Chapter 043: The Young Man in White (5)
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I don't understand what my brother is afraid of, and I don't understand why he suddenly said this, always thinking that he was testing me.
Actually, he was right, all along, in my body, there were things that we thought we could call adults at that time. Not one, it's a group.
They are my closest relatives, the people who once loved me, but unfortunately, now, what is "exposed" in front of my eyes is only a group of ghosts that have become terrible under the control of resentment and hatred, dozens, or hundreds, they are tangled together, merging with each other, and they can only see a black mist, some only have only one head left, and some only "show" a pair of feet, which makes people dare not look directly.
This is the root of all my suffering, and if I had the choice, I would not even want to see them.
But once such a thought is born, it will suddenly breed something called 'guilt', and I said that they are my closest relatives, people who have loved me, who have hugged me, loved me, and smiled brightly in the sun before that misfortune happened.
They just died, and the way they died was a bit miserable, so miserable that even if they died, they couldn't let go of their obsession and hatred, and a group of resentful spirits who only had hatred in their hearts were like beasts, without feelings, so they would torture me with those hatreds without pity, and when they saw me in pain, they even begged them for mercy rather than death, and they were no longer sad and no longer sad.
Maybe it's a bit scary to say this, but I did have the memories and thoughts of many people since I was very young, and some people have questioned that with my cultivation, no matter how amazing and brilliant people are, they will have to cultivate for hundreds of years, but he never imagined what would happen if I combined the cultivation of many people.
They gave me supreme cultivation, gave me memories of their lifetime, and gave me a person who could not obtain knowledge and wisdom in my lifetime, and at the same time, at the same time, as a price, they also occupied my body, and occasionally, they would control what I thought in my heart, constantly bewitching me to 'kill' and 'kill', and when I was emotionally unstable, they even wanted to destroy the whole world.
And what I'm going to do is to reassure them, stop them, and how to make myself look like a four-year-old at four, and how to look like an eighteen-year-old at eighteen.
I asked myself, I had covered it up very well, even the master and sister had never doubted it, but now, the senior brother told me that I was scared of me......
I picked up the cup and asked lightly, "More than this, I want to know, what are you trying to say to me this?" ”
Senior brother was silent for a moment before he pulled his lips and smiled astringently: "It's nothing, it's just a momentary emotion." ”
He looked me in the eye and stopped talking, but finally said, "Scarlet, Master once saved you, it was he who gave you a life and taught you everything, and you should never forget this." ”
I vaguely felt that my senior brother knew something, but he couldn't say why he knew those things, perhaps, it was just a suspicion, and there was no real evidence, so he tested me.
So, he raised his hand to salute him, hooked his lips and said, "Of course." ”
When I came back from the chess hall, I was not in a very good mood, I should say, it was a bit bad, and I was still restless after a few laps in the Hongwen Pavilion.
After thinking about it, I decided to send a letter to my junior sister to tell her about Sheng Jing and my brother's situation, because my sister likes to eat candied fruit, so I specially asked someone to buy some from Dongshi.
These actions, falling in Lin Suwen's eyes, made him look at me a little more suspicious, I handed the things to the person who delivered the letter, and as soon as I turned around, I saw his thoughtful expression.
I knew what he was thinking, so I deliberately mocked him: "Lin Gongzi, what is written in this letter, do you want to read it first?" ”
Lin Suwen glanced at me and turned sideways, as if to tell me that he would not do this kind of thing.
I think, that letter, even if he really reads it, he shouldn't be able to see anything, in the letter, I just told my sister that my brother is very concerned about the master in Shengjing, if I get the news of the master, or wait until the master comes back, I will send a letter to Shengjing to us, not to mention Lin Suwen, even if it is the senior brother, it is impossible to find any clues from this.
After sending the letter out, I went back to the gazebo of the Hongwen Pavilion and sat down, leaning on one side of the railing, looking at the koi fish swimming slowly in the water, blowing a small breeze, which was very pleasant.
Lin Suwen stood beside me, and he probably refused to let him sit down, and occasionally a few maids passed by, and when they saw him guarding me like a guard, they couldn't help but snicker.
I called him: "Lin Suwen." ”
Lin Suwen looked at me.
I stopped talking, originally wanting to ask him about his childhood, but thinking that this was his privacy, and that he should not want to mention such things, I fell silent.
Lin Suwen's expression was blank, he looked at me for a moment, and when he saw that I didn't speak, he looked out again.
At this time, I called him again: "Lin Suwen." ”
Lin Suwen looked at me again.
I grinned and deliberately teased him: "Laugh one." ”
Lin Suwen stared at me for a moment before frowning slightly, turning his face away, and said coldly: "Boring! ”
"Hey, don't be so cold all the time......"
I think that although Lin Suwen looks relatively cold and unapproachable, it is actually quite funny, so I deliberately talked to him: "You see that you are following me now, and we are facing each other day and night, should we find a way to get along well?" ”
Lin Suwen made a wooden face and replied, "There is no need." ”
"Why is it not necessary."
I lifted Erlang's legs, leaned back against the railing, and put on a posture of hooligan teasing the little girl, and said: "Maybe for you, it's nothing, but have you ever thought about my feelings, I'm a person, I just like to talk, even if I don't have anything to say, I have to say it, if you do this all day long, you will suffocate me to death." ”
"......" Lin Suwen lowered his head for a long time before he held back a sentence: "You can talk to others." ”
I snorted, and immediately put on an expression of complaint and dissatisfaction, and said: "You see that you follow me all day long, like someone owes you millions of taels of silver, those adults who used to like to talk to me, now they start to hide when they see me, who do I talk to?" ”
When Lin Su heard this, he lowered his head again, as if he wanted to find a symbiotic balance between letting him follow me and making others willing to talk to me.
I called him again: "Lin Suwen." ”
He raised his head, and I smiled, pinched my fingers, and coaxed a child: "You just laugh." ”
"A twenty-year-old young man, he is just right, why are he working hard all day long, with a straight face, like a complaining woman."
Lin Suwen stared at me for a long time, and when I thought that even if I was reluctant, he might squeeze out a smile on me, but he still kept his face and slowly turned around.
With his back to me, in this way, close to evasion, frustrated and fled to refuse my request.
I looked at his back, for a moment, smiled helplessly, maybe because I teased Lin Suwen a few words with a poor mouth, and my mood instantly improved, but at night, I still had nightmares.
In my dreams, I dreamed that I was back on the stone bridge twenty years ago, carrying the bones of freshly roasted beasts hunted from the wild, standing in front of the hungry people, who were prostrate at my feet, asking me to give them food and save their lives, and I, looking at their prayers, smiled almost evilly.
It was a strange scene, because I was very short, my face had not yet grown, and I looked like I was only four years old.
Actually, I hated myself at that time, and I always felt that I was not me at that time, so I walked over and wanted to break him up, but when the picture turned, I saw my senior brother standing in front of me.
He held the sword in his hand, against my chest, with a disappointed expression, he wanted to kill me, this realization made me sad, as soon as I looked down, I saw that a piece of blood slowly spread out of my chest.
When I woke up, it was dark all around, and the silence of the night filled the room.
I opened my eyes and stared fixedly at the white glow of the bed in the dark night, and I didn't come back to my senses for a long time.
Outside the house, a black mist drifted through, and the shadow fell on the window, vaguely in the shape of a woman.
I looked at it, it drifted away in the evening breeze, reunited, and then slowly moved towards the other end of the house, suddenly thought of something, and quickly got up to chase it, because of the hurry, I accidentally touched the table and chairs in the room, I didn't care about the pain, I didn't even wear my coat and shoes, so I opened the door and chased out, but I bumped into a person head-on.
Lin Suwen now lives next door to me, and it seems that in order to 'watch' me well, he stands outside the door every night to make sure that I am asleep before going to sleep.
Hearing my movement, he followed, and I bumped into him, staggered, and ran into the courtyard to chase the black shadow, but it was still gone.
"Proverbs, Proverbs...... "I looked around barefoot, and searched for a long time, but I still couldn't find any trace of her.
As soon as he turned around, only Lin Suwen stood behind him, with a faint, slightly suspicious look.
I knew that what had just done made him suspicious, but I didn't want to defend anything, so I walked back in a daze, and when I passed by him, I paused.
"Lin Suwen."
After a long time, I called out to him and asked, "Is it possible that Requiem will attract other souls?" ”
Lin Suwen was silent for a moment and replied, "No." ”
"That'...... If you can't recruit at first, but then you recruit one, will it be her? ”
Lin Suwen replied: "Impossible." ”
I also know that it can't be, it's just that I don't want to give up and want to give myself an extravagant hope......
I lowered my head and asked, "What...... What does it mean if a soul can't be recruited? ”
Lin Suwen glanced at me and seemed puzzled, how could I, as a warlock, not understand such a simple question.
He withdrew his gaze, and his tone was faint, sounding emotionless: "The soul is scattered, and there will never be a transcendent life." ”
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