203:Flowers look at the other side and I am desolate (6)

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I took a deep breath, my hands were clenched tightly subconsciously, it was getting dark, I only turned on the small table lamp in the living room, the whole room was full of darkness, I sat still, my eyes staring at the front without blinking.

I don't know how long later, I heard the sound of a car engine outside the window, and I came back to my senses, pursed my lips vigorously, and my breathing became nervous.

The door was quickly opened, and the sound of gentle footsteps followed, and in half a second, the tall body of the man appeared at the entrance, he looked at the light, and his lips pulled out a faint arc, and he asked, "Why don't you turn on the light and sit here by yourself?" ”

I pursed my lips, my face changed slightly, and after a few seconds I responded, "I'm waiting for you." With that, I put down my overlapping feet, sat up straight and turned on the headlights in the living room, and I continued: "I asked Mother Zhou to take the little steamed buns to the old house to see grandma." ”

My words made Lu Jinnan raise his eyebrows and look at me with a light smile: "Why are you so relieved today?" Aren't you afraid that the little steamed bun will cry but stay with me? ”

I was silent, looking at his handsome face, and for a moment I realized that I could not utter a word.

The smile on Lu Jinnan's lips deepened, and he walked towards me as he spoke: "You must not have eaten dinner yet, right?" I'll make you whatever you want to eat. ”

His black and white eyes looked at me fixedly, seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, he sat next to me, raised his hand and hugged me into his arms, the tip of his nose was full of his breath, I gritted my teeth to control my emotions, and a nerve in my brain broke silently, that feeling made me indescribable.

After about two or three minutes, I pushed Lu Jinnan out of his arms, I tried to keep a distance from him, looked at his eyes without flashing, and said lightly: "Lu Jinnan, I have signed the divorce agreement, we ..... Let's get a divorce! ”

After I finished speaking, the air in the entire living room was densely filled with silence, and I could clearly hear the sound of our breathing, only to see Lu Jinnan looking at me expressionlessly, his eyes with a hint of coldness, as if he was going to freeze people to death.

Lu Jinnan asked indifferently: "Divorce agreement?" He sneered, and a low voice overflowed from his larynx: "Even the agreement is ready?" Lin Tang, did you make plans a long time ago? ”

"It was originally something that had to be done before the little steamed bun was born, and it has been postponed until now that it is time to solve it, Lu Jinnan, I think you know better than me that the problems between us are already very deep, and there is no way to continue to go on without incident." I met his gaze with both eyes and said it word by word.

"Now that we've all signed, it's over for time to get the papers."

"Sign?" He glanced at me and said lightly, "I won't sign, don't even think about it." ”

Listening to Lu Jinnan's answer doesn't seem to be a lie, and he doesn't need to lie, then it must be the old lady who dug a pit for him to jump, I looked at him a few times, reached out and picked up the divorce agreement on the coffee table and handed it to him: "You should recognize the handwriting on it, right?" ”

I didn't give Lu Jinnan a chance to touch the divorce agreement, I just let him take a look, and then put it away.

Lu Jinnan's brows furrowed, he seemed to remember something, and his tone became cold: "You partnered with grandma to trap me?" ”

"Lu Jinnan, if you don't want to, no one can force you. Now that we've come to this, let's stop dwelling on it, okay? During this time, I have already thought clearly, because the matter between us, the little steamed bun has been implicated, so it should be regarded as letting your daughter go, is it okay? ”

"I don't think there's a problem between us, the old things are gone, aren't we okay now? You can tell me what you want me to do, but I won't agree to a divorce, even if there is a divorce agreement? As long as I don't agree to apply for a divorce certificate, you don't want to divorce this marriage. ”

"Okay? Are you kidding yourself or are you fooling me? I got up from the sofa and looked at Lu Jinnan sneering, and a trace of anger also rose in my heart, whether it was before or now, filing for divorce, Lu Jinnan will refute it except verbally, but his mood has not changed significantly, making people feel as if it doesn't matter.

"I'm not lying to you, I'm not lying to myself, I'm just telling you the status quo." Lu Jinnan continued unhurriedly: "You keep saying that it is for the sake of the little steamed buns, so let me ask you, will the child be fine if he does not have a complete family?" Is it okay to have no father's love? Lin Tang, to put it bluntly, you are just selfish, and you just used small steamed buns as an excuse to divorce me. ”

Lu Jinnan's aggressive words made a mess in my mind, I said: "Instead of letting her live in a problematic family, I think it's better for her to be separated, I didn't forbid you to see her, on the contrary, you can see her at any time, no matter what we become, she is always our common child, of course, you can also think that I use the little steamed bun as an excuse, I just need to divorce." ”

I had a firm attitude, and Lu Jinnan suddenly laughed, and he said, "If I don't agree, are you going to leave secretly with the little steamed bun as if you were pregnant?" His voice was hoarse, and he asked a little heavily: "You just want to break up with me like this?" ”

I gritted my teeth vigorously, my expression was flat, and I spit out a word without any emotion: "Yes." ”

Since I've signed it, I have to leave, otherwise I don't know what will happen in the future? What's more, I'm pretty sure that for Lu Jinnan, I'm just dispensable.

My answer made Lu Jinnan squint his eyes slightly, and his face turned pale: "What makes you so eager to leave me?" ”

I looked away from him, turned around and said, "Divorce is a matter for two people, it has nothing to do with others, you just need to tell me when I can go through the formalities." ”

After saying that, I stepped forward and wanted to leave, but a force suddenly grabbed my hand, and then stopped my waist and threw me on the sofa behind me, I didn't react at all, my mind was blank, he bullied and kissed him, my hand just wanted to resist, but was immediately grabbed by Lu Jinnan, he tightly clasped on the top of his head and didn't give me a chance.

He was in a calm state from the time he entered the door until I filed for divorce, and at this moment he suddenly seemed to be a different person, exuding a sharp chill all over his body, kissing me heavily between his lips and teeth, priing open my lips and going straight into the long drive.

His kisses were punitive, full of roughness, like emotional out-of-control, and like venting, which was overwhelming and unbearable.

My eyes widened, my pupils empty, and I didn't respond, like a piece of wood.

I thought he was going to ask for me at this time, but when I was getting more and more conscious, he suddenly let go of me, and his lips turned to my ear, and his voice was low and his breathing was heavy, and he asked, "Don't you have any feelings for me here?" ”

Lu Jinnan's fingers pointed at my heart, but the temperature of his fingers made me feel hot, and my skin was faintly painful.

I squinted my eyes and said without hesitation, "No, not at all." "I was afraid that he would see through it, afraid that he would pierce and make me collapse, I suddenly became emotional, and my voice was amplified, I said: "Lu Jinnan, as early as the moment you learned what Ji Shuo did but chose to hide it, you should have expected that there is no impermeable wall in this world, and everything will be exposed sooner or later, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have hurt Xiao Mantou or I, so I beg you, let me go as soon as possible....."

After I finished speaking, Lu Jinnan, who was pressing on me, suddenly trembled slightly, he looked at me blankly, all the breath between his nose fell on my neck and cheeks, and those eyes were no longer dark and translucent, but exuded an incomprehensible look.

Seeing that he was silent, I chuckled: "You didn't expect me to know, did you?" Do you think you can keep it hidden? Lu Jinnan, even at this moment, didn't you think that everything would have something to do with Chen Bingying? ”

Lu Jinnan's eyebrows were furrowed, he looked at me, and his complicated expression made my heart gradually cold, I broke free of my hand with all my strength, and he let go of me slightly and pushed him down from me.

I really regret it, I vaguely remember that Fu Yuandong warned me at the beginning, he said: "Lin Tang, I bless you, but I believe that you will regret it after all." ”

I didn't believe it before, and even thought Fu Yuandong was ridiculous, but now I believe it, especially at this moment, seeing that Lu Jinnan was silent and didn't even explain a word, I really regretted it.

I got up from the sofa, Lu Jinnan was pushed aside by me and sat paralyzed, I reached out and took out a tissue from the coffee table and wiped the lips that he had kissed hard, I looked at him condescendingly, I said: "It's okay if you can't do anything to Chen Bingying, but I can't, I'm not as cold as you, so tolerant of women who hurt their wives and daughters, whether it's her or Ji Shuo, as long as it's related to this matter, I will get it back one by one, Lu Jinnan, I'll say it to you one by one, since I've signed it, then just be it, Don't be like a man, it's only good for you and me to do it as soon as possible. ”

I grabbed the agreement and strode out of the living room, I picked up the key from the entrance and walked out of the villa, and drove to the old mansion.

I felt extremely relaxed when words that had been suppressed in my heart for so long suddenly came out at once.

I drove the car to the fastest to the old house, the old lady was holding the little steamed bun in the living room to play, saw me coming, she asked to accompany the little steamed bun first, and then called Zhou's mother to take it back to the room first, and only after I and her were left, she asked: "Told Jinnan?" ”

I was silent for a while, then nodded: "Yes, but he doesn't agree, I'm afraid the agreement will have to be placed here for you first." ”

"Okay, I'll take it." The old lady looked at me: "Xiaotang, grandma is on your side in this matter, but I also hope that you can agree to my request." ”

I twisted my eyebrows and asked, "Grandma, you say, what are the requirements?" ”

"The Lu family is not peaceful, it's not that my wife can't see it, just for the sake of family harmony, I just turn a blind eye, but sooner or later it will erupt, it's just a matter of time sooner or later, maybe it's all waiting for me to die before starting." The old lady's words were too heavy, and I wanted to stop her but shook my head with a smile: "These are all facts, I have lived for such an old age, but there are some things that should be done and what should be done, the Lu family can't stand Jinnan's mother and their brothers and sisters, for so many years, although they don't say it, but I know in my heart that grandma hopes that you can help him one day in the future, if Jinnan encounters any difficulties." ”

"Grandma, it's not that you don't know his abilities, and there won't be any difficulties to stump him."

"Accidents are unpredictable, Xiaotang, can you promise me?" The old lady held my hand, her cloudy eyes with sincerity, as if something was really going to happen.

I nodded and promised, "Grandma, if that day comes, I will." ”

If nothing else, just because he is the father of the little steamed bun, I should also help.

The old lady nodded with satisfaction, her eyes were red, she didn't say anything, but asked me to stay in the old house for two days to accompany her, I just had a showdown with Lu Jinnan, and now I naturally don't want to live together, so I agreed.

The old lady had something to hide, and I found out that it had not been a day or two, and I couldn't guess what it was.

I just went upstairs to take a bath for the little steamed bun and was ready to rest with her, and then I heard a quarrel downstairs, I asked Zhou's mother to go down to have a look, and a few minutes later, she came up and said to me: "Mr. and the old lady quarreled." ”

PS: Celebrate the first three sofa 。。。。。。 divorce