Angel was embarrassed, and I was even more embarrassed.

The scene in front of you...... It's really spicy......

And Anqi, as a victim, may be even more uncomfortable.

"Do you hate me so much?" He kept his head down, his back bent, and his hands on my shoulders.

His voice was weak and hoarse.

I felt sorry and wanted to apologize.

But my stomach was still churning.

It's really unbearable......

I pushed him away and rushed to the sink to vomit a few more times.

The act of vomiting filled my eyes with physiological tears.

I rinsed my face so hard that I didn't dare look back.

No one likes vomit.

Even I hate the sticky, smelly stuff I spit out.

Even if I don't want to have anything to do with Angel anymore, I don't want him to get my vomit all over him.

…… I don't want him to think I'm a disgusting person.

There was the sound of a shower behind him.

I looked at myself in the mirror - a completely nasty guy.

Between the strands of hair, I can vaguely see the scar on my forehead.

The scar is already very light, but it has never healed completely.

Even if it's covered with bangs, it's still there.

Even if the nails on the wood are removed, the nail marks will not be repaired.

People who have hurt each other, even if they forgive each other, will still have hatred in their hearts.

I don't believe in the fate of reunion after parting.

It's just a matter of probability.

Just like two quanta, there will always be some kind of inductive connection in some specific situation.

And this connection, however, is random and meaningless.

The sound of the water behind him was sparse, and a thin mist rose in the air.

The self in the mirror is getting more and more blurred.

It's been a long, long time since I've been so sad.

In the desert, a fox accustomed to a peaceful life meets a little prince from an alien planet one day.

After he was tamed by the little prince, he was abandoned on earth.

After that, I could only look at a faint star in the sky in the long dark night and mourn my lost time.

It's not like a fox can't meet new friends.

It's just that he doesn't want to be tamed by anyone else.

It is better to die alone than to be hypocritically happy.

That's why I hate the little prince - the fleeting happiness he brings to the fox is too fleeting and too cruel.

So I hate myself for being dependent on Angel.

Why be a fox who is willing to be tamed?

The difference between what you get and then lose and what you never get is so huge.

I don't want to go through it a second time.

The sound of water stopped.

A vague figure in the mirror slowly approached my back.

I turned around and apologized earnestly, "Just now, I'm sorry. ”

"Hah, nothing."

"I'll open another room."

"No need to ......"

"Then, let's go our separate ways."

"Banyan ......"

"I don't know you very well, and you don't know me very well."

"No......"

"It's okay if you've waited for me for eight years, or if you're on a whim......" I took a deep breath, my chest and lungs trembling slightly, "Anqi, we're not suitable." ”

"You haven't even tried, why ......"

"Because I know myself." I met his eyes, "I can't stand you." ”

"What can't you stand me?" Angel's voice choked slightly, "I can change it." It's true...... You trust me. ”

"You don't have to change it." I shook my head in despair, "I can't change it." ”

"Who said that? As long as you let me change ......"

"Don't you understand?" I raised my voice, "It's useless for you to change it, don't you understand this?" ”

"I don't understand." An Qi's voice also raised, but it was still gentle, "Kang Rong, why are you so stubborn? ”

I glared at him, "Because I hate being changed by you." Don't you understand? ”