228:I have no chance to follow the sky (1)

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After I finished speaking, Lin Shengtian was silent, a trace of nervous panic flashed in his eyes, and it was because of his reaction that I was sure of everything.

Lin Shengtian didn't speak, so I continued: "Dad, are you hiding something from me?" My voice was inquiring, and I looked directly at Lin Shengtian without blinking, maybe it was too persecutive, Lin Shengtian didn't dare to look at me, don't look out the window.

I didn't know what he was thinking, my hands were subconsciously clenched into fists, I lowered my head, took a deep breath, and continued to speak: "If you don't say it, I can guess probably, I am either born to my mother, or not by the two of you, in fact, I have long doubted, if it is my biological mother, how can there be such a big difference between me and Xiaoshuang?" To say that I don't care must be false, it's just that I've gotten used to it for so many years, but if everything is as I say it is, I should have the right to know, right? ”

I don't want to worry about who is born, but now that I know that I don't match Lin Shengtian's blood type, I still want to figure out what my relationship with him is?

I don't have hope for my parents, I've come over for so many years when my mother gave birth without mother's pain, so I don't care if I can get my mother's love for the rest of my life, I just want to figure it out.

I tried my best to control my anxious mood, I wanted to hide the excitement in my heart, my soft grinding said Lin Shengtian, he coughed lightly a few times, and asked me to help him up and lean against him, and then he slowly said: "Xiaotang, there are some things, I don't want to hide it from you, it's just that your mother repeatedly told you not to tell you when she left, for so many years, I know that you are bitter in your heart, Zhou Mei is not good to you, and I see it in my eyes, I am useless and did not take care of you." ”

Lin Shengtian said, tears overflowed down his eyes, I quickly took out a tissue from the side and handed it to him, I asked, "You mean to know my biological mother?" ”

Lin Shengtian didn't respond to my words, but looked at me before saying, "She is my own sister, how can I not know her." "Lin Shengtian told me that my biological mother is his sister, I died in an accident when I was three and a half years old, and then I was raised by him, but he didn't know who my biological father was, he said that my mother was unmarried and pregnant until she died and refused to say the identity of her biological father, but he told him to raise me as an adult, and his words made me understand everything that Zhou Mei was harsh on me after that.

I'm not biological, I'm just a drag bottle, and it's not easy to raise me.

I don't hate or resent each of them, on the contrary, I want to be grateful, I know very well that in addition to my biological parents, no matter how close my relatives are, they will not unconditionally raise a person for ten or twenty years, after all, people have no obligations.

It's just that I will inevitably feel very uncomfortable and very depressed, before I knew all this, I thought that no matter how indifferent Zhou Mei and Lin Shengtian were to me, they were still biological parents, no matter what, we were directly related by blood, but now that I know all this, even that little illusion is shattered.

It was like being stabbed in the heart by something, and I gasped in pain until I couldn't breathe.

I didn't spend much time with Lin Shengtian, and I didn't ask much about my biological mother, I only knew that her name was Lin Jie, a very gentle and backbone woman.

I told Lin Shengtian to take good care of him, and the time of the operation would be as happy as originally planned.

Coming out of the ward, I was a little weak, Xiao Ran had been waiting for me in the corridor, and when he saw me coming out of the ward, he immediately greeted me, looked at my face and looked at it a few times, he frowned, and asked with concern: "Are you okay?" ”

I pursed my lips and smiled faintly, "It's okay, but I'm still a little bit disappointed." "Although I was mentally prepared as early as when Xiao Ran told me, there was still something different when I officially faced it.

Xiao Ran and I walked out of the inpatient department side by side, and Xiao Ran comforted me and said, "Actually, it's better to figure it out than to keep it in the dark." ”

"Well, you're right, but I'll still treat him as my father, and I'm willing to pay for the operation."

I chatted with Xiao Ran, walked all the way out, Xiao Ran proposed to eat together, and then he wanted to go to the office to change clothes first, so I accompanied him, just walked to the door of his department, and a few of his colleagues came up, one of the older women jokingly said: "Professor Xiao, this is your girlfriend, right?" ”

Xiao Ran smiled slightly, did not deny or admit it, but said: "I may have to come back later in the afternoon, and I will be notified in advance of the operation." ”

"Professor Xiao will come back tomorrow, go on a date today, and leave the work to us!" The rest of the people laughed collectively, Xiao Ran didn't speak again, but the smile on his lips deepened, and he suddenly reached over and grabbed my wrist and led me into the office.

After the office door was closed by him, Xiao Ran let go of me, and seeing that I was expressionless, Xiao Ran explained: "Don't you mind pulling you to block it?" They shout every day to introduce me to someone, but I don't want it, so you're responsible for blocking it. ”

Xiao Ran said extremely naturally, then turned around and walked into the lounge to change clothes, and when he came out, I still maintained the original standing posture, Xiao Ran walked in front of me, he looked at me with deep eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Are you ......?"

"Xiao Ran, in fact, you really don't have to be like this, you can try to date when you meet the right one, and when you meet the person you really like, you will find that your current self is ridiculous."

"Lin Tang, you don't have to say more, I said, I'm not the one who changes my decision so easily." Xiao Ran's face was heavy, his tone was a little stiff, and he seemed to be a little unhappy, after he finished speaking, he looked at me and said lightly: "Let's go, eat first." ”

I opened my mouth, but in the end I didn't say anything more.

I took Xiao Ran's car, and he took me to a newly opened restaurant, ordered food, and neither of us spoke again, as if we had tacitly agreed to it.

After eating almost, Xiao Ran, who had been quiet for a long time, suddenly spoke, and he asked, "Do you have time on Saturday next week?" ”

"Huh?" I raised my head and met his eyes: "I don't know yet, Fu Yi has been able to wander around recently, maybe go shopping with her, maybe accompany Xiao Bun at home, what's wrong?" What's the matter with you? ”

Xiao Ran glanced at me and just said, "It's not a big deal, just ask, if you have time, you can eat together, forget it." ”

Xiao Ran said it very casually, and I didn't pay attention to it, just hummed lightly and didn't say anything else.

After having dinner with Xiao Ran, he took me back to the hospital, I drove my own car back to the villa in the middle of the mountain from the hospital, and only after I returned did I see Lu Jinnan's message on my mobile phone, he said that he had just arrived at his destination, and he hadn't eaten yet, and said that he missed me.

I didn't reply, but dialed his phone directly, and the phone rang a few times before it was connected, and Jin Nan's voice came from the other end, and he shouted in a deep voice: "Wife." ”

"Who is your wife, don't shout, I'm not married!" I pursed my lips and leaned on the sofa and joked at Lu Jinnan on the other end of the phone.

Lu Jinnan's voice was warm after hearing this, and he said lightly: "Good, take these words back, otherwise you will be very dangerous when I go back." ”

"Threaten me?" I joked with him, "If you have the ability, you can come back now and put me in danger!" ”

The man on the other end of the phone chuckled, and he said in a low voice: "Getting bolder? When I finish my work, I will go back, and the day after tomorrow at the latest, you will wait for me at home, don't mess with flowers, otherwise the consequences will be serious. ”

The meaning of Lu Jinnan's words seemed to be a temptation, and it seemed to be tricking my words, I smiled slightly and didn't say anything, just said funny: "Okay, I'll wait for you to come back, you have to settle down, otherwise don't want to touch me in the future." ”

What I said was very serious, but it was just a joke, but Lu Jinnan suddenly fell silent, and I asked curiously: "Are you listening?" ”

"Yes, listening." Lu Jinnan's voice became a little tense: "Lin Tang." ”

"Hmm."

"Miss you."

"I miss you too."

I chatted with Lu Jinnan for a while, and didn't end the call until Song Yan informed him that he was going to have a meeting.

After hanging up the phone, I went to accompany the little steamed buns, Zhou's mother was preparing dinner in the kitchen, we were playing upstairs, the time was still early, I took her a bath, and then soaked in milk, everything was done and I hugged her and prepared to go downstairs, just walked out of the room door, I saw Zhou's mother hurriedly coming up from downstairs.

I looked at her and asked, "What's wrong, Mama Zhou?" ”

"Young grandma, your mother and sister are here." Zhou's mother looked at me and said softly, I was stunned when I held the little steamed bun, and only after coming back to my senses did I hand the little steamed bun to Zhou's mother: "I'll go down and take a look." ”

In the living room, Zhou Mei and Lin Shuang sat on the sofa, and when they heard the movement, Zhou Mei immediately stood up and walked towards me, I ignored her, and went to the sofa to sit down before asking, "Why did you come here suddenly?" ”

"Lin Tang, what is your attitude?" Lin Shuang pointed at me and roared unhappily, Zhou Mei glared at her rarely, and then said to me: "Xiaotang, your father told me everything you told your father, although you are not my biological child, but I have treated you as my own daughter for so many years, the reason why I am strict with you is that I hope you can be good, otherwise how can you marry into such a good family, you say?" ”

"So, I have to thank you?" I couldn't help but feel funny, I also instantly understood the meaning of Zhou Mei's words, was she afraid that she would turn her back on people after I knew this?

I'm not that kind of person.

Zhou Mei was a little embarrassed when she saw me say this, but she still said: "Xiaotang, you can't ignore your father's affairs, the family ....."

"The operation will continue, and if you still insist on cashing in the money, then I will definitely not agree, how it was before, how it is now."

"Since you said so, I won't say anything more, but my mother still wants to tell you that the business at home has not been good recently, and your sister and I don't even have enough money for food, you see, ....." Zhou Mei's words are clearly asking for money, if I don't give it to her, she will definitely not leave, she can't do such a thing.

In the end, I gave her 2,000 yuan, and Zhou Mei was a little unhappy, but she didn't refuse.

I was really exhausted after sending them away, but I was able to deal with this for the time being.

Lu Jinnan is on a business trip, and I am going to go to the company, thinking about what situation is good to communicate with him in time to avoid what happened last time.

Song Yan and Lu Jinnan were on a business trip, and the general office was just me and Linda, she was busy processing documents, but I was idle in a daze.

I took a look at the project collaboration book, and the design drafts were all drawn by Chen Bingying, although I didn't like her, but I have to be honest, she is really good at design.

Just as I was in a daze, Linda said, "I'm going to send these designs to the construction site, and you're staring at them here?" ”

"Send it to the construction site now?"

"That's right, this is what Designer Chen sent to Mr. Lu before, Mr. Lu asked me to sort it out before leaving and send it to the construction site, maybe it's urgent over there!"

"You give it to me, I'll send it." Linda didn't think much about it, and handed me the design draft directly, and I took the design draft and sent it to the construction site as quickly as possible, because it was the first time I came, and very few people knew me, but Hyatt had an office here, and I took it directly after I asked where Chen Bingying was.

Chen Bingying was in a small room made of partitions, the door was slightly hidden and not closed, I gently pushed it open, only to see her hands on the computer keyboard, as if she was typing, and her injured right hand did not seem to be recovering at all, but seemed to be completely healed.

I've suspected it before, but there has been no evidence.