Chapter 138: Outside the Ancient City

Just as a baby cannot choose the mother who is reincarnated by itself, the ancient city cannot choose the subject of each child.

If he had a choice, he would rather not be a high-ranking heir, and would rather be born in an ordinary family like Zhang Ting, the same age as her or a little older. Then, they can go to the same grade, in the same school and in the same class, learn and grow together.

It wasn't the first time he had married her, and it wouldn't be the last.

Gu Cheng remembered that in the first world, she was the noble and peerless empress, and she was the most loyal eunuch by her side.

In that life, she had honor and favor for him, but no love.

In this life, she has no favor and no love for him.

In the dead of night, he would quietly wonder if he had done something wrong, why did he go backwards?

However, until the end, he never regretted it in his heart.

Even if she had no love for him, he wanted her to be his wife, even if only in name.

As long as he can get close to her, as long as he ties a connection with her, as long as he can get along with her day and night, no matter what way he takes, no matter what the price he pays, he is willing.

He knew who she had in her heart, and he knew that she didn't have that emotion for him, but he just couldn't let go.

He won't force her body, nor will he force her to have him in her heart, but he still has the last bit of domineering, that is, forcing her to see his existence, forcing her to give him a chance to fight hard.

But if he could, he would also have the luxury of hoping that one day she would look back and remember that in the old days, he was the first companion. will remember that every time she was sad, he was always by her side, far or near. I would remember that long, lonely time when he had been by her side in one way or another.

If he could, he would have liked her to see, to see that he had only her reflection in his eyes, to see everything he was willing to give for her, and to see his true heart that had never beaten for her.

It's just that everything in the world is never a never-ending cycle, and all long things have an end that they have to reach.

If the day he reaches the end, all the attempts and efforts he has made still cannot bear fruit, and he can only helplessly bow to his fate that he never yields.

At that time, he will also say, maybe, really, really, that he is not good enough, and in her heart, he will never be as good as that person.

But before that day came, he wanted to try again and again.

Always with the original wish, always with the purest love, always with the best expectations, I would like to meet you in every world, again and again.

I am willing to give you all my tenderness, as long as you are by my side.

I'm willing to give you everything I have, as long as you're happy and happy.

I am willing to overdraft time and give life a go, as long as I can have you, even if there is only a slim possibility.

……

The ancient city came back to his senses, and his deep gaze seemed to be able to look through the thick walls to the next room.

He might have forced her to sleep in the same bed with him, but he still had a little bit of pride, and he didn't want to sleep with her.

Time is still early, life is still long, he and her, there will be a period in the future.