Yu Zijin helped Yuwen Jingyu pull the black-haired fox fur on his body, held his hand and let him lead him, "Lin'er, where are you taking me?" ”，

"Mother will find out when she goes." Yuwen Jingyu smiled.

Tengfeng Garden occupies the largest piece of land in the northeast corner of the Yingcheng Palace, and also surrounds a verdant and verdant back mountain, a few years ago Yuwen Zheng ordered people to carefully repair to Yuwen Jingyu to live, the garden is planted with good trees, flowers and plants are very numerous, in addition to the Langxuan Pavilion Pavilion, the mountain stone pond swamp, there is also a martial arts training ground, weapon room, and the wide martial arts training ground is the back mountain.

After walking for a long time, Yu Zijin looked at the getting late, and was about to say that she would come back another day, but her son had stopped, she smiled helplessly, and was about to ask what she wanted to do when she came to the back mountain at this time, when she suddenly saw the cold green monument in front of her.

As if her chest had been pierced by ten thousand arrows, she stopped for a long time, staggered over, her eyes were already blurred with tears, and her five fingers, which were so thin that she could see the joints, trembled and rubbed the inscription on it.

The original scenery is clothed and mounded.

Yuwen Jingyu walked to her side with a face full of regret and knelt down, and said in a low voice: "Although my mother doesn't say it, I know that you miss Jing Mu all the time in your heart, so I set up a tomb for my younger brother here. He sadly wiped the tears on his mother's face and took the initiative to hold her in his arms, "Mother wants to cry, just cry hard, there are only you, me and Jing Mu here, in front of her son, mother doesn't have to hold herself." ”

Leaning on the young arm, Yu Zijin couldn't help crying loudly, venting all the tears accumulated over the years. She has been persuading herself to forget, and has been restrained from letting herself remember, afraid that her careless pathetic thoughts will hurt Ah Zheng, whether he cares or not, after all, she owes him and Lin'er a lot, and she can no longer let him worry about her heartache and sadness to be careful, but that is her own flesh and blood, the child she has been raising for ten years in the palm of her hand with hard work will die like that, how can she forget? How can it not hurt?

She hated Yu Han and was ruthless and inhumane, but what she hated most was that she was weak and incompetent, she gave birth to him, but she failed to protect him well to grow up, let him die innocently and tragically at a young age, and she didn't even see the last face of her mother when she died, she didn't even bury him in person, she didn't have the courage to take a look at his tomb in person, and let him be buried alone in the cold imperial tomb, she really hated herself......

When he returned to Hengbo Garden, Yuwen Zheng was waiting for the mother and son to eat, he looked at an official document, and did not ask Yu Zijin some red and swollen eyes, Yu Zijin silently bowed his head, Yuwen Jingyu helped her sit at the table and asked, "Father, what is written on the official document?" ”

Yu Wenzheng handed the official document directly to Yu Zijin.

"He's going to marry Reiki to Izumo?" Yu Zijin frowned slightly.

Yutian and the eldest princess of Qingyang have two daughters and a son, Yu Lingyi ranks second, because of her intelligence and beauty, outstanding talent, she has been pampered by thousands of people since she was a child, and it is the most dazzling pearl among the young girls of the Yu family.

Historically, the royal family of the Central Plains has married princesses from different countries and relatives, and few emperors will be willing to send their own daughters to other places, most of them choose to marry the princess of the princess of the country, Yuhan's daughter is still young, he planned to choose one of the two sisters who have not yet come out of the cabinet to marry, but that day the princess of Shanning Yu Lingyi broke into the palace in the early dynasty to recommend herself, willing to marry and relatives, and promote diplomatic relations between the two countries, the ministers praised the princess for knowing that the righteousness has the style of the father, Yuhan approved her request, and gave her marriage to the king of Izumo.

Yu Wenzheng sandwiched the dish for Yu Zijin and said with relief: "Although it is thousands of miles away, the king of Izumo is young and promising, and he is the same age as Princess Shanning, so he is not a good couple, and the Izumo country has a history of monogamy, so it may not be a good place for her to go." ”

Yu Zijin nodded, but it was inevitable to cherish his niece and daughter, Yu Han's mind was unpredictable, he deliberately killed his eldest brother back then, and took more care of his eldest brother's orphans on the surface, but he may not be suspicious, and after a long time, he was only afraid that Yang Yu and a few people would be in danger. Lingyi sacrificed herself to marry Izumo, but she was planning to seek refuge for her younger brothers, and if she became Queen Izumo, Yuhan would no longer act easily. I think my sister-in-law also took this into account, so she ruthlessly agreed to her daughter's marriage.

The cold winter is coming, the snow is all over the place, one morning it falls to the ground white, the indoor fire is booming, warm as spring, Xian'er and Forsythia are sitting around the fire and laughing and sewing winter clothes, the original rough four girls in Yuwen Zheng after Yu Zijin left, in order to prevent people from being miscellaneous, he let Yuwen Pengju send them back to Lechuan, and now Yuwen Pengju is back to lack of manpower, Yuwen Peng is afraid that the outside buy is not as good as his own hand, so he repaired the book to Yuwen Hefei in the house and selected a few clever and careful to send to Luzhou, respectively called Maozhu, Xiulin, Luomei, light smoke, the four girls are very lively, and the snow has just been spread in a thin layer, and they have already frolicked out to have a snowball fight.

Yu Zijin wrapped in a snow-white fox fur crane, surrounded by an equally snow-white fox fur wind collar, no powder, no hairpins, pouring a black hair standing under the corridor looking at the early winter snow, a few girls who were having fun in the garden frequently looked at her, and couldn't help but praise the fourth master's wife is really beautiful, not like the mother of the little marquis, but like a sister.

Yuwen He flew to Yuwen Zheng to report some matters of the ancestral house, and was coming back from the study to walk around the corridor, he didn't expect to meet Yu Zijin, he bowed slightly, and walked by himself.

Yu Zijin lowered his eyelashes, hesitated for a moment, but still stopped him.

"Does the princess have anything to order?" Yuwen Hefei looked back and bowed.

Hearing that salutation, Yu Zijin smiled and said, "It's nothing. ”

She has been gone for ten years desperately, how can she ask everyone to treat her as she did when she returns now, and why should she? How can you not let people have a little bit of a complaint?

Yuwen Hefei turned around and wanted to leave, when he heard the long sigh behind him, he closed his eyes, stopped and looked back, half-knelt on the ground and said, "Madam, Hefei is rude." ”

Yu Zijin walked up to him in a few steps, wanting to help him up, but Yuwen Hefei said: "Madam, please listen to what I say, Hefei admits that he has a lot of complaints about you in his heart, this is not the duty of a slave, but Hefei has served the fourth master since he was a child, and he has never seen him treat anyone like he did to his wife." You may be involuntary when you left that day, but you return today but please cherish the feelings of the fourth master, even if it is for the little marquis, don't go away from him again, the fourth master is young and lonely, and for you for ten years gloomy, you may not know, he was seriously injured during the rebellion of the Yi tribe, fortunately he was strong and used medicine in time to save his life, although it did not hurt the root, but how much also fell to the root of the disease. Later, after you left, he sent troops to fight in Dongyuan several times, Pingyuan fought and was in the chest, almost a life, two serious injuries to the heart and completely injured the body, he didn't know how to cherish himself, often drunk alone, Pengju and Huo Dagongzi how to persuade useless, a long time hurt the liver and gallbladder, now his body is difficult to enjoy eternal life, if you really have the fourth master in your heart, don't hurt him again! ”

After Yuwen Hefei finished speaking, she leaned over and kowtowed, Yuzijin was already in tears in horror, she staggered back and hit the pillar, looking at Yuwen Hefei in disbelief, her mind was full of his sentence "It's hard to enjoy eternal life".

No wonder she always saw him look tired in the first few days when she returned to Luzhou. No wonder he was in his prime, but he handed over most of the affairs in his hands to Lin'er. No wonder since she smelled the inexplicable smell of medicine in the study, he rarely let her go to the study again

It turned out that he had been hiding from her. He devoted his life to loving her and protecting her, but she made him wait for so many years in vain, and she almost put her life into it, what has she done all these years? She wanted to be filial to her parents, but her mother is now lonely in her old age. She wanted to save Yifeng, but Yifeng died tragically at the hands of her own brother, and even compensated her Mu'er. She wanted to come back to make up for Ah Zheng and Lin'er, but Lin'er was always caring for her, and even Ah Zheng was self-inflicted for her.

But if she did it again, she would still not hesitate to lend a helping hand to the man in the capital, or would she step into the flowery Jinglin Temple that year, or would make the same choice as she did at the beginning

She regrets making her life like this, but she has no other way to go, does she?

Is it her or her life that is wrong?

Yuwen Hefei gradually stood up, and he couldn't bear to say anything more when he saw Yu Zijin's appearance, so he bowed and left.

Light smoke trotted over and looked at Yu Zijin with a sad face in confusion, "Madam? The second son is here, Sister Xian'er, please go back to the room! ”

Yu Zijin wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and hurriedly walked towards the road in response.