Chapter 261: Obsession 9
Obsession? Is there really a wisp of obsession in my heart, the obsession of going home? However, ask yourself, the desire in my heart to go home is stronger than ever, almost dare not hear the word "go home", as long as I hear it, I can't help myself, my heart is surging, is this "obsession" at work?
At this time, the old woman continued to say: "Master Baishan only discovered the obsession in your body later, he asked me to tell you, he can't stand you, you became like this, all because of his temporary negligence, later, he had to show his true body in front of you, led you to Dongshan, originally wanted to help you get rid of this obsession, who knows, you failed to hold on......"
"What?" As soon as I heard this, my eyes suddenly widened, and I couldn't hold on? I immediately remembered the small cave before, could it be that the big black snake told me to drill that small cave that couldn't get up to breath, just to get rid of my obsession? Before I could figure it out, I heard the old woman say again: "Master Baishan has another word, telling me to tell you." ”
I nodded, "Say it, then." ”
The old woman then said earnestly: "Master Baishan asked me to tell you that it is powerless to do anything about the obsession in your heart, he is sorry for you, and now, you want to get rid of the obsession in your heart, unless you are reborn." ”
"Reborn?" I was stunned and asked in one breath, "Grandma, what is rebirth, what does it mean, do you want to die once and come back to life?" ”
The old woman shook her head slightly, "I don't know about this, Master Baishan didn't tell me in detail, he only said that...... You can't be born again until you go through an eon, he said...... Say that you have a miserable life, and in the future there will be life and death, and many calamities......"
A miserable life? Part never to meet again? And there are many disasters? The old woman's words made me feel cold, if that's the case, then I might as well die now. According to the old woman's words, if I go further, I will only cry and not laugh for the rest of my life, as if I don't want to come to this world at all. Could it be that it is because I know that I will have a miserable life, life and death, and many disasters, so I can only cry and not laugh when I am a child?
The mood suddenly became bad, and the whole person was stunned and didn't know what to say. At this time, the old woman seemed to have finished all the words that Master Baishan had told her, and she stopped talking.
The two of them sat there silent for a while, and then I came back to my senses, took out a cigarette from my body, lit it, and smoked it vigorously.
After taking a few puffs, I felt a little better, and I recalled what my grandmother told me when I was a child: people are born to suffer, and few people can enjoy a lifetime of happiness......
As soon as I thought of this, I felt a little more comfortable, and glanced at the old woman, who was staring at the dining table in front of her at this time, stunned, and didn't know what she was thinking, I felt that she seemed to have something to say, but she couldn't bear to say it.
I smiled at her and said, "Grandma, why don't you also pass a message to Master Baishan for me." ”
When the old woman heard this, she immediately came back to her senses and promised: "You say, when will Master Baishan come over again, I will definitely tell him." ”
I said, "Just tell him that I'm fine, even if I really have any obsessions in my heart, it's my life, and it has nothing to do with him, tell him not to go to his heart." ”
The old woman nodded, then her face darkened, she sighed, and said, "When I first saw you, I saw that you were different from other children, but I didn't expect ...... Your life can be so bitter. After speaking, the old woman showed a sad and sympathetic expression.
I looked at it, what's wrong with the old woman, now I'm going to eat, how hard can I be bitter?
I laughed, got up from the stool, stretched out my arms at the old woman, and said, "Grandma, don't be like this, look at me, isn't it good now, alive." ”
The old woman glanced at me, and the sad look on her face was not missing at all, and the old woman said, "Jumping around? Then let me ask you, did you wake up early this morning, are you tired and dizzy? ”
I was stunned for a moment, indeed, nodded and replied, "Yes, it's a little dizzy and boring, but that's because of me...... I didn't sleep well last night. ”
The old woman shook her head, "It's not because you didn't sleep well last night, it's because that wisp of obsession is at work, if you don't get rid of it, you will continue like this, and it will get worse and worse, and in the end, ......" The old woman closed her mouth, didn't continue, and sighed softly.
I frowned suddenly, and cautiously asked tentatively, "Grandma, in the end...... What will happen to me? ”
The old woman looked at me and shook her head, her eyes full of sympathy, I didn't understand what the old woman meant by shaking her head, but from the old woman's sympathetic eyes, I could see that it would not be a good result in the end, and there was a high possibility that I would die.
I forcibly pulled the muscles on my face, smiled at the old woman, and said, "Grandma, don't worry, I am blessed with a great life, our ancestors, and my grandmother, have accumulated a lot of yin virtues, I will be fine!" ”
The old woman waved her hand, as if she didn't want to say anything more, and put her hand on the dining table, also got up from the stool, and asked me, "Little brother, you haven't slept in the middle of the night, are you waiting for me to wake up?" ”
I nodded immediately, and the old woman reluctantly smiled at me, "What a child with a heart." ”
As soon as I heard this, I immediately remembered it, and hurriedly said to the old woman: "Grandma, it's not that I have a heart, it's that I want to say goodbye to you when you wake up." ”
"Goodbye?" The old woman was stunned, "Are you leaving?" ”
I nodded, "Well, we're going to wait until you wake up and leave." With that, I turned around and walked to the side of the bed, calling out to Qiang Shun and Silly Niu on the bed. At this time, the two of them were already asleep, and the old woman hurriedly came over and stopped me, "Little brother, stay in my house for another night in the middle of the night, and leave tomorrow." ”
I said, "A few of us are here, and the blind man may come back, and we can't bother you anymore." ”
The old woman said: "Little brother, why do you say such a thing, you are a guest of Lord Baishan, what do you say?" ”
At this time, Silly Niu and Qiang Shun slept quite dead, and they shouted a few times but there was no movement, and they were probably tired.
However, hearing the old woman say this, the question in my heart came again, and I hurriedly asked the old woman while the iron was hot: "By the way, grandma, have you asked Master Baishan this time, why does he help us so much, and what does we have to do with him?" ”
As soon as I said this, the old woman was stunned and said, "I forgot to ask about this." Immediately, the old woman grabbed my arm, "Little brother, tonight, no matter what, you have to stay for another night, you are the guests of Lord Baishan, and you are also the guests of my wife, where is there a guest to walk in the middle of the night." Immediately, the old woman took my arm and did not let go, and at last I had no choice, so I opened our luggage again, spread the cover on the floor, and lay down and fell asleep.
At this time, the old woman may have been in a coma for so long, not sleepy at all, groping in the house, making a little movement, I lay in the bed cover and couldn't sleep for a while, I raised my body on the bed cover to see, the old woman was actually meeting.
I couldn't help but ask her, "Grandma, are you hungry for the noodles in the middle of the night?" The old woman smiled at me and said nothing.
After a while, the noodles were reconciled, and the old woman went out with the noodles, as if she had gone out to cook.
I lay back in the bed, but I still can't sleep, I don't know what's going on, my body is tired and sleepy, I just can't sleep, this heart, it's messy, it's like a mess, if you want to say what you're thinking, the conscience of heaven and earth, but I really don't think about anything.
I don't know how long it took, there was a beeping sound of straw burning outside, as if the old woman lit the fire and began to cook on the fire.
I smelled the long-lost fragrance of steamed buns, and I was dazed, and I felt as if my brain was asleep, but I could still clearly smell the fragrance of steamed buns in my nose.
Suddenly, I found myself awake, and when I looked at it, I was actually standing on a path. Not far from the path, there was a white figure, looking like a woman, with her back to me. In a trance, I felt that this figure seemed a little familiar, and I involuntarily walked over.
When I was about to walk to the front, the figure seemed to notice me, and slowly turned towards me, I quickly looked at her face, and my heart jumped, it was a girl, wearing a white dress, this girl was none other than the one in the stone hall before. I was stunned, didn't this girl already swallow the big black snake into her stomach?
At this time, the girl looked at me with a smiling face full of sunshine, her eyes flickered, and after looking at me a few times, she said mischievously: "Liu Huanghe, you are finally back!" ”
I looked at the girl, and then I looked around, there was only this path, which led to the distance in a zigzag way, and there was no end in sight, and on both sides of the path, it was full of green weeds, and it seemed endless.
I asked, "Why are you again, and where is this?" ”
The girl smiled and said, "This is the way home, have you forgotten?" ”
I glanced at the girl coldly, and then asked, "Didn't you let the big black snake eat it?" ”
The girl pursed her mouth slightly, "How could it eat me?" As he spoke, he raised his hand at me, "Come, come home with me......"
I stood still, and asked coldly, "Who are you?" ”
The expression on the girl's face changed so quickly, and she immediately showed a look of grievance, "Didn't you already ask, and forgot, I am your maid." ”
I frowned, it's a maid again, what era is it now, where are there still maids, I said: "Don't joke with me, I don't have a maid, you go quickly, otherwise the big black snake will come to eat you in a while." ”
When the girl heard this, she giggled, and after laughing, she said, "If it wants to eat me this time, it has to eat you first!" ”
My face changed suddenly, and at this time, my mind was unusually clear, and I hurriedly asked, "Are you the wisp of obsession left in my heart?" ”
The girl didn't answer, but looked at me and giggled, and my ears suddenly became full of girl's laughter......
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