The surname Gao looked at me, and it was also a long time before he spoke: "The plane will be at five o'clock in the morning tomorrow, the team will depart, you remember to come." ”

After he said this, the little lock in his arms suddenly began to cry at the top of his throat.

I sat there as if I had been drained of air.

I don't feel sad, I don't want to cry and make a fuss, the whole person's brain, the cells of the whole body are blank.

I just sat there in a daze, feeling that the world around me was blank and deprived of oxygen.

It was as if I didn't need to breathe.

The little lock cried very sharply, and his body kept rubbing from side to side in my stiff and sluggish arms, and suddenly rubbed out of my arms, and his whole body instantly rolled to the ground, and there was a thud.

He cried even louder.

I just sat in the same place in the same position, my eyes slowly moved to the body of the little lock, and at the moment of moving my eyes, I was filled with a feeling that I would explode at any time.

I just looked at him and didn't want to touch him.

The surname Gao got up from the sofa and hugged the child into his arms, he was never married, where would he hold the child.

He is different from Suotian, Suotian is especially good at holding children, carefully, gently, and with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

No wonder Little Lock likes him more, and even shouts to people first.

Surprisingly, I didn't collapse, I didn't go crazy, I didn't go crazy, I didn't know how long I sat there, and the little lock surnamed Gao on the other side fell asleep, and I slowly spoke: "He... What happened? ”

The voice was hoarse and scary, and when I said it, I had the feeling that I was listening to other people's voices.

The surname Gao held the child stiffly with his hands and feet, and after hearing this, he looked at me twice and said, "I'm not sure about anything yet...... We can't be sure if he's 100% dead...."

I took a deep breath, shook the muscles of my throat and face, and spoke again: "What happened. ”

The surname Gao was silent for a while and then spoke: "We found traces of a fire in front of a cave, and we took people into the cave by locking the sky, and there was a sudden vibration around us... The cave collapsed. ”

I clenched my palms so hard that I couldn't feel the pain at all: "... He... Didn't come out in there? ”

The surname Gao nodded: "I took the rest of the people to search for forty-eight hours, only found the remains of a few team members, and never found him, this time I came back to ask for help to dig deeper, according to his usual temperament, he should be in the innermost place." ”

The force on my hand increased more and more, and I obviously didn't want to cry, but after the surname Gao finished speaking, I suddenly began to shed tears.

Tears hit the back of my hand, and the sudden warmth startled me, and the moment I looked down, another tear fell.

Biting my lip to death, my chaotic brain suddenly became clear, the last thread of reason in my brain, I tried my best to use it to stop the turbulent collapse behind me, I knew that once it broke, I would also go crazy.

The surname Gao sat aside and did not speak, halfway Sister Xiao came to me, the surname Gao gave her the child, the two went out and said a few words, and then only the surname Gao came back.

I sat still, staring at the back of my hand with my eyes flickering, and everything in front of me suddenly seemed to magnify.

I don't know what the hell my brain is doing right now.

Perhaps it has completely stalled except for the necessary functions to keep my body running.

It didn't dare to turn, and it didn't dare to think about what it meant that the sky was gone?

I moved my body slightly, which meant that my body functions at the moment would stop the moment I saw the corpse of the locker.

If he dies, I won't live, it doesn't matter what I say, I can't face the world without locking the sky, and dying with him is liberation.

The surname Gao was still sitting opposite me, and someone would call him out from time to time, so I don't know how long it took, Han Xue and Shuguang suddenly ran back from outside in a hurry, and when they both entered the door and saw me, they didn't speak, and the rough breath that was originally panting instantly converged.

After a while, Shuguang and Han Xue slowly walked towards me.

I was still staring down at the back of my hands, and the two of them didn't sit down, crouching in front of me.

Han Xue followed my gaze and looked at the back of my hand, and suddenly pursed her lips and cried, she didn't cry, but kept shedding tears.

I was so disgusted that I wanted her to go away and stay away from me.

So when Han Xue reached out to grab me, I shook off her hand as if I had been beaten by electricity, and screamed with all my strength from the deepest part of my throat: "Get out!! ”

Han Xue was startled by me, and as soon as I shook it like that, she fell to the ground.

Shuguang picked her up from the ground, then looked at me, frowned, and spoke for a while: "Chen Yang..."

I ignored him, still stunned in the same position as before.

After a long time, Shuguang sighed heavily, picked up Han Xue, and sat on another sofa next to me.

Sitting across from me, the surname Gao also frowned: "If you're like this, it's better not to go tomorrow." ”

After he said this, I jerked the water glass next to me and slammed it at him.

His lips trembled for a long time, and he couldn't say a word.

The water in the cup had long been frozen, and the surname Gao was poured all over his body, and he didn't dodge, and the glass cup hit him and fell to the ground, but it didn't break.

He looked at me twice, didn't open his mouth to speak, just bent down and picked up the glass.

I still couldn't control the shaking of my facial muscles, so I could only say in a trembling voice: "Suotian is there waiting for me to pick him up!" ”

I don't know when they notified Shen Feng of them, I was still sitting in place at night, and the surname Gao sat opposite me and stared at me, Han Xue cried for a long time, and this will be helped by Shuguang to go to sleep in the next room, Sister Xiao wanted to hold the child to me, but was waved away by the surname Gao.

Shen Feng and the others didn't come over until the second half of the night.

Yang Yang entered the door and began to wipe his tears, and after calling out to his sister, he stopped talking, Shen Feng walked up to me, sat down, and did not speak.

Qingming stood by the door from the moment he entered, and when Shen Feng came to my side, he rushed up quickly, squatted down in front of me, and hugged me without saying a word.

At the moment when I was hugged into his arms, I was stunned at first, and then looked at him stunned: "What are you doing?" ”

Qingming didn't speak, and the force on his hand increased more and more, strangling me almost out of breath.

Just before everyone could react, the face of the opposite surnamed Gao suddenly changed, and then he stepped forward and pulled Qingming violently, tearing him away from me.

Qingming has always been a little gentle and elegant, naturally he is not a battle-hardened opponent with a high surname, and he immediately choked back two sentences.

The surname Gao stood in front of me, unable to see the expression, and said to Qingming: "She is a woman who locks the sky, and she is self-respecting." ”

Qingming didn't pay attention to the surname Gao, and looked directly at me past him.

I sat still, not speaking, not looking at Qingming.

For the rest of the day, everyone was silent in the same room, and Gao stood in front of me, as if he was worried that Qingming would rush up.

Qingming was dragged by Shen Feng and Shuguang to the other sofa and sat down, without saying a word, just staring at me.

During this period, people kept coming to find the surname Gao.

In this way, I sat on the sofa all night, and after going out, the surname Gao came back with a set of mountaineering equipment in his hand and handed it to me, and motioned to the house: "Go and change it, let's go." ”

Hearing this, I suddenly got up from the sofa, took my clothes and turned back into the room, quickly changed and walked out, and walked towards the door with my surname Gao.

Qingming and Shen Fengshu and Yang Yang blocked our way, Qingming looked at me and frowned tightly and said, "I'll go with you." ”

The surname Gao glanced at a few of them: "I can only take one Chen Yang, or I made an exception, if you want to go, walk over from Beijing by yourself." ”

At this time, Han Xue, who didn't know when she woke up, suddenly walked in from outside with the child in her arms.

I glanced at the child and continued to want to leave.

Han Xue grabbed me, and her voice was thick nasal: "Chen Yang! I won't stop you, I'll show you the little lock, and I'll take care of it for you! But let me let you see this face first, this is the child of you and Suotian, his skin and flesh are given by you and Suotian, his bones are the blood of you and Suotian, and he is also the continuation of your life. ”

I looked at Han Xue and didn't speak, and she also stared at me: "I just hope to ....... You are there, you can think of him when necessary, and he can't live without you. ”

After Han Xue's words were finished, Yang Yang on the side also shouted sister.

I glanced back at Yang Yang, touched his head and said, "Take care of your nephew." ”

Then he turned around and walked out with the surname Gao quickly.

Everyone is not me, no one can empathize with me, just like Xiaoxue died, we don't understand Shen Feng's pain, Chen Pu died, and we don't understand Xu Shu's pain, the same.

In fact, I can't say that I empathize, from beginning to end, I didn't dare to understand the news brought to me by the surname Gao, I didn't dare to think about it, I knew that my mental ability was definitely not enough to support myself in the face of the loss of the lock in the sky itself.

Some people, when you get used to him by your side, only when you are about to lose him, can you know that before you know it, the other party has invaded your flesh and blood, and if you want any one to give up, the other must be equally flesh and blood.