I cleaned it up when I lured the walking corpse to the woods.

In front of a rotting corpse, it's not worth turning around and scaring the child.

On the way back, I cut down several bushes and branches with a kitchen knife, and dragged back a large broken branch, blocking the road leading to our house, and after covering all the bushes and scattered branches, I clapped my hands with satisfaction when I saw the only path that was blocked, so that it would be almost safe, and even if there were walking corpses passing by at night, as long as we did not make any noise, they would not unintentionally come to the door of the house where we lived.

This delay was a bit long, and when he returned to the kitchen, he fell asleep on the firewood stack on the side, and Xiaohu was playing with something on the ground on the side.

After glancing at Xue Yun, I turned around and went back to the back room to remove all the quilts on the bed, and found a relatively clean quilt in the cabinet and spread it on the bed, then turned back to the kitchen and carried Xue Yun to the back room and put it on the bed, and then took off my coat and covered her before turning back to the kitchen, ready to find out if there was anything I could find to cook, at least to solve our dinner tonight.

From noon to now, both children have not eaten with me.

It's hard to see that the two of them weren't hungry.

I went to the kitchen and found an empty bucket, which was supposed to be used for water, and after cleaning up the things and spiders in it a little, I carried it to the yard, and when I came in, I saw that there was a well, which was the kind of iron pole, and poured some water into the trough in front of me, and then pressed the pole up and down, and soon the water would come out.

This thing is rare now.

There was no water in the kitchen, I directly took the water scoop down to the river and filled a scoop of water and began to press, the part of the water that came out in front of me was not wanted, the back was relatively clean, and the rust in the well that had not been used for a long time was almost washed away, I let the little tiger on the side press it twice for me, I went to clean the bucket, and kept busy with the work in my hands at the same time, I also had to pay attention to not having walking corpses around.

Although the place where we live is surrounded by a river, after all, there is no shelter in the middle, and Xiaohu and I are in the yard like this, as long as the walking corpse passes by on the road, we can see the two of us for the first time.

The bucket was cleaned, and another full bucket was brought to the house, and the pot inside was washed and cleaned, and most of the pot of water was poured and the fire began to burn.

I had a lot of brains and blood stains on my body, and I just saw a few sets of clothes in the closet that were almost ready to wear, and I would wash them and change them first.

While the water was boiling, Xiaohu watched the fire for me, and I started to walk around the whole kitchen.

It's not in vain to work a lot, I found a small half bag of white noodles under the board, there are no insects, and I can still eat, and there is a little bit of rice under the noodle bag, I calculated, almost enough for us to drink some porridge tonight.

It's better than nothing, at least you don't have to go hungry tonight.

When the water was warm, I proposed to go to the hall and wipe my body inside and out, and the dirty clothes on the outside were thrown away, and the blood stains on them were really unwashable, and I changed into some musty clothes in the cabinet, which was really not comfortable.

Xiaohu is a child who is very good at sharing the burden for adults, and the fire for cooking porridge is all small, and he is in front of the pot and helps me add firewood to it.

The porridge was quickly cooked, I had washed all the dishes, put out the fire and brought a large bowl to the back room, and woke up the clouds, and we sat on the bed, and you and I drank the whole bowl of porridge in one gulp.

After washing another cloth and wiping their hands and faces, and then checking the branches that were in the way, I turned back and went back to the house.

It's almost dark.

I sat for a while on the threshold in front of the hall, watching the sun disappear and the moon rise into the sky.

Fragments of childhood memories suddenly came back to my mind.

At that time, Yangyang was still young, and I lived at my grandmother's house for the summer vacation.

Every night at about this time, the dim lights appear in the courtyards and houses of each house, and the smell of firewood permeates the whole village, and you can tell that everyone is preparing their dinner.

Then, it didn't take long for you to see that people with rice bowls began to gather in places where there were many people gathered on weekdays.

A big guy is eating their own meals, chatting about simple topics, whose work in the field is slow today, whose work is faster, can become a topic of conversation for everyone.

At that time, I was not very old, and I sat next to my grandmother, but I really felt the real warmth and home at that time.

When I came back to my senses, it was completely dark, and there was no trace of popularity around me because of the black lights and fire around me.

Even if there were, I'm afraid it's zombies, they won't talk to us over dinner, they just want to turn us into dinner.

Probably because of the isolation of this room, and probably because I hadn't been outside alone for so long, I would sit on the threshold and listen to the whispered jokes of Xiaohu and Zhiyun in the room, and my nose was very sore.

The heart is full of a strong sense of loneliness and hesitation.

The fear and helplessness that I had ignored and suppressed all day finally swept towards me on a large scale under the cover of the night.

With two children in their teens, in this unknown place, I don't know where I'm going tomorrow, I don't know where the shelter is, I don't know if tomorrow I'll encounter an irresistible horde of walking corpses, and I don't know where I'm going.

And there's... I miss my son.

He's still so young, he sleeps with me and Suotian every night, he's still feeding, I can't figure out if it's been a day or two or three days since he was brought out, if he can't sleep at night crying Suotian.

In fact... I'm missing, and it's unlikely that I'll sleep on the lock-up.

The brain uncontrollably kept recalling the appearance of locking the sky and holding the little lock, and the little lockhead flesh whirring in my mind was like an invisible hand, constantly scratching my heart, thinking about him more and more.

Miss the two of them.

Leaning on the threshold after all, it was useless to shed tears, I was not a strong person, I was hypocritical, this would leave the piece of meat that fell from my body, my brother, my husband, Shen Feng, Han Xue, friends and relatives, and the two children were left in this strange place, and I worked hard all day, which would be really unbearable.

I don't know how long it was, but suddenly there was a slight sound of footsteps behind me, and I hurriedly wiped my tears, knowing that it was Xiaohu and Zhiyun who came out.

Just as I was about to get up and take the two of them back and coax them to sleep, Xiaohu and Zhiyun squatted in front of me left and right.

Xiaohu leaned on my lap and looked at me for a while and asked, "Sister, why are you crying?" ”

I wiped my face and didn't know what to say to him, so I couldn't answer.

Zhuyun on the side thought for a while, but suddenly said to Xiaohu: "Sister wants to lock her head." ”

The tears that had just stopped leaned out again after hearing the words of Zhiyun, completely out of control.

He buried his face in his knees and kept wiping his face to try to wipe away his tears, but it didn't work.

After a while, Xiaohu gently patted my knee and said cautiously: "Sister, don't cry, let's go back tomorrow to find the lock." ”

Rubbing my tears fiercely, I looked up at the two of them, reached out and hugged them into my arms, and one of them kissed them and said in a somewhat hoarse voice: "Okay... Let's tomorrow... I'm going to find the little lock...", and at the end, his voice began to choke uncontrollably.

People always need to vent their emotions, when I am strong, I just grit my mouth full of teeth and try my best to hold on, when I am lonely, no one can stop my tears, I just want to cry.

The door of the hall was plugged in with a rod for me to plug in from the inside, and we were lying on the bed in the back room, Xiaohu and Zhiyun were already asleep, and my coat was just right over them.

My mind was full of my son's appearance, the way he was crying, the way he was spitting bubbles, the way he was grinning, the way he was feeding, the way he was bathing with his bare butt, and how he was sleeping, constantly bobbing back and forth in my head.

I was like tormenting in a frying pan, I couldn't wait to be by his side in the next second, hug him, kiss him, and when I thought about my real situation, I suddenly felt sad and couldn't help myself.

I just kept telling myself that Lockage would be coming here soon.

I tried not to think that the world is so big, we are so small, even if we are full of skills, the possibility of us staggering is still many, much greater than that of encountering.

In the end, I really couldn't do anything, so I just comforted myself, and tomorrow I went out to the village to find something to see if I could confirm where it was, and I took the two children back to the shelter myself!

Thinking about it like this, I have hope, and my heart suddenly feels less uncomfortable.

Anyway, I was able to fall asleep.

I don't know if I don't have confidence in this heart, I sleep very sensitively, in the second half of the night, there are about two or three walking corpses on the road outside, and the faint roaring sound can wake me up, listen carefully to their voices and walk away, I get up from the bed, this time I really can't sleep........