Chapter 69: The Goldfish's Memory
Fu Yifan pursed his lips, "Where did you analyze so many rootless and unfounded crooked theories?" ”
......The boy slowly and methodically took down a weed between her hair, much taller than her, and invisibly formed a kind of oppression, forcing her to take a step back.
"Are you disappointed in me?" An Qiyi bit her lower lip lightly.
Fu Yifan slowly leaned down to meet her eye level, "Until you willingly put this prank to rest, I don't intend to forgive you, nor do I want to sympathize with you." ”
An Qiyi symbolically nununed her mouth, glanced at the girl who was already too frightened to move, the two looked at each other, and the girl hurriedly shrank back as if she had been suddenly electrocuted.
"Ah Qi, instead of worrying about whether I will force you to apologize, you should think about how to solve this big trouble, otherwise even if you enter high school, your life will be no different from before, and I also hope that you can have a normal life at this age......"
In the boy's series of words, An Qiyi suddenly laughed, in her life that was neither ordinary nor quiet, she had almost nothing to make her happy, not to mention that she had not been seriously happy because of one thing after her parents left.
She looked sideways at the boy's expected sluggish and flustered expression, and smiled brighter, "But I don't want to be compliant this time, and I don't want to meet your expectations, just like I said that I care about you is my own business, and it has nothing to do with you." ”
Since he has always thought that she is a child who is a fool, then she doesn't want to reverse this situation, only in this way can she perfectly hide her true heart, how grateful she is to him, and how grateful she is to herself for working so hard......
"Ah Qi, I've always been curious, what do you want from me?"
An Qiyi was slightly stunned, "Just ...... Why do you want to know this? Don't you know that more mysterious girls are more attractive? The more he thought about it, the more annoyed he became, how could he forget everything so completely? And what is she doing all this time for! An Qiyi simply followed her own temperament and threw out all the nonsense, "You just need to keep yourself, no matter what I do, you'd better not be moved!" Whether it's a little scoundrel or a prayer, whatever you call it, but you just don't care about me, unless you ......"
"Unless what?" Fu Yifan's eyes had a rare seriousness.
"......" An Qiyi lowered her eyes and did not answer.
Fu Yifan suddenly took a step closer to her, "What will happen to you if I can't continue to maintain my previous mentality towards you in the future?" ”
An Qiyi raised her head to meet his scrutinizing gaze, and without the slightest hesitation, she said, "Then I will never pester you again." ”
His clear voice was hoarse from anger, "You say it again." ”
"What do you want to do!" An Qiyi couldn't help but be taken aback by the other party's suddenly strange tone, and before she could react, she saw the boy continue to move forward, and she almost felt his breath spraying on her face......
An Qiyi immediately withdrew.
Fu Yifan stopped, moved his gaze to the uneven grass, and said softly: "You have always been recklessly spreading wild, but why have you never been willing to let me get close." ”
"......," she widened in horror and retreated.
Fu Yifan frowned slightly, "Ah Qi? ”
"Don't come here!" An Qiyi stepped back again, and the two of them always maintained a relatively safe distance, just like the '38th parallel' between the same table, no one could cross the line. Every call from him made her want to tremble, and the feeling scared her for no reason.
"Ah Qi, what are you ......" Before he could finish asking, he was kicked hard under his knee, and before he could bend down in pain, he saw the back of the culprit running away in a hurry......
"An Qiyi!"
Listening to the muffled roar of the boy behind him, An Qiyi quickened the pace of his feet more and more. How so? She remembered that he still had important things to do, and how could he have any extra feelings until then......
"......" Fu Yifan's gaze sank and he didn't move, pursed his lips and looked at the trail that had run so much that he couldn't see the figure, and skimmed the two curious glances that cast at him from time to time behind him, and his hands hanging on both sides clenched tightly.
"Senior? Are you okay? Ye Qian'er hesitated and whispered, unconsciously looking at the road that had become empty.
After a few seconds, Fu Yifan turned his head, still with a just right smile on the corner of his mouth, "You're Ah Qi's friend, right?" Today, I may have to trouble you to send this classmate to the hospital for examination, whether it is skin trauma or psychological damage, all the expenses are mine. ”
When he turned around, the curvature of his mouth faded away, and his brain was blank, so that he walked aimlessly like a machine, and his tight throat made him stunned, unable to catch up and say a complete sentence......
And the other side ran out of a few streets because of the fright. An Qiyi panted and stood in front of the familiar traffic light with her knees on her knees, because of the desperate running before, so that her physical strength was exhausted, and she could only stand on her knees a little.
She stared at the pedestrian sidewalk in front of her in a daze, breathing with her mouth slightly open, the summer afternoon was so hot that it was upsetting, An Qiyi only felt that her back was already wet, and she was becoming more and more uncomfortable. An Qiyi licked her dry lips, her hand pinching her knees quietly tightened, and she wrung her eyebrows to look at the lamp that jumped off again without paying attention, only to feel that she was impatient all of a sudden.
She remembers it well, and she can't go wrong with her feelings. The boy wouldn't have a heart for her, unless...... He is not 'him'.
Just thinking of this, An Qiyi was so distraught that she wanted to scream.
"......" Her deep eyes were dark, and the pedestrians around her changed wave after wave, only she remained motionless in her original posture. There was a sudden trance in front of him, and the back of his head continued to fall heavily......
"Why did this little girl faint suddenly!"
"I've been here for a long time, and it doesn't look right, hurry! Someone came to take her to the hospital and took her to the hospital......"
"Excuse me!" A boy burst out of the crowd and picked her up without warning.
The sudden action made An Qiyi open her eyelids in fright, one hand tightly grabbed the man's collar, and her warm embrace was cold, and she exhaled a soft sigh before she was unconscious, "It's you......"
When you close your eyes, you will see a halo of light in the dark, pulling the blurred light, densely floating in the darkness.
Xing Haolin: "......"
The sprinkler truck on the street drove past them with a song. In the eyes of others, this scene is more like a youthful and innocent love, several boys and girls wearing the same school uniform passed by, and they couldn't help but look back a few more times.
No matter how long it has passed, when I think back to the scene of this day, I will feel ridiculous and sad. Just like a black and white photo in a frame, no matter how bright the person looks smiling, it will feel like there is a sense of sadness inside.
The hallway of the school is much quieter than before, and you can see the whole playground from the fifth floor from the balcony.
Xing Haolin put the script on the balcony and drew it with a pencil brush, and from time to time there would be three or two people going to fetch water at the end of the corridor, but when they passed by the balcony, they all passed by quietly.
"What are you drawing?" Fu Yifan walked out of the classroom, looked sideways, and saw a figure with a blurred outline appear on the painting book, and before he had time to observe it carefully, he saw that the painting book was gently covered by the owner.
"Alone."
"Someone special? Wait a minute...... You can still think that someone is special! Fu Yifan seemed a little incredulous.
"......" The expression on Xing Haolin's face tightened, and he didn't want to answer.
Haolin...... That ......" Fu Yifan asked with some hesitation, "How is the progress of the little granddaughter of the An family that you went to investigate?" She...... What's her name? ”
The pen in Xing Haolin's hand paused slightly, "Why did you suddenly ask this?" ”
"It's nothing, it's just curiosity......" Fu Yifan lowered his head, and his broken hair cast a shadow on his forehead.
"After her parents left, she has been living in Fa Xiao's house, the family is very good to her, and she also knows how to please people, there is no need to worry about her bad life, she has 10,000 ways to make herself comfortable......"
While Fu Yifan was pondering, Xing Haolin turned his head and asked, "Are you okay?" I heard from my aunt that you have recently stopped receiving psychotherapy and are not even taking medicine. ”
"It's good, and I won't need it anymore." Fu Yifan replied without thinking.
"Aren't you worried about a sudden recurrence one day?"
"It doesn't matter, I think it's much easier now than I used to live cautiously." Fu Yifan shrugged his shoulders, his face relaxed and happy, "It's you, don't you think your life is very boring?" ”
Xing Haolin shook his head.
"I ask you, have you done anything interesting other than living without warmth?"
"......" Xing Haolin naturally chose to be silent again and continued to bow his head to depict. The sun tilted to the far west, the scorching temperature thinned out, and the sky had a beautiful reddish-purple color.
Fu Yifan looked at the sky for a while, and then turned his gaze to the painting book, only to feel that the outline on the picture was strangely familiar, but it was obviously a person who couldn't even distinguish between men and women, and only had a face outline.
"Haolin......" he called out a little bored, "how long do you have to finish drawing?" ”
Xing Haolin lightly spit out two words: "For a long time." ”
"How long does it take to draw a sketch?"
"Because I want to draw something like it, it looks like the real thing."
Fu Yifan licked his lips, only to feel more bored. The biggest difference between him and Xing Haolin is that he likes to be quiet and he is active, so most of the time Fu Yifan is worried about Xing Haolin's lifeless state, "Who are you painting?" I'll bring it to you and make sure you can finish it in half an hour. ”
Xing Haolin paused slightly, and his eyes softened imperceptibly when he bowed his head, "If you want to see anyone, then I guess I have to work harder." ”
Fu Yifan blinked, shook his head wistfully, took the water glass, and walked towards the end of the corridor. Fu Yifan stopped, unscrewed the lid, and poured water into the quilt. Watching the water jets flow out of the faucet, his gaze began to wander.
That stubborn and innocent face began to appear in my mind. Like a blooming flower trampled into dust.
Until the water overflowed the mouth of the cup, Fu Yifan came back to his senses in fright, the water dripped down his hand and fell to the ground, he was wearing a short-sleeved white T-shirt, even in a dimly lit corner, his skin was still very white, it could be said that it was a little sick for a boy, and with the action of wiping the back of his hand, he could vaguely see an upward raised scar on his wrist.