Chapter 107: Strange or not?

"Are you feeling better?"

She cried for a while and finally got better, because she kept crying, her eyes were full of red and bloodshots, and I asked distressed when I looked at her like this.

"Hmm!"

She rubbed her nose and whispered.

"Can you tell me what's going on?"

I looked at her and asked earnestly.

"Xiaomeng ~ Yue Lin he, Yue Lin is going to break up with me......"

She choked up, crying again as she spoke.

"Why? Don't you like each other? ”

Although I know the reason, I chose to let her say it, first, not to make her feel strange, and second, some things are easy to go wrong if she has been holding them in her heart for a long time, and if she can say it, she may feel better.

"His mother found out about us and didn't approve of him being with me. Say that I am a child of a single-parent family, and I will definitely have no sense of responsibility for the family in the future! ”

As she spoke, she shed tears aggrievedly, and seeing her crying into tears, I quickly took him into my arms.

"Don't cry yet, if you have something to say, there is me!"

I gently persuaded her and patted her on the back. She listened to my words and hugged me with her backhand, and cried even more on my shoulder. Seeing her cry like this, I was really distressed, but I was a little curious, how much water was in her body, and she could cry for so long?

She cried for a while and then quieted down, and I saw that she was not crying anymore, so I lifted her up, looked at her and asked:

"Tell me, are you so sad because Zhou Yu is going to break up with you, or do you think her mother's words hurt you?"

She looked me in the eye, heard my question, rolled her eyes as if to think, thought for a moment, and then said:

"There is a little bit of both, I didn't like him so much at first, but he came to pursue me, which made me feel cherished, and falling in love with him made me feel that I had someone to rely on and a sense of security. You know, I grew up living with my aunt and them, but I never felt like it was my home, and I never felt like they were my dependence. I always felt like a duckweed floating along the waves, not knowing where I was leaning on. His appearance made me feel the feeling of being able to rely on, and that feeling made me want to stop like a drug, but at this time he broke up with me, and I didn't know what I would do in the future, and I couldn't imagine my life without him. ”

In the end, she had a scared look, as if she was really afraid of the future without Yue Lin.

"Yue Lin, he is very good to you, but you have to believe that Yue Lin will not be the best one for you, as long as you still believe in life and love, you will meet a better boy than Yue Lin in the future. Also, love is very important, but love is not the only one, there are many things in life that are more important than love. The two people are together because of their hearts, but after a long time, this kind of heartbeat does not exist, and what can prompt the two to continue is a kind of family affection. Only if you are good enough, you will meet someone as good as you, and now love is like a sour apple in youth, although I know that it is not ripe but I still want to taste it, and that taste is also the taste that we remember for the longest time. So Wei Wei, don't doubt yourself about the future because of a person, he is just a passerby on the road of your life, you can be sad about it, but don't sink because of it. Your downfall will not bring any substantial effect, it will only make you more ruined, not only will you not be able to redeem him, but you will also bury your own bright future. You, understand? ”

I said a lot in one breath, just to persuade her not to give up on herself because of Yue Lin. Because she was like that in the dream, it had a great impact on her life later in life, and I didn't know how much my words would help, but I wanted to do my best, after all, she was one of my best friends.

"I, I know!"

She said confusedly, nodding in a trance.

"Then Wei Wei, tell me, do you blame your parents?"

There are no parents in the world who don't love their children, and her parents probably have their own reasons for doing that. I want to try my best to enlighten her not to blame her parents for all this, and most importantly, not to feel inferior in future relationships because of this incident.

"I can't tell if it's weird or not. They gave birth to me, but they didn't care about me, they left me at my aunt's house, and I called them more than once to tell them about my aunt's attitude towards me, but they still chose to ignore me. Sometimes I really want to know why they gave birth to me, and why they let me into this world if they didn't want to. When I was a child, I watched other people's children have their parents to pick them up, other people's children are bullied, and their parents come to seek justice for them, and other people's children will have fragrant meals to eat when they arrive at home...... I, I really envy them, Xiaomeng, do you know the feeling of holding a pillow at night and treating it as a mother to tell her what is in her heart? I blame them, but I miss them, I don't want anything, I just want them to be by my side, even for a day. But after all these years, they haven't come back to see me once. ”

She said stubbornly as she stared at the ceiling, trying not to let her tears fall. I know the pain of this left-behind child, I have been a left-behind child for a while, and I know her feelings all too well. When I was a child, my cousin and I lived at my grandmother's house, and my aunt worked in the mine, and basically came back once a month, and every time she came back, she would bring my cousin a lot of delicious food, and she would knit sweaters for my cousin, and she would also smile and ask my cousin about his homework...... Every time I saw them close, I would hide to the side, and at night I would cry silently, and even several times I would learn from the tragic heroine on the TV to tie a hemp rope to the bed frame, ready to end her miserable life. But every time I didn't muster up the courage to really fall on, and now that I think about it, I was really naΓ―ve at that time! Fortunately, I was timid at the time, otherwise I wouldn't be where I am now.

"I understand you, really. What you see of me is only one aspect of me, I have a lot of experiences that you don't know, some things have already passed, and I don't want to mention them again, but I can tell you clearly that I can understand your feelings. ”

When she heard me say this, a trace of doubt flashed in her eyes, but only for a moment, and then it turned to determination. Through her eyes, I knew she believed me.