Chapter 12: The Deep Blue of Memory

After finishing speaking, she no longer looked at Xing Haolin's frozen expression, passed by him and walked upstairs.

For seven years, there has always been an insurmountable gap in her relationship with Xing Haolin, although she has found fault with him countless times, he always looks like he can get by, turning big things into small things and small things into nothing, most of the time, the relationship between the two of them is not even clear to herself.

Listening to her footsteps getting farther and farther away, Xing Haolin said helplessly: "Forget about being domineering, your temper is not good." ”

His voice was soft, but in such an empty house it was enough for the people upstairs to hear it. An Qiyi paused, turned around and said, "I'll rest for a while and continue to read the file, don't bother me if it's okay." ”

Xing Haolin turned his head, the light hit his astringent face, overflowing a faint circle of light, his eyes flickered, and he hurriedly asked, "Do you want to ...... later?"

"No, I don't want to eat it." After saying that, she turned into the room without looking back, and hurriedly loaded her head into the quilt, so stuffy that she was about to lack oxygen to her brain and couldn't get rid of her irritability, as if a word from the person outside the door could easily evoke her true self under the perfect disguise.

Obviously tired to the point that his eyelids couldn't help but glue together, but he still didn't want to see the person who disappeared out of thin air in his dreams. It's been so many years, so long that she almost blurs the impression of that person, but she can never forget the accident that made everything wrong.

The soft and deep pillow is like a swamp, and the dusty memory is still open, suddenly opened by a rainy night dream, An Qiyi can't help but think of the so-called fate of the unbearable past.

"There was an explosion in the swimming pool of Yuncheng High School, the victim has been sent to the hospital for treatment, the number of dead and injured has not yet been determined, at present, the police are investigating the cause of the incident, and the suspect who caused the incident has been arrested by the police......

"An Qiyi, do you believe me?" The boy stared at the tearful girl in front of him through a thick glass, and for the first time called out her name with great seriousness.

The girl's eyes were red, and she nodded vigorously, "I believe ......"

But in the end, the Yuncheng police still blamed the cause of the explosion on a long-planned revenge between classmates, but in the girl's heart, the boy is still warm and sunny, and she is willing to help him "atone" all the time.

"Aren't you friends? We grew up together, how could you not help him! Isn't your dad amazing? Can you go and beg your dad to save him? Bright red blood ran down the girl's hair, but she didn't know it.

"You're hurt." The boy's childish face was a little worried, and he raised his palm to wipe the bright red blood on the girl's face, which could not be wiped clean no matter what.

The girl slapped his hand away, and her eyes seemed to have no expectations for this world, "Xing Haolin!" It is precisely because you choose to accept your fate that he feels that we have given up on him, so he is reluctant to see me. ”

"He pleaded guilty." He stated a simple fact, raised his hand and stroked her forehead, "If you don't go to the hospital, you may really have an accident." ”

An Qiyi's eyes flashed, and the sudden pain in the back of her head made her sluggish to realize that she had been injured in an argument with someone before, and this pain was all too familiar to her.

The door was suddenly opened, it was a woman in her forties, a little panting, "Child, don't make noise, I just heard the news, I said......" She paused, her expression couldn't bear it, "The child of the Fu family ...... Self...... Committed suicide. ”

"I hate you......" she muttered.

At that moment, the picture seemed to be paused, and if the expression on the boy's face was as wonderful as in the movie, then the girl's few miserable laughs before she fell unconscious were enough to make this scene hang on the name of horror......

An Qiyi...... Open the door. ”

Xing Haolin's warm voice sounded outside the door uncomfortably, like broken glass slag, uncontrollably scraping every nerve of the girl.

An Qiyi turned over and lay sideways in the light and shadow, a pair of bright eyes that lost the brilliance that his peers should have.

Seeing that there was no movement inside, Xing Haolin couldn't wait to open the door and paused, so he could only knock on the door with more force, "If someone knocks on the door, you can give a response, if you have three long and two short here, how bad it will be for me to be a person!" ”

"Squeak", the door was suddenly opened, and Xing Haolin's words that he hadn't finished indiscriminately choked on his lips, and he was stunned for a few seconds before calming down, "What are you doing in the room?" You're small-minded and cranky, and if you don't ask clearly, maybe you'll come up with some other strange move in half an hour, let's say, why are you angry with me this time? ”

"......" A burst of fragrance came to her face, and An Qiyi was slightly stunned.

"But......" Xing Haolin's cold fingertips brushed her lower eyes, "Your dark circles are so ugly, is it really okay to be so sloppy in front of me?" Anyway, we've been serious for so many years, I'm going to worry about ......"

An Qiyi calmly looked at the person in front of him who treated everything as if it had never happened, and was a little angry for a while: "Every word you say has no meaning to me, a person who runs the train with a mouth full of lies and lies, if it weren't for your eyes being too deceptive, I wouldn't be played around by you like a fool." An Qiyi's eyes were not serious on weekdays, "No matter what you do, as long as I remember, I won't forgive you." ”

Xing Haolin paused for a moment, then casually hooked the corners of his lips, and walked into the room by himself, "A life is not long or short, it seems that it is not bad to have someone who can be entangled in a lifetime." ”

An Qiyi stared at the man in front of him with a complicated expression, watching him put dinner on the table, and the sweet soup lingered on the tip of his nose.

"You didn't do it."

Xing Haolin paused, turned around and smirked at her embarrassedly, "It was Aunt Meng who sent it to the company this afternoon, and she said that you must have been tired in the past two days, so let you make up for it." ”

As soon as she heard that Aunt Meng did it, An Qiyi didn't push too hard, she had hardly eaten well all day, and she couldn't hold back when she smelled the fragrance at the door, so she sat down and raised her spoon to take a few sips.

Seeing that she had finally eaten, Xing Haolin slowly spoke: "Aunt Meng has some things at home during this time, and I can't take time out to take care of you, but don't worry, I can pick you up from work every day and bring you chicken soup, which has some soothing herbs in it, I don't think you sleep very well, and you always talk in your sleep......

An Qiyi's eyes widened: "Say...... What was said? ”

Xing Haolin pretended to tilt his head and think, "You keep reading my name, and you still say something like 'will be obedient'." Xing Haolin's calm eyes stared at her without blinking, "You still said that you want to live well." ”

An Qiyi rolled her eyes, "It seems that you are not only mentally abnormal, but even a little paranoid." ”

Xing Haolin pursed his lips and looked at the girl with a bottomless gaze, making it impossible to guess the emotion in his light brown eyes at all, "Don't you eat?" Aunt Meng was very tired from a trip. ”

"......" An Qiyi looked at him silently for a long time, slowly lowered her eyes, opened her mouth and swallowed a few mouthfuls of food, "You should know that I am looking at Aunt Meng's face." ”

"yes, I know." He replied lightly.

"If it's okay, you can go out."

Xing Haolin seemed to have expected her to say this, and smiled helplessly, but her feet couldn't move as if they were rooted, if there was a misunderstanding, wouldn't it only make the distance more alienating.

"What are you laughing at? Is it funny that I eat? At this time, An Qiyi is like a fried kitten, not cute at all, as if the person opposite dares to say 'yes', she can pounce on it in minutes to earn a fish and die in a net.

Xing Haolin restrained his smile, and his eyes, which were originally hesitant, were replaced in the next second, "It was my fault to break into your room last night, but I didn't expect to hear that name from your mouth so coincidentally, it is conceivable that your behavior today is mostly related to that person, and you are still blaming me......" His breath stagnated, "An Qiyi, you want a clear line, I respect your decision, but please, don't torture yourself with a person who has already left." ”

"You're not qualified to mention him!" An Qiyi almost gritted his teeth and said, eager to tear the person in front of him apart, "If it weren't for you, how could he give up living, it's all because of you." ”

"I didn't expect his parents' affairs......"

An Qiyi was stunned: "What did you say?" ”

Xing Haolin looked directly at An Qiyi's suddenly constricted pupils, and stated without waves: "As a soldier, you should be ready to sacrifice at any time, right?" Who can guarantee that they will be safe for the rest of their lives, not to mention that the mission changed so much, everyone is very sad about Uncle Fu's death, we grew up together, do you really think Fu Yifan is such a vulnerable person! ”

The aroma of the food was still there, but it had long since lost its temperature, and An Qiyi was stunned for a long time before slowly coming back to his senses, "...... He's not, he's just telling me in this way that he's never going to forgive me. ”

Xing Haolin was annoyed by her stupidity, people who are not good at expressing themselves can always make comforting words useless, he slowed his breath: "An Qiyi, no matter what the reason, he gave up first, he didn't plan to let others meddle in this matter at all, don't you understand?" Or do you simply not want to understand? Fu Yifan may have always been harmless in your eyes, but please don't forget that before you met him, he was never a good person. ”

The three words 'Fu Yifan' were her untouchable weakness, and being casually called out by someone at this time without any temperature could also make her tremble all over.

An Qiyi's eyes flashed sharply, but there was a faint smile on his face: "Mr. Xing is really a very caring friend." ”

Xing Haolin knew that this topic would always be a dead cycle that could not be stopped, and he was made to chuckle in his heart for a while by An Qiyi's coldness, and suddenly threw out a sentence nonsensically: "I just want you to put it down." ”