I probably understand why Chen Fangxin did this, and it was at this time that I thought of it.

It was only when I sat in the interrogation room of the police station and talked to Chen's father that I understood.

Chen Fangxin knew from the beginning that Father Chen would end up like this, he would be sentenced to death, and if he carried two lives on his body, he would definitely be severely punished when he went to the netherworld, so she used her ability to absorb resentment before disappearing.

Now that I have understood Chen Fangxin's good intentions, I can only make up a white lie at this time: "Father Chen, she has now been reincarnated, and she has forgotten all the memories of this life, and she must have been reincarnated into a good family, she is so kind, how could God let her down." ”

Father Chen believed what I said, showed a satisfied smile and said, "That's good, in fact, I just wanted to ask you this today, and ah, girl, I think you are also a good person, you have worried so much about our affairs, and you will have to live a good life in the future." ”

I nodded and said, "Father Chen, you will also be reincarnated after you die, you are all good people, but you have not lived a good life in this life, and you will forget all the past after drinking Meng Po soup, just forget all the sorrows and troubles in this world, and go without regrets." ”

That's the only thing I can do.

He nodded and said: "Actually, I regretted it after killing them, I don't know where the resentment at that time came from, I didn't expect those spells to really hurt people, I began to feel uneasy when I saw them die in front of me, and I couldn't even sleep at night, in fact, I have long thought about this, and I can still feel completely at ease when I die, sin." ”

I was about to continue, but the door was pushed open, and the captain walked in and said, "It's almost time, it's time to go." ”

Father Chen looked at me and said, "Thank you, girl, you will have a good life in the future." ”

In this way, Father Chen stood in front of me and was taken out, I didn't dare to look back at his back, to know what he would experience next, life and death are only in a thought, for them there is not much difference between life and death, but for me, life is better than anything else, so I can't accept the arrival of death, and I can't accept the death of the people around me.

I lay there and cried silently, in so many tasks, only their father and daughter task made me feel the most helpless, in fact, I didn't do anything, just witnessed their sadness and despair, now the mood is just getting worse and worse, I don't know when I started to cry so much.

It didn't take long for me to cry again, I felt Wang Meng's appearance, he was standing next to me, but I didn't make a sound and didn't raise my head, he knew I was crying, so he just stood there and looked at me, and soon he slowly walked over, patted my back gently with his hand and said, "Okay, don't cry anymore." ”

The force is very light to speak

The voice is also very gentle, as if it is really useful, at this time I am like a little child, after receiving such comfort, I really stopped crying, raised my head Wang Meng saw my crying red eyes frowned slightly, stretched out his hand to wipe my tears and said to me: "I don't want to see you cry again in the future." ”

I stopped my head again, the tears really couldn't be controlled and shed tears again, the helplessness in my heart no one could understand, I don't know what kind of task I would take on in the future, I just hope that it is no longer so complicated, even if it is complicated, there are things I can do, I don't want to hate myself for not doing anything now, I have experienced the ruthlessness and despair of people.

Wang Meng stood there without saying a word, his expression suddenly became serious, I suddenly raised my head and looked at him and said, "I'm sorry, I can't control my tears now, it's too sad to see the back of Father Chen's departure, it's all my fault, I can't do anything." ”

The voice was still a little hoarse and trembling, and I was sobbing all the time, and I even wondered if I had expressed it clearly when I spoke just now, and whether Wang Meng had heard what I said.

Apparently he heard it, and then he crouched down and looked up at me, and I sat on the bench and looked down at him.

This angle is a little strange, he stretched out his hand and wiped away my tears and said to me: "Listen, you have done a good job, I don't like the way you are, there are many things that only you can do, just like this time, if it was someone else, you wouldn't interfere at all, and you did what you could, you are the best, haven't you always thought so, even if you always fail but still persevere, you can't lose yourself, you know?"

Wang Meng's words woke me up instantly, thinking that when I didn't understand Maoshan Technique before, I still took on a lot of tasks head-on, and I didn't do well at that time, I still feel good about myself and feel great, if I have always had this mentality.

When I wanted to continue, Wang Meng stopped me, he stretched out his hand and grabbed my wrist, and slowly approached me, but I subconsciously dodged, I didn't know what he was going to do now, I only saw him getting closer and closer to me, and finally kissed me lightly, kissing me on the cheek, just where there were tears.

I looked at him in surprise, and finally he smiled and wiped the tears from my face and said to me: "Don't lose confidence in yourself, even if you can't do anything, I will be by your side, I know you have been worried about something, just like that dream, it will always bring you a gap, it is not good for me." ”

Now that I mentioned that dream again, it should be me who is wrong, but Wang Meng has been accommodating me, I quickly shook my head and said: "No, it's not good for me about that dream, it's me who disappointed you, I won't be like this in the future, after experiencing this thing, you have to continue to live well, and eliminating all the resentment in your body is the most important thing." ”

He stretched out his hand and touched it gently

Touching my head and saying, "The most important thing is that you have to be happy." ”

Now the person who is best for me is in front of me, and I have to cherish it, so I hugged Wang Meng and said: "Don't go, let me be sad for a while, at least now I have the right to be sad for a while, tomorrow will not be like this again, I won't shed tears easily, okay?"

Fortunately, Wang Meng didn't leave until I completely eased my emotions and stood up, when someone pushed the door and walked in, when I turned around to look, Wang Meng had disappeared, and I couldn't help but feel a little lost in my heart, but fortunately, I didn't have that feeling after a while, and I should be optimistic in the future.

The person who came in was the captain, and he said to me: "He will execute it tomorrow, I hope you can control your emotions, after all, what did he do, no matter what the reason, I heard what happened, I also felt very angry about this, but there is no way, this is an inevitable thing, you are still a student, the most important thing now is to study, don't get involved in so many things in the future." ”

If I could, I didn't want to participate in this, but there was no way, this is my duty, even if it was for Wang Meng, for the sake of grandpa, I would not give up, and did not respond positively to what he said, I said: "Captain, I still have classes in school, so I'll leave first, you guys are busy." ”

Originally, the captain wanted to say something, but when he saw my expression, he didn't say more, thinking that I was in a bad mood, so he didn't want to say those superfluous words anymore, and he saw me walk out, and originally wanted the team to send me back, but I refused, and looked at the time on my phone, the class had already ended, so I can now walk leisurely on this road.

I deliberately chose a small path, it was very remote, there were no people, and there were some big trees around, and there was a lot of shady ground, and I said to the air, "Wang Meng, you can come out." ”

After listening to what I said, Wang Meng appeared beside me, we walked side by side on this path like in a dream, talking about some dispensable topics, he has been accompanying me to the school gate, I stood there and did not want to go in, Wang Meng said: "His matter has been completely over, and he will forget all this after reincarnation, so you should also be relieved, don't think about this again, even if you think about it, don't feel regretful, okay?"

I nodded and said, "Okay, I'll control my emotions." With that, she walked to the school, Cen Jing saw that I hadn't come back all afternoon and didn't say much, thinking that if the case was over, she would tell them everything about herself, including that she was an exorcist.

Now it's all changed my attention, if I talk to an ordinary girl about this, my first reaction must be to feel scared, after all, girls are relatively bold, and I've always been dealing with ghosts, watching Cen Jing smile at me in the sun, and finally I buried this matter in my heart.

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They didn't ask me about these things, and they roughly guessed that my identity was unusual, so it was better to go on with my life as they thought in their hearts, because I was also afraid that after saying this, my dear roommates would be alienated from me, and even if they were not estranged, I would feel uncomfortable thinking that I was not like them.

I strode forward and said to Cen Jing, "Come on, let's go eat, I'm dying of hunger." ”

Cen Jing naturally took my hand and walked over to the cafeteria and said, "I knew that you must not have eaten, so I have been waiting for you here, today's food in the cafeteria is your favorite food, and I have been hungry for a long time, so you have to compensate me and buy me milk tea to drink!"

(End of chapter)