Infertility, infertility......

Mingyue's mind recalled this sentence repeatedly, and she didn't even know when the tears were shed.

She recalled Imperial Physician Tan's dodging appearance, she must have panicked because of lying, and remembered Qin Fengwu's abnormal expression when she suddenly wanted to take her pulse. Thinking of the time when Xingchen confessed that he couldn't have children, those closed eyes and his distressed and painful expression.

At this moment, she understood that it was she who couldn't have children. And one by one, they are hiding from themselves and not letting themselves know.

She touched her lower abdomen with teary eyes, it turned out that she could not conceive children here.

Why, why, why is this happening. She screamed silently in her heart. I can't believe it's real.

She was so immersed in her own sad world that she cried breathlessly, ignoring the strange stares of the other patients and doctors. Even his whole body was trembling.

"Madam, don't be too sad, you must have been young and didn't know what that musk was, and it smelled very fragrant, so I don't know why I wear it on my body, and I also have it. Things are already like this, it's better to go back and discuss it with your husband, is it okay, madam, you just look at the point, let him take a small one! The doctor saw that she was crying sadly, and kindly comforted her.

"Musk ...... Xiang ...... "She didn't hear half of the sentence, but she heard these two words alone." A wry smile crossed his face.

So it was, so it was. Only then did she recall what happened back then, at that time, she was ignorant and ignorant, she was confused by the appearance of the Tanglin Domain, and she was used by him to hurt Qin Fengwu. Is this a punishment for yourself? The evil consequences are the evil consequences that you should bear. But why does this evil result affect the stars, does he want to follow him for the rest of his life and not have children?

Mingyue's brain was a mess. She staggered out of the hospital hall and walked down the street blankly, not knowing how she got home.

I don't eat food, I don't drink water. The maids called, but she also turned a deaf ear. Sitting on the bed, letting the tears continue to slide down, crying wet the whole piece of clothing without knowing it. In the end, even his eyes were dry, and he could no longer shed tears, only low sobs.

When the stars came back, they saw the bright moon that had long been lost as if it had lost its soul. He didn't know what was going on, so he nervously rushed to Mingyue's side in one step and two steps, hugged her whole person into his arms, and touched her hair distressedly.

"Bright Moon. Mingyue, what's wrong with you? ”

He whispered softly before he woke Mingyue from his lost soul. She slowly looked up at the nervous Xingchen, her eyes were red and bloodshot, and her trembling lips opened slightly for a long time before she said: "Xingchen, Xingchen, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's me, it's me who can't have children, it's me who caused you to have no heirs in your life." Ah......h

She lay on Xingchen's chest and wailed again.

Xingchen slowly recovered from the shock, his hands trembling on her back. Have you finally been discovering the secret you've been hiding for so long?

"I didn't ...... Relationship...... I don't need children, I just need you. As long as you're by my side. I just want you to ......" Xingchen didn't know how to comfort her, he really only needed her.

However, this sentence made Mingyue feel extremely guilty, he was so willful at the beginning, and he missed it once, which made him sad and sad during his absence. Now he is like this, how can he bear such a deep love?

Biting his lip and staring into his eyes full of distress, the guilt was beyond words. At this moment, she just wanted to know when he knew.

"Xingchen, you...... When did you find out? ”

"I ......" Xingchen hesitated for a while, and then said slowly, "After that incident back then, when you couldn't stand it and broke down and committed suicide, Dr. Tan came out with a doctor. ”

"So, you knew it when you and I weren't married?" Mingyue's eyes widened in disbelief.

Xingchen closed his eyes slightly and nodded slightly.

Mingyue shook her head helplessly, she didn't know how to describe her mood anymore. How dare it be true!

"Then why did you marry me? I can't give birth! Why are you hiding it from me, Imperial Doctor Tan is like this, even Niangniang is like this. Why? Mingyue shouted hoarsely, breaking free from the embrace of the stars, and kept hitting the stars because she was out of control.

Xingchen let her beat herself, waiting for her to get tired before trapping the person in her arms again. Gently reassuring her, he knew that it would become like this, so he didn't dare to tell her, so he lied to her. He thought he could hide it, but he didn't expect it, and he found out in just one day.

lowered his head and kissed Mingyue's hair: "Mingyue, because I love you!" ”

"But I can't ......"

Xingchen knew what she was going to say, and immediately covered her mouth and said, "No, I don't need children." It's true. ”

"No......" Mingyue retorted weakly, leaving a low murmur.

At this time, she can't listen to anything she says. In desperation, Xingchen could only accompany her, leaving her alone to be confused. She's already in the horns, and she has to walk out on her own. Xingchen thought she would be fine. I never thought of it. Mingyue, who was tired of crying, would actually say something like that to herself after waking up.

With a pair of red and swollen eyes, she said with difficulty that she didn't dare to say for a night: "Xingchen, let's leave!" ”

"What?" Xingchen couldn't confidently look at Mingyue, who was close to collapse, "Why? ”

His heart was dripping blood, and her heart was not. From being unacceptable at the beginning to being reluctant to leave him half a step now, he has been deeply rooted in his heart, like a part of his body. How could she be willing to say such a thing, but she couldn't be so selfish, she couldn't delay him. He deserves a better woman, not a half-crippled man like himself.

"I can't bother you without an heir."

This reason sounded so ridiculous to Xingchen, if it was for the sake of the child, he would not have married her in the first place. It is even more impossible to agree and leave today.

"Mingyue, I said it, my Xingchen will never be separated in this life, you are my woman for life, without my consent, you don't want to go there. You are not allowed to have this kind of thought of leaving me again. He shouted.

As if the order was generally called Mingyue, it was impossible to resist. He looked at him with twinkling eyes, and couldn't say half a word.

"Mingyue, I really don't care, if I care why I married you in the first place, you have to believe me!" Xingchen held her little face and said patiently. I was afraid that she wouldn't believe it, so she said it very sincerely.

Mingyue choked and nodded, but she still couldn't let go of the knot in her heart.

"Promise me, don't think about it anymore, we can still live well without children, can't we? Mingyue, please, don't let me be scared anymore. Do you know how hurtful your words are? Don't make me sad and sad anymore, are you really willing to do it? ”

"Well, good!"

Mingyue agreed softly, she was reluctant to see Xingchen's sad appearance, just now, his heartache seemed to be able to penetrate, reaching her heart, making herself unbearable. But this matter has always been a knot in my heart, lingering.

Mingyue didn't dare to say the words hidden in her heart, and reached out to smooth his frowning brows, how she hoped to be able to give him a child to repay his love and infatuation.

"Xingchen, I'll go find Niangniang, maybe Niangniang can find a way." Mingyue flashed with a flash of inspiration, as if she had grasped expectations, and looked at the stars ecstatically. She believed that Qin Fengwu would definitely have a way.

Xingchen smiled at her: "Okay! He really couldn't bear to tell her that it was useless, if Qin Fengwu could be cured, she wouldn't hide it. But she couldn't bear to disappoint Mingyue, even if it was good to lie to her and give her a slim hope.

The two of them came to the palace in high spirits. Before entering the Fengyi Palace, the laughter of the children inside caused a tingling in Mingyue's heart, and her footsteps instantly fixed outside the door.

Xingchen looked at her, how could he not see it, and hurriedly helped her and said, "Mingyue, go in!" ”

"Good!" Mingyue replied leisurely. Let the stars support him and bring him into the temple.

It just so happened that Qin Fengwu and Zhan Tian were teasing the child. When I saw Mingyue coming in with a sad brow, and I was accompanied by the stars. Knowing what was going on, he hurriedly glanced at the war angel and whispered in his ear: "Zhan Tian, you leave the children first, so as not to hurt Mingyue." ”

Zhan Tian was a little baffled, and he was hurt when he saw the child. Seeing that he didn't move, Qin Fengwu glared at him, and wanted to explain the reason, but Mingyue was here with a pestle, so it was difficult to say it in front of her, making her sad. casually said: "Let's go out with the children, and I'll talk to you at night." ”

"Yes!" Zhan Tian had no choice but to resign himself to leading the three children to play outside.

Xingchen looked at Qin Fengwu gratefully, grateful for her thoughtfulness.

Just as Mingyue opened her mouth to explain her intentions, Xingchen took the lead and said: "Niangniang, Mingyue knows about her fertility difficulties, and I came here today to ask you to take a closer look, but what can I do." ”

He deliberately increased the volume, and Qin Fengwu immediately understood his intentions. immediately understood, and said to Mingyue with a smile: "Mingyue, I was afraid that you would be sad yesterday, so I didn't tell you the truth, don't mind." ”

Mingyue shook her head, they were all for their own good, how could they be angry.

"Come here, I didn't take a good look yesterday, and if I take a good look today, it doesn't seem that I will never be able to give birth to a child." Qin Fengwu deceived Mingyue. Take a few steps forward, pull someone over and sit next to you, and reach out to catch her pulse. He smiled at her.

Looking at the expectation in Mingyue's eyes, Qin Fengwu really couldn't bear it, so she only coaxed people against her will first and said: "It's really hard to conceive, but it's definitely not without a glimmer of hope." ”