Chapter 22: Pity the people in front of you
With a scream that pierced the sky, Zhao Xinyue finally came back to her senses, looked at Ji Chaoge above in a daze, and looked at the gate with a gloomy face!
"Get out!" The good atmosphere was ruined, Ji Chaoge scolded with a cold face.
Ji Qingqing was scared stupid, covered her face and ran out, either hitting the door or hitting someone, and crawled out of the room, and finally took the door very considerately to them.
The spring love receded faster than when it came, and Zhao Xinyue finally sat up empty, and was surprised to see that she was stripped of only her belly pocket!
This man belongs to the octopus, and it is not good to dress himself, but he is happy to take off her clothes.
"Yue'er, let's continue." Ji Chaoge stepped forward, and was pushed away by her palm before he could get close. "Yue'er?"
"Keep you up!" Zhao Xinyue lifted him away, picked up the clothes that were thrown on the ground and put them on his body, and inadvertently looked back at him aggrievedly, and sighed injustice.
Seeing that her expression gradually returned to clarity, Ji Chaoge sighed, and the great opportunity of the round house was ruined by Qingqing's scream. After she got dressed, Ji Chaoge put on her robe with her gloves and chuckled softly at her, "I'll send you back." ”
Zhao Xinyue thought about it and didn't refuse, nodded lightly, opened the door and walked out one step ahead of him.
There was nothing to say all the way, Zhao Xinyue buried her head in her thoughts, and she didn't know where the man next to her had taken her. It wasn't until the other party stopped that she looked up at the completely unfamiliar garden in front of her, her face full of confusion.
"Where is this?"
"Go in and have a look." Ji Chaoge took her hand, pushed open the gate of the garden with her, and led her into the beautiful garden. "Do you like it?"
Looking up at the three big golden characters on the plaque, Zhao Xinyue couldn't come back to her senses for a long time. "Phoenix Dance Palace?"
Ji Chao Gexing smiled and nodded lightly, "Listen to Bai Ying, the palace you used to have is called this name, and it is the most luxurious and comfortable place in the entire palace." Although I can't move the Fengwu Palace to Nanyang, I can build a new Fengwu Palace for you, the Fengwu Palace that only belongs to the two of us. ”
How beautiful and beautiful the love words are, Zhao Xinyue looked at him in a daze, Xu is sunset is too charming, Xu is love words are too good, she actually feels that Ji Chaoge at this moment is like a puzzle she has been looking for for a long time, filling the last gap in her heart.
"Why don't you speak? Don't you like it? Seeing that she was silent, Ji Chaoge asked in her heart.
Zhao Xinyue shook her head, grabbed the placket of his clothes, pulled him bent down, stood on tiptoe to his diamond lips, and kissed him gently. "Ji Chaoge, I seem to like you a little bit too."
The heart suddenly began to accelerate, as restless as if it was about to jump out of its chest in the next second. Without waiting for her to kiss and leave, Ji Chaoge reached out and hugged her waist, bowed his head and deepened the kiss.
Between grinding his ears and cheeks, he gasped slightly, and his eyes were stained with lust that could not be dissolved, "Then I will always like it." ”
"What about you?" For some reason, Zhao Xinyue suddenly gave birth to a little daughter, and stubbornly asked him for a promise.
Ji Chaoge laughed sullenly, hugged the little woman in his arms tightly, his heart was never more steadfast, and he raised his hand to interlock her fingers. "Life and death are broad, and Zicheng said. Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. ”
The efficiency of Nanwangfu is fast, lying on the big bed in the main house of Fengwu Palace that night, looking at the fiery and tumbling tent, Zhao Xinyue played with the belt in his hand and thought about it.
"Your Highness, it's time to rest." Looking at Zhao Xinyue in a daze, Bai Ying frowned and reminded.
Zhao Xinyue was still thinking about it, and she didn't hear Bai Sakura's words at all, nor did she notice that the night outside was already deep.
"Your Highness!" Bai Sakura was helpless, so she had to raise her voice.
"Huh?" Zhao Xinyue came back to her senses in ignorance and looked at Bai Sakura blankly. "What's wrong?"
"It's time to rest, Your Highness." Bai Ying was helpless, "Your Highness, what are you thinking?" ”
Zhao Xinyue turned over, leaned on the pillow and tilted her head to look at Bai Ying, "What do you think of the comparison between Ji Chaoge and Li Huaijin?" ”
"What does Your Highness ask?" Bai Sakura's heart jumped, and she looked at her a little flustered, seeing that there was no deep sadness in her expression, this heart was slightly relieved.
"Anything, you just talk about how you feel." Zhao Xinyue sat up straight with a pillow in her arms, patted the side of the bed and motioned for her to sit down and speak slowly.
Bai Ying pondered for a while, and said quietly: "If you compare the time you have known, the prince will definitely not be as good as Li Gongzi; If you compare your spoiling, the prince will not lose to Li Gongzi at all. The slave maid said a bold word, what Li Gongzi can do for His Royal Highness, the prince will definitely be able to do it, and even do it better. Your Highness, the slave maid thinks that the prince is the most suitable person for you. ”
"Really?" Zhao Xinyue subconsciously muttered, and then raised her lips and smiled: "But I still can't forget him, what should I do?" ”
Ten years of childhood sweethearts, how can they be given up overnight?
Bai Ying looked at her distressedly, and comforted her softly: "Your Highness, no one wants you to forget Li Gongzi, you can remember the beauty of the past, but don't refuse the prince's kindness to you." People have to look forward to life, let the past pass, and grasp the present is the most important thing. ”
"It's important to grasp the moment?" Zhao Xinyue looked at her blankly, and inexplicably felt that she seemed to be quite reasonable.
Bai Ying nodded and clenched her slightly cool hand, "Your Highness, if Gongzi Li is here, he also hopes that you can be happy." ”
Happiness? Zhao Xinyue's heart suddenly ached, and the feeling of pain was so familiar, as if there was a pair of invisible little hands tearing fiercely.
Without his future, what happiness does she want? Without his involvement, where would she be happy?
"Your Highness?" The people in front of her suddenly burst into tears, and Bai Sakura panicked and hurriedly handed over a clean handkerchief.
Zhao Xinyue took the handkerchief and stroked her nose heavily, and said with a crying voice: "I'm fine, but I'm a little unwilling." After ten years of relationship, he didn't even say hello, and said that he could put it all down. Actually, I don't hate him, I hate myself, why is it so useless, I can't be as free and easy as him, I don't want to say no. Bai Sakura, you said, where did I feel sorry for him in those ten years, he said that he would become a monk, and he would let go when he said to let go. What am I to him? Chopsticks? Say put it away? ”
"Your Highness, it's not too late for you to let go now, take pity on the person in front of you." Sakura patted her on the back and sighed.
Li Huaijin is not a ruthless person, ten years of feelings, where is it as easy as His Royal Highness said, he can let go of it.
She heard Du Yuan say more than once that the one in Hanshan Temple couldn't sleep all day long, and kept painting like a magic barrier, and there were mountains and rivers in the painting, and only His Highness didn't have him.
But these words, she will never mention to His Highness. Some people, now that they are in the past, still forget it as soon as possible.
That night, Zhao Xinyue shed tears in the middle of the night, she dreamed again, the Hanshan Temple was still cold in the dream, she was with a sword at her neck, and she could even hear the sound of the blade cutting through the skin, she hissed and asked him, would you like to go with her?
As always, he didn't answer, the green shirt moved with the wind, and the three thousand green silks fell to ashes, and he stood opposite her, but the end of the world was just a stone's throw away.
"Li Huaijin, will you come with me?" Tears melted into the pillow along the corners of her eyes, but Zhao Xinyue, who was in a dream, couldn't wake up.
Raising his hand to wipe away the tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes, but the more he wiped them, Ji Chaoge frowned distressedly, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with her?" ”
Bai Sakura knelt in front of the bed in fear, her eyes were red with distress, and she cried with the people on the bed. "Your Highness has a nightmare."
"What did you dream about, why did you cry so sadly?" Ji Chaoge's sword eyebrows were tightly locked, and his starry eyes were full of distress. "Don't cry, I'll feel sorry if I cry again."
Zhao Xinyue in the nightmare couldn't hear the sound of the outside world, she only saw herself like a bird with broken wings, stumbling towards the back of the green shirt in the distance.
Ten years, ten years of love without regrets, how can it be easily cut off with a sentence of dust?
Li Huaijin ...... Ten years ...... "tears flowed more and more, so much so that Zhao Xinyue in her dreams only felt that the rain was shaking, and her heart was like being pinched fiercely, and the pain made her open her eyes suddenly.
Ji Chaoge had been sitting on the edge of the bed guarding her, and when she suddenly opened her eyes, she hurriedly reached out to support her, "Are you awake?" You can be considered awake, what is this dream, why are you crying so much? ”
"Am I crying?" Zhao Xinyue raised her hand and touched her face, and sure enough, her hands were wet.
The heart-wrenching pain was still there, looking at the beautiful face full of March spring breeze in front of her, Zhao Xinyue only felt that all her grievances had found an outlet, reached out and hugged his waist tightly, and buried her head in his chest and cried.
"Woooooooooo......oo Woowoo...... Decade...... It's been a whole decade......"
"What decade?" Ji Chaoge hugged her distressedly, and frowned when he heard it. Just now, when she was in a dream, she kept calling someone's name, Li Huaijin, which sounded like a man's name.
Zhao Xinyue just howled and cried, but she couldn't say a word, and she only repeated the words ten years.
Seeing that she finally cried loudly, Bai Sakura, who was kneeling beside her, also covered her face and cried. It's been more than two years, and His Royal Highness finally cried, and this tear came two years late, but it finally came.
Holding back her questions, Ji Chaoge gently followed her back, let her tears wet the clothes on her chest, and when she cried and couldn't breathe, she thoughtfully fed her a sip of tea to moisten her throat.
Zhao Xinyue cried for half an hour, and she turned her beautiful eyes into peaches, and her voice was so hoarse that she couldn't make a sound.
"Tired of crying, do you want to sleep for a while?" Seeing that she finally stopped her tears, Ji Chaoge held a tea cup and waited for her to drink water.
Raising her hand to push the teacup away, Zhao Xinyue reached out to cover her red and swollen eyes, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Why are you here?" ”
Ji Chaoge put down the teacup, pulled down her hand and looked at her, "I wrote a poem for you, brought a carving knife, and wanted to engrave it on that rough stone for you." ”
didn't mention that she cried so badly, Zhao Xinyue pulled her lips movingly, but she couldn't pull the arc she wanted. "I ......"