Chapter Ninety-Eight: Lost
After Suotian was pushed twice by Shen Feng, he obviously lost his patience, stretched out his hand and grabbed Shen Feng's arm that pushed him, and at the same time quickly stretched out his other hand and leaned towards Xiaoxue's neck.
During this period, the bearded people wanted to step forward to help, but they were locked in a calm voice and shouted: "Stay and don't move!" After that, they all stopped in place and did not move.
This is the first time I've seen Suotian get angry with these people, in the past, no matter what happened, for better or worse, he had an attitude like it didn't matter to him, mostly bearded and middle-aged people controlling the whole team.
Where was Shen Feng willing to be caught by Suotian? kept shaking his arms from side to side trying to withdraw his hand, fortunately, he was really not a big person, many years of upbringing had been accumulated in his bones, and the last life for so long would not shake those accumulated things at all, which would obviously turn red with annoyance, and there was still not a single dirty word in his mouth.
Xu Shu and Jundi were probably afraid that the two of them would not fight for a while, considering that Shen Feng would suffer a loss if there were many people who locked the sky, they simply stepped forward to persuade them, Jundi knew Suotian earlier than Xu Shu, and the two of them went separately to persuade one person.
Xu Shu wanted to stretch out her hand to pick up Xiaoxue, who was holding her upper body by Shen Feng's arm, but Shen Feng shouted violently: "Don't touch her!" ”
Xu Shu stepped forward with good intentions, but when Shen Feng yelled at him like this, his expression immediately froze, and he stood aside dryly and stretched out his hand, neither moving nor moving.
Chen Pu was immediately unhappy when he saw his sister being scolded, stepped forward and pulled Xu Shu back, and said to Shen Feng: "Brother Shen Feng, what are you doing?" My sister is kind enough to help, what are you doing to her? Moreover, can you be comfortable with Sister Shen Xue like this? ”
Shen Feng almost turned a deaf ear to his words, and his two red eyes stared at the sky.
I stood aside, staring at Suo Tian's expression tightly, Suo Tian put his hand on Shen Xue's neck for about ten seconds, his face was slightly stagnant, and then he quickly flashed his eyes and looked Shen Xue up and down, then turned his head slightly, and paused at the middle-aged man standing diagonally behind him, as if to indicate something.
Immediately afterwards, I saw that after the middle-aged man waved his hand at the black-clothed man on the side, the black-clothed man clicked on the gun and pointed at Shen Xue on the bed.
My brain stiffened, and after sweeping them around, I paused and walked to Suotian's side, opened my mouth to say something, but as soon as my lips thought about it, they immediately shook uncontrollably, secretly clenched my fists, and after exhaling several deep breaths, I barely made a relatively normal sound: "Xiaoxue... How's it going? ”
In fact, when I saw the face of the lock just now, I had already guessed something, but I couldn't believe it at all, and I couldn't accept it, so I thought I might have guessed wrong, and asked the lock sky superfluously.
After listening to my question, Suotian withdrew the hand that grabbed Shen Feng and the hand that probed Xiaoxue's neck, stood up straight and stared at Shen Feng for a long time, and then turned his head to look at me faintly, his dark eyes were still calm.
"She's dead."
I unconsciously took two steps back, my body was a little weak, and I unconsciously moved my hands to grab something to stabilize my body, but my brain was no longer able to send instructions to my body limbs correctly. A man in black who was standing behind me stepped forward to help me when he saw this, so that he barely fell.
To be honest, at this time, I don't know how to organize words to express the mood at the moment, some sadness and shock will give people an incredible sense of emptiness, this sense of emptiness will make people produce a moment, or a long period of dream state, for example, at this moment, I always feel that my consciousness seems to be wandering in some kind of illusion, and everything that happens in front of me is not real.
It took me a lot of effort to move my gaze to other people's faces, and Chen Pu, who was originally protecting my sister and was a little indignant, immediately froze after hearing Suotian's words, and looked at Shen Xue on the bed in a daze, with a face full of disbelief.
Xu Shu is probably a person who reacts quickly, and this time she didn't have a brain like me, although there was shock and disbelief on her face, there was already a layer of deep sadness and reluctance.
I looked at Xu Shu in a daze for a while, and realized in my heart that I should be very sad about this. But helplessly, my brain was like a waste at all, stuck somewhere and not moving, no feelings rose in my chest, and my thoughts were still floating clearly in the illusion.
After staring at everyone with a hesitant face, Jundi stiffly pulled the corners of his mouth and asked Suo Tian, "Brother Suo Tian... You are... Just kidding, right? When he said the second half of the sentence, Jundi's voice was mixed with some unconscious choking, and he knew very well that Suotian was not a joker at all.
I didn't dare to turn my head to see Shen Feng's expression, after standing by the bed for a while, he turned around and waved his hand at the man in black, and immediately a few people stepped forward and pulled Xu Shu and Chen Pujundi, who were closer, to the side, and the man in black who had just supported me also pulled me backwards, I was defenseless, he was a little strong, so I staggered backwards for several steps before stopping, and after his eyes flickered around, he froze on Shen Feng's face.....
Shen Xue's white face like paper was crooked on Shen Feng's neck, Shen Feng just hugged him like that, but his face was expressionless, and he withdrew his gaze that was glaring at Suo Tian, which would look at Jing and usually no different.
My original empty thoughts, but after seeing Shen Feng's calm face, I was quickly pulled back to reality by my brain, and in an instant, a full sadness and sadness filled my chest, my nose and throat were immediately filled with full of sourness, my eyes were very painful, and after a warmth, a hot current quickly came from my face, and soon the hot current filled the corners of my mouth, and went down my lips into my mouth, a very bitter taste.
The whole heart was crushed into a dead ball in an instant.
I fixed my eyes on Xiaoxue's face, the blood at the corners of my mouth was not wiped clean by Shen Feng, and some of it dried up on my face, leaving red marks, sadness surged towards me one after another, hitting my heart that was not strong.
"Chen Yang? Are you Chen Yang? Don't you remember me? Crybaby Shen Xue, you still gave me this nickname. ”
"Chen Yang, let me tell you, Zheng Rongrong's child really doesn't care, I have to clean her up."
"Melon seeds, Chen Yang, I really want to eat melon seeds."
"Song Meijing! Why do you have to target Chen Yang? ”
"Chen Yang, does the wound hurt? It must have hurt. If it were me, I would probably be crying. ”
"Chen Yang, can you be reliable? Don't let us all worry about you? ”
... When I was a child, I heard my grandmother tell me a lot of folk stories, one of which scared me for a long time, she said that after people die, they will turn back the road they used to live, because there are footprints and memories left by them on those roads, and they have to turn back and pick them all up before they can leave with peace of mind.
They will also go back to see the people they want to see one last time after they die, because they have to remember the breath of these people at the end, so that they can find them again in the next life.
I think this will, Xiaoxue's lazy girl must have walked to my mind to pick up the footprints she left behind one by one, otherwise how could I recall every picture fragment about her so clearly?
The tears flowed uncontrollably, seeping into my mouth, and the bitterness almost eroded my heart.
The middle-aged man took two steps forward and wanted to stretch out his hand to pull Shen Feng over, but was stopped by Suotian waving his hand.
"In charge, I'm afraid this girl will be in a while..."The middle-aged man glanced at Shen Feng, who was still pressing Xiaoxue's head on his shoulder, with some concern.
Suotian shook his head and said, "Wait a minute, I'm here, it's okay." ”
After the middle-aged man glanced at Shen Feng, he sighed slightly and stepped aside.
For the next few minutes, the room was very quiet, no one spoke, everyone fixed their eyes on the brother and sister on the bed, and I don't know how many people would feel sorry for them both.
Then the younger Chen Pu probably couldn't hold back, and choked out quietly, his little face was already full of tears, he turned his head and buried his face in Xu Shu's arms, and shouted in a choked voice: "Sister..."
Xu Shu stretched out her hand and gently hugged Chen Pu, her eyes were very red, and after glancing at Shen Feng and Xiaoxue, she raised her head slightly and closed her eyes.
Sadness is always contagious very quickly, especially when you empathize with that person, looking at the expressions of their siblings, my tears flow faster, my eyes can hardly see the person in front of me, only the endless waves of water block the view.