What is the purpose of a person's life?

I looked at the newly raised grave in front of me, and it was still raining heavily, and it was raining heavily. But I didn't have an umbrella, Uncle Huang is a real master I have ever met, and he also helped me. Lao Tang was with me, and Xiao Fei was not next to us because he wanted to send Lilin back.

Lao Tang opened the umbrella, walked up to me and handed me a cigarette.

I took it in my hand, and the old soup ordered it for me.

I don't feel good in my heart, and it's not that I haven't experienced such a thing as life and death. It's just that now, I'm suddenly a little confused, dead, really a little confused.

There are many people who do many things that are not known to the masses, and they come and go silently.

My master has done good things all his life and donated all the money he gets, but in the end?

Until the day of death, there was not even a grave.

Even if my master says no, there will be me, but can the person who receives the favor really be so patient? After all, my master's idea is one, and so is their approach. Speaking of which, my master has lived a very hard life all his life, and he doesn't even have a car.

Looking at Uncle Huang again, he has lived a very hard life all his life, maybe for himself, this may not be nothing. I have no way of knowing how many good things he has done behind his back and how much money he has donated, but it will definitely not be less than my master! The people he helped, everything he did......

After all, if he didn't have that much prestige, he wouldn't be able to let me and Lao Tang out of the public security bureau with a single word. This also shows that his personality is very recognized in the hearts of many people.

If my master and Uncle Huang are compared, my master is still a ghost, but what about Uncle Huang?

Out of one's wits?

It's really sad to make people want to laugh and cry at the same time.

I sighed, it was still raining, it was raining very hard, and the raindrops were hitting the umbrella very loudly. I asked Lao Tang, "Lao Tang, you said that we have also experienced a lot of things and encountered a lot of things. I also struggled and worked hard for money. What the hell are we trying to do, you say? ”

Lao Tang shook his head, "I don't know how to answer your question, I don't understand Qinggao's reasoning." I just want to be able to do what I can, like get more money, like live in a good house and drive a good car. ”

I knew that my answer to Lao Tang was not on the same line at all, and I forced myself to laugh, "Does it make sense?" Is it worth it? ”

Lao Tang said: "I don't know, maybe for Old Man Huang, all this is worth it, right?" After all, we are not him, and who knows what is going on in his heart? ”

I paused, feeling very uncomfortable in my heart, I owe so many favors, even if I don't say favors, I don't want Old Man Huang to leave like this......

Lao Tang lit me another cigarette, and my hands were shaking, shaking very much.

The water on the ground had already soaked my shoes, but I didn't feel anything, so I looked straight at the new grave in front of me. I felt my eyes were sore, painful, and there was something I hadn't seen in a long time.

I buried my head in my legs, and later Lao Tang said, then I cried like a child that day. I didn't cry loudly, but my body was shaking. I know how I felt at that time, I wasn't not strong, I really couldn't hold back.

We stayed there for a long time that day, until Dumbo was worried that something else would come to us.

After I went back, Xiaofei had already prepared clothes for me. I almost didn't know what happened after that. Because after I went back and barely took a shower, my whole body completely collapsed. When I woke up again, I was in the hospital.

Lao Tang told me that I was in a coma for five days and five nights, and sometimes I would howl in pain at night, and there was no way but to get a separate ward and scare everyone around me. And this frequency is still very high, so high that sometimes there will be such a situation once in half an hour, and even when the hospital instruments test me, occasionally I will find that my body temperature has dropped sharply, and sometimes it has risen very high, which can reach 45 degrees.

I can't feel these things, I can only listen to Lao Tang talk about them.

After listening to all this, I only felt very weak, but the headache was gone. Maybe this is what my master said as a side effect, I looked out the window, it was a sunny day, and there were still many patients moving outside, walking around, although they were in the hospital, they were all in a positive state.

Lao Tang asked me worriedly, "Are you okay kid?" ”

I glanced at Lao Tang and nodded reluctantly, "I'm fine." ”

Lao Tang hurriedly said again: "Then do you feel that something is wrong with your body now?" If there is anything uncomfortable, even if we borrow money, then we have to treat it quickly? ”

I thought about it in the last few days, as if the two of us hadn't done anything else and were just spending money. Lao Tang probably didn't have much money, after all, in order not to take advantage of Lao Huang's village too much, he took out the money, and then he kept spending money.

No matter what I think in my heart, it seems that I at least want to help Lao Tang make some money, right?

Speaking of which, from the beginning to the present, I haven't helped him make much money, but he has followed me. I can't help but feel amused when I think about it. If it was before, my relationship with Lao Tang can only be regarded as partners, right? Or maybe it's more appropriate to be a partner.

But now?

But we have a lifelong friendship, and the relationship has become very iron.

"Yes, even if it is for Lao Tang not to be harmed, I have to cheer up, no matter how strong that person is, I have to find a way. At least it doesn't involve the old soup ......"

I had exactly this idea in my head at the time, and then told Lao Tang that I was fine, but that I was too tired lately. Lao Tang asked me several times, and I didn't feel that there was anything annoying about a man chirping, but I enjoyed this feeling very much.

This is a friend, this is a brother.

I smiled and said to Lao Tang, you have a bird's attitude, and those who don't know still think we are doing it. As soon as he heard my words, Lao Tang hid faster than anyone else, and glared directly, "You kid is suffocated, right?" Do you dare to have this idea? ”

No way!

I scolded, you turtle grandson, even if Lao Tzu is a base, he can still look at you?

Lao Tang was suddenly unhappy again, "What's wrong with Lao Tzu?" If Lao Tzu is rich, it is also at the level of an uncle. ”

I couldn't help but hit, "That's it, you have no money, at most you are a middle-aged ** silk." ”

Old Tang laughed, "Seeing that you, a bear child, still have the ability to be poor, it means that there is really no problem." Okay, no problem, let's go, this paralysis drop, the single room is expensive to death, okay? You lie down for a minute, and Lao Tzu has to count the money. ”

I quarreled and scolded Lao Tang for a while, and suddenly felt that the haze of mental strength had weakened a lot.

People, you still have to look forward, this is what everyone needs to do.

At that moment, we went through the discharge procedures, and called Xiaofei on the way, he took care of Lilin at home, after all, Lilin's condition is not very good, and I don't have time to take care of her these days.

I fell asleep in the taxi along the way, I was so tired, I just had a little bit of energy.

After arriving at the place, Xiaofei was already waiting for us at the mouth of the alley. When they saw me coming, they hurriedly ran over and kept asking me if I was okay or if I was uncomfortable. I was also touched by the fact that this concern was genuine, and there was not a single hint of falsehood in it.

On the way, I asked Xiaofei, "How is your relationship with Lilin?" ”

Xiao Fei's face turned red, and he said, "It's still like that, I usually take care of her, that's it." ”

When I was in Hong Kong before, I gave Xiaofei that idea, and it seems that this person is really too honest and didn't really do that. In fact, I think their affairs are not only understood by us outsiders, even Lilin, right?

Lao Tang rarely did not express an opinion on this matter, after all, the relationship between Xiaoshan, Xiaofei, and Lilin is really not ordinary. However, after all, Xiaoshan is gone and does not belong to this world.

I asked Xiaofei, "Do you dislike her?" ”

Xiao Fei hurriedly shook his head, "No, I really don't have such thoughts." ”

I looked at him, this young man, definitely a friend to make more. Lilin is so beautiful, and she is still single, it is really normal for him to be tempted, and besides, he doesn't have any excessive behavior at all. That's actually what I admire about him very much, he is kinder and more sensible than most people.

In fact, I shouldn't have talked too much about this matter, but I still couldn't help but say to him: "Xiaofei, in fact, I don't need to say more about Lilin, right?" Even if she did give birth to that child, even if someone wouldn't have noticed that there was an oil bottle or something. But you know, that kid isn't going to be healthy, and that's going to be a drag. Moreover, Lilin's character is the most clear to you, right? In that case, might she find someone to marry at random? ”

Or do you just look at her and do whatever she wants? After all, you are also a human being, and you also have the thoughts of ordinary people. Can you really put up with it? ”

I looked at Xiaofei and really wanted to take care of this matter.