Although she is dressed plainly and downward, her beautiful temperament and good looks have stood out in this county for decades, and she has attracted many scoundrels.

She told her husband Xu Guangying about this, but all she got was the other party's yin and yang ridicule and ridicule: "What kind of scoundrel would take a fancy to you as a little prostitute who has incest with her brother?" ”

This person, since he is no longer a man, is no better than a beast in talking and doing things.

He suspects Xu Xiuxin every day that he has hooked up with others outside, and he will be beaten and scolded if things don't go well.

Xu Xiuxin didn't know what she was insisting on, maybe it was for her daughter, otherwise she might not be able to stand it and plunge into the river.

Occasionally, when she sits alone in the room, she also thinks about why she fell in love with this man back then?

Maybe it's because he's handsome and chic, maybe it's because he's as gentle as jade, or maybe it's because he's ......

However, when I really think about it, I have long forgotten it.

I forgot how stupid my heart was, and I forgot what it was like to be full of sweetness back then.

The hardships and hardships of life left her with no extra time and energy to think about these ups and downs, and she was now full of thoughts about how to take on a little more work, sell a few more money, and add an egg to her thin daughter's meal.

When I went home after buying vegetables, I happened to meet a family doing a happy event.

That house was probably also a rich family, and there were servants who threw copper coins in front of them, and the onlookers rushed to grab them.

Xu Xiuxin also hurriedly ran over and lay on the ground and picked up several copper coins, a woman on the side was not as fast as her, and when she saw that the copper coins were gone, she gave her a roll of the eyes, and hit her hard with her fat body: "Unlucky!" ”

Xu Xiuxin was stunned.

She seemed to suddenly realize that she was lying on the ground like a dog at the moment, just to grab a few copper plates with a group of low-level people.

She looked down at her hands: they were supposed to be fair, soft, and untouched. But now there is a rough callus on the palm of the hand, the joints are thick, and there is a lot of black dirt between the nails.

This person is her, Xu Xiuxin.

Tears fell down her dry eyes, and before she could raise her hand to wipe them, someone walked by.

"Have you heard? The general led our soldiers to victory again! ”

"Really?"

"Not really! The kings of the Huns were killed! ”

"The general is really powerful!"

There were two girls chatting on the side: "I heard that General Ling Xiao is tall and brave, with sword eyebrows and starry eyes, and he is a first-class good look, a big hero!" I don't know, which blessed girl can marry him? ”

"Let's not think about it, he's a general! The one who married must be the eldest lady in the capital, what princess and princess are the princesses, and the princess and the princess are the ......"

"Beijing, I've never seen anything like the capital in my life."

"I heard that there is gold and jade everywhere, and the big families in the capital can eat big fish and meat all of a sudden......"

"That's a good ......"

General Ling Xiao, the capital ......

These people and names, when they appeared in her ears again, turned out to be like a world away.

If, if she had been a little more peaceful at that time and kept the rules with her brother, wouldn't everything have been different?

She will marry into the General's Mansion in a beautiful manner, and become the general's wife who is envied by everyone, the child is born as a master, and the jade plate delicacies can be enjoyed at will, instead of smelling the meat of other people's houses and swallowing saliva.

If......

There are no ifs.

Xu Xiuxin looked at the dust under him in a daze, and finally couldn't help it, and cried out in pain.