Chapter 315: Not Because I Don't Love You, But Because I Care About You Too Much
"Woman, I would like to see how long your indifference to me will last. You love me in your heart, don't you? Jin Xuan took this opportunity to leave my lips, and after speaking, he took my lips back into his mouth.
What the hell is this guy doing, one moment ignoring me like that, saying some cruel things, and the other moment he looks like he loves me to die or live. Jin Xuan, I don't understand your heart a little bit anymore.
"No, Lu Jinxuan...... You're always so self-righteous, you think I'm still in love with you, hehe...... It's funny to say. The relationship between the two of us is no longer the slightest bit involved and related, is it? How did the clever Lord Jinxuan forget about this? "Ning Jiu has returned to my stomach, and probably because she was too tired, she actually fell asleep in my stomach.
Taking advantage of this opportunity, Jinxuan and I can have a more in-depth discussion. In this way, no matter what the result is, Ning Jiu's girl can't hear it anymore, and she will come up with any ideas to toss around, and she doesn't know what we are going to do when the time comes, which is completely equivalent to causing trouble for herself.
"Lu Yao, it's not that I forgot...... It's your eyes, which have been betraying! Whether you love me or not, I can tell from your eyes. The more desperately you try to leave me, the more you try to deceive me, the more I know you must be hiding some secrets from me. And it's these secrets that make you have a heart that doesn't want to be with me...... Haruka, it's time for me, I want you to tell me. Why do we have to be the way we are? Why do you want to run away from me, why? Jin Xuan's emotions became a little excited, his eyes flashed with crystal tears, Jin Xuan is crying?
I admit that my heart softened at this moment, and I really wanted to tell Jinxuan all this...... Tell him how much I love him, but I can't do it, because if I do, it will hurt him.
"Huh...... Lu Jinxuan, why are you still so self-righteous? My eyes? What can you see? I'm telling you, what you see is what you thought you were, and I still love you? It's really a joke...... Lu Jinxuan, you ruined my life, you don't know how much I hate you! I ......, "I tried all the words I could think of, and some of the most cruel things I had never said before were uttered in one moment."
However, Jin Xuan was indifferent......
He took me in his arms and kissed me hard. Again, he was always so domineering, and when he kissed me, his hands began to wander restlessly over my body.
I slowly reacted, and he always knew my weaknesses so clearly and accurately.
"Woman, have you seen it? Your body is always much more honest than your mouth. I know how much you love me, but why are you hiding all this? Why can't the two of us be together? Do you have to persecute me like this? You're so ruthless, what are you going to do with me? Jin Xuan asked a series of questions, and I didn't know how to answer them for a while.
"I ...... You ...... "I was already red."
"Why, didn't I have something to say to your heart, didn't I? Woman, now you finally don't have to deceive yourself, you can tell me anything, and the two of us will have a good time today. Why the hell did you do this, just give me a good reason! Jin Xuan swore that he would not give up, as if if I didn't give him a reason today, he would have been playing with me.
"Jinxuan, sometimes there are some things, I don't say it's for your good. The two of us are destined to be destined to be inseparable in this life, so you don't have to work so hard with each other, okay? I'm begging you, just let me go. "After several struggles in my heart, I decided that I still couldn't tell this matter, otherwise with Jinxuan's temperament, I don't know what will happen.
Even if it is for his good, I must endure it, otherwise in the end, all my efforts will be in vain.
It seems that the wind is blowing at an inopportune time. The sound of the wind blowing the leaves, rustling, is not the usual bleak scene, just like my mood now.
"Haha, haha...... Let me tell you the truth of everything! My fool! The sudden sound can really startle people. But when I heard that familiar voice shouting stupidly, I knew it was Mo Xuan.
"Master, you ...... Why are you here again? "When Jin Xuan saw Mo Xuan, he was definitely no less surprised than me.
"Stinky boy, what's the matter, don't you miss your master at all? In vain these days that your master has been outside, every day has been worrying about you! How can you do that...... After hearing these words, your master, I was really chilled! You're so ungrateful, huh...... What a misfortune for the teacher! Mo Xuan rebuked Jin Xuan with a happy face.
In fact, I feel that the relationship between their master and apprentice has a kind of good that I can't tell. Mo Xuan really treats Jin Xuan like his own son, even better than Mo Yuan. Sometimes I really wonder, is Mo Yuan Mo Xuan's biological son? And will Jin Xuan be Mo Xuan's biological son? Is there some misunderstanding in between?
"Master, it's not like that. Jin Xuan just didn't expect Master to suddenly appear in front of me...... Master has always liked the life of idle clouds and wild cranes, and likes to go out and travel all over the world, why is it so ......" Jin Xuan's sudden return had not yet been spoken, and he had already been interrupted by Mo Xuan.
"You think I came back suddenly, didn't you? You stinky boy, didn't you come back this time for the sake of your little two? I knew that there was a problem between the two of you, so I wanted to help you solve it, but I didn't expect to be disgusted by you, a little rabbit! Hey, I suddenly felt heartbroken! Mo Xuan showed a particularly aggrieved look, when I saw him like this, I really couldn't imagine that he was once the high-ranking Hades King.
It's just a comic comparison, in fact, Mo Xuan, Mo Yuan, and Jin Xuan sometimes look very similar.
"Master, how do you know that there is a problem between me and Yaoyao?" Jin Xuan asked curiously.
At the same time, it feels strange, not only Jinxuan, but also very strange, how it seems that Mo Xuan has been outside, but whether it is Jinxuan's matter or Mo Yuan's matter, it seems to be in his expectation. This makes me feel a little unbelievable, could it be that this Mo Xuan still has a kind of ability to reach the sky?
"Huh...... You don't need to know this. In fact, you two are destined to be destined for this world, I think maybe the two of you already know about it. Moreover, there are some things, Jin Xuan, it's time for you to know......" A white pill had already appeared in Mo Xuan's hand.
I don't know what it is, but all of a sudden, Mo Xuan used a force to transport the white pill into Jin Xuan's mouth with a spell while Jin Xuan was defenseless, and then swallowed it.
I'm a little scared in my heart, maybe Mo Xuan will do something to Jin Xuan, right? However, this will not be, after all, Jin Xuan is his beloved apprentice, and Mo Xuan should not be willing to give it up.
"Master, you ...... What is this for me to eat? Why does my head hurt so much? After taking the white pill, beads of sweat the size of beans began to appear on Jin Xuan's face, and he seemed to become very painful, and a very hideous appearance began to appear on his face from time to time.
His hands were on his head, and he even crouched down, trying to relieve the pain in his body.
"Lord Mo Xuan, is that thing harmful to Lu Jinxuan?" I was a little uneasy, so I asked Mo Xuan.
Who knew that after Mo Xuan heard this, he actually laughed.
"You girl actually cares about my apprentice very much, but she just doesn't say it. However, after a while, Jin Xuan will understand all this...... When the time comes, you two will have to choose this path for yourselves. "Why, I didn't understand Mo Xuan's words for a moment?
He seemed to know all this, but he had no reason to know it.
I became very confused, what the hell is going on?
"Master, my head hurts...... It hurts......" Jin Xuan said a few words, then fell to the ground, fell asleep, and then lost consciousness.
I quickly ran to him and tried to wake him up. But no matter how hard I tried, he still kept his eyes closed and didn't open them...... Jin Xuan's eyes kept rolling, indicating that he was still alive, and my hanging heart was finally put down.
Silently guarding Jin Xuan on the side, I don't know how long it has been, Jin Xuan finally opened his eyes slowly......
But the moment Jin Xuan opened his eyes, he hugged me tightly in his arms.
"It turns out that no matter what life it is, I love you...... Lu Yao, I don't want to miss you in this life. Even if I were with you now, I would be cursed in the future, and I would never recover. But I still want to be with you, even if the days with you are so short, but I, Lu Jinxuan, have no regrets! "Listening to Jin Xuan's confession, I was already in tears.
It turned out that those memories of the past and present lives were already known to Jin Xuan. Even the things of the divine realm, he has already understood everything. At the same time, what Jin Xuan knows is why I have been snubbing him these days.
All the things I wanted to hide were finally known to him without reservation.
But still, Jinxuan's choice is still mine......
Jinxuan, it's not because I don't love you, it's just because I care about you too much, and that's what I want to tell you the most these days.