"Xiaojiao, save me!"

I threw my head forward and broke free of my hands that were gradually entangled!

"Zhan Ye! I've already found out that you have this symptom, and you're only getting worse and worse like this, don't be afraid, it will get better soon! ”

"Xiaojiao, can I really get rid of my illness when I go there? Actually, I'm just sub-healthy, I'm ......"

"Zhan Ye! You listen to me, that's right, we have been friends since childhood, I won't hurt you, if you continue like this, there will be problems in your life in the future, don't say it, I'll make up for it later when the formalities prove it, please help me take good care of her! ”

"Xiaojiao, I'm afraid, won't you accompany me?"

"Zhan Ye! I'll prepare the materials today, and I'll see you tomorrow! ”

I was forcibly pulled down by these two people in the Lunhong City Mental Hospital!

I didn't resist anymore, maybe there was really something wrong with my brain, I should listen to the persuasion, and I also believe that Dean Si, she will definitely cure me!

"Zhan Ye? What are you doing here? What's going on? ”

"Dean Si, this patient's proof materials will be submitted tomorrow, then the two of us will go down first!"

"Zhan Ye! At present, there are three categories of mentally ill patients admitted to the hospital in Lunhong City: the first category is voluntary admission patients, and the legal guardians of the mentally ill can send the patients to treatment; The second category is protective compulsory admission patients, where the people's courts are to decide on compulsory treatment for mentally ill persons who have committed violent acts, endangered public safety or seriously endangered citizens' physical safety, and who have been identified through legal procedures as not bearing criminal responsibility in accordance with law, and who have the potential to continue to endanger society; The third category is the security compulsory admission of patients, which refers to the patients who caused the accident, and the public security department will forcibly admit and decide to discharge! Are you a normal person, first of all, our hospital will give you a diagnosis! ”

"Dean Si, I'm the first category, I'm a patient who was admitted to the hospital voluntarily, I feel like my head is really sick, but I don't know what's wrong with me!"

"Zhan Ye, don't be nervous first, most patients have a slow onset without obvious causes, and many symptoms are gradually formed unconsciously. It was first discovered that many times I sat alone as if thinking about problems, my life was lazy, my discipline was lax, I was inattentive to things, I was often careless, my academic performance declined, I didn't talk to him much, my sentences were simple, my content was monotonous, I gradually became cold to people, I was alienated from my relatives, and I was not interested in things that I was interested in. Occasionally, you can find a sentence or two that is incomprehensible or "the bull's head is not in the horse's mouth", or sometimes a little strange behavior. For example, if you suddenly get angry and break something, or stubbornly entangle with others over a trivial matter, make trouble without reason, and cry or rejoice inexplicably. At this time, it is easy to be misunderstood as a "thought problem" or a change in personality! ”

"Dean Si, I really seem to be a bit like this, my brain will ache inexplicably, and I will have some pictures that I can't remember, and I don't know where the memories will all appear in my mind!"

"Then you're an early symptom! Some patients will complain: dizziness, headache, insomnia, poor memory, lack of concentration, general fatigue and weakness and other discomforts, as well as fear of dirty, repeated hand washing, panic and fear for no reason, upset, etc., and are often misdiagnosed as neurasthenia! ”

"Dean Si, you said that Ding Xiaojiao seems to have the habit of washing things repeatedly! Could she ......?"

"That's right! Zhan Ye! What about your family? Guardian! ”

"Dean Si, something has happened to our family now, I don't want them to be sad because of me anymore, if I can really be cured, then I still want to go out and protect them! My good friend said that she helped me get the formalities and that she was going to become a barrister in the future, and I fully believed in her, she was the best for me, and she said that if she came to the dean, I would be fine! ”

"Zhan Ye, Dean Si asked you, did you enter because you were framed? I listened to your logic so far, and no problems have arisen! ”

"Dean Si, my life outside is very painful now, there are many people who want to fix me, and some people have died because of me, I know what bad things I have only done, I will suffer so much, maybe I can really find a piece of my pure land here, I take medicine on time every day, sleep on time, I hope that the day I go out will be to return to my former happy self with a new look, because I found that many things around me now are not real, as if they do not exist in my time and space!"

After listening to what I said, Dean Si sighed softly, as if the preliminary diagnosis of my nonsense may be not light!

Immediately afterward, she described to me the period during which the characteristic pathology of schizophrenia was evident!

"Zhan Ye, you know that thinking disorder, also known as associative process disorder, is a loose thinking when the patient speaks or writes an article, and the grammatical structure of each sentence is still smooth, but there is a lack of coherence between the upper and lower sentences or between the context, so the whole speech or article makes people unable to understand its central content. When the illness is severe, the broken thinking is aggravated, not only is there no connection between sentences, but each sentence is also incomplete, like a mixture of words or the accumulation of sentences, which is disordered and fragmented, like an illiterate person pressing a typewriter to type out an article! ”

"Dean Si, I want to ask, do you have a computer for each patient, I want to create here with peace of mind, and I want to write an unfinished one!"

"That's impossible, Zhan Ye, we are militarized management, what we have to do every day, someone will manage it, it is impossible to be as free as you are at home or at school, when I was talking to you just now, you have already had a break in your thinking, that is, you suddenly paused for a moment when talking to people, and then changed the topic when you continued to speak. In addition, there is the emergence of thoughts, that is, a series of unrelated sentences that involuntarily emerge from the brain, gushing out like a spring, and the patient cannot suppress it even if he wants to. Sometimes they feel as if they have been forced into their heads by external forces to insert or squeeze some thoughts into their heads, and that they have been imposed on them by others, and this feeling is called compulsive thinking. The patient's judgment and analysis of things do not conform to the laws of reality and general reason, but they think they are very reasonable! ”

"Dean Si, then I often have some delusions in my mind, what's going on?"

"Thinking disorders also include disorders of thinking content, and some patients will have a variety of delusions, with victimization and relationship delusions being the most common, followed by exaggeration, jealousy, and other delusions. These delusions can be single or multiple at the same time and affect each other. For example, if a young man takes a bus with two PLOs sitting next to him, and after getting off the bus, he walks on the road with motorcycles in front of and behind him, so he thinks that he is a big man, otherwise why is there PLA protection and motorcycles on the street......

"Shouldn't that be imaginative? Like some homes! ”

"Zhan Ye! Your current thinking is very jumpy at best, chaotic at worst! We are talking about topics that you can no longer fully understand! ”

At this time, for some reason, I really believed that I was a schizophrenic, probably from the mouth of an authority figure, and when I spoke, she listened patiently, and I really wanted others to listen to my nagging!

Maybe I just want to vent all the frustration in my heart, but I can't find an outlet!

"Dean Si, when will my illness be cured? Is a week okay? ”

Dean Si showed a shallow smile with a hint of meaning!

"After active treatment, there may be several different outcomes: some of the disease gradually improves and recovers, and then they can return to their original work. Some patients do not have complete control of their symptoms despite treatment and often have recurrent attacks. Although the condition of some patients has improved, they have symptoms such as apathy, isolation, little speech, and lack of initiative in study and work. There are also some people who have changed their personalities, take an indifferent attitude towards everything, and have no sense of responsibility for society and their families. A small number of them gradually develop into mental decline, that is, they do not ask for anything but to eat when they instinctively feel hungry, they sit in a corner or sleep with their heads covered, do not come into contact with anyone, and need to be taken care of by others! Good! Come! Bring Zhanye to Ward 2! ”

That's it, I first changed into a hospital gown for a mentally ill person, then took off my high heels and was taken into a large room full of 10 people!

"Doctor, I want to tell you, can I wear my own clothes, this suit has no waist, I never wear clothes without a waist, or you can give me a belt, I can tie it, and high heels, can you give it back to me, no one has seen my barefoot height, I even stand on tiptoe during the physical examination, so ......"

Who knows, before I finished speaking, the door was closed with the noise in the house, and I began to introduce myself!

"Hello everyone! My name is Zhan Ye, and I am a new patient, please take care of me! ”

But no one was listening to me!

"Hello, my name is Zhan Ye, what is this one you are holding in your hand?"

"You're insane, can't you see it's a child?"

I looked at an old man with a rag doll in his arms!

"I can tell, I mean your child, now with his head down! Ay? Grandma, aren't you the old man who snatched the rag doll from Gao Hui last time when I came to pick her up? Do you remember me? ”

At this moment, a hand suddenly fell on my shoulder!

"Don't touch her! She's my woman! ”

"Hello grandpa, is he your wife? It's normal for me to listen to you! Are you really mentally ill? ”

"You're stupid, of course I'm mentally ill!"

"But ......"

Another man came up to me!

"What's your name?"

"Hello, my name is Zhanye!"

"What's your name?"

"My name is Zhanye!"

"Oh, let's go over there and play together, shall we?"

"Okay!"

I'm so happy that I can make new friends so quickly, it turns out that the people in the mental hospital are still very kind!

"What are we playing?"

"Playing hitter, by the way, what's your name?"

Suddenly, a gloomy man walked towards me from the corner of the wall, and he was rolling up his sleeves and smiling evilly......