I picked up the glass of wine and drank it quietly, not intending to answer Jiang Du's words.

The difference is nearly twenty years old, how can such a flower be planted in the hands of such a man.

"My mother, who gave everything for Jiang Min, circled around that man all the time, and in the end couldn't even enter the ancestral grave of the Jiang family, what do you say she wants?"

The ridicule on the corner of Jiang Duci's mouth spread wantonly, and his eyes were cold: "Just because of an ethereal thing like love, is it worth it?" Do you find it ridiculous? ”

"It's ridiculous." I looked at it for a long time: "It's ridiculous." It's ridiculous to pay so unrequited, even life, for such an ethereal thing. ”

I don't know if I'm telling the story or if I'm laughing at myself.

But in my heart, it's really sour.

I drank the wine and buried my stomach full of sadness.

"Jiang Duci, do you have someone you like?"

He didn't answer me, just shook the hand holding the cup, and the wine almost spilled.

I smiled slowly: "I see that the women around you often change, so careful, I shouldn't really like anyone." But I'm not like you. ”

"I used to really like someone, someone I thought was the best in the world. But he fed the dog with my sincerity. ”

Jiang Duci's slender fingers hooked the handle of the cup, and his eyes were cold, sometimes like a fog, and he couldn't see clearly. He was like a listener, listening to me quietly.

No refutation.

I don't agree with it either.

He would occasionally say a couple of sentences, such as:

"The wedding of Jiang Yuan and the Zhu family has not been canceled, it has been delayed, and the specific time is not clear."

"After he went back, he didn't have much fun."

"Don't stop talking." Jiang Du glanced at me: "Aren't these what you want to know the most?" Now I'm telling you, but I'm acting like it's none of my business. ”

Somewhere in my heart, it hurt for a while, and then it was pressed down little by little.

My gaze was fixed, and my gaze was glazed over.

"Bad times? Is it a serious injury or a ghost like me? ”

After a while, no reply was heard.

I knew it.

None of them.

What's so good about that?

He has endless money, and he is still a descendant of the Jiang family, and he is matched by the high-ranking Miss Zhu family.

How many people can't envy such a life, what's so bad?

But I, without him, it's like I'm going to die.

"He's fine, but I feel ...... I feel like I can't say this kind of thing. ”

Jiang Du paused: "Do you believe him?"

What's the point of asking that question? As long as he dares to come back now, say, Jiang Wei, I want you. I dared to follow him without hesitation. ”

I looked at Jiang Duci: "But, he won't." I've really done my best, I have done everything I can, and I don't want to care about the rest. ”

Jiang Duci pulled me over and hugged me fiercely.

My heart beat little by little, to a certain degree, and then to a stagnant.

"Jiang Dusk's resignation ......"

I was stunned for a moment, stiffened, and let him hold me without reacting.

Gradually, I felt that when I was very tired in my heart, this hug came very steadily.

"Jiang Duci, thank you......"

"I don't know what your real purpose is in approaching me and coming to me, but in the end, you have helped me a lot. Thank you so much. ”

His hand was slightly relaxed, and I broke away from his embrace: "Before, you said that the reason you helped me was that you didn't like Zhu Yan to be your nephew and daughter-in-law, but I didn't believe it."

"But at that time, I thought as long as someone helped me, and the rest I wanted to do what I wanted it to do. It's just a pity that in the end it's just a void. ”

Jiang Duci's hand stretched out and stopped in front of me: "Poor, helpless, decadent, and ignored after giving everything...... It's a familiar feeling. ”

Pitiful, helpless, decadent.

Is this talking about me?

I looked at Jiang Duci in a daze: "Are you familiar?"

"Familiar."

I raised the corners of my mouth slightly, feeling so tired again, and then slowly regained my previous expression: "It turns out that there are still useless people like me in the world, it's really surprising."

The corners of Jiang Duci's mouth rose slightly: "I also think he was very useless at that time." No one really liked him, not even those closest to him had to leave him. ”

"This person is your friend?"

Jiang Duci raised his chin lightly: "Hmm."

I was a little curious: "What happened to him?"

"Later ......"

He was slightly sluggish, paused for a moment, and then continued, "Then he died, and he was forced to die by all of them."

I gasped and didn't speak again.

Thinking about this person, it's so miserable.

Jiang Du chuckled twice for no reason, with occasional mockery.

He didn't say anything more to me afterwards, just picked up the vogart on the table and poured the wine.

Then, I watched motionlessly as the strong wine was poured down his throat by glass after glass.

When the bottle was almost finished, I couldn't stand it.

Stretching out his hand to grab the wine bottle, Jiang Duci looked at me: "What, do you still need to pay?"

Then, without saying anything, he took out his wallet, took out several red brushes from it, put them on the table, and looked at me: "I bought them all."

I glanced at the money, and then looked at Jiang Duci: "No, take the money back."

I looked at Jiang Duci and asked, "Are you planning to drink with me to the rhythm of the wilderness?"

"Okay, not drunk?"

I laughed, "Okay."

I got up and walked to the kitchen: "Wait, I'll go get some wine."

I took out a few bottles of wine from the fridge and placed them on the table: "Which bottle to drink first?"

Jiang Duci glanced over one by one, picked the middle bottle, and then skillfully opened the cap.

This way of opening the bottle looks like a veteran.

"Pour it yourself."

I took it and poured myself a full glass.

The wine is in the stomach one by one, the burning sensation in the stomach is already troublesome, and the brain is slowly not clear.

I don't know how much I drank, but when I woke up, it was already dawn.

I slept on the couch with a quilt over my body, and there was no one around me.

Where did Jiang Du resign?

I sat up, rubbed my temples for a moment, and then put my shoes on.

In the corner of the inconspicuous table, a small note was found.

Jiang Wei, I'll go back to China first. Your mother is fine over there. Remember to charge up the phone bill, and tell me when you want to go back to China - Jiang Duci.

It's gone.

I don't know when he left.

I crumpled the note, threw it in the trash, and sat down heavily on the couch.

I looked at the ceiling and let out a long breath.

After sitting for a long time, I straightened up, then stood up and cleaned up the messy room.

It was seven or eight o'clock in the afternoon, and it was already dusk, and I was a little relieved to look at the completely different rooms.

I signed up for a tour group and went to many places in the United States, small famous streets, big cities that many people go to, and many people want to stay in the blue sea and clouds for a lifetime.

I've seen a lot and remembered a lot.

But there are some things that I still can't forget, and I can't fade away.

After the tour is over, it is already the beginning of summer.

I stood at the mouth of the balcony, the warmth sprinkled on me, and the wind blew in my face.

The phone rang suddenly.

When I looked, it was my mom calling.

chattered a few words, and then put away the phone.

I let out a long breath as I looked at the cars and pedestrians shuttling in the distance.

After hiding for so long, is it time to go back?

I booked my plane ticket online for the next morning and started packing.

It's nothing, just a few clothes.

On the day I returned home, I didn't tell my mother, she knew that she must have run to pick me up early in the morning, and then bothered to prepare a large table of dishes, which was too troublesome.

Just go home, don't have to be like this.

The previous accommodation has been moved and I put my things in the hotel that I booked in advance.

Then, went to my florist.

If nothing else, my mom should be keeping the florist for me at this time.

The sling chair swing in front of the flower shop is swinging leisurely, and above the swing, there are three or five small black cats.

They gathered around a big black cat, lazily licking their fur.

It seems that there are too many people, and they are not afraid of people at all.

I stopped, looked at the black she-cat, and called uncertainly, "Little Black?"

"Meow~"

It dozed, squinted and called softly, and a few seconds later jumped off the swing and wrapped around my calves, rubbing and meowing.

I squatted down: "Xiao Hei, do you remember me......"

"Weiwei?"

A voice fell above my head, and I slowly raised my head, my eyes sour: "Mom."

I stood up, and my mom walked up to me, making sure again, her eyes in disbelief.

I looked inexplicably distressed.

"When did you come back?"

"It's only been two hours off the plane."

She nodded: "Why don't you call when you come back."

"I'm afraid to trouble you."

I stepped forward and hugged her, "I miss you so much."

She was stunned for a moment, sighed quietly, and gently patted my back with her palm: "It's good to come back, you see that there is no meat on this back, and I am thin, what is eating over there?" It's like this when you come back......"

I didn't speak, just listened as she continued.

Lately, I've always found this familiar feeling enjoyable.

"Close the store early today, I'll go grocery shopping and make something delicious for you." My mom took my hand.

I shook my head and stopped: "No need Mom, I can't eat much, just have something hot at home, you don't have to do it again, run to buy vegetables, it's troublesome."

"Your flesh has fallen from me, and I have to make it up for you."

At that time, I felt that this kind of colloquial saying sounded sour and sweet.

When I went back, my mom made a table of dishes.

"Try this, girls eat good ......"

The phone rang suddenly, and my mom took a look at it and pressed it directly.

Then, I was sandwiched another piece of sweet and sour pork ribs: "Your favorite ...... when you were a child"

The phone rang again.

My mom didn't even look at it, and just hung up.

Then, just as I was about to serve me food, the phone rang again.

My eyes fell on the TV: "Mom, why don't you answer the phone, call three, it's urgent."