"Mom, I'm back."

I opened the door and shouted cheerfully.

"Oh, okay."

Standing in the doorway to change shoes, I saw a pair of shiny men's leather shoes, and when I heard my mother's slightly crying voice, I knew that he was back. Every time he was at home during normal times, he would be restless, and this time he came back so early, there must be something going on again.

"Mom, I'll go in first."

I changed my slippers and glanced at him sitting on the sofa with a nose that wasn't his nose and his face wasn't his face, and told my mom that I didn't want to have any contact with him.

"You didn't see me here, you didn't even say hello, and I became more and more disgraceful."

He said loudly to me, looking like he couldn't be beaten.

"You have the appearance of being a father first, and then I can have the appearance of a daughter."

"You, this is the good daughter you taught?"

He blushed and yelled at me, but for a moment he didn't think of a reason to refute it. Instead, he pointed at me and pointed at my mom. While pointing at me, he slapped the table.

"What's wrong with her? She's so good! If you are not satisfied, you have the ability to teach. ”

Although my mother began to bow her head next to her like a little daughter-in-law, she seemed to be crying. But when I heard him aim his cannon fire at me, I couldn't help it all of a sudden, and shouted loudly.

"Don't yell at my mother, you're not qualified. In this home, you don't have any right to yell here. ”

I sat next to my mom, put my arms around her, and said to him. He really didn't have the qualifications to show off in this family, and he didn't give anything for this family.

When I was in kindergarten, he was away from home every day, and there was another home outside. The family can't open the pot, and he never cares. Later, my mother went out to work, and I went to live with my grandmother, who never saw me during the years I lived at my grandmother's house. He even took the woman from outside directly to his grandfather's house.

I vividly remember that one year during the Chinese New Year, my mother came back, and she took my hand and went back to my grandfather's hometown. Their house was on the street of a small town, and I still remember the eyes of the neighbors on those streets. Although I didn't understand at the time, I didn't know why my mother was in tears when I arrived at their house, and I didn't know why my aunt wanted to hide a woman in the bedroom. But I know that my mother was really sad, and I still remember her tears at that time.

Later, when I went to elementary school, my mom still worked outside the home, but she called back from time to time. Once a neighbor asked me:

"Xiaomeng, do you want your father and mother to divorce?"

At that time, I still knew what divorce meant, and I just wanted us to have a home, so I replied, "I don't want to." ”

But it was this unhope that made my mother's courage to muster up to be deflated again. Later, when she came back, she reconciled with him again, but only in face and heart.

So, in my heart, he didn't fulfill any of his responsibilities as a father and a husband, and he didn't have any reason to point fingers at this family.

"Let's go, you're not welcome here."

Seeing my mother's hurt look, I ordered him to be evicted. Yes, he is not welcome here, never.

He looked at me like a fried puppy, and he wanted to say something, but he stopped and got up and left.

"Xiaomeng, he's your father, you shouldn't treat him like this."

"He's not, he's never been, he's never treated me like his daughter since I was born. I'd rather not have such a dad. ”

Looking at my mother's weak appearance, I said angrily.

"But you still need him in the future, it's not good for you to do this."

"Mom, I know you want to say, if I get married in the future, if I am a single parent, the other party will dislike me, right?"

Looking at her surprised expression, I knew I was right again. It was for this reason in the dream that she had been swallowing her anger, and in order not to hold me back, she would rather suffer herself.

"Mom, people are becoming more and more enlightened now, why are you still old-minded. If the family I am looking for dislikes me because of this, then the people in their family are not so easy to get along with, even if I have a father, they will dislike his way of life, isn't it the same? Moreover, I will definitely not look for the object of that kind of feudal thinking family. ”

"You know what? Although the people of today are ...... on the surface"

"Mom, don't persuade me, I don't need a father like him, having a father like him is the real drag on me."

I saw that she was still trying to persuade me, and I stopped her. I've made my position clear, and her thinking is slowly changing. And a big event in the dream is about to come, and this is a big turning point, and I must grasp it.

"Don't be sad, I really don't care. I have class tomorrow, so I'll go to sleep first. ”

"Well, well, rest early."

I took my bag back to my room, thinking about how I could let my mom know that I really didn't want him as a dad before the big event came.