Chapter 120: Ambiguous Relationship
"Xiaomeng, I'm back, have you eaten?"
Although I figured it out, I still couldn't help the pain in my heart, and then I heard my mother's voice coming from the living room. I quickly wiped away my tears, smiled at the mirror on my desk, and walked out after making sure I couldn't see that I had just cried.
"I came back early today, what did I finally eat?"
As soon as I walked out of the bedroom, I saw her enter the house, and I was afraid that she would see it, so I deliberately smiled and told her.
"There's nothing going on in the store today, so I'll be back first. Today, let's eat fish, look at this! ”
She lifted the fish in her hand and said as she shook it.
"Well, my saliva is going to come out."
I smiled so hard that my eyes were slit, and I made a drooling look when I finished speaking.
"You little glutton, wait!"
She looked at me like this, said happily, and then went into the kitchen and got to work.
As soon as she entered the room, I turned around and nestled on the couch, and before I could get over what had just happened, she went to the kitchen, looked at the empty room, and began to think crankily again. No, I want to keep myself busy, and it's easy to think about messy things when I'm free.
"Mom, I'm here to help you, what's the feeling, just tell the little one!"
I smiled and went into the kitchen, where she was processing the fish and didn't have time to look back at me.
"What are you doing in here, get out, get out, it's dirty here."
She washed in the sink and said with her back to me.
"Oh, you just let me help you, I'm idle anyway."
I said it a little coquettishly.
"Okay, okay, then you can help me peel the garlic, it's on the board!"
I looked at the board, and sure enough, there was a garlic on it.
"Okay, it's done!"
I walked over and picked up the garlic, then to the trash can and started my garlic peeling work.
I really didn't choose this job, I peeled and peeled tears and began to flow down, I knew that I wouldn't have rushed to peel garlic.
"Ah, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? ”
After cleaning up the fish, she turned around and saw me crying and peeling garlic, and she quickly asked worriedly when she saw me like this. Looking at the worry in her eyes, I blamed myself a little again, and worried her again for these unworthy things.
"It's okay, it's just that I accidentally wiped my eyes with my garlic peeling hand when I peeled garlic just now, and I can't stop it."
I laughed and cried as she said that when she looked at me like this, she really thought it was the reason for me, and she couldn't help laughing.
"You kid, let you not do it, you have to do it, now you are satisfied! Come here, I'll blow it for you! ”
She finished laughing and beckoned me over.
I stuck my neck out, she washed her hands clean, ripped my eyelids open, and blew into my eyeballs. Feeling the cool breeze, my eyelids blinked involuntarily, and after a few blows, I couldn't help it.
"Alright, alright, it's okay!"
I tilted my head back and said with a quick smile.
"Really?"
She asked, skeptically.
"Really! This is the garlic you want, is there anything else I can do? ”
I quickly nodded and said, let me hand the garlic in my hand to her, and I quickly asked after she took it.
"Where else is there something for you to do, you go out quickly, I'll do it myself!"
She said as she pushed me out of the house, and looking at her resolute eyes, I didn't force it again.
Out of the kitchen, back to the empty living room. I still have to find a way to do something, and it's not a way to be stuck here.
Thinking about it, I went back to my room and sat down at my desk to prepare for studying, and sure enough, studying was the most important thing.
I asked him about the second question of the first chapter, the fifth point of the second chapter was ordered by him for me, and I discussed the fourth question of the third chapter with him...... At that time, the scenes drilled into my head one by one, thinking of these, tears flowed down uncontrollably, how unconsciously he occupied all aspects of my life, and I couldn't escape if I wanted to.
No, I can't worry my mom anymore. Feeling the tears on my cheeks and remembering my mother's worried eyes just now, I quickly broke away from the emotions just now. I wiped my tears with my hands, then took out the mp3 from the drawer and tucked the headphones into my ears.
"I believe that I am who I am, I believe in tomorrow, and I believe that youth has no horizon......"
Exciting music came from the headphones, and listening to the lyrics, I seemed to feel a little better.
"Xiaomeng, come out to eat!"
After listening for a while, my mother came and knocked on the door and spoke to me through the door. I have to say that my mother's habit is quite good, unlike other parents, who think that their children are their own accessories, there is nothing to speak of, my mother still respects me more, and she will knock on the door every time she enters.
"It's coming, it's coming!"
I quickly took off my headphones and answered, and went out the door. When I came to the restaurant, she had already sat down, and I couldn't control the West Lake vinegar fish on the table again, and my saliva filled my mouth, and I quickly swallowed it.
"Come here, little glutton!"
She looked at me like this and quickly said with a smile.
"Hey, hey!"
I smiled and quickly sat down. After sitting down, I immediately took a piece of fish meat with chopsticks, and the fish meat left a fragrance on my lips and teeth, and I narrowed my eyes with satisfaction and quietly enjoyed it.
"Is it that delicious?"
I opened my eyes and saw that my mom was looking at me and asking, but even though it was a question, there was no doubt on her face, but a smile.
Looking at her smile, I suddenly felt that I had just been useless. Isn't love gone? It's not a necessity, it's gone! As long as my mother is healthy and healthy, we don't have to worry about food and clothing, we can still have a good time, and we save a lot of trouble.
"Hey, hey, it's delicious!"
I said with a smile that this time I was not pretending, but I was happy from the bottom of my heart.
"If it's delicious, you can eat more!"
She said softly.
"Uh-huh!"
After finishing speaking, I took another large piece and put it in my mouth and tasted it carefully.
After eating, she went to clean up alone, leaving me alone in the living room. I was bored, so I turned on the TV and got ready to watch the news.
"Ambiguity makes people feel wronged, they can't find evidence of love, when should they move forward, when should they ......"
I didn't expect to turn on the TV and play this song at this time, doesn't this lyric just describe the relationship between me and Zhou Yu? Hearing Rainie Yang's aggrieved voice, my nose was sore, and tears filled my eyes again.
"Ning Meng, don't be cowardly, you can do it!"
I whispered to myself, and after saying that, I felt much better, I cleaned up my mood, changed the channel with **, and tuned to the news channel. Without the influence of music, I returned to the calm Ning Meng, I did it, I am still the same me!