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I searched around the drawer where the key was placed and didn't see the key to the attic, and just as I was wondering, I saw a small box at the bottom of the drawer, which was not exquisite, and it looked like it had been quite long.

I reached out and picked up the box, which I opened out of curiosity, and there was a key tied with a red string tied to it, which was not written with a name like the other keys, and it should have been deliberate.

I frowned, thinking to myself, could it be the key to the attic?

Thinking so, I picked up the key and went straight to the attic, for some reason, my hand holding the key trembled inexplicably, but there was a resolute urge in my heart to open it.

Walking to the attic door, I raised my hand and looked at the key in my hand steadily, then inserted it into the keyhole, turned it slightly, and heard a click, and the door was opened.

It was dark inside, the curtains were tightly drawn, and only the strong sunlight shone in from the outside, leaving a faint light, I stood in the doorway, took a deep breath, and stepped in, greeted by a smell of stale that had not been opened for a long time.

I walked in, subconsciously reached out and groped on the wall, the light switch in each room is on the left hand side of the door, you can find it without looking, after touching the switch, I gently pressed it, and in an instant the light shines on the whole attic.

My eyes also followed the light, a simple small house, should only be eight or nine square meters, the walls are full of sketches of Lu Jinnan, and there are many design drafts on the small desk next to it, many of them, there are many dried dead flowers on the ground, some are kept in bottles, and some are simply thrown in the corner, because the time is too long, I can't see what flowers are.

I stood motionless, my eyes fixed on these repeated stares for a moment.

Who drew the blueprints? Who drew Lu Jinnan's sketches? And for whom are these dried flowers?

All kinds of problems, all of a sudden, like a choppy wave coming towards me, made me want to escape but had no way out, and I had to face it because I was surrounded by the front and back, left and right.

My heart suddenly fell from the sky to the ground.

In fact, I already have the answer in my heart, but I just don't want to admit it.

I took a deep breath, walked forward, opened the curtains, opened the window and looked outside, what was Lu Jinnan's intention in keeping this?

He hasn't forgotten it in his heart, so he is reluctant to throw these away.

I squinted slightly, it took a long time to relieve, I didn't stay long, I just felt that if I continued to stay, I would suffocate to death, I closed the window, walked briskly towards the door, turned off the light, turned off the door, and then put the key in my pocket and went back to the bedroom.

Lu Jinnan came for dinner, and as soon as I was sitting at the table preparing to eat, I heard Zhou's mother calling him: "Mr. is here." ”

I was slightly stunned, the hand holding the chopsticks stiffened, and when I came back to my senses, Lu Jinnan had already walked to the restaurant.

I said calmly, "Have you eaten?" ”

"Not yet."

"Let's eat together." I spoke indifferently, stretched out my hand and handed him the chopsticks, Lu Jinnan looked at me, trying to see something on my face, he took the chopsticks and sat down opposite me, as before, he asked, "What happened?" ”

I stiffened slightly, and replied lightly: "Eat first, and then talk after eating." ”

After that, I stopped talking, but buried my head and chewed slowly, maybe because of the little steamed buns, or maybe because I have experienced a lot of things, I am no longer as impulsive about many things as before.

I can't even get back the little bit of determination I once had, I have too many things to care about, and I can't help but think about the results before doing many things, and I will think twice before I act, so I may be mature, but more tired.

I don't like it very much, it's just that the precipitation of time has forced us to change.

This is true for everyone.

This meal took a little long, I seemed to be deliberately procrastinating, after eating, I helped Zhou's mother put away the dishes and chopsticks to the kitchen, and then washed my hands before walking to the living room, Lu Jinnan was holding a small steamed bun and feeding milk, I sighed deeply, walked over and sat on the sofa next to him.

I didn't say a word, my hands folded around my chest, my eyes a little wandering and staring out of the floor-to-ceiling window.

Lu Jinnan didn't know when he came over, but he only heard his deep voice say softly: "What's wrong with you?" How do you feel absent-minded and a little unhappy. ”

I sighed without a trace, retracted my gaze to look at him, chuckled, and looked into his eyes without dodging: "It's okay, I just saw a lot of things clearly, and I think it's a little ironic." ”

I noticed that the little steamed bun in my arms had closed my eyes and fell asleep, so I whispered to Zhou's mother to come and carry me upstairs, and when there were only two of us left in the living room, I got straight to the point and said directly: "I opened the attic today, and I also saw the things inside." ”

Originally, I was going to confess the matter with Mr. Chen, but now I don't want to talk about it, and I don't think it's worth talking about.

After I finished speaking, my eyelashes trembled slightly, and my palms seemed to be a little shallow and wet, although the voice was very soft, it would be particularly loud in a quiet living room, Lu Jinnan was silent, but lit a cigarette and smoked it, he didn't speak, so it was a tacit acquiescence.

I lowered my head and smiled self-deprecatingly, I haven't been so confident for a long time, my voice trembled lightly, I said, "The things in it are all Chen Bingying's, right?" I think it's also his, who else but her? ”

I asked myself questions and answered, and more often I was confronting myself over and over again.

I've tried my best to keep myself as if nothing happened, but some of my emotions still run out uncontrollably.

I remember when I first discovered this attic, Zhou's mother told me that it was Lu Jinnan's thing, and it should not be easily opened without his permission, so that I was curious for a long time, and gradually forgot it as time diluted.

If I hadn't noticed it on the rooftop today, I don't know how long it would have been before I remembered it.

Although when I presented what Chen Bingying did in front of Lu Jinnan's eyes, he stood on my side and chose to believe me, but I now think that the reason why he did this was completely out of protecting Chen Bingying, if he didn't believe me, then I would definitely think of other ways, so he was worried that I would hurt Chen Bingying?

Also, otherwise, how could he choose not to tell anyone after knowing the truth!

I pursed my lips and looked up at him, I said, "Lu Jinnan, you keep these and do so much to her, are you planning to be with her again?" I could feel the trembling of my lips as I spoke, and I was worried that I would seem too concerned, so I said more: "I don't mean anything else, if you want to be with her, I don't have any opinion, I just want you to talk to me, and then take these things away from here, after all, this is where I live with Xiao Mantou, so it stands to reason that you should also take your own things." ”

I looked at Lu Jinnan, his deep eyes were staring at me, I couldn't see the look at the bottom of his eyes, but I saw my own reflection, I stared at him tightly, and after a while, he said, "You want me to take all my things away?" ”

"Of course, is it possible that you are with her and often come to me to get your things? I have no problem with you coming to see the little steamed buns, but I hope that for the sake of the little steamed buns, I don't bring her here, after all, I don't like to see her so much. ”

There was no warmth in my cold voice, and the pent-up anger was invisibly revealed.

Lu Jinnan kept staring at me, and the eyes that were as deep as ink and couldn't see clearly, like a muddy pool of water, made people dare not explore it.

"So you mean to let me start over with her?" Lu Jinnan Junyan's face changed slightly, he raised his eyebrows and raised, there seemed to be a slight smile between his eyebrows, his gaze fell on my face and pressed tightly, and the strong sense of presence made people have to look directly.

I was slightly stunned and said indifferently: "I'm not who you are, if you want to be with her, then be together!" ”

Lu Jinnan snuffed out the cigarette butt, put his hands on his knees elegantly, and a faint smile finally appeared on his lips, and he was not in a hurry to speak, but looked at me, and after a while, his low and sexy voice said with a smile: "Didn't you say let me start over with her?" So will my things be moved to her place with me? ”

Lu Jinnan asked lightly, and his tone couldn't tell how true or false.

I gritted my teeth without a trace, smiled lightly, and said a little unnaturally: "Okay, you can move if you want, don't tell me." ”

"Then please ask me where she lives, and I'll let someone come and move over directly."

"Don't go too far, you can ask yourself if you want." I took the key out of my pocket and threw it in front of him: "It's best to take all the contents before today, if you don't move it I'll sell it as garbage." ”

"Since it is you who make me like this, then it is up to you to ask, there must be a beginning and an end to being a man." He said lightly, exuding an air of indifference, I had some integrity, I said: "Okay, if you don't move, I will throw all the things that belong to you in this villa outside, and now please leave here." ”

After that, I got up from the sofa and looked at him expressionlessly, Lu Jinnan's originally silent and warm face suddenly became darker and darker, and his deep eyes seemed to be burning a little flame, and he could burn a little bit.

He was silent, I repeated one side, and then he said, "I didn't want to start over with her, never thought of that, these things ......"

"You don't have to explain it to me, after all, our relationship is not so good." Before he could finish, I interrupted.

He and I have not been husband and wife for a long time, nor are we lovers, maybe it is possible, but now it is completely impossible, the only bond between us is the little steamed bun.

It's just that my words seemed to irritate him, he raised his eyebrows, jumped up from the sofa, and swept towards me with a slight squint: "Our relationship is not so good?" So tell me, what is our relationship? ”

I stared at him and smiled faintly, "It has nothing to do with it, so please leave immediately." ”

I don't know if my words worked, Lu Jinnan suddenly came over, I thought he would leave, but he suddenly walked in front of me and pushed me directly on the sofa, the whole person pressed down, he asked coldly: "We have nothing to do with each other?" ”

I didn't make a sound, just looked at him with a short breath, I tried my best to keep my distance from him, but he was too heavy for me to push away, and the breath that belonged to him kept surrounding the tip of my nose, making me feel like I was bewitched.

Lu Jinnan chuckled: "Speak." Although he was laughing, he didn't see the slightest joy in his eyes, but all of them were hidden anger.

He grabbed my chin and stared at me deadly: "Lin Tang, in your heart, I really have nothing to do with you?" Then I come here every day, do you really think it's to see my daughter? I'm worried about you, I'm afraid you'll be unhappy, even if you're asleep, as long as you make a phone call, I'll immediately pick up and chat with you, when I go to the United States, don't you call to check the post just to chat? You think I'm not going to know about your little calculations, but would you do so much to someone who has nothing to do with it? ”

Lu Jinnan's words made my eyes blink subconsciously, and my eyelashes trembled slightly, and a vague breath gradually became hot on my face, after his words were finished, I didn't know how to face it for a while, so I could only turn my face and not look at him, Lu Jinnan was a little displeased, he lowered his head and bit his lips between my neck coldly, slowly gnawing on it, a little painful.....