Chapter 61: Venting Anger
Passing by a flower shop on the way, Lu Cheng shouted to the driver to wait for a while.
"I'll go down and buy a bouquet of flowers."
Lin Lu pinned his head out of the car, "No." ”
"Ugh." Lu Cheng sighed, pushed the door and got out of the car and entered the flower shop.
After a while, he got into the car with a bunch of white chrysanthemums in his arms, "Let's drive." ”
As the vehicle moves away from the city, the scenery along the way becomes more and more quiet, and when you arrive at the martyr's cemetery, the green all over the mountains and fields, as well as the white in the cemetery, all speak of the sadness and desolation here.
Lin Lu stood at the gate of the cemetery, and Lu Cheng explained to the driver and asked him to wait here.
"Let's go inside." Lu Cheng walked over.
Lin Lu's face was expressionless, his eyes were cold, and he looked deeply at the steps that stretched upward.
Is this the way you want to go?
Stepping up the steps, the wind is rising, and the sea of clouds is swirling.
Lin Lu raised her head and looked at the sky, the sky was blue like water, and the sun was dazzling like a flowing fire.
"That's it ahead." Lu Cheng said.
Lin Lu's mind wandered back and followed Lu Cheng.
According to the serial number, the two came to tombstone No. 2993. Lin Lu stood quietly, as Mr. Fu said, it was an unknown monument. The tombstone has been worn out by the years, but it is surrounded by green trees, and the green pines in front of the tomb are green and straight.
Lu Cheng handed her the flower in his arms, but Lin Lu didn't take it, lowered his eyes, and said:
"I don't send him flowers, he hasn't fulfilled his father's duty for a day, I'm not here to worship him."
"Deer," Lu Cheng stopped her, and there was a hint of anger in his tone.
"I said something wrong?" Lin Lu's chest rose and fell, "Why did he die quietly, I didn't know that someone was waiting for him?" ”
Lu Cheng looked at Lin Lu quietly, he understood that since he learned the news just now, Lin Lu had been forbearing, and she needed a way to vent.
"He's a hero, what should my mom do?" Lin Lu's lips trembled, and he pointed to the nameless monument, "You are not alone, you are too irresponsible, how did my mother come over, do you know?" ”
Lu Cheng hugged the flowers, bent down and knelt on one knee, cleaned up the fallen leaves and weeds in front of the tomb, put the bouquet in front of the stele, stood up and bowed to the tombstone.
In the afterglow, Lu Cheng rose and fell.
Lin Lu was holding back the fire in his heart, and that kind of anger wanted to break through his chest, wanting to roar at the people inside. She grabbed Lu Cheng, who lowered his eyes and looked at her, the two were stalemate for a second, Lin Lu let go of his hand, and Lu Cheng bowed three times.
Lin Lu bit his lower lip, "...... I'm here just to see you for Lin Jingwen. ”
After speaking, Lin Lu turned around and left, but she didn't take two steps before she stopped again.
Lu Cheng watched Lin Lu turn around and go back angrily.
She stood in front of the tombstone with an indignant look in her eyes, "I won't forgive you!" Even if you're doing the right thing, I'm not! ”
This time, Lin Lu never looked back.
Lu Cheng faced the tombstone with a look of reverence, "Uncle, I'll come to see you next time." ”
……
Back in the courtyard, Lin Lu bumped into Jiang Sheng who came out as soon as he entered the door.
"I'm back." Jiang Sheng greeted with a smile.
But the person who passed by didn't even squeak, and hurriedly entered the east room, as soon as the door was closed and the curtains were closed, Jiang Sheng turned to look at Lu Cheng and asked:
"What's wrong with her?"
Lu Chengsan was silent, "It's okay, don't worry." ”
Jiang Sheng remembered that the two of them went to find someone, and then looked at Lin Lu's situation, but they didn't find it.
He was going to work in a bar at night, so he walked under the window of Lin Lu, tapped on the glass, and said to the people inside through the screen:
"Lin Lu, I'm going to work, when I come back in the evening, I'll bring you something delicious."
“……”
It was quiet in the room, and she didn't respond.
"I'm leaving."
"......" she still didn't answer.
Lu Cheng walked over, Jiang Sheng looked at him and said, "You persuade her more, people will always find it, don't give up hope easily." ”
It seems that Lin Lu told her everything, and Lu Cheng said: "The person is gone." ”
"......" Jiang Sheng froze for a few seconds, "Sure?" ”
Lu Cheng nodded.
Jiang Sheng looked back at Lin Lu's window, and after the closed curtains, she must have been sad.
When the time to go to work was approaching, Jiang Sheng hesitated, and Lu Cheng said, "It's okay, with me, you can go and get busy." ”
In normal times, Jiang Shengtie would not go, but today the boss specially called, a waiter asked for sick leave, and there were many guests tonight, so let him go early.
He looked worried, "Okay, I'll go first." ”
When Jiang Sheng walked out of the door, he didn't feel good in his heart, and he always felt that something was grabbing his heart.
Lu Cheng finished his business and looked at his watch, more than two hours had passed, Lin Lu hadn't eaten at night, he went to the kitchen to cook a bowl of wontons for Lin Lu and delivered it to the door.
"Lin Lu, you didn't eat at night, come out and eat something." Lu Cheng held the bowl and stood at her door.
There was silence inside the door.
"Lin Lu, can I go in?"
He said, "I'm in." ”
Lu Cheng pushed tentatively, but the door was not bolted.
After entering the house, he found Lin Lu sitting at the table drawing the design.
Lu Cheng put the bowl down, "Drawing a design?" ”
"Otherwise," Lin Lu didn't look up, "think I'm crying?" ”
Lu Cheng looked at her mildly, "Freshly cooked, eat it while it's hot." ”
Lin Lu's pen didn't stop, looking at the bowl, "That's my last ration, keep it for supper." ”
"I'll go buy it in a moment and get enough of your rations."
Lin Lu said, "I'm not hungry. ”
"Eat if you are not hungry, and eat three meals on time."
"You're so annoying."
The pen in Lin Lu's hand was withdrawn, the bowl was placed in front of him, and he said, "Draw after eating." ”
Lin Lu picked up the spoon, scooped up a wonton and blew it slowly.
Lu Cheng sat aside, "Your three meals are always so unstable, aren't you afraid of getting sick?" ”
"Don't be afraid."
The wontons are very fresh and are made of pork with shiitake mushrooms.
"Is it delicious?" Lu Cheng asked.
"I bought it, you say."
"Heh......" Lu Cheng smiled lowly, "Lin Lu." ”
"Huh?" Lin Lu munched on a ravioli.
"I'll fly back the day after tomorrow, you can come with me."
“!” After a pause in the action of chewing, he continued to eat.
Lu Cheng said: "Uncle's matter, let's go back and explain it to my aunt." ”
Lin Lu took a sip of soup and wiped the corners of his mouth with a tissue, Lu Cheng could see her thoughts, "Don't want to tell her?" ”
Silence is attitude, after so many years, Lu Cheng still knows a little about Lin Lu.
"I'm afraid she won't be able to accept it?"
Lin Lu picked up the cigarette case, took out a cigarette and lit it, "My mother's situation, just wait for Mr. Zhao with a sigh, let her know that Mr. Zhao is not there, what do you think will happen to her?" ”
Lu Cheng closed his head lightly, "However, she has been obsessed with it all her life, if you don't say it, she will always be a heart disease in her heart." ”
said, I'm afraid she won't be able to accept it; Not to mention, she couldn't let go.
Lin Lu pinched his aching eyebrows, "Let me think again." ”
Lu Cheng said lightly, "Okay." ”
After eating, Lin Lu planned to go out for a walk.
When I was changing clothes, I saw the box in the mezzanine of the cabinet and opened it.
'Personal first-class merit'
These five words are like a red-hot soldering iron burning on Lin Lu's heart, he paid for his life, just in exchange for a few words, is it worth it?
Lin Lu also asked Lu Cheng about this.
The two walked along the riverbed, the moonlight was clear, sprinkled on the riverbank, illuminating the stones under their feet white, and the river murmured and flowed into the distance.
"It's not worth it." Lu Cheng's voice was low and gentle, and it was very comfortable to listen to, "This is his mission, his faith, soldiers are loyal to the country first, and faith is not something that everyone can adhere to." He is a man who deserves our respect and the memory of this country. ”
"......" Lin Lu bent down to pick up a stone and threw it into the river.
There was a 'poof...... and the water splashed.
Lu Cheng stood beside her, knowing that she hadn't thought about it yet.
Looking down at Lin Lu under the moon, the wind blew her long hair, and her white face was thin and ruthless.
Alas, he sighed in his heart and changed the subject, "Let's go skiing this year." ”
Lin Lu straightened up, "Why do you suddenly want to go skiing again?" ”
Lu Cheng said: "I was in Switzerland last month to talk about the project and bought a cottage, I think you will like the scenery there. ”
Lin Lu looked at the flickering lights in the distance, "Is it close to the Alps?" ”
"Right at the foot of the mountain, with a view of the Alps from the window." Lu Cheng also picked up a stone.
The stone was flattened and oval, Lu Cheng leaned down slightly, raised his arm and quickly threw it towards the river, only to see seven or eight water shadows flash quickly on the river, and finally disappeared.
"That's amazing." Lin Lu tilted his head to look at him.
Lu Cheng smiled proudly, "Thirteen at most." ”
"Cut." Lin Lu also picked up a stone, and she threw it a few times, but it didn't exceed three.
In the end, Lu Cheng helped her pick a stone, adjusted her posture from behind, held her hand and told her how to exert force.
"Throw."
Lu Cheng reminded him, and Lin Lu threw the stone into the river with all his strength, and the stone rubbed the river surface and jumped five times in succession, falling into the river.
Lin Lu stood up straight, a smile on his face. Lu Cheng said: "You see, it's very simple. ”
"That's because you're smart, and you think it's simple." Lin Lu continued to walk along the river.
Lu Cheng pulled her arm, "Don't get your shoes wet." ”
"Wet and barefoot." Lin Lu disagreed.
Lu Cheng said with a smile, "You don't want me to carry you away, right?" My shirt for tonight was just changed. ”
"......" Lin Lu glared at Lu Cheng, "You are a cleanliness maniac." ”
Lu Cheng put his hands in his trouser pockets and followed her slowly.
Lin Lu, you know my cleanliness fetish, have you ever thought that I only eat the rice from your lunch box, and I wiped your oily hands for you.
"Huh-" Lin Lu screamed in pain, and Lu Cheng grabbed the person, "Are you okay?" ”
Lin Lu's eyebrows furrowed in pain, "Don't move, don't move, let me sit for a while." ”
Lu Cheng helped her sit on a big rock, Lin Lu took off his shoes and moved his feet, "My ankle is a little twisted, but it's okay, just rest for a while." ”
Lu Cheng squatted down, put her feet on his knees, and rubbed them and said, "How is it?" Is it better? ”
Lin Lu hissed, "...... Slow down, tap. ”