585 Nightmare

Chen Rang called Yan Qingqing's name with all his might, but Yan Qingqing didn't respond at all, and Chen Rang was in a state of confusion after that, the doctor rescued Yan Qingqing, he was watching from the outside, his whole head was blank, he didn't think about anything, and even sadness came a little slowly.

The ward was busy, the doctors and nurses were checking Yan Qingqing's body one by one with instruments, Chen Rang didn't know what was the use of them being so busy, he just felt that the smell of the disinfectant water in the hospital was terrible, he looked around blankly, and everything seemed to become blurred.

Soon Yan Ziwen rushed to the door of the ward, and then Chen Ling'er and them, Yan Ziwen asked Chen Rang how the situation was? Chen Rang shook his head and didn't answer, Yan Ziwen was a little anxious and wanted to rush in, but was stopped by Chen Ling'er and them, they told Yan Ziwen to be calm and not to disturb the doctor's rescue.

Yan Ziwen covered his head, shouted a few times in place, forced himself to calm down, and then sat next to Chen Rang, all the time in fragments, as if praying.

Chen Rang didn't talk to anyone, and his friends seemed to be following him to say some comforting words, but Chen Rang couldn't hear it, he just nodded, and his eyes didn't leave Yan Qingqing on the hospital bed.

Then the doctors and nurses pushed Yan Qingqing to the emergency room, Yan Ziwen and they followed, Chen Rang walked at the back, every step seemed to be very heavy, making him a little unable to open his legs, he was a little thirsty and wanted to drink water, but in the end he endured it.

When they arrived at the door of the emergency room, Yan Ziwen sat next to the corridor looking decadent, Chen Linger covered her mouth and cried, Yi Xiaoge sat on the ground, her eyes were dull, and her grief was greater than her heart was dead, and the same was true for Gan Zitai and them, everyone who knew Yan Qingqing drooped their heads, and no one dared to make eye contact with Chen Rang.

An ominous premonition rose in Chen Rang's heart, he saw the doctor coming out of the emergency room, and immediately rushed up to ask Yan Qingqing how the situation was, the doctor shook his head and said that he did his best, this is the most disgusting line Chen Rang has ever heard.

He gave the doctor a punch, and then shouted and asked the medical staff, why did the person die just after waking up, the doctor fell to the ground, Chen Rang wanted to continue to beat him, but was stopped, the doctor sat on the ground and told Chen Rang that Yan Qingqing was just returning to the light, and time was running out, but he didn't expect it to be fast.

Can a sentence of return to the light be able to explain clearly?

Chen Rang was so angry that he wanted to kill the doctor, but Yan Qingqing was already dead, so what was the use of killing the doctor?

Originally, Chen Rang thought that as long as all the grievances were resolved, they could be with Yan Qingqing forever, and no one would disturb them, but the result was so ironic.

He killed a woman he once loved the most, and now another woman he loved the most died in front of him, and he couldn't do anything.

What kind of predators, what double-flowered red sticks, in the end, they can't even protect their beloved women, and he Chen Rang is a waste who can't protect anything.

Chen Rang did not continue to beat the doctor, but squatted on the ground and hugged his head and cried, crying miserably and crying.

Is there any other way for him than to blame the thief for doing this to him? No, no matter how powerful he is, he will never be able to bring a dead person back to life.

The ending is already in front of my eyes.

Yan Ziwen handed a letter to Chen Rang and told Chen Rang that it was written by Yan Qingqing when he woke up yesterday, and Chen Rang took the letter and looked at the contents.

"Chen Rang, when you read this letter, maybe I am no longer in this world, I woke up and the doctor told me, saying that I may just return to the light, may not live for a few days, this can not be explained in medicine, but there is no cure, I was not a little afraid after hearing the news, I just felt that even if I died, I would be happy to spend the remaining few days, and I didn't want everyone to feel sorry for me, so I begged the doctor to ask him not to tell my dad and you the news, don't make trouble after you know the truth, they are all good people."

"I was thinking, I was dying, even if I can't see you, at least I have to leave you something, so I thought of writing a letter, to be honest, I didn't do well in Chinese when I was studying, so I didn't know what to write, I had a lot to say when I didn't write, but the moment it was worth getting the pen, I didn't know where to start."

"In my nineteen years of life, I don't seem to have done one thing, everything is three minutes of heat, so later everyone thought I was a little sister, but just such a little sister in love with you, but I have persevered for so long, I really need to reward a little red flower, right?"

"When did I fall in love with you? I thought about this question for a long time, I remember when we first met, we were like enemies, and I couldn't wait to trample each other under our feet, because of the relationship between my aunt, we went from enemies to bickering enemies, and then we went to Wangjiazhai together, fell into the trap, you protected me in front of me, single-handedly fought with a wolf king to the death, and suffered a very serious injury for me. ”

"At that time, I thought, you look a very cunning person with a city, when you get to the man, you still have a little bit of a man's appearance, maybe it was at that time, I really liked you, every girl hopes that the other half of her destiny is a hero, one day you can step on the colorful auspicious clouds to marry yourself, I didn't think about it that before, but after meeting you, I think it's actually not bad, although you are not the Supreme Treasure, I am not Zixia, and I don't want the two of us to end up the same as them."

"When your identity was exposed, I actually complained about you, you knew early on that your father was Chen Ge and was still pretending to be stupid in front of me, so at that time I arrogantly wanted to draw a line with you, but you didn't give up on me, but chased after you, we revealed our hearts with this, but more of a gambling component, I actually regretted it after rolling the sheets with you, because at that time you belonged to Xu Anran, not me."

"Until you came back from the first trip to Yangcheng, although I didn't know what happened, but you have been very uncomfortable, pretending to be indifferent on the surface, but I know that you are injured, injured by Xu Anran, although I have been reminding myself to distinguish the details, I Yan Qingqing can roll the sheets with you, or be shameless as your lover, but I can't be a substitute, fortunately, you have not regarded me as a substitute for Xu Anran, and then we were together as a matter of course, It may be that I am a lover of yours, so I choose to turn a blind eye to those lovers outside you, until you say you want to marry me, I really learned how to be your wife, but unfortunately my retribution came soon, and the wedding was held halfway, and I didn't even have time to call you husband and was in a coma until now. ”

"Chen Rang, I don't regret meeting you at all, a woman, whether it's at the right time or at the wrong time to meet a man who makes her willing to go to a nymphomaniac at all costs, it's enough, the only thing I'm not satisfied with is that it may be that I have harmed you, but I don't have time to repay you, I don't blame Xu Anran, because I did wrong with you, and there should be retribution, but this retribution is enough for me alone, and I don't need you or her to pay any price for it."

"I'm not greedy, I can have you, even if it's only a short year, I'm very happy, so happy that I often can't help but want to say to you, don't fight anymore, you are good enough, I can't grow old with you, this may be my only regret, but as my uncle said, life with regrets is not a good thing, at least regret has taught people how to cherish."

"Chen Rang, live well, remember to toast our mother's grave for me every year, I have nothing left for you, and you don't need to be a widow for me for a lifetime, you can find a woman who doesn't need you to love very much, but at least loves you as much as I do, to take care of you, although I may be a little jealous, but I will also bless you faithfully."

"You like to have any expression on your face, which will suffer in society, so from now on you have to keep smiling, no matter how big things are, you have to smile and face them, so that everyone can't guess what you think, so that they can't hurt you."

"Chen Rang, I can't repay you so much in this life, in the next life, you are a woman, I am a man, let me take care of you."

"Yan Qingqing, who loves you the most, is a masterpiece."

Chen Rang folded the letter gently, put it in his pocket, and straightened his waist.

After Yan Qingqing's funeral was handled by Chen Rang, on the day of the funeral, many people came, Chen Rang kept smiling and finished the funeral procedure, because Yan Qingqing told him to laugh all the time, so he didn't cry, he walked out of the shadows a little too fast, making everyone a little uncomfortable, but it was also a good thing to see Chen Rang cheer up.

Yan Qingqing was buried next to Chen Rang's mother Lin Xiao, which was also confessed by Yan Qingqing, she said that if she died one day, she hoped to meet Lin Xiao, at least she could call him Mom in heaven, and kneel down to give her a cup of tea, which could be regarded as really entering the gate of the Chen family.

That night, after finishing everything, Chen Rang returned to the Yan family villa, sitting alone in Yan Qingqing's room in a daze, Chen Ling'er and they didn't dare to disturb.

Chen Rang looked at all the things in this room, they all seemed to have Yan Qingqing's breath, as long as he touched these, he seemed to feel that Yan Qingqing was next to him.

Chen Rang took out the letter, read it again, smiled and laughed and tears came out, then lit a cigarette, smoked it, and burned the letter by the way.

"Qingqing, I did what you said, I was laughing at your funeral all the time, even Gan Zitai thought I was stimulated and became a fool."

"Actually, it's not you who did the evil, it's me, if it weren't for me not keeping my promise, Xu Anran and you wouldn't die, I know very well, I don't have the right to complain, those are just excuses I made for myself to do something wrong, the most damned person is not you or Xu Anran, but me."

"I can promise you anything, but you let me live well, I'm sorry, I may not be able to do this, I can't imagine how I can survive in this world without you, you said you have to repay me in the next life, I can't let you wait too long, right? So I decided to accompany you tonight, and we will reincarnate together, so that I am not afraid that I will not find you. ”

Chen Rang got up, walked out of the room, and went to the rooftop of the Yan family's villa.

He stood on the roof and looked down, the whole person felt unprecedentedly relaxed, he had been hesitating whether this decision was correct, maybe he had the courage to make this decision, but as long as people reached the point of death, they would naturally dare to do anything.

When he decided to do this, Chen Rang was not a little afraid, and even a little impatient and expectant, and soon he would be able to see Yan Qingqing, hold her hand again, and tell her that death is not terrible, and he will always be with her.

Thinking of this, Chen Rang took one last look at the Dragon City he had fought for, it was still bright, as if the world was running as usual without anyone, he remembered very well that he had promised Yan Qingqing on this rooftop that one day he would buy the entire Dragon City, and then put on a crown for her with his own hands and make him the queen of the city.

The former may be able to do it as long as he is given a few years, but the latter is completely impossible, people are dead, and the struggle will naturally lose its meaning, in this case, everything is meaningless, and even taking his own life is meaningless.

Chen Rang raised the pistol, aimed it at his head and shot it, pulled the trigger, and after the gun rang out, everything returned to tranquility.

Until a voice in his ear said disgustedly: "Chen Rang, when are you going to sleep, my saliva will flow all over me!" ”