The reason why the new life makes people yearn for ......

I'm afraid it's all because the original life was too heavy and depressing.

In short, I always believe that people who are satisfied with the current state of life will not say such things as "starting a new life".

I don't look forward to the so-called "new life" at all.

However, Angel doesn't seem to think so.

After a long time, in retrospect, I could come up with countless reasons for his escape.

If it were me, I would definitely not be able to bear the pressure of him - for a person like me, bearing the blame and contempt of the entire family, and the guilt of the death of my adoptive mother......

It's also ridiculous.

It's not too difficult to like Angel and like him all the time.

But like me...... I can't do it myself, so why should I force others?

Perhaps, in the days I was hospitalized...... No, since my mother and Zhao Wei decided to start a family, our relationship has begun to deteriorate.

But at that time, I was not calm, and I had no ability to empathize at all—and I didn't want to do anything about empathy.

Angel's words, through the dripping rain, through my eardrums, through countless synapses, translated into one sentence in my head—he wanted to get rid of me.

The experience of years later kept flashing back to my mind.

So...... Angel has long thought about "starting a new life", right?

He came back that night to deliver the keys...... It's really decided, don't have anything to do with me in the future, right?

That's why I'm so paranoid...... It's like a different person......

That's why he sent messages like that, so that Van Yesh hid from me what happened to his mother......

Angel stood behind me with an umbrella, and I couldn't see his expression, and I didn't dare to look at it.

"Thank you for coming today," his tone was calm and polite, "that bouquet of flowers is beautiful." Thank you. ”

I sneezed.

What a headache on a rainy day.

"Is the camera okay with me?" Angel hesitated, "Kang Rong, I'm going back...... I can't let them see me here. Today is Mom's funeral ......"

I clutched my camera.

I wanted to go back and break the machine into pieces and stuff it into a storage tank.

I don't want to hear him continue.

"I'm grateful that you're here. But you shouldn't come. Angel complained softly, "If they find you, Mother's funeral will be ruined......

"Enough!" I turned around and glared at him, "I shouldn't have come, it's all my fault, okay?" ”

"Banyan ......"

"There's no way I'm going to give you back the camera unless you give me the memory card."

“…… No way. The photo is mine, and so is the camera. Angel's voice turned cold.

I was dumbfounded again. I looked at his clean neck, and there was not a single mark from the Adam's apple to the open collarbone.

Angel spread out her palms and waited for me to hand him the camera.

"Are you upset?" I plucked up the courage to ask, "Angie, Auntie's accident made you hate me so much?" ”

"Not annoying. Kang Rong, I don't hate you at all......" Angel's voice began to tremble, "I hate myself. ”

"So, ...... new life?" I stared at his face.

- because I made him hate himself.

Angel nodded cautiously, "We are not children anymore, we should make mature choices." ”

“……”

So, when I wanted Angel to be naïve with me......

He has already chosen to mature.

I probably know why it's getting heavier and heavier.

If I were a cloud, I would want to cry when I hear this.

"Kang Rong, don't be like this." Angel regained her composure; His neckline spread out a thin tuft of cyan lines, "You hate me too, do you?" I'm so bad......"

"I've thought about it for a long time, Kang Rong ......" Angel withdrew his hand in dejection, pulling a self-deprecating laugh, "I did something wrong. I can't go on wrong. I'm sorry to drag you into the water. ”

Dragged into the water?

I looked away and looked at the rain that poured down like a waterfall outside the umbrella.

The hateful Celestial Empire's characteristic transportation system, why haven't the buses come yet?