Chapter 150: Flowers Fall and People Die Without Knowing the Future
The sunlight outside was too bright, and the beam of light shone into the cold palace, Zhong Yuxiu opened her eyes slightly, and felt a momentary tingle.
"Awake?"
Chang'an's voice was like a cold wind swirling against the ground, and it suddenly came into Yuxiu's ears.
Chang An raised his face and motioned for Wanxiang to bring a bowl of porridge to Zhong Yuxiu, Yuxiu glanced at her in disgust, and pushed away the bowl in Wanxiang's hand.
"It's not harming you." Chang'an's eyes rolled slightly, and he sneered, "You have already reached this point, this palace wants to kill you, are you still in a hurry at this time?" ”
Yuxiu laughed desolately and looked at her coldly, "Shen Chang'an, I have fallen into the cold palace, and the Zhong family has also fallen to this point, all thanks to you." ”
Chang An squinted his eyes slightly for a while, waved his hand to let the evening fragrance go down, and his eyes unconsciously rippled with a bit of kinship, "Yes, that secret fold is indeed the palace that asked Changping to present it to the emperor, but in the end, your father and brother did something wrong, and I can't complain about the palace." As for your rejection of the cold palace, it is also the emperor's intention, and the palace has no right to intervene. ”
"Yes, it's all the sins of the palace itself, which has affected the family." Yuxiu raised her head sadly, and long tears flowed down, "But this palace still doesn't understand, why the emperor is so ruthless, this palace has served the emperor for many years, and has a son and a daughter, it can be said that he has done his best, but why would the emperor dislike this palace to this ......"
Chang An raised his eyes coldly, except for the bone-chilling coldness in his eyes, there was no trace of emotion, "This palace has never made a statement to the emperor, and the fall of your Zhong family is not because of you after all." But the emperor suddenly issued an order this morning to promote Shen Zhaorong to be a concubine, which has a deep meaning. Are you smart enough in the end, your father has served the country for so many years, assisted three generations of emperors, there is no merit and hard work, and the emperor will not miss the old feelings. Even if you're doing something wrong, why are you here? Who harmed you, you should know a little bit in your heart. ”
"It's Shen Changle! It's Shen Changle! Zhong Yuxiu's eyes were almost crazy, and tears burned her eyes in an instant, "It must be her!" You can't go wrong! ”
Chang'an's eyes looked at her, with a bit of calm self-control, "Yuxiu, after so many years in the harem, you have calculated a lot of people. If someone calculates it once, it should be your fate. ”
"But I haven't done it!" Yuxiu's eyes widened suddenly, and there was powerless despair in her eyes, "In the past eighteen years, I have never thought of harming people's lives except for competing for favor. I am afraid that the queen mother will give birth to the eldest son, and I am also worried that you will take away the favor of the palace. But I don't want to kill anyone, I just don't want Song Yanji's child to stay, I definitely didn't want to harm her life! Cinnabar quinine that kind of thing, how could I possibly have it! That's not what I did! It's not me at all! ”
"Yes, this palace also knows that you didn't do it." Chang'an's face was as cold as ice, and he didn't leave a single trace to force Zhong Yuxiu's eyes, "Because this palace did this, it was this palace that colluded with Du Zhong and used his hands and feet in Zhaoyi's meal, and it was also this palace that put cinnabar in the oxytocic medicine at the last moment, so that Zhaoyi's mother and son would die." ”
Yuxiu listened, her pupils suddenly dilated.
"Shen Changan, it's you, you poisonous woman, you did it, why do you slander this palace!" Yuxiu went up like crazy and pulled Chang'an's sleeve, she was a vain person, and she couldn't exert any strength in her hands at all, Chang'an pulled her hard, and she fell to the ground.
Chang An glanced at her coldly, frowned unconsciously, and said, "There is no way in this palace, and this palace doesn't want to stain its hands with blood, but this is Song Yanji forcing this palace, and this palace has no way not to hate her." And it just so happened that you weren't smart enough to do something in such an obvious place, and you were discovered by Zhaoyi early in the morning, so Bengong had no choice but to push the boat down the river and fulfill you. ”
There was deep hatred in Yuxiu's eyes, and at this time it suddenly broke out, "What you should hate is the emperor!" It was he who brought Song Yanji into the palace! You shouldn't hate Song Zhaoyi, and you shouldn't hate this palace! ”
"I also want to hate the emperor......" Chang'an flicked the bead on his wrist, and suddenly there was infinite desolation, "But there is no way, I still hate Song Yanji in the end." ”
Yuxiu suddenly smiled coldly, she stared at Chang'an, her eyes were cold, "Shen Chang'an, you have been favored for many years, even if your body is not good, it is not so bad that you can't have children, if you talk about pampering, when you first entered the palace, you were the only pet in the pepper room, even if you have Song Yanji and Shen Changle later, your favor has never been less." But for so many years, you have only been pregnant twice, and I am afraid that you will be disappointed in the emperor early on. ”
Chang'an's eyebrows jumped, as if a heavy boulder was thrown into the heart lake, which made her breathless, and after a while, she suddenly said in a deep voice, "The emperor is just the emperor to me, and he is no longer a husband for a long time." ”
"So, you have had an affair with King Gangneung early in the morning?" Yuxiu's eyes were crazy and weak, and her gaze gradually lost her burning breath, "This palace can see that King Jiangling is a little similar to the emperor when he was young, and he loves you, so there must be a personal relationship between you." It's a pity that after so many years, the palace still hasn't found strong evidence to prove it to the emperor, so it has to cheapen you for nothing. ”
Chang'an lowered his eyes slightly, his expression was calm and peaceful, "Between the palace and the king of Jiangling, it is not as dirty as you think. ”
Yuxiu smiled suddenly, "Between men and women, is there anything else besides private love?" ”
"Yes." Chang'an's eyes were slightly red, and his voice was heard very clearly in the silent deep palace, "This palace and King Jiangling have never trespassed. Yes, it's just a acquaintance, a companionship, that's all. ”
Yuxiu suddenly sneered, "Do you think that if you say such a thing, this palace will believe it?" ”
"Believe it or not." Chang'an's eyes had a slightly cold light for a moment, "You are a harem woman, and you have been serving the emperor since you entered the palace in your early years, so naturally you will not understand the meaning of this." ”
Yuxiu smiled hazyly, and her eyes were instantly foggy, "Why haven't you been...... This kind of feeling, this palace really kept it for a lifetime. ”
Chang'an's eyes jumped suddenly, seeing Yuxiu's sad expression, she didn't mean to explore, she just remained silent, watching Zhong Yuxiu's face fall into disgrace little by little, and finally gave birth to a sadness of cold lips and teeth.
After a long time, she suddenly heard Yuxiu say slowly, "Shen Changan, in fact, you are also very pitiful, although you have sat on the throne of the queen, you are also unsatisfactory in the end." Your family background is not prominent, and you are a nominal lady. But fortunately, if you marry into the palace and the prince treats you well, you can also live your life peacefully. But you are also a woman, and you, like me, love the vanity of this palace, and you must enter this palace. But as soon as you step into the palace, your whole life will change. Up to now, although you are still alive, you have also suffered from neglect and betrayal. Betrayed by his friends, suspicious by the emperor, neglected by his family, and now he has lost his child, and he has turned against his own sister, the only king of Gangneung who can protect you has long been gone. To put it more seriously, you are extremely miserable. ”
Chang quietly looked at the suddenly gloomy sky outside the window, as soon as she thought of Yun Jing, Chu Ying, and Han Yan, there were surging tears in her eyes that were about to burst, she held back, but her lips were full of sadness, "Yes, you are in the cold palace, but the situation in this palace is not much better than yours." Who can prevail against whom? ”
The corners of Yuxiu's meager lips hooked, and she whispered, "Although you are the queen, you have no children under your knees." No matter how filial the eldest prince is, he is still towards the first queen. You had so many entanglements with the former queen during your lifetime, if the eldest prince knew about it, I was afraid that he would also be afraid of you. No matter how deep your calculations are, they can't be as deep as the Queen Mother. Even if the eldest prince ascends the throne and you sit on the throne of the queen mother, I am afraid you will not sit firmly. ”
Chang'an suddenly smiled.
Dowager.
In her lifetime, how could she have imagined that she would be able to sit in this position.
"But if I really become the queen mother, I will really be trapped in the harem for the rest of my life." Chang quietly lowered his head, stared at the bricks and tiles in this cold palace blankly, and said indifferently, "If you look at the current Queen Mother, you will understand, the organs are exhausted, and if you still fall into this fate, what is the difference between you and others." If it really comes to this, what is the meaning of my life? ”
Yu Xiu was awe-struck for a moment, but saw Chang'an slowly get up, her eyes were cold, "I've been here twice, the first time I came here, it was Jiang Wanran who wanted to see me, I saw her like that, I didn't even have the slightest desire to survive, I knew that she was going to die." In fact, since Jiang Wanran betrayed me and got so close to you, I knew that you were the one who calculated me. ”
Yuxiu sneered, "She is willing to betray you for the sake of her lover." It's a pity that she is incompetent, and she has ruined herself and others. ”
Chang'an chuckled indifferently, her heart was cold, but she couldn't hook up a little tears, she turned around and left, walked outside the door, but suddenly remembered something, looked back and said quietly, "Yuxiu, you are also a dying person, although you are calculated by this palace, but before Yuerong leaves, I want this palace to protect you, for Yuerong's sake, what are your unfulfilled wishes, this palace can help you." ”
Yuxiu raised her head sadly, she had no time to think about the truth of this sentence, and only said in a deep voice, "I want to see someone." ”
Chang'an was deeply embarrassed, "The palace will find a way to let the emperor come up to see you." ”
"No, it's not the emperor." Yuxiu fell to the ground, looking up at the unknown distance, two cloudy tears slowly flowing from the corners of her eyes, "I want to see my brother." ”
Chang'an frowned lightly when he heard this, "Your family has been demoted, and your brothers have also been assigned to the army, and this palace can't help you." ”
"It's not them I want to meet." Yuxiu Huo Ran raised her head, her eyes were clear and calm, "I miss my brother-in-law, Qin Bozhi." ”
Chang'an's eyebrows jumped violently, and there was a fluctuating doubt in his eyes, "This palace knows." ”
"Will you let me see him?"
Chang'an looked at her lightly, "This palace will think of it for you." ”
A pure smile suddenly appeared on Yuxiu's lips, and she held a trace of silence and bowed her head quietly.