"Hey, Ning Meng, I went to see it, and your mother wasn't in the store. Did you go back and see her come home? If not, come down, I'll wait for you downstairs. ”

I opened the curtain and looked out into the road, where he was sitting in the car, talking to me and staring at pedestrians on the road. It's late autumn now, and he's wearing only a thin white coat, and I feel cold when I look at it, and I feel both grateful and heartache when I see his lonely figure.

"I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you just now, she was already back when I came back."

I'm sorry.

"It's okay, it's good to come back, then you have a good rest, I'll go back first."

"Well, okay, bye-bye."

"Bye-bye."

"Zhou Yu ......"

Before hanging up, I called him again, and for some reason, I didn't feel like I wanted to say goodbye to him.

"What's wrong?"

His gentle voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Nothing, thank you today, I really don't know what to do without you."

I really need to thank him for today's events, and if it weren't for him, I would still be wandering the streets.

"You and I don't have to say that. You have a good rest, I'll go back first. ”

"I ......"

"Doodoo ......"

I wanted to say something, but he hung up. I saw through the window that he had put his phone in his pocket and pedaled away. Looking at his back, I felt an inexplicable peace of mind. If it were him, wouldn't it be different? As soon as the idea came out, I was taken aback by myself. How could I have such an idea? When I think of the situation in the dream, there is no hope and no disappointment, and I don't want to waste my limited time on such uncertain things. But the more I told myself this, the more another voice told me to accept it. Even if it doesn't end well, it's an unforgettable memory.

"Xiaomeng, what are you doing inside?"

I was struggling, and when I heard my mom calling me outside, I cleaned up and walked out of the bedroom.

"It's nothing, Zhang Yuelai called me just now and asked me about my studies."

I lied, and I don't know why I did it, is it because of my weak heart?

"Really? Zhang Yue also loves to study like this now? You're really good friends. ”

Originally, her previous question made my heart hang, and when I heard her words later, I put down my hanging heart.

"Yes, we're going to advance and retreat together."

"Good, good, all good boys!"

Mom smiled and took my hand and patted the back of my hand as she spoke.

"Hey, that's. Mom, I'll go wash up first, and then we'll ~ soak our feet! ”

"Good!"

So I went to the toilet to wash up, and it was almost 12 o'clock, and I was really sleepy. I finished washing it by dividing it by two, and then took a basin of hot water to the living room with a footbasin.

"Mom, come and wash your feet."

I put the basin in front of the couch and asked her to come and wash her feet.

"Okay."

She smiled and came over to soak her feet, her feet were really hot, and the hot water didn't let me see that she had any pain. I only dare to put my foot on hers now, and when I feel the heat, I immediately take it out and put it on the rim of the basin.

"Mom, how's the house going?"

I can't sit all the time when I want to soak for so long, so I asked when I thought about it.

"I've seen a few of them pretty good, but the price has to be negotiated......

She heard me mention it and started talking to me. She said excitedly, and I listened excitedly.

"Is that the price a problem now?"

"yes, wait a little longer!"

"Well, wait, there's no hurry!"

Thinking of that thing, this is the time of the time, and it should be urgent. When the man is swept away, we can start a new life.

"Mom, Dad, hasn't he been back recently?"

"yes, you haven't been back since the last time you had a fight with him. But it's okay if you don't come back, and if you don't come back, you'll be clean. ”

She said lightly, she didn't see the slightest sadness in her eyes, but felt a little happy. It could be seen that she had no idea about him at all, and it was only because of me that I reluctantly kept this position with him.

"yes, it's better not to come back, I really hope this kind of purity can be maintained forever."

"Don't talk nonsense about children."

When she heard my words, she immediately criticized me, but when she said it was criticism, she didn't see how strict she was, but she felt a kind of relief.

"That's what I thought, don't treat me like a child, I know what I want. As I said last time, I'd rather not have a father like him, and maybe a father like him will be a drag on me in the future! ”

I made it clear again that I just wanted her to understand what I thought, and not to let her tolerate him again and again because of me. I hope that by saying that, she can understand my heart.

"Okay, well, then let's treat him as if he doesn't exist, when he's air."

"Hmph, I just don't want to have a father like him."

If you want to fool me, I'm not so easily fooled, I must stick to my opinion. I saw that she was a little embarrassed, and she didn't continue the topic, and I still understood it when it came to the point. I gave her the rag to wipe her feet, and she didn't want to continue the conversation, so she took the rag to wipe her feet and gave it to me. I wiped my feet and drained the footwash and went back to the living room, where she was still sitting and didn't know what she was thinking.

"Mom, don't think about it, some things are counted one step at a time, as long as I can be with you, I will be happy."

My words brought her back to her senses, and her eyes were wet, probably moved by my words.

"Okay, Mom listens to you."

"Don't think about it, it's so late, let's sleep!"

"Okay, go to sleep, Mom will wait for you to go in, and I'll go in again."

"Good night."

"Good night."

After saying goodnight, I went into my bedroom and got ready for bed. Lying on the bed and closing my eyes, Zhou Yu's face appeared in my mind. Why is he still haunted? I shook my head and tried to get him out of my head, but the more I tried to miss him, the more he drilled into my head. His concerned face, his warm embrace, the smell of him all lingered in my mind, and it became clearer and clearer. I can't indulge like this anymore. I got up, got an MP3 on my desk, and was ready to listen to some motivational music.

The music coming out of the headphones gradually calmed my mind, and listening to this music made me firm in my goal. Gradually, I couldn't hear the lyrics coming out of the headphones, my eyes didn't roll, and I fell asleep, so I had to let go of some things, I said to myself.