Chapter 184: The Goddess of Wushan (4)

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Lin Suwen and Yan Yan did not leave, but followed behind me, I guarded the proverbs, and they guarded me.

The spell of imprisoning the proverbs was lifted, and she began to walk unconscious again, and I was afraid that I would get lost with her, and I was even more afraid that when I was away, she would fall and be injured again, so I could only follow her every step of the way.

After all, I couldn't hold it first.

In the coma, I only felt that the resentful spirits in my body seemed to be haunting again, and they should smell the unwillingness and anger in my heart, so when I was haggard and my defense was lax, they rushed around, intending to occupy my body, and after being suppressed by me, they instigated me to accept their darkness and hatred and become a puppet of their killing.

Why insist?

What else is there to be nostalgic for in my life?

Everything I have will eventually be lost, and even if I lose, I still refuse to forgive me, making me think that it can be recovered, full of hope, but in the end it gives me despair again.

People say that right and wrong, good and evil, the cycle of cause and effect, the so-called way of heaven, the so-called reincarnation, if a person does something wrong, he will suffer the corresponding evil consequences, retribution, but I, what did I do wrong?

"Gu Feiran, Gu Feiran ......"

In the confusion, I heard someone calling me, this was Lin Suwen's voice, and it was rare to be a little anxious.

Even now, does he refuse to give up on me?

Obviously, I have already told him, don't care about me anymore, don't look for me again, I don't even want to live now.

It was as if I was in the dark, surrounded by nothingness and chaos, there was no road, no wind, I could only hear Lin Suwen's distant voice, I stood there in a daze, not knowing where to go.

A butterfly, piercing through the darkness, fluttered at my side, its wings white and flawless, glowing faintly in the chaos, as if trying to guide me and wake me up.

But I don't even have the strength to raise my hand to touch it.

"Gu Feiran, Gu Feiran ......"

Again and again, still refusing to give up.

Lin Suwen, he was really in a hurry.

I've known him for so long, and I've never heard him speak in such an anxious tone, and suddenly, I wanted to see him now.

Reaching out and touching the butterfly's wings, almost instantly, the butterfly turned into a blinding light, illuminating the darkness around it.

Countless images flashed in my mindβ€”

In the middle of spring, the willows are still around, we are walking on the long street of Shengjing City, I walk in front, he follows behind me, I use the jade flute in my hand, to reach the willow leaves on the top of my head, the branches and leaves are swaying, the light and shadow flow, I turned around, smiled at him and asked: "Lin Suwen, when you return to the Lin family, I will write to you, okay?" ”

On that day, the spring was bright, the clouds were light and the wind was light, and the willows were pale green, falling on his body, a little boyish.

On the night of the Blue Sea "Tide" Pavilion, the fire was full of skylight, and I saw him walking towards me, his clothes and long hair swept up wantonly in the wind, and that day, he came back from a long way to say goodbye to me.

On the day of King Rui's banquet, I was injured by a monster, embarrassed, lying in the long pavilion waiting for death, the lights were bright, and when my life hung by a thread, he also followed the traces, squatted down, and left with me on his back.

can always find me, always pull me back when I am about to give up, Lin Suwen is really good, which makes people a little annoying.

I began to miss the time with him, I missed the time with him, in the shade of the scorching sun, he held a lotus leaf to splash the cold water on my head, I missed the Shengjing River, sitting with him, the sound of the murmuring water opposite, and the gentle moonlight that night, the lanterns were gorgeous, like glass, I still remember the Mid-Autumn Festival, he stood on the bridge, when I saw him, I was surprised and happy for a moment.

It turns out that there is still nostalgia, and there is still reluctance......

More and more memories come flooding into my heart -

Senior brother said, about warlocks, about other worlds, I have never been in contact with, and I may never be able to understand, but even so, I still want to see the world in your eyes.

Senior brother said, scarlet, people, you can keep the past in your heart, but you can't lock yourself in the past.

On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, when the cold moon was silent, he said, I, even if I die, I have never regretted meeting you.

I want to go back, I want to see my brother again, I want to see my sister again, I miss the reassuring smile that my brother showed when he accompanied me, I miss my sister who is always babbling, I don't know how to be quiet, her arrogance, her willfulness, I start to miss it, and even those unpalatable meals to death, I still want to taste them again.

In the palace of the emperor's eldest grandson, deep in the courtyard, Xiao Zhuo also helped me up, full of expectation: "No matter who you are in the future, you must let yourself be safe and live well." ”

I once thought that he was my enemy, even if he didn't take him as an enemy, he was also the future emperor of Sheng Liang, under the position of the Son of Heaven, he has always been full of white bones, he will eventually become an indifferent and ruthless person, so, all along, there are many wariness and suspicions against him, but in the end, it is this person, when everyone thinks I am dead, but he is still thinking about Xiao Tan, Xiao Tan......

Is His Highness reluctant to be a minister?

Although he has done many wrong things and is not a good person, he really cares about you.

The old man, who always beat and scolded me, in order to cover up my identity, traveled tiringly, left Shengjing, and before leaving, he still stood under the willow tree, earnestly instructed and admonished.

Actually, I like gentleness very much.

Those kindness and softness, I remember, bit by bit, collected in my heart, cherished forever.

I want to have that gentleness again.

……

"Gu Feiran!"

With a hissing roar, I woke up, was hit by the force of the backlash, and fell to the ground, and then a fishy heat welled up in my heart, and I vomited a mouthful of blood.

Looking sideways at Lin Suwen next to him, he was like me, sitting on the ground, his face was pale, and there were some sweat stains on his forehead, thinking that he had consumed a lot of vitality to suppress the soul spell in my body.

"No one told you that suppressing the soul spell like this is very likely to be counterattacked, it will be very dangerous, don't you even want your life?"

Although I woke up, I was still very weak, I looked at Lin Suwen, coughed, and listened to me taunt him, he was silent for a moment, and finally couldn't help leaning over, stretched out his hand, and deliberately pushed me, I was caught off guard, pushed by him, and fell to the ground again.

"Hey, what are you doing, I heard you call me, I finally woke up, if you push me again, then I will ......"

I paused and threatened, "Then I won't wake up!" ”

I knew he was angry and could only use such words to please him.

As soon as he finished speaking, he pushed me angrily again.

Lin Suwen has always been clean, and he pays great attention to his appearance, it is the first time I have seen him so out of shape, I can't help but tease: "Lin Suwen, you are ...... now." It's really embarrassing. ”

He was silent, staring at me, for a moment, as if he had finally lost his breath, withdrew his gaze, and sat down on the ground again.

I wanted to say something to him, but when I saw him frowning slightly, I couldn't help but raise my hand to cover my chest, and then stood up silently and walked in the direction of the deep forest.

"He was not lightly injured......"

Seeing this, Yan Yan said to me.

I looked at her, and saw Proverbs sitting quietly beside her at this time, imprisoned by the magic, and not moving.

Worried about Lin Suwen and entrusting the proverbs to her, I chased him out in the direction where Lin Suwen left, but I saw him standing next to a tree, holding on to the tree, struggling to support it, as if he was about to fall.

"Lin Suwen ......"

I chased after him, and saw that his face was very bad, so I hurriedly took his hand, intending to heal him, but he waved his hand away.

He wiped the blood from the corners of his lips and said lightly: "You just recovered, don't waste your vitality and do superfluous things." ”

"I ......"

I wanted to say that I was worried about him, but he deliberately avoided me just now, and fled to this forest alone, thinking that he didn't want me to worry.

I could only endure it and ask, "Are you okay?" ”

He let go of his hand holding the tree, straightened up, returned to his old cold appearance, and replied, "It's okay." ”

"I'm sorry......" Although I know that sorry is useless, I can only say this to him now.

A trace of bitterness spread from the corners of Lin Suwen's lips, and after a moment, he said lightly: "Between you and me, why do you need to say this sorry." ”

"People in the world always have obsessions, there are always reluctances, you are so willing to her, the so-called magic barrier ......"

He muttered softly, and then said inaudibly: "I didn't understand it before." ”

I stopped talking.

After a long time, he hesitated and said, "You want to ...... Gone? ”

I thought about it for a moment and finally hummed.

In fact, Lin Suwen is right, even if Proverbs can walk and move now, it is still a corpse, with a corpse, living in a crowd, it is inconvenient not to say it, and it will definitely be tolerated by the world.

Rather than do that, it is better to leave, and I would rather live in seclusion in the mountains with the proverbs than destroy her body.

"You should know ......"

Lin Suwen was silent and said, "What does this mean?" ”

It means that I will give up the plan to find Lumei Villa, it means that the soul curse on my body will never be solved, and I will have to endure the torture of the soul curse for the next three months, five months, or at most half a year, and I will not live that long now, in fact, I should not be able to live that long.

With Proverbs' ignorant appearance now, if I don't want her to be separated from me, I can only guard her inch by inch, day after day, she is tireless, but I am still flesh and blood, and in the long run, I will not be able to hold on to it before the soul curse strikes.

But even so, I want to be with Proverbs.

I hummed and said sullenly, "I'm sorry......"

Lin Suwen was abrupt: "This time, I'll say goodbye to you." ”

In the past, when he wanted to go back to Changying Lin's house in the Hongwen Pavilion, I wanted to send him, but for some reason, Lin Suwen always refused.

Unexpectedly, there were times when he said goodbye to me.

It's just that this time, after a farewell, there will be no aftermath.

I lowered my head, smiled, and replied, "That's fine." ”

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