Chapter 620: Secret or Secret
"Pei Muyu, why do I think you are different from before? In the past, when you took your sister, your means were so fancy, why do you seem to be ...... now" Gu Xizi thought for a while: "You seem to be a fool now." β
Pei Muyu smiled, he buried his head on the steering wheel, and after a while, he raised his head and looked at Gu Xizi very seriously: "Because I only need to let others be interested in me, and I don't have the need to take care of their emotions later." β
"Uh......" Gu Xizi was speechless, as if he was saying the same truth: "But any relationship needs to be maintained carefully?" β
"Do you think I'm going to have a relationship with them?" Pei Muyu asked rhetorically.
Well, Pei Muyu, you won.
Gu Xizi sat in the co-pilot, he really didn't know what kind of expression to put on, and he didn't know how to face it. In the past, Pei Muyu was suave on the surface, and his face would not blush when he talked about love, because he would never be tempted.
"You're extrapolating to yourself again." Pei Muyu said helplessly.
Gu Xizi turned his head to look at him and shook his head very sincerely: "No, I'm just thinking about why you are like this, in relationships, sometimes you are extremely smart, and sometimes you are like a real idiot." β
"If you don't like it, you won't be tempted, isn't that an obvious answer?" Pei Muyu asked rhetorically, this question has never been a problem for him.
What's more, he just met for the first time, and he "followed the routine" to a slightly pleasing girl, and then relied on his excellent appearance to be more generous, so he never had to go out of his way to coax a woman who had already arrived.
Gu Xizi still shook his head: "But you are still in the midst of thousands of flowers, if you really don't want to be tempted, just hide yourself, why bother approaching the crowd?" β
Pei Muyu smiled faintly: "Because you don't know enough about this world, when you really understand, you will know that hiding in a corner will make it easier to expose yourself." β
"So, it's not that you don't like it, you just have your own concerns." Gu Xizi said with a hint of sentimentality, there are too many things that Pei Muyu is afraid of, he is so strong on the surface, but he has been afraid of losing in his heart.
Both of them sat quietly in the car, close to the suburbs, with no neon lights in the city center, only dim street lights.
"Why don't you leave?" Gu Xizi asked, she looked at the time, it was almost eight o'clock in the evening, and it was rare that her brother didn't call to urge them to go back.
"Xizi, what should I do with you?" Pei Muyu suddenly said with a smile, Gu Xizi was stunned.
This smile was too sad, and although the surrounding environment was a little dim, she still saw something reflecting in Pei Muyu's eyes.
"You, what are you doing, all of a sudden so sentimental. It made me feel like I had done something wrong. Gu Xizi said with a hint of guilt.
Pei Muyu stretched out his right hand and gently stroked her delicate cheeks, his movements were so gentle, like treating a rare treasure.
"Xizi, I'm not a normal person...... Pei Muyu said with difficulty.
Gu Xizi would never have thought that Pei Muyu would confess his little secret to himself here.
In fact, he has always had such an empty piece in his heart, which Pei Muyu has always been very clear, he originally thought that he could use the remaining position and energy to love other people, but he never succeeded, until Gu Xizi appeared.
Pei Muyu still remembers the first time he saw Jiang Lao, he was still a six-year-old child, he thought he was going to start another life, but in fact he was surviving in a desperate situation.
At that time, Pei Muyu wouldn't cry, but would tell Jiang Lao that he was "scared", but when the word blurted out, Jiang Lao directly picked it up and threw it into the den of a group of wolf dogs. His grandfather taught him in the shortest possible time in a simple and crude but most effective way that exposing a person's weakness is tantamount to looking for death. Since then, he has been in the Jiang family for more than ten years, and he has never said that word again.
However, not saying it doesn't mean he doesn't.
He just doesn't express it anymore.
Pei Muyu suddenly closed his mouth and closed his eyes in contemplation.
Gu Xizi leaned forward subconsciously, buried her head in his chest, and hugged him tightly, her lips kept shaking, but she didn't know what to say.
He lowered his head and kissed Gu Xizi: "I really can't even control my own life, how can I love others?" β
In this way, Gu Xizi had also heard him say it before, probably because although he had noble genes in his body, it also gave him an inferiority complex.
If you are just an ordinary person, you may be able to fight for what you are interested in, and even if you lose it in the end, you can say that you have tried, but you have returned to the original point in the end. But for Pei Muyu, no matter how hard he tries, there is no way to run between the two families and seek a good future.
"Actually, many people don't care about your identity, just because you are a ......" Gu Xizi comforted cautiously: "You know, I'm also ......"
Gu Xizi said a lot, most of them were that she didn't care about whether Pei Muyu could become the president of Shengshi Group in the future, or whether she could have a good future.
"You are also very powerful, you know a lot of things I don't know, and ......" Gu Xizi always spoke cautiously, for fear that what he said would touch the wound in his heart.
As a result, Pei Muyu hugged her and smiled, laughing a little carried away.
So, Gu Xizi's face was really dark, I really don't know if Pei Muyu was really moved by her sincere comfort to laugh, or if he felt that he was very naΓ―ve, but this kind of laughter was definitely not kind.
Pei Muyu hugged Gu Xizi tighter, wanting to integrate this person into her own blood, she was still wearing a seat belt, she was really going to be strangled to death at the moment, but she still didn't complain, hey, it's rare for Pei Muyu to confess to herself, don't stimulate him.
However, this man knows in his heart that the more he longs for this woman, the more he plays with fire and burns himself, which is tantamount to looking for death. At this time, he was too deep, and he didn't want to save himself at all.
When I met her, I was wrong. When she really stayed, with a smile, with a warm and beautiful gesture to contain his joy and fear, like a soft and wordless sunshine, silently shining into the dark and damp corners of his life, he faintly realized that once he handed it over, he would hand over his life and his heart together.
When the two of them approached, Gu Xizi seemed to be able to feel the fear in his heart, even if he still had so many little secrets, she would still caress his back and say to him: "It's okay, it's all right." β
If what Xizi said is also true, they really love each other, but compared to Gu Xizi, Pei Muyu feels that his love is too selfish. He said over and over again that he couldn't even control his own life, didn't he just want to be irresponsible?
Even if he is selfish, Pei Muyu hopes that if he can, he will never tell her his past and stories.
He stretched out his hand, brushed the broken hair scattered on her forehead, lowered his head and kissed her forehead, exposing his weakness in front of this girl: "I look like this, only you can hold me." β
"I know, you don't have to worry." Gu Xizi didn't know what the meaning of his so-called "holding" was contained, but she still smiled brightly, like a comfort, and said softly: "Actually, my brother also has a very small secret, but Sister Yaoguang doesn't care, and insists on staying by his side." I think I can too, and I'm more determined than she is. β
At this time, Pei Muyu sighed softly.
"Why sigh?" Gu Xizi's face was black, could this be a distrust of his own ability?
"Well, it's not too early, let's go back, your brother will flay me alive later."
Pei Muyu sat back in the driver's seat and started the car, but Gu Xizi, who was sitting in the co-pilot's seat, hugged his arms and looked very unhappy.
"Pei Muyu!"
"Huh?"
When Pei Muyu turned his head to look at her, Gu Xizi had already unfastened his seat belt as fast as he could, then stood up, and then went back after a kiss fell lightly on the corner of his mouth.
He was stunned for a moment, then laughed.
"It's okay, you can go." Gu Xizi said with a slightly red face.
Pei Muyu turned sideways and helped her buckle the seat belt back on, and suddenly a sly smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and then kissed her at the corner of her lips.
But this kiss continues, which means that the time will not be very short, Pei Muyu gently held her cheek, but unconsciously aggravated the kiss......
When the two of them returned home, it was already nine o'clock in the evening, but Gu Yang seemed to have just come back, and Chu Li was actually there.
"Are you working overtime?" Gu Yang sat on the sofa, one hand supporting his chin, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he was dissatisfied at first glance.
"That's right!" Gu Xizi was right, but thinking that the two of them had been inseparable in the car for so long, she was also a little embarrassed, and quickly changed the topic: "I haven't eaten yet, brother, haven't you cooked?" β
At this time, Hua Yaoguang poked his head out of the kitchen: "I'm preparing, Xizi, you can also come and help." β
"Okay!" At this time, as long as he can avoid his brother, Gu Xizi is willing to do anything.
In the kitchen, two women were busy, and in the living room, the three big men were gloomy and had nothing to say for a while.
"By the way, why didn't I see Xiao Tiantian?" Gu Xizi asked strangely.
"I signed him up for a week of summer camp, so I won't be living at home for a while." Hua Yaoguang said lightly.
"Huh? Xiao Tiantian is not only two years old? Gu Xizi has no way to understand, but who makes the family a "mother".
"Sister Yaoguang, do you think my brother has been very strange lately?" Gu Xizi asked in confusion while washing the vegetables.
"What's wrong?" Hua Yaoguang replied while chopping vegetables, but the movements of her hands slowed down significantly, and she seemed to have some concerns about Gu Xizi's words.
"His attitude changed too quickly, the night before yesterday, he still swore to the death against me meeting Pei Muyu and wanted to send me on a trip, but now he actually sent me to Pei Muyu's company to work, isn't it strange?" Gu Xizi asked.
"What is that, it only shows that your brother has figured it out, and it's useless to know how to stop it, it's better to see if you are together, whether you can see each other without getting bored."
Such an explanation can barely be regarded as reasonable. But Gu Xizi still couldn't rest assured, and after a while, she sighed: "I always feel that not only Pei Muyu, but even you have a lot of passwords to hide from me." β
Hua Yaoguang's hand holding the soup spoon instantly froze in mid-air: "Xizi, in fact, we ......"
"I know, it's for my good, I'm just...... I just want to share some of it, but since you don't want to talk about it, then I won't ask. Gu Xizi replied with a smile.
The atmosphere in the living room was still gloomy, until Gu Yang spoke: "It seems that Jiang Bojun visited each of us today. β
Pei Muyu looked at Gu Yang, then at Chu Li, and knew in his heart: "So, do you plan to follow his wishes, or do you ......?"
"No way, the conditions he offered are too tempting." Gu Yang shrugged his shoulders and said very seriously.
"Yes, this is another show of goodwill, and a very generous reward, if we don't agree, won't our IQ be online?" Chu Li also studied Gu Yang's appearance. After that, he sighed: "If this continues, S City really has to be decided by him." β