Chapter 74: I Am Your Home
Xia Wan cried more and more, she clutched Huo Qingsui's shirt tightly and didn't let go, like a person who had been floating alone on the sea for a long time saw the last hope.
The strength of the wine was mixed with sorrow, and she gradually became incoherent: "It is Xu Jianing who opens her mouth and closes her mouth, and she has been questioning me from beginning to end, is it that even if I really break my leg, he can't see it?!" Niece and daughter, is all he cares about is his niece? Mom is gone, so is Dad gone......"
After saying a few words, she was sobbing and out of breath: "Huo Qing ...... with you"
"I'm here." Huo Qing responded in a dumb voice, and her slightly cool fingertips gently wiped away her tears.
In the hazy eyes of tears, Xia Wan saw that his bottomless eyes were faintly flickering with pity, but the darkness was like a glimmer of light, which opened some emotions buried deep in her heart, and the grievances completely erupted: "His attitude...... I...... I was really upset. Obviously, he is my father, but now, all the care and love are given to Xu Jianing. I care, Huo Qingsui, in fact, I care...... I'm so sad......"
"It's him who is wrong, he shouldn't be like that." Huo Qing responded with a soft voice, and the action of wiping his tears never stopped.
How could he not know, his late night, actually cares about family affection.
Tired of crying, coupled with a drunken headache, Xia Wan's body fell into his arms.
His eyes gradually blurred, and some memories seemed to come out uncontrollably: "But, our relationship wasn't so bad before." I still remember that when I was a child, he doted on me very much, and the children around me were envious. One winter, when it was snowing heavily and I had a high fever, he carried me to the hospital and stayed with me all night. You know what the first thing he said when I woke up? ”
"What?"
Xia Wan cried and laughed: "He said, it's okay to be okay Wanwan, Wanwan is Dad's sweetheart, he hopes that he can bear all the hardships for Wanwan in the future, and he also said that Dad loves Wanwan ......"
Every time she said a word, she felt a little more uncomfortable in her heart, and her tears became more uncontrollable.
"Also, he used to be busy with his company and traveled a lot, but he would bring me gifts every time. One time on a business trip, it happened to be my birthday," sniffed, she cried breathlessly, "I lost my temper at that time, and he rushed back from out of town overnight, mended my birthday cake, and took me out to dinner." I remember it all along, he said...... He said that he would be by his side every year on his birthday......"
Xia Wan threw herself into Huo Qingsui's arms, holding his clothes with ten fingers, crying intermittently and incompletely: "But now, now...... He doesn't even remember my birthday, he doesn't remember it...... Maybe I don't even know how old I am this year......"
"Why, maybe he remembers." Huo Qingsui stretched out his hand to caress her hair, he knew that what she needed now was to vent and confide.
Xia Wan's cheek was pressed against his chest, and in less than two seconds, his shirt was wet with crying.
Over the years, she has been hiding those deep in her heart, she doesn't allow herself to think about it, after a long time, the original grievances don't feel that they are grievances, but now, the emotions are completely out of control, and that little bit of grievances is like a flame, which spreads rapidly after being ignited, burning her heart unscrupulously.
The tears fell more and more, and her body trembled uncontrollably.
"Huo Qing ...... with him," she sobbed and called his name, and the grievances and pain in the sky surrounded her, "But, but...... When did it start that my relationship with him became worse and worse, even to the point of hating each other? Since when have I never heard him call myself late? I can't remember why I can't remember anything at all......"
Huo Qing's hand around her waist tightened a little, and the other hand gently pulled her face, and her voice was hoarse: "If you can't think of it, you don't want to, huh?" ”
"I don't want it! I don't want it! No! Xia Wan suddenly raised her voice and shook her head violently, covering her face with her hands, but in the end, she lowered her head again, "Don't ...... I want to think about it...... I wonder why he doesn't like me anymore...... He clearly said that I am the little princess of his Xia family, and I am his favorite baby forever, but why...... Why is disgust disgusting......"
Huo Qing gently pulled away her hand with his movements, and then held it tightly in his palm, coaxing softly: "Then I'll accompany you, okay?" ”
"Good ......" Xia Wan burst into tears and laughed, and the memories suddenly returned to a certain picture, her eyebrows became vivid, with a bright smile, "Huo Qing will tell you with me, I liked to eat candy when I was a child, and he mysteriously bought me a big box." Not...... It's so big! There's a lot of candy in there, but it's so beautiful......"
She gestured as she spoke, and the smile between her eyebrows became delicate again.
"Really?" Huo Qing smiled faintly.
"Uh-huh!" Xia Wan nodded heavily, but in the next second, the smile was gone, replaced by tears surging again, "But in the days that followed, he never bought me again...... I'm not his little princess anymore......"
"Maybe in his heart, you have always been a little princess, but ......"
"No, it's not! No! Xia Wan interrupted him violently, and suddenly became angry, she bit her lip tightly, her chest began to become violent, and finally turned into a hysterical cry, "If I have always been his little princess, then how can he have an illegitimate child?!" Or a bastard as old as me! It's the same size! What does that mean?! ”
Bastard?
Huo Qing was shocked for a moment, and there was a touch of incredulity in his eyes.
Anger found a gap and gushed out, Xia Wan dragged the clothes of the person in front of him and asked sharply: "How can he be like that?!" Why is he?! Such a big bastard, then what is my mother?! What am I?! ”
"Summer evening......" Huo Qingsui's deep eyes were full of distress, sighed silently, raised his hand, his fingertips gently rubbed on her lips, and coaxed softly, "Don't bite, huh?" ”
Her lips had been bitten bloodless by her, and the marks left by her teeth were even more shocking.
As soon as the slightly cool fingertips touched, Xia Wan suddenly collapsed, her red and swollen eyes opened, and she whispered repeatedly: "What am I? The little princess of the Xia family? The joke is pretty much the same...... Did he think about my mom when he did that? Didn't he say that the most loved person in this life is my mother? ”
As she spoke, she laughed again, and endless self-deprecation and sorrow radiated: "But you see, not only did he have an illegitimate child, but he also married Jiang Manni, my friend. Is he worthy of my mother?! Sometimes I really think, it's disgusting......"
"Yes, he's sorry for you." Huo Qing grabbed her hand and put it to his lips and kissed it gently.
Huo Qing snorted with her ......, she looked up at the man in front of her with a crying face, wiped her tears with the back of her hand, and sobbed with a crying voice, "Mom...... No, Dad...... I hate it so much again. No mom, no dad, no home......"
The tears that had been wiped away welled up again.
Such a summer evening made Huo Qingsui feel that his throat was blocked, and the softest place in his heart also hurt.
"Summer evening......" He suddenly imprisoned her again in his arms, and his low voice was muffled, as if he was comforting, and as if he was saying that he listened, "Good, no." You have a home, you have me, I will never leave you, absolutely not. I am your home. ”
As he spoke, he lowered his head and kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes, "You have me." ”
I am your home......
Xia Wan was still sobbing, and when the hoarse and firm words came to her ears, she was stunned.
"Huo Qing ...... with him"
"I'm here." Huo Qing looked at her with deep eyes, gently stroked her cheeks, and her gentle voice seemed to be able to soothe people's hearts, "All the unhappy, let's say it, okay?" I'm with you. ”
The hot lips saw the stitches enter every pore of her, and it seemed to bring a little bit of warmth.
The tears that had finally been stopped fell again without warning, menacing.
"Huo Qing ...... with her tears," she wiped her tears indiscriminately, her tone was very slow, revealing inexplicable grievances, "I just knew that in the eyes of others, they hated me very much, saying that I went through the back door, unspoken rules, and said that I was fake and high." Actually, they have opinions about me, and I know it, and I tell myself not to care, but ...... But ......"
As long as she thought of so many unscrupulous discussions about her in that WeChat group, she couldn't help but feel sad.
The tears seemed to be wiped away, Xia Wan simply didn't wipe them, frowned, she looked at Huo Qingsui with blank eyes, her red face was deeply drunk, and her sad mood was so obvious: "Why are they talking about me behind my back?" You have the ability to say it in front of me. Don't they know that it hurts......"
"Huo Qing ......" The chaotic emotions wrapped around her like vines, and Xia Wan didn't know what was wrong with her, I didn't know whether she was muttering to herself or begging for an answer, "Xia Zhengtao hates me, they hate me...... Huo Qingsui, am I not likable at all? ”
"Of course not." Huo Qingsui shook his head while holding her face, looking at her with a firm gaze, "They're talking nonsense, you're so cute, so likable." ”
Xia Wan's dim eyes suddenly lit up, she just stared at the gentle man in front of her, her breathing was subconsciously held, and the soft words jumped out from the thin crimson lips unconsciously word by word: "Huo Qingsui, that...... Do you like me? ”
When she spoke, her eyebrows frowned tightly, and her vivid facial features seemed to convey a message: If you don't like me, I will be very angry and aggrieved.
knew that she was just drunk gibberish, but Huo Qingsui was still distracted by her aggrieved eyes.
The heartstrings moved slightly, he lowered his head and approached, his hands instead held her cheeks, and stared seriously: "I like it." ”
Actually, it's just like ......
The deep voice seemed to be entwined with endless tenderness and bewitchment, and like a spring breeze, blowing the calm surface of the lake and causing ripples in circles.
Xia Wan looked at him quietly, and somehow her gaze finally fell on his warm lips.