187:Flowers bloom and leaves fall and never disappear (2)
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I didn't make any sound, just hung up the phone in silence, I just wanted to use the computer to check the cause of my swollen feet, but I didn't expect to see this scene, Lu Jinnan was so despicable, he didn't hesitate to use his power to transfer Xiao Ran back to Jiangcheng.
According to Xiao Ran's original plan, he will not return to Jiangcheng until at least half a year later, with his grades and ability, he is naturally a suitable hospital for Jiangcheng, but he has a dream, he came to Rongxian to teach more doctors to learn foreign medicine.
Now because of Lu Jinnan, his plan has been broken, and I feel deeply guilty and embarrassed.
Why is Lu Jinnan like this?
Is it really as Xiao Ran said, in order to keep me alone with him, he can use all means to drive everyone else away?
I took a deep breath, and there was a breath of anger in my heart that I couldn't vent, and it made me feel hard to swallow.
I only realized what Xiao Ran said at this moment, and I can also imagine Xiao Ran's helpless appearance, he is innocent and should not be implicated because of me.
When I put on my shoes and was about to stand up, Lu Jinnan came out of the bedroom, he had just taken a shower, and he didn't even wear any clothes on his body, so he wrapped a bath towel, we looked at each other, his eyes obviously dodged, but disappeared without a trace of a stunned look.
I stared at him with a sneer: "Lu Jinnan, don't you have anything to tell me?" ”
He didn't speak, but walked towards me, he was so expressionless and didn't care that I was very angry, for some reason, I suddenly raised my hand, smashed the phone in my hand, only to hear a "bang", the phone was thrown on the ground.
Although it didn't fall apart, the screen was broken, and the echo echoed in the room, and Lu Jinnan was also stunned, I didn't expect that I would smash his phone.
But he didn't have any obvious emotions, but didn't care at all.
Because of this, I glared at him coldly, and my voice was almost a low roar: "Lu Jinnan, you let me go, get out of my place immediately, I don't want to see you again." ”
Hearing my voice, the man's face also became ugly, he locked his eyebrows, his expression was indifferent, he walked towards me with long legs, and said in a hoarse voice: "It doesn't matter if you are angry with me, don't hurt yourself." ”
A pair of eyes as if they had been splashed with ink, and his emotionless appearance made my heart feel as if it was being caught, and I felt indescribable pain and suffocation.
I took a breath and said lightly, "Do you think that you can satisfy the selfishness in your heart by transferring Xiao Ran back to Jiangcheng?" Lu Jinnan, I won't let you succeed. ”
I whispered with great determination.
Lu Jinnan's face changed slightly, gloomy and compelling, revealing coldness everywhere, he stood in front of me and looked down at me: "You are so reluctant to him?" ”
"What do you care about me? Why should I report to you if I am so reluctant? If you have the ability, you can drive everyone away, and it's better to fuck me off. I sneered, looked directly at him, clasped my hands tightly, glanced at him, and walked back to the bedroom.
I closed the bedroom door hard, my whole body was trembling, maybe I was too angry, I felt a faint pain in my lower abdomen, although it was not very strong, but it still made my forehead break out in cold sweat, I gritted my teeth, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, quickly took out my mobile phone and sent a text message to Xiao Ran, telling him my current situation.
Xiao Ran quickly replied, he said that my symptoms should be caused by contractions, let me not be nervous, keep a stable mood, if there is no redness, there is no need to go to the hospital, if there is any abnormal reaction, go to the hospital immediately for examination.
I thanked Xiao Ran and put away my phone, after hesitating for a while, I took out the suitcase from the wardrobe and folded my clothes into the box.
Isn't Lu Jinnan going to drive away all the people around me? I'm not going to let him get his way, isn't he going to stay here?
Okay, he'll stay, I'll go.
I decided to go back to Jiangcheng, but it wasn't because of Xiao Ran, but because of what Lu Jinnan did disappointed me.
There are so many people I know in Jiangcheng, I don't believe he can let people get out.
During this period, Lu Jinnan knocked on the door several times, but I ignored it, but used my mobile phone to book the ticket, opened the door, and walked out with my suitcase.
Lu Jinnan leaned on the sofa and smoked, and when he saw me coming out with my suitcase, he paused, stood up, and stared at me: "Where are you going?" ”
"Back to Jiangcheng."
"If you want to go back, you won't be in a hurry, wait for Song Yan to pick us up and go back with you after he finishes his errands in Lincheng." As he spoke, he walked towards me, reaching out to take the suitcase in my hand, I subconsciously took a step back to dodge, he frowned between his eyebrows, but instead of being angry, he asked in a low voice, "What do you want for dinner?" I'll do it. ”
I looked up at the man in front of me naturally, frowned, and said in a hoarse voice: "Lu Jinnan, you misunderstood, I said to go back to Jiangcheng, not with you, don't you plan to live here for a long time, then I will leave it to you, the rent is still for a while, and it should be free for you." ”
After that, I walked directly around him and towards the door, Lu Jinnan stopped me with a long legged straddle, and I glared at him: "Get out of the way." ”
"For the sake of Xiao Ran, you want to mess with me like this?" Lu Jinnan said hoarsely: "He is interesting to you, I don't allow it, you are mine, others can't like it." ”
Lu Jinnan's voice was neither light nor heavy, but it made my heart stop suddenly, he is very good at talking about love, but only when he was in Zuo Ai, but recently I don't know why, his love words surround my ears every day.
Constantly.
I was silent, still angry in my heart, when I was distracted, there was suddenly a slender hand in front of me, he wanted to reach out and touch my cheek, a second before I was about to touch, I raised my hand and slapped it away, only to see his expression slightly paused, and then turned deep.
I said in a light tone without any emotion: "Lu Jinnan, since you know the three words "dislike or not", have you ever thought that maybe others don't like what you do?" ”
After I finished speaking, Lu Jinnan paused, I took the opportunity to push him away, and then walked out with my suitcase.
Because I was worried that Lu Jinnan would chase him out, I almost dragged my suitcase downstairs, although it didn't weigh much, but it was still quite difficult for me to hold my stomach.
I took a taxi to the station, and it was smooth all the way, Lu Jinnan didn't follow, and I was slightly relieved.
After getting in the car, I kept staring out the window, I was thinking, since Lu Jinnan didn't follow, then maybe he figured it out and realized that what he did was wrong, but such an idea just came out and was broken by reality.
The driver of the bus persuaded the other passengers in the car except me to get off the bus on the grounds of changing cars, and in less than two minutes, Lu Jinnan walked up with the support of a strange man, he walked up to me and sat down, and he had already changed into a black suit as before, after he sat down, the strange man who came up with him left and told the driver to start the car.
I frowned tightly, my hand holding the corner of my shirt suddenly tightened, and I felt an indescribable resentment on the tip of my heart.
I haven't been silent, and Lu Jinnan is the same, Rong County is a few hours away from Jiangcheng, and Lu Jinnan and I have remained silent like this.
I cursed myself in my heart that I shouldn't have any illusions about him, that he wasn't the kind of person who would think for others, that it was my fault, that I thought of him too perfectly.
Back in Jiangcheng, it was already evening.
Lu Jinnan probably knew that I would not go back to the villa with him, so he sent me back to the apartment directly, and the suitcase was carried by him, and after he packed everything for me, he left a sentence: "You rest first, and I will come back after I finish my business." ”
After saying that, he didn't stay long, turned around and left the apartment.
Looking at the back of his departure, I stood still like this, until the door was closed, I gradually came back to my senses, and glanced around, it should be Lu Jinnan who had arranged for someone to come over to clean before going to the station.
I went to the couch and sat down, feeling a little uncomfortable as if I had been choked by something.
It didn't take long for the takeaway to be delivered to the door, and it was all nutritious food, needless to say, I know who ordered it.
It's just that I don't understand why he is like this, he hurts me and spoils me at the same time, does he think it's fun or has another purpose?
In the evening, Lu Jinnan didn't come, I wonder if it was because of work?
After I took a shower, I rested early, and although I knew that Mr. Chen would know about it when I came back to Jiangcheng, I still took the risk.
The next morning, when I got up, Lu Jinnan had already come, although I changed the key, but he still opened the door, I didn't bother to ask, but I felt very uncomfortable, I didn't talk to him, I regarded him as transparent, but I still ate it in the morning when he bought it.
Lu Jinnan stayed with me for a while, I have always been lukewarm, he suddenly said: "I know you don't want to see me first, but you are pregnant, I want to take care of you, even if you feel tormented, you have to suffer." ”
"You can find me a nanny, Lu Jinnan, if you want me to be happy before giving birth, you will appear in front of me less." I followed his words and spoke without thinking.
My words made Lu Jinnan silent, I naturally knew that he would not agree, he was very domineering, how could he follow my wishes?
After half a ring, he said unhurriedly: "Okay, I'll let Linda arrange it and pick out the right person to take care of you as soon as possible." ”
I was stunned for a moment, my eyes were fixed on him for a blink, and he agreed?
Lu Jinnan did what he said, and gave me a list in the afternoon, all of which he thought were more suitable, but I was actually unwilling, because I felt that it would be risky to let a stranger take care of him, but Lu Jinnan had already done his part, so I simply chose one casually.
Linda personally brought the apartment, a middle-aged woman, about fifty years old, surnamed Xu, looks quite honest, and I don't hate talking and doing things, so it's decided.
Aunt Xu is very good at being a person and doing things, and she learned about my love in one day, and reminded me to drink a glass of milk every night before going to bed, saying that it helps me sleep, I don't like to drink it very much, but after trying it for two days, I felt good, so I acquiesced.
Lu Jinnan stayed every night, but I didn't let him touch me, because I was rejected from the bottom of my heart.
Our relationship has always been so deadlocked, there has never been any relaxation, after returning to Jiangcheng, I rarely go out, Wu Yanran and Fu Yi knew that after I came back, they kept calling me to ask me, and I refused one by one.
On this day, the two of them came to the door to arrest people and forcibly took me out of the house, we were two pregnant women, and Wu Yanran took on the important task of taking care of us.
We picked out some baby products in the mall, and Fu Yi told me that she and Yan Zhi got the certificate, and the wedding was held with Bairi after the child was born.
Wu Yanran looked envious, she and Ji Shuo have not made much progress, although they often have relationships, Ji Shuo has never disclosed her identity, even if she admits it.
I always feel that Ji Shuo has something hidden in his heart, because he always has a melancholy face, which was not like this before, I don't know when it began, every time I saw him, he looked very sad, as if he had done something unseemly.
We had lunch outside and were about to go home when Chen Bingying's phone called.
I basically didn't have much contact with her, and after Xue Shanshan's incident, we rarely even met in person, and she called me suddenly, to be honest, I was really surprised.
The phone was connected, and her voice came from the other end: "Lin Tang?" Do you have time now? Let's meet! You haven't picked up the painting I gave you last time, but I heard you're back, so let's have a meal together! ”
"I don't need to paint, thank you for your heart, I got it, it's just that it's not appropriate for the two of us to meet, right?"
"Lin Tang, I don't mean anything else, I just want to treat you to a meal."
"No, I've already eaten it." After speaking, I didn't wait for Chen Bingying to speak again, and hung up the phone directly.
Since then, I have been preoccupied, and my mind is full of Chen Bingying's shadow, as if I can't erase it.
Wu Yanran sent me back to the apartment, and before I got out of the car, I heard Wu Yanran say again: "Chen Bingying! ”
I followed Wu Yanran's line of sight and saw Chen Bingying standing at the door of the apartment, she raised her hand and stroked her hair, which was so dazzling when she fell into my eyes.
I frowned, and suddenly froze, the hand she had just put down..... Is it the right hand?
PS: Recently, I can only increase the number of words.,Can't double change.,There's something busy.,You can't wait to save the manuscript.,Don't scold.,It's okay I'm a double change.,Everyone has a thing.。。。。