Xia Ye wanted to deliberately tease his sister, so he made a joke with him.

Xia Li pretended to be fine, and replied simply, "Okay, okay!" ”

After she said this, she felt so uncomfortable that she couldn't sit still, got up and said, "Brother, I'm also sleepy, I'll go back to sleep first and then come back to replace you!" ”

Natsuha chuckled, "Go, go, go!" I'm not sleepy, you can sleep and drink and then go"

"Yes" Xia Li walked back and forth, she didn't dare to look back, because she felt so hurt that her tears came out, but she didn't know if it was really painful or fake pain.

Until she returned to her house, her eyes fell tremblingly, Xia Li didn't know that she was crying for protection, was it because he was going to marry the concubine?

She cried in a low voice on the bed, and then felt comfortable, so she wiped her face and stopped crying.

Chu Ye became a prince, and marrying the princess at this time is a very normal and reasonable thing, what does she mean by being sad here! She didn't plan to marry a prince, she hadn't said anything about it for a long time.

Now that someone is married to a concubine, she should be happy! Why are you still crying!

Xia Li kept asking herself questions, but the answer to the question she got in the end was that she was in love with Chu Ye.

She didn't understand these things before, she only knew about killing people and carrying out tasks, and she never thought about what kind of person she would like in the future, or who would like her, and what she thought about the most at that time was why her parents didn't like her and lost herself.

Now she doesn't know how she fell in love with Chu Ye, could it be that she has had too much contact with this person, so she doesn't like it at all? It's not like to think about it, to say that the most contact is Yinzi, who grew up with her since childhood, but the two are just relatives who are accompanied by life and death, and they are inseparable family affection, but not love, which not only does she understand, but Yinzi also understands, otherwise he wouldn't really like Chu Han.

Xia Li thought about the details of these things, and her mood became calm from the throbbing at the beginning, although she still felt depressed and her heart was blocked, but she now figured it out intellectually.

Although I don't accept this in my heart, I accept it in my brain.

Now even if she really doesn't accept it, there is nothing she can do, the emperor has issued a holy decree, it is something that cannot be changed, and she and Chu Ye are destined to have no fate in this life.

The more Xia Li thought about it, the more she felt that she and Chu Ye were getting away, and she and him were about to become familiar strangers eventually.

Just when Xia Li was thinking nonsense in the cold wind by the window, a figure slid in through the window like that.

Xia Li quickly stepped back, and when he saw that the person who came was surprised, there was also a little joy, and he said, "What are you doing here?" ”

As soon as Chu Ye heard this, he knew that this person was angry, and he stepped forward with a big stride and said, "I'll come...... Look at you."

Xia Li hurriedly dodged and retreated to the side, she found that her brain would not know how to think if she was too close to this person, so she dodged it in one step.

Chu Ye followed and said, "Li'er, listen to me."

Xia Li didn't know what else this person was going to say, so he was a little depressed in his heart, and stopped and said, "What do you want to say?" I'm listening! ”

Chu Ye was asked by her and didn't know where to start, so she finally had to sigh, pulled Xia Li to the edge of the bed and sat down, and looked at the person in front of her: "Today's incident is an accident, I didn't know that my father was going to marry me and Wan Yujia, and I didn't know that she was going to come to the palace, so don't think about it."

Xia Li wanted to laugh when she heard this, she thought about it a lot, how could she think about it a lot, he was already engaged to someone, and told her not to think about it, she looked up at the person in front of her: "Chu Ye, don't say these words anymore, these words are meaningless, now that you are engaged to Wan Yujia, you should treat others well!" Shouldn't have come to me again."

Chu Ye frowned when he heard this, "Do you think so?" If that's what you think, I really won't come back in the future."

Xia Li said: "It doesn't matter what I think, the important fact is already like this, nothing will change, so don't come back in the future."

Chu Ye stared at the person in front of him for a moment, and said, "Do you really think like this, you want me and Wan Yujia to become close?"

Xia Li didn't know why this person was bothering about this matter, what did she think, what was important, important things had happened, and what else could be changed? She was angry in that way:

"Yes, that's what I think, you and Wan Yujia will live a good life in the future! She is suitable for life in the palace and can help you, besides, the two of you have known each other since childhood, and living together is really a good match"

Chu Ye's heart quickly sank when he heard this, how much risk did he take to come here to explain to her, but he didn't expect to get such words, and angrily grabbed Xia Li's shoulders with both hands and said:

"Do you really want me to live with her? Is this really what you want? ”

Xia Li looked at the person in front of him and quickly made up his mind, the matter has come to this point, it is useless to say more, and said ruthlessly:

"Yes, it is what I hoped for"

When Chu Ye heard this, his heart felt like he had been grabbed by someone, could it be that his feelings were dispensable to the person in front of him? He wanted to say a few sincere words to the person in front of him, but he didn't expect to be hit before he could say anything.

He raised his inky black eyes, and his eyes were full of loneliness and said, "Li'er, are you really not giving me a chance again?" ”

Xia Li didn't know what kind of opportunity she wanted to give him, now that it was a foregone conclusion, she couldn't get entangled in it anymore, lest she ruin others and herself without saying anything, so she gritted her teeth and said secretly:

"Chu Ye, you know me, my character makes me rather lack than abuse, the matter has come to this, no matter how much I say, it is useless, I will not compete with others, nor will I be a third party who destroys others, let alone enter the palace with others to live the kind of days when you fight for me to win the dark day, you let me go! Go and get your revenge! I don't have such lofty goals to achieve, nor do I have such noble sentiments to share a man with others, so you ...... Let's go! Don't come to me again, we'll stop here. ”

Xia Li said these words, but no one knew what her heart was like, just like every time someone said a word, someone would take a knife and slash at her heart.

Chu Ye was stunned by what the person in front of him said, it had always been his initiative, was it that the person in front of him didn't have that mind at all, and then he thought that she had never shown her heart to him, whether the words she said had always been in her heart, she was ruthless to him.

He was a little skeptical, and he was even more sad.

It took him a long time before he looked at Xia Lidao:

"Isn't it always me who has been doing it alone, and you're just being a spectator, how I say and how to do it is my own business, right? None of this has anything to do with you, does it? ”

Xia Li had to nod ruthlessly again when she heard this, although she hadn't said a word about what she was thinking, but couldn't her actions be expressed? It's still that this person really can't see without long eyes, but if he thinks so, she has nothing to say, so let's think so!

said angrily in her heart: "Yes, you are right, it has always been you who are being amorous" Xia Li got up and turned her head to stand aside after saying this, she didn't dare to look at this person's deeply painful eyes, that would only make her soft-hearted, and leave room for herself to turn back, she would never allow herself to become a puppet of her feelings, at the mercy of others, and the matter should be decided at this point, and she would never harm others and break the thread.

Chu Ye's heart hurt like a thousand needles pricking him when he heard this, these days he has been planning for their future affairs, thinking that even if he marries the side concubine first, and then when he gets the country, he will dismiss the harem, and only spoil her alone, even if his father has pointed out the marriage between him and Wan Yujia, he also wants to think of a way to see if there is a way to have the best of both worlds, marry a form first, he originally came today to say that he would not marry Wan Yujia, and even if he had to marry it, it was also fake and temporary, He will find a way to get this person to leave until Xia Li becomes his concubine.

But at this time, everything came to naught, everything was his beautiful desire, originally he wanted to wait for him to get everything he wanted, and build a mansion for Xia Li outside the palace, so that she could come and go casually, but all this was broken by a few words from this person, everything was his fantasy, and there would be nothing more.

He was so sad that he pointed at Xia Li with his finger, his eyes were full of tears, his mouth opened a few times and he couldn't say anything, and then he flew away into the bare and depressed scenery outside the window.

As soon as Xia Li left, the tears in her eyes couldn't help but flow down anymore, the pain in her heart hurt her fiercely, she needed to rest well, and wanted to go back to the bed again, but every step in her heart hurt like a pinprick.

She finally used the half-pillar incense robe to move back to the bed again, and lay on it alone, letting her eyes close tightly and the tears burst the embankment and soak the bed, and she didn't notice it, and the blocked place in her heart was like a big hole, empty and leaking wind.

It seems that it was like yesterday to meet, know, know, protect, and stay with Chu Ye, but in the blink of an eye, the two were really separated, he married a concubine, and he was going to get married.

In order not to become sad, she can only endure the pain of parting love, love and separation, and never see each other again.

The intersection between the two is like a movie replay in Xia Li's mind, one by one, these good and bad happy twists and turns, and finally become a winter breeze, blowing over forever, never to come back.

Xia Li thought she was prepared, but when all this came, she was like going to hell again, her body and heart were torn, and every moment was torment.

But she believed it would all pass, just like this winter.

On this night, Xia Li actually started a high fever, otherwise the lights in her house had been burning and not extinguished, and the early cold didn't know.

After calling a few times outside the window, no one answered, and kept going to the house to check suspiciously, but who would have thought that he saw Xia Li's burned face and didn't know what he was talking about.