Chapter 237: A Decision
After returning to my hometown, I just dealt with my father's and mother's questions casually, after all, these things are not suitable for them to know. If you know, you're worried about me, right?
After this relaxation, I collapsed again.
It's like the last time I was in the hospital, but I didn't fall into a coma, I just felt very tired, as if my body couldn't bear it at all. And also mentally, now I just want to rest, almost except for eating every day, I just sleep.
I've been almost a month like this, and I feel like I've gained a lot of weight. During this month, Xiao Nan and Lao Tang often came to visit me. Every time I talk to them, I go to sleep.
After leaving Hong Kong for more than a month, I never contacted Xu Xiaolin again.
There was no contact, even if it was a cell phone message.
I think I really let go.
Time flies quickly, and before you know it, it's September, the weather is not so hot, and the morning is starting to be a little cold, and after a while, it's the National Day.
As soon as the National Day is over, the weather is about to start getting colder, right?
I sat in the yard, and my father and mother went out to the door. If it was me, I might have gathered in some of the arenas, but not anymore. Sitting in the yard, I didn't play with my phone, I just sat there.
I suddenly felt funny, I seemed to be old, this feeling is simply the kind of pension.
After a long time, I took out my phone and found Xu Xiaolin's phone, I was stunned for a while, and finally, I still pressed the option - delete.
Yes, it's good to delete it, right?
I told myself in my heart that the moment I deleted it, I felt that my heart was still hurting and it was very uncomfortable. But I still did it, the parallel lines are destined to have no intersection point, it is better to call me inferior, it is better to call me cowardly.
Perhaps, I have long been aware of all this, and understood the impossibility of each other.
I put down my phone because I saw Xiao Nan coming, today is Saturday, and it is her rest time.
"Coming?"
I stood up with a smile, a simple greeting, but familiar.
Xiao Nan naturally walked up to me, grabbed my hand, and smiled beautifully, "Have you slept enough?" β
"Well, yes."
I nodded, "Want to go out for a walk, is there a place?" β
When I said this, I obviously saw surprise in Xiao Nan's eyes.
I want a smooth, ordinary life. And for Xiao Nan now, all she wants is my attitude, right?
Without me in life, Xu Xiaolin would have a better life, right? And what will happen without my Xiao Nan?
I suddenly felt a little sorry for this girl, she used to be the goddess of my heart. Without the desire and hope after I just got the Vermilion Bird Dan Pen, I looked at Xiao Nan and only felt warm and beautiful.
I squeezed Xiao Nan's hand, "What's wrong?" Don't want to go out for a walk with me? β
Xiao Nan lowered his head, "I just didn't expect you to really ...... with me"
I smiled, pulled Xiao Nan and walked out.
We don't have a car, we don't have many choices, maybe many women at my age who don't have a car will feel contempt, but Xiao Nan doesn't have that kind of thought at all. As I said before, she has changed, and she has become more perfect.
She didn't choose me, not to say no. With her appearance, I dare to say that there is absolutely no problem in marrying a rich second generation.
Walking through the streets that were familiar before, and even walking to the school where we used to be.
Really, everything is so familiar, so familiar.
When I think of my naΓ―ve self before, I feel funny now, and I also feel that people were really simple at that time.
Xiao Nan and I both talked about interesting things in the past, although there were not many intersections at that time, but I was able to hear the words in each other's mouths, and I felt very cordial.
"Squeak!"
Xiao Nan and I were walking when suddenly a car braked sharply next to us. I was unhappy for a while, but I was a little familiar when I saw this car. I was thinking about who it was when the car window rolled open and a head poked out, it was Ah Shui from our village, who was also my classmate.
It was because my mother registered me for a class reunion before, and then Ah Shui took me there, and it was at that time that I met Xiao Nan again.
Ah Shui's eyes were very round, "Damn, Lao Tzu is not mistaken, right?" Are you two really together? Ergou, you kid, even the class flower is done? β
Hearing Ah Shui say this, I glanced at Xiao Nan somewhat amusedly.
Xiao Nan's face turned red, probably thinking of what she said to me at that time and her attitude towards me. It was because of that attitude that when I was in the Yang family later, I deliberately spoke ill of me. It's also strange to say, at this time we all find that the thing interesting, not embarrassing at all.
I looked at Ah Shui and smiled, held Xiao Nan's hand and raised it, "What's wrong?" Are you jealous? β
Ah Shui snorted, "I really didn't see it, your kid is quite fucking big." At that time, I thought you couldn't be beaten, but it's only been a long time, and you've already hooked up with Banhua. If I hadn't been in a hurry to go to a place today, I wouldn't have known about you. But you kid is really, we are all from the same village, can't you tell me in advance? β
I was so confused by his bunch of robberies that I didn't know which one to answer, so I could only smile.
Ah Shui glared at me again, "Also, your kid didn't attend my wedding last year, don't you remember this?" β
When he mentioned this, I remembered what happened at that time, my mother told me at the time that Ah Shui was doing well and would get married at the end of the year. Later, I encountered so many things, where did I still have the heart to think about this?
When I didn't know how to answer, Xiao Nan had already spoken, "Look at what you said, you are married, but did you call Ergou to inform you?" You didn't even notify you, why should people remember your affairs? Do you think you're justified? This kind of thing, you should at least send an invitation, right? β
As soon as I heard it, yes, that's the truth.
Ah Shui's face turned red and he couldn't speak.
Actually, I understand, for people like me, Ah Shui actually looks down on me. Therefore, it is normal that he did not send me an invitation, so he didn't even bother to notify me on the phone.
At that time at dinner, Ah Shui suddenly mentioned that I was chasing Xiao Nan, and I also knew that he did it on purpose. But I also want to argue with him about something, it's just a very simple matter. And isn't Xiao Nan standing by my side now? I suddenly felt a sense of pride. After all, when he was in school, Xiao Nan was the crush of all the boys in the school.
And now, it's my only one.
He stopped this time, more often than not, he couldn't believe what he was seeing, right?
I smiled and said, "Okay, this matter is my mistake, I have a chance to invite you two to dinner, and then make up for it." β
Ah Shui saw me give him the stairs, and quickly said, "Hehe, okay, then I can remember." However, you two must let me know when you two will do it. β
I said, "Okay, at the end of the year, I'll let you know when the time comes." β
I don't know why I said that, but I just wanted to say it.
When I finished saying this, I clearly felt Xiao Nan's body tremble. The last time I left, I actually said something similar, and this time I came back, I really wanted to do it.
Ah Shui gave me a thumbs up, "You are bullish, I can remember this." β
I nodded, remembering how fast he was driving, and asked him, "Do you have something to do?" Seeing that you are in a hurry. β
Ah Shui was stunned for a moment, and then slapped the steering wheel hard, "Fuck, how did I forget to get down to business." β
"I'll go first, and we'll talk later."
Ah Shui just started the car, and then tilted his head to look at me again, "Aren't you Mr. Yin and Yang?" Get in the car, maybe you can help me out. β
I suddenly didn't understand, "What's wrong?" Is there a particular problem? β
In fact, the title of Mr. Yin and Yang, at that class reunion, was more just a joke.
Ah Shui urged us to get in the car, but I was embarrassed to shirk it, so I had to pull Xiao Nan to sit in the back. As soon as we sat down, Ah Shui was already moving.
I asked, "What the hell is going on?" β
Ah Shui sighed while driving, "Don't fucking mention it, it's really a hell." My wife's sister-in-law suddenly seemed to be in the wrong place, saying that she was crazy, as if the matter was quite serious, didn't I just get a call? So let's take a look. β
After that, he asked me, "Do you think it's a ghost?" β
How do I answer that? After all, I haven't seen it at all, so I didn't answer the question, so I had to say, "It's just your statement, and I haven't seen the specific situation, so I can't give you a judgment." β
Ah Shui nodded, "You're right, but can you really handle these things?" I don't think you're any different from me. β
I smiled, but I just felt that there were some things that I couldn't hide from at all.