on his face, I didn't say anything but looked at him, Xiao Ran thought I was under pressure, so he said, "You don't have to be nervous, I won't force you." β
As he spoke, he suddenly raised his hand to comb my messy hair on my cheeks, I was stunned and motionless, and when I reacted, I immediately stood up: "I still have something to do, so I'll leave first, and eat together another day." β
"You don't have to change the day, okay? Shall we have dinner together tonight? Xiao Ran stretched out his hand to pull me, and he said: "I mentioned it to you last time, you didn't agree, you didn't refuse, today is my birthday, if you can, just accompany me to have a meal!" β
"Your birthday?" I was a little surprised, I hadn't heard him say it before, although he had mentioned a piece of food before, but I really didn't know it was his birthday, so naturally I agreed without a reason to refuse.
In the evening, Xiao Ran came to pick me up at the villa, and he took me to a pre-booked Western restaurant, and there was no one else for the two of us.
I gave him a watch, which I bought temporarily after learning about his birthday, which is not expensive, but it is already suitable as a friend.
It was already past nine o'clock after dinner, Xiao Ran drove me back to the villa, and we talked about a lot of things when we were studying along the way, and the originally depressed mood became happy.
The car stopped steadily in front of the villa, I said goodbye to Xiao Ran and pushed the door down, I was about to close the car door, the door of the villa suddenly opened, Lu Qing came out of it, saw that it was me, she walked over quickly, and asked softly: "Sister-in-law, where are you going?" Did you go on a date with my brother? β
After that, she looked into the car, the expression on her face was a little stiff, and she said, "Xiao Ran." With that, she stood up straight and looked at me, "Why are you two together?" β
"Well....." I didn't know how to answer, in fact, I had already seen that Lu Qing liked Xiao Ran, but Xiao Ran didn't seem to mean that, and before I could respond, Xiao Ran in the car had already spoken, and he said: "Lin Tang, I'll go back first, and I'll call if I have something." After Xiao Ran finished speaking, he nodded at Lu Qing again, and then before Lu Qing could react, he had already stepped on the accelerator and turned around and left.
After Xiao Ran left, I opened my mouth and said to Lu Qing, "Why are you here?" β
"I'm here to see the little steamed buns." Lu Qing was a little depressed, she said, "Sister-in-law, you ..... with Xiao Ran"
"Xiao Ran and I have been friends for many years, and today is his birthday, so we had a meal together."
"His birthday?" Lu Qing's eyes were cold, but soon dimmed: "I don't know." β
Lu Qing's words made me a little at a loss for what to say, she pursed her lips and looked at me, her smile regained on her face, she said, "Mom asked me to bring you fresh fruits, it's not too early, I'll go back too." β
"Okay, then you drive slower." I nodded and whispered.
After Lu Qing left, I began to realize that maybe I had to keep my distance from Xiao Ran.
Lu Jinnan didn't come to the villa for two days in a row, and I didn't go to the company, so it was like we had broken off contact, so it was okay, and we would be relieved after a long time.
That afternoon, Zhou's mother had something to go home, so I took care of the little steamed buns by myself, ate an afternoon snack with her, and then played with her for a while, and when she was tired of playing, the little guy was finally willing to sleep.
As soon as the little steamed bun fell asleep, the doorbell rang, I didn't even bother to wear shoes and ran to open the door, thinking it was Zhou's mother, when the door was opened, I saw that the person outside was actually Mr. Chen, I looked at him in disbelief: "Why are you here?" β
"If you don't look for me, then I can only come to you." Mr. Chen's tone was forcibly withheld, and there was a silent smile on his lips: "Why didn't you tell me about your divorce from Lu Jinnan?" β