I suddenly thought of my mother, my father, my grandparents, and my warm home. For a moment of sorrow, I began to cry.

In the silence of the hilltop courtyard, my cry alarmed the night-sleeping birds and frightened them into flying away. But except for the faint sound of the night wind, no one remembers Ying and my sorrow. Han Qingning must have heard me crying, but this time I don't know why, she didn't come out. Master, not to mention, he won't take care of me at all.

The more I cried, the more sad I became, "Mom...... Mommy ......"

I cried and slammed the ground, and the ground slammed.

The door quietly opened, and Master stood in the doorway and looked at me silently.

I cried for a while, and when I found his foot, I held back my tears, sobbed, and stood up on the bed.

"Missed your mother?" Master looked at me calmly.

I wiped my tears and nodded.

"Your mother was kicked out of the house at the age of sixteen, and on the way, she cried like you," said Master, "but she is not as good as you, she can cry in my temple, she hid in the cemetery after escaping from the black hands of human traffickers." ”

I lowered my head, and tears fell to the ground like beads of broken thread.

"Don't blame anyone," Master said, "because you can be captured by your mother to be your son, because it is your life." If you can endure, you have to endure; If you can't bear it, you have to endure it too! Because you have no other choice, either make yourself strong and fight your way up to heaven; Or give up and fall from now on, and never be reborn. Child, Master doesn't force you, you choose for yourself, do you stay, or go down the mountain? ”

I was silent for a long time, and smiled bitterly, "Mom said that if I don't leave, she will be fine, but my father, my grandparents...... They've raised me for sixteen years, I've grown up, and it's time for me to repay them! Master, I didn't want to leave, I just ...... It's so lonely......" My tears flowed again.

Master looked at me for a moment and smiled slightly, "Sleep." ”

I nodded, put away the bloody pillow towel, climbed back into bed, and lay down to cover the quilt.

"Actually, your mother lied to you, if you don't leave, she will accompany you and go through the catastrophe together", the master left this sentence, closed the door and left.

I smiled, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and fell asleep with the thought of my mother.

With the peaches that Han Qingning brought me, I at least have the strength. Over the next few days, the injuries on my face became worse and worse, not only did my face become flowery, but the skin on my body also began to turn black, and my arms were molting uncontrollably. I didn't have the idea of going down to school for a long time, and every day I was hungry except for sleeping.

The first ten days passed quickly, and I was tortured to the point of despair, waiting for myself to be freed from starvation.

Ten days later, on the night of the eleventh day, my mood changed subtly, and a wave of ignorant hatred arose from the bottom of my heart.

I hate my grandfather, I hate him for taking my mother to be my daughter in order to keep his life alive; I hated my mother, and in order to survive the catastrophe myself, she took me and became her son; I hate my brother in black, he sealed my primordial spirit with golden light, so that I could not recover my memories and supernatural powers, forcing my mother to send me here to suffer this sin of immortality.

I hate Master for loving Chenzi, he ignores me, and deliberately starves me!

I hate my junior sister Han Qingning, she is obviously worried about me, but because of Master's words, no matter how much I beg her, she just refuses to take me to the peach tree and let me have a good time!

I was like a demon, hating heaven and earth, hating everything, hating me so much that I gritted my teeth, hated me so much that I hurt to the bone marrow!

Before I knew it, my consciousness was starting to blur.

I felt my body disappear, but my eyes emitted a faint blue glow. I hate my looks, I hate the injustice of fate, I hate my incompetence, I want to destroy myself! But, before I destroy myself, I want to destroy the world first!

I shuddered at the thought of this, but only a moment later, I suddenly lost my sense of self, and I only felt a fierce heat surging up in my body, and I felt as if I was about to explode. I tore at my clothes and quilt on the bed, and a painful scream came out of my throat, and it wasn't mine anymore, it was more like the sound of some kind of beast.

Eventually, with a roar of rage, I felt myself soar into the air, transformed into a huge lion-like beast, and rushed through the roof of the house and jumped into the yard like crazy.

Han Qingning heard the movement outside and hurriedly came out with her clothes on.

The moment I opened the door, I saw her and the white fox on her shoulder. With a roar, I pounced on Han Qingning, crushed her to the ground, opened my bloody mouth, and bit her neck.

Han Qingning was frightened, she subconsciously shouted, "Senior brother! I ......"

I've bitten her neck.

Her neck is beautiful and slender, her skin is white and delicate, and the feeling of biting her makes me feel very happy, and I was just about to bite her neck with all my might, when the scene when we first met suddenly came to mind.

The delicate and clean Han Qingning, her smile was spotless, which made my heart tingle and sad. Then I saw a succession of scenes: she had her own rice left, and gently pushed the bowl in front of me; She carefully picked peaches for me, but she was reluctant to eat any of them; I was crying in the house, and she was meditating in the east wing, and she was secretly weeping; She knelt down in front of Master and pleaded for me, wanting me to go with her to pick peaches so that I could have a good meal......

I hesitated, and my mouth loosened a little.

Han Qing condensed her tears, looked at the sky blankly, and muttered to herself, "Senior brother...... Don't eat me...... I...... I don't want to die......"

My eyes moistened, and I let go of her neck, but I was so hungry that I hesitated, and I couldn't help but bite her again.

Han Qingning closed her eyes, and two lines of tears flowed down her cheeks.

I made up my mind several times to eat her.

But in the end, I held back.

I can't let go of my demonic nature and ruin my little sister.

I let go of her, took a few steps back, dizzy, and fell to the ground with a thud.

The shadow of the beast slowly disappeared, and I became ragged.

Han Qingning came back to her senses at this time, sat up in horror, trembled all over, and looked at me from afar.

I slowed down for a long time, opened my eyes with difficulty, looked at Han Qingning, who was frightened by me, and stretched out my hand to her with all my strength, "Qingning...... I'm sorry...... I...... I can't control ......"

Han Qingning looked at me timidly, crying and shaking her head, she didn't dare to come over.

At this moment, the door of the main room opened, and the master walked out with a whisk in his hand.

He came to my side, looked at me, and smiled calmly, "Long Zi is ruthless, Fifth Master Wu Ye, do you still want to eat her?" ”

I gasped weakly, "Master...... I...... I was wrong......"

Master looked at his junior sister, "Qingning, your senior brother has passed the first level, don't be afraid, help him up." ”

Han Qingning couldn't hold back any longer, and with a wow, she cried.

I looked at Han Qingning blankly, her eyes were full of horror, helplessness, and a hint of resentment.

I felt a tingling in my heart and slowly closed my eyes.

Master smiled, "Hate because of love, become a demon because of hate, and get enlightenment when you enter the Rubik's Cube." Qing Ning, help your senior brother, come in with me, the debt you owed in your previous life should be repaid to him now. ”

At that moment, I knew that Qing Ning was not a human, she was a sky fox.

Nobody told me, I just knew.

My mother said that all the gods and Buddhas are in the world, some are reincarnated, and some are originally there. I don't know how Han Qingning came here, but at least I know that she is not a vixen.

Sky fox and fox spirit are not the same thing, sky fox, is a fox in the heavenly realm, belongs to the gods. The little white fox sitting on her left shoulder was the embodiment of her primordial god body.

I don't remember how she helped me into Master's room with trepidation, but I remember that after I lay down, she kept a long distance from me.

She was terrified by me.

Although I lay down, my body was on fire, and my body felt as if it was about to explode. Master stretched out his hand and pressed it lightly on my forehead, and suddenly a coolness entered my body, and my body trembled involuntarily.

"Close your eyes," Master said, "meditate on Vipassana." ”

That was the first time I had heard the word Vipassana, but as soon as I heard it, I understood what it was all about.

After closing my eyes, I saw a soft white light enter my body from the center of my eyebrows, slowly swimming through my body. After the various chaotic breaths in the body met the white light, they turned into a thick black qi, and the palms, soles of the feet and the top of the head gushed out.

As the black qi gushed out, a purple ball of light appeared in my lower abdomen, chest, and eyebrows. This light cluster was not big at first, but after a while, it quickly intensified, and a large amount of purple qi quickly appeared around the three light clusters, and they followed the route traveled by the white light, patrolling the body.

I couldn't help but open my mouth.

"Qingning!" Master calls junior sister.

Han Qingning didn't dare to come over.

"Qingning! Fast! Master frowned.

Han Qingning walked over at this time, gently supported my chin with a trembling hand, and closed my mouth.

After the black qi was drained and the purple qi was filled, Master changed his technique and pressed my forehead again.

As soon as my head was hot, I saw a dazzling golden light appear on my head, turning into a ball of light, extending downward along the purple qi. However, when this white light extended to the center of my eyebrows, suddenly the golden light flashed, my headache intensified, I screamed, my body suddenly tensed, and the purple qi in my body turbulent.

"Qing Ning, stand back!" The master broke off and quickly pinched his fingers on my head and clicked a few times, and at the moment when Han Qingning dodged, the master pressed my two shoulders, and I snorted, my eyes went dark, and I fainted.