Chapter 936: His Approach, Her Loss
Child......
Fingers unconsciously clenched together, Ji Weiran pursed her lips, did not make a sound, did not move, but let him hold her.
Until he left the clinic, Ji Weiran didn't speak again.
Li Youlin didn't let go of the hand that held her the whole time, and his eyes kept falling on her and didn't look away, but the woman next to him didn't look at him, let alone respond.
She's still running away.
The darkness at the bottom of his eyes became thicker, and the dull feeling in his chest became more and more intense, and he wanted to say something, but he finally didn't say anything, and stretched out his hand, and he held her in his arms.
It's tight.
He didn't want to let go at all, and he wouldn't let go.
No one spoke, and silence spread in the car.
When he was about to return to the hotel, Yu Guang accidentally caught a glimpse of a porridge shop, and then realized that she only had something to eat in the morning, Li Youlin hurriedly stopped: "Stop." ”
The driver then pulled over to the side of the road.
"To drink porridge or not? Or is there anything else you'd like to eat? Squeezing Ji Weiran's hand, Li Youlin said softly, "Whatever you want to eat, I'll go down and buy it." ”
Ji Weiran came back to his senses from a trance.
His breath was spraying on her skin, itching.
She shook her head and took the opportunity to leave without a trace: "It's okay." After a pause, she added, "Thank you." ”
Listening to her deliberate polite detachment, and sensing her movements, Li Youlin's eyes darkened again, and he endured the increasingly intense suffocation, he leaned over and kissed her on the forehead: "Wait here, I'll be back soon." ”
“…… Well. ”
The sound of the door being closed sounded, and Ji Weiran's head, which had been hanging down, was still raised.
Through the car window, she looked at his back, her lips pursed even tighter.
Li Youlin came back quickly, so fast that she didn't have time to retract her gaze in a trance, so she met his eyes so straight, which seemed to be full of affection.
The heartbeat suddenly leaked, and Ji Weiran said goodbye to his face.
Li Youlin saw her movements clearly, he didn't say anything, just held her hand and didn't give her a chance to break free.
Soon, the car returned to the hotel.
Li Youlin directly carried her out of the car, and the Chinese medicine and the porridge she bought were held by the driver.
Ji Weiran had no chance to refute it at all.
She had to reach out and wrap her arms around his neck, so that the side of her face was pressed against his chest.
The sound of a powerful heartbeat was in her ears, and the crisp breath that belonged to him lingered in her nose, and once again, she fell into a short trance uselessly.
Until, she was carried back to the room by him and put on the bed.
"Eat something first," habitually dropped a kiss on her hair, Li Youlin got up to get the porridge on the table, and then sat on the edge of the bed to feed her, "Good, open your mouth." ”
Ji Weiran didn't have much appetite, especially since both his actions and tone were so intimate, so natural, it was tantamount to making her already chaotic heart ripple again.
"I'll just do it myself." Avoiding his burning gaze, she reached for it.
Porridge was taken away.
Ji Weiran had to look at him.
"I ......"
"I'll feed you."
The tone of the beak cannot be denied, and only two words can explain it - persistence.
The two looked at each other for a few seconds.
In the end, Ji Weiran still compromised.
"Thank you......"
"Dye, I don't want to hear you say thank you." Li Youlin interrupted her, and without waiting for her to say anything, he scooped a mouthful of porridge and handed it to her mouth, and his tone was light, "Open your mouth." ”
The words were forced to be swallowed back, suppressing the ups and downs of emotions in his heart, Ji Weiran obediently opened his mouth.
One bite after another.
For a moment, there seemed to be nothing in the room except the faint sound of her swallowing.
The air conditioner in the room was on, and the heating was turning, so it wasn't very cold, but she suddenly had a feeling that no matter how warm the air conditioner was, it couldn't match the man's sight of her.
Searing, and affectionate.
A bowl of porridge to the bottom.
Li Youlin took out the napkin on the side and wiped the corners of her mouth for her, and the natural habit of her movements was indescribable, as if it was as natural as breathing air.
"Do you want more?"
Ji Weiran shook his head.
Li Youlin looked at her deeply: "Does it still hurt?" ”
Ji Weiran still shook his head.
There was a brief two-second silence in the air.
"Then you rest for a while, and I'll call you again when it's time to drink the medicine." Li Youlin said as he pulled the quilt up, "Don't catch a cold, I'll ask the proprietress to bring a pot of water." ”
Despite that, he didn't get up right away.
"Dye."
A low voice, sexy and magnetic.
As soon as she raised her eyes, she was caught off guard and crashed into the man's eyes.
Suddenly, my heart throbbed.
The next second, the hand was caught, and before she could react, the man put it to the lips and kissed it, but his eyes kept staring at him when he kissed.
Secluded, gentle.
It's enough to make people ...... Desperate to sink.
"Shall I rest with you?" Li Youlin kissed her hand again, and without waiting for her to speak, he directly hugged her sideways and lay down together, and said while moving, "I'm a little tired, dye, let me hold you for a while and rest, just hold you, and I won't do anything else." ”
The sentence "a little tired" stubbornly blocked Ji Weiran's refusal.
"Tick-tock-"
Suddenly, the sound of raindrops hitting the window was heard.
It's raining again.
Chaos' mind returned to a little clearer, and Ji Weiran finally didn't push him away.
Sensing that she was not so repulsive, Li Youlin hooked her lips and smiled, and couldn't help it, she hugged her harder, making the bodies of the two closer and closer.
The tip of his nose was the fragrance on her body, and satisfaction and happiness quietly welled up in his heart, and he couldn't help but whisper to her: "Dye." ”
As he spoke, his breath sprayed on her skin.
Itchy.
Ji Weiran wanted to dodge, but he couldn't move when he was held by a man.
“…… Well. ”
"Dye."
Another bang.
Ji Weiran closed his eyes: "What's the matter?" ”
The words fell, and a gentle kiss landed on her eyelids.
Like a dragonfly, it leaves at once.
"It's okay, I just want to call you," Li Youlin stared at her, his fingers couldn't help but caress her face, and called her over and over again, "Dye, dye ......"
The itchy feeling became more and more obvious, and Ji Weiran couldn't pretend anymore.
Before he could speak again, she interrupted him with a slight embarrassment: "Aren't you tired and want to rest?" If you don't rest, go down, I'll ......."
Warm flaps of lips covered her lips without warning.
words, blocked.
Tossing and turning, grinding.
Tenderness and lingering entanglement entwined in it, and then scattered into the air.
"I'm not going anywhere, just hold you, accompany you, don't drive me away." Although he was reluctant, thinking of the future, Li Youlin still let go of her, "Sleep." ”
The hoarseness in his voice, even the lust in it, after all, the days together are not short, and Ji Weiran can feel it clearly.
But the clearer she is, the more she ...... Disturbed.
Didn't you make up your mind to leave him and never see him again?
And now?
What is it?
Cruel words have been said, and even lies have been said, why doesn't he leave?
She's afraid, she's really afraid.
She was afraid that if she continued like this, she would be forced to hold by his little approach.
This man is too dangerous.
Suddenly, Ji Weiran thought of his sentence when he was in the clinic-
"We'll have kids."
Child......
Will there still be?
Can there be?
Still...... Should I have something with him?
The picture of that night flashed in her mind, she was forced to look at the photos of him and Zhao Wanyan at the airport, and was forced to know that he would not come and could not come, and was forced to ...... The heart is dead and desperate.
And then......
It was on the operating table that she begged Jiang Yuchen to help her.
Frame by frame, scene by scene.
It's all crystal clear.
She's still ...... I can't convince myself to untie that knot.
What to do?
With the sound of a man's breathing in his ears and the sound of rain outside the window, Ji Weiran's uncontrollable thoughts, his thoughts became more and more confused.
Under such circumstances, she fell asleep restlessly and in a daze.
The sound of steady and long breathing came, and Li Youlin, who was with his eyes closed, opened his eyes.
"Dye ......" reached out and brushed her hair, he stared at her, and couldn't help but kiss the corner of her lips again, "I won't let go, even if you say you don't love me a thousand times and let me leave, I won't leave, I have a lifetime to wait for you." ”
……
This sleep Ji Weiran did not sleep for long, she was woken up by pain, waves of heat poured out, she struggled to get up and planned to go to the bathroom.
When I opened my eyes, I realized that there was no one beside me.
The action of getting out of bed suddenly stopped, Ji Weiran was stunned in place, and there was only one thought in his mind-
He's gone?
The heart, suddenly, stinged, and it was not controlled at all.
Closing his eyes, Ji Weiran tried his best to suppress the sudden suffocation and discomfort.
"Click-"
The sound of the door opening sounded in the next second.
"Awake?"
Familiar sounds, familiar breaths.
Ji Weiran opened his eyes suddenly.
The eyes are facing each other.
Although she covered it up well, Li Youlin still captured the joy after the sadness.
He guessed something in an instant.
The mood suddenly became excited, he approached and sat down, held her face with one hand and rubbed his fingertips gently, chuckling: "Think I'm gone?" ”
The secret that he was not aware of in his heart was revealed, and Ji Wei was panicked for a moment.
"Nope." Opening his hand to avoid his gaze, she denied, "Let me go, I'll go to the bathroom." ”
"I'll take you."
"No ......"
"Well, I want to hug you."
In the end, Ji Weiran was still carried into the bathroom by him, and saw that the man brought a sanitary napkon for her and put it at hand.
"I'm just outside, call me."
He seemed to be in a good mood, and a smile kept on his lips.
Ji Weiran turned his face away, but his heart was beating fast.
When she came out again, a bitter smell entered her nose, and then, she saw Li Youlin holding a bowl in his hand, and the bowl was dark brown Chinese medicine.
Just looking at it, she felt bitter.
She didn't want to drink it, even though she knew it would cure her.
"I bought candied fruit, eat one after drinking, it won't be bitter," seeing her unhappiness, Li Youlin laughed and coaxed, "Drink it in one go, you can't feel it, be good." ”
After a pause, he smiled meaningfully again: "Or, I feed you?" ”
He deliberately accentuated the pronunciation of the feeding word.
Ji Weiran understood it instantly, and seeing that he was about to come over to drink Chinese medicine, she hurriedly grabbed it.
"No, I'll drink it myself!"
After saying that, she squinted, pinched her nose with one hand, and forced herself to pour it down.
"Gollum-"
She almost threw it up after drinking it in one gulp.
Seeing this, Li Youlin hurriedly handed her the poured boiled water.
Ji Weiran didn't look at it, took it and quickly took a few sips.
Thinking of the preserves he said, she couldn't help but ask, "Honey ......"
"Is it still bitter in your mouth?"
"Bitter ......"
Before the words could be spoken, the man's hand suddenly wrapped his arms around her waist, and then he wrapped her into his arms, and then, the shadow fell, and the man bowed his head and kissed her on the lips.
"Dye, open."
She heard his hoarse voice tempting her.