The identity of the summer hydra elite is beyond doubt. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

A typical example is that Summer just slaughtered three people an hour ago, and they were all living lives. However, after an hour, Nicole can dine in the restaurant in the summer as if nothing happened.

Don't say anything sick to your stomach, you don't even have any complicated emotions in your heart, this is a cold killing machine.

Summer is clearly aware of his own situation, which is a trait that he has cultivated for a long time, deeply rooted in the bone marrow. But Summer doesn't want to continue to be a cold machine, he wants to find the simplicity and beauty in his heart, but at present, it seems to be a little difficult.

"Unappetizing?" Summer has a steak in his mouth, the sound of piano accompaniment fills the elegant dining room, and the man in a suit and leather shoes in the distance is weaving a beautiful piece of music with his ten fingers, but obviously it can't weave the beauty of Nicole's heart.

"I just feel like the whole world has changed. Some don't fit in. Nicole thought about it, and finally said what she really thought in her heart, and then, as if thinking of something, rummaged through her handbag and took out two mobile phones.

"The numbers are all saved, that, the money you gave me is also saved." Nicole put a mobile phone in front of Summer, and this feeling made Nicole's heart a little weird, as if she was being taken care of by Summer.

"Well, your next task is to find a quiet place to live in New York City, which doesn't need to be luxurious, just quiet enough. When we are home. Summer's words at this time made Nicole feel even more strange, as if they confirmed her inner thoughts.

"I won't be looking for you for the next week. I have very important things to do. Summer said solemnly, looking into Nicole's eyes, "You can get through, I know you're a strong woman." ”

Nicole was silent for a long time and nodded silently.

Summer sighed, feeling that both of them were deceiving themselves, and said, "You have my promise, and after I really see you strong, I will start to transform you." ”

"You want to be strong, that's fine. But Nicole, the real powerhouse, is not your appearance, your muscles. It's your heart. I don't want to see a lion with an extremely fragile heart in the future, so let me teach you a method. Summer put down the cutlery in her hand, leaned her elbows on the table, looked directly into Nicole's blue eyes, and said softly, "You have a painful experience. You have tragic memories that most people don't have. You think it's God's injustice to you, but it seems to me that it's the opposite. ”

"Memories are a nice thing, like a perfect carnival, with colorful colored lights and sweet and delicious ice cream. Memories are also a terrible thing, like a dark and desolate prison cage, with no lights, no windows, no exits, and those crazy faces and stories that have accumulated in your mind are the ones you want to forget and discard the most. But they have nowhere to go but to cling to you and surround you. Summer murmured softly, and the music that was supposed to be soothing in the dining room became heavier and heavier in Nicole's ears.

"Reason makes you choose to escape, let you choose that bright color, sunny place. Let you try to forget that prison full of anxiety and sorrow. But what you don't know is that those dark, damp, heartbreaking places are the real doors that can start a new life. "Summer doesn't know if his method is right, compared to the normal world, to encourage a person to start from the positive side, but the summer organized from Hydra uses the exact opposite way, he firmly believes that the way he learned in Hydra is the right way, because what Summer wants to create is not an ordinary woman full of hope for life, what he wants is a dark and cold-blooded female knight.

Summer looked at Nicole's slightly trembling palms and shook them gently, but the palms of both of them were cold and could not play any role in comforting. Nicole subconsciously shrank back, and after finding out that it was summer, she didn't continue to struggle.

"In the face of the 'prison' that breaks your heart and tortures you, stop trying to drive away the faces that make you afraid, don't drive away the stories that make you feel painful, accept them, embrace them, remember them deeply, carry them on your shoulders, break this prison with them, and take them together to break through the world, you will find that your heart is full of strength, and you will no longer hesitate or be lost." Summer felt Nicole's palm begin to clutch herself, her slender fingertips white, and the strength could be imagined.

Obviously, the style of the "talk therapy" in the summer at this time is completely different from the "talk therapy" that tried to get Nicole to give up the idea of suicide at the beginning.

And after Nicole survived the initial period of suicide attempts, her heart slowly changed. This summer's words slowly pushed her from one extreme to the other.

"Face the fears in your heart, face the most painful memories in your heart. Let them help you and tell you what you are living for and what kind of person you should become. Summer whispered, but the soft voice was like an iron nail, and it was knocked into Nicole's heart one by one.

Nicole remembered the comforting smile on her father's first time after the car accident when he opened his eyes and smiled kindly at herself, and she could never have imagined that the image that should have put her at ease and brought her positive emotions seemed to have changed in style. Some... Glare......

Nicole's original idea of "no longer cowardly, eager to be strong" is slowly deteriorating.

"Please give us each more time, your task is well accomplished, and when I knock on the door of my room, I will no longer see the pitiful wretch, but a beautifully dressed woman with a noble temperament." Summer let go of her palm, and after two struggles, she pulled her hand out of Nicole's firmly clenched palm, "The next time we meet again, I'm looking forward to your eyes." I look forward to, and long, to be able to discover the emotions I want. ”

Summer stood up, rubbed the woman's head as she passed by, leaned over and kissed the soft blonde hair gently.

Summer walked out of the restaurant quickly, feeling more and more interesting. It is very difficult for an individual who has matured and become independent to change his inner values, but it is not impossible for a person whose life has been completely destroyed and whose soul has been destroyed.

No matter how many lies Summer tells, at least one of them is true. He looked forward to, and longed for, the emotions that would reveal in Nicole's eyes a week later.

"It seems that I will never be able to become that simple and beautiful young man again." Summer muttered to herself.

Words can be nonsense, ideas can be varied, but actions are the most real. When she first sat down, Summer was still thinking about trying to slowly change the nature of her cold machine. And at this moment, all of Summer's actions are contrary to what he thinks.

Even including Summer's behavior of rescuing Nicole, maybe Summer's original intentions were good, and she really wanted to try to do a good deed at the beginning, trying to change herself. But now it has evolved into recruiting a helper for himself, a loyal subordinate.

Obviously, the summer, which has long been integrated with the roles of "Hydra Elite" and "Winter Soldier Reserve", still has a long way to go.