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He held me in his arms, and as soon as I moved, he tightened his arms.

In the end, the more I moved, the first time he succumbed in front of me, then begging and pleading, he said, "Xiao Xiao, I beg you not to move again..."

When he looked up at him, there was nothing else in his eyes but pain.

He looked at me, his palm landing on the top of my hair.

"Don't touch me!"

I scolded, my tone nasal.

"Don't be annoyed, I'll let go!"

He let go, I was half-crouching, trying to escape, but he wrapped his arms around me, I couldn't push away, I took a step back, and he took a step forward.

He also squatted down, and I looked at him, "You have always been on top, used to being in control, you don't have to do this, I can't climb high." ”

Qin Yan's eyes deepened, and his voice was messy in the wind, "I am at eye level with you, I only want equality..."

"Inequality! In this world, in this society, are they equal?! In a society where men and women are equal, men and women have never been equal! And you and I, we are two worlds completely, can't you let me go? I want to leave you completely and never see you again! ”

I screamed angrily, the colder his face became, and he was such a cold person, what would be the insignificant position of feelings in his mind.

"Why? Why not again? I have no false feelings for you, it is real feelings, you say that I am conceited, I admit it! But I really want to protect you, I found you, it was a very painful time, but I endured it..."

"If you want to survive, what is it to endure for a while?"

My tears flowed down my eyes, "Qin Qi didn't undo your corpse curse, did you suddenly think of me again?" And now can I say something about false affection? Qin Yan, I'm not the same person I used to be, I have my own life, I'm not there... Ji Xiaoxiao, who lives only for you, you are still the same as before, you always look for me when you need me again, and when you don't need it, you can take out any reason to leave me! From now on, whether you live or die has nothing to do with me! ”

When the words fell, the mountain wind became stronger and more aggressive, and the coffin lid on the side slammed in the wind. The wind completely blew my eyes, and there was only the sound of the wind in my ears, and in the sound of the wind, the cold and strange sound, I heard it, it was the so-called ghost cry...

I didn't dare to look at Qin Yan, I covered my ears with it, and the ghost claws slid sharply into my heart.

He was angry, he was sad, but he couldn't be angry with me for everything, so the wind was endless and the cry was endless.

I couldn't cry for a long time, but I said silently in my heart: Ah Yan, don't cry, let the wind stop, the cry is too painful......

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After that night, I began to reject Qin Yan thousands of miles away.

But after that night, I got sick, and I had a tendency to get sick.

In the hospital, I tossed and turned every night in pain, although the test results only said that I was suffering from a very severe cold, but I knew that all my pain and illness were brought to me by him.

That night on the mountain, he didn't let me go, I hated him and resented him, so I scolded him and hated him, but I didn't expect him to become a ghost, snuggled up to me, and cried all the time.

The mountain wind is so cold, getting colder and colder, my almost frozen body is numb, and finally the whole person is unconscious, but he still refuses to let me go a step, at that time, I have hallucinations in front of my eyes, it is he who wants to take me away, take me out of this world, I struggle, he does not give up or get angry, but he insists on holding my hand, after the first light before dawn, he finally let go of my hand, my soul was suddenly let go by him, and suddenly fell into the bottomless abyss, falling forever, after all the darkness, I couldn't see his face anymore, and I knew that it was when he finally let go, and it was time for me to wake up.

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Today is the tenth day of my hospitalization, and my body and complexion have not improved, but I still eat and drink every day, just like I am not sick, and even the doctor told my father privately that my illness is an evil disease.

My dad talked to him before I was in front of me, and I shook my head, "Dad, I'm going to be fine after I'm sick this time, I'll be fine!" It's true! You don't go to him! ”

It's fake that my dad is not angry, he fell on him many times in front of me, I only listened, didn't speak, I knew my dad he would listen to me, but he couldn't swallow that breath in his heart, he was angry with Qin Yan, and when it came to Mrs. Bai, my dad looked at me and blamed Mrs. Bai, it was better to say that it was my fault from the beginning, it was my dad who hurt you!

After saying that, he left, he walked with red eyes, I only slept on the **, I didn't dare to look up, I didn't dare to look in the mirror, I knew that I was a ghost now.

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When Jiang Xiaonian came to see me, she pulled down my quilt to see my face, and then she cried, "I knew that from the time he took you away, I knew that he would definitely bully you!" Is he crazy, is he willing to force you to death!! ”

I bowed my head and was silent, Jiang Xiaonian sat on the edge of the ** and cried, "I'm just a best friend like you, if he really forces you to death, I'll..."

"Xiao Nian, don't say it, I won't die, after this time, I will still be the same as before, I will work and live well..."

I grabbed Jiang Xiaonian with my cold hands, and she looked up at me, "Xiao Xiao!" He's a demon! I never thought that if he wanted to die, he would actually drag you to hell! Do you know that after you this time, Yangshou will be shortened a lot! He Qin Yan is simply a demon, Xiao Xiao..."

I smiled weakly, "People will die, maybe this is my life, no matter how long I can live, as long as I no longer have him in my life, I think I will be happy......"

Jiang Xiaonian looked at me and cried constantly, "He won't even let you die." Do you really believe that he will let you and others live happily? He, that's nonsense, Xiao Xiao don't believe it, if you want to live the rest of your life happily, Qin Yan must die in the true sense, die, and die! But Xiao Xiao, can you bear it! My grandmother said, Xiao Xiao, you must be ruthless, now that you have made the decision to live well, you just don't want to entangle with him, do you? So, so Xiao Xiao, you listen to me, I won't harm you, if he still forces you, you must be ruthless, if he dies, you will have a real new life..."

I deliberately opened my eyes wide and listened to Jiang Xiaonian say word by word, my hands had my nails embedded in my palms under the quilt.

What Jiang Xiaonian said is another way of living that I have never thought of......

Jiang Xiaonian grabbed my arm tightly after speaking, "Xiao Xiao, I don't want you to be killed by him, don't hesitate any longer, okay?" ”

"Is it true, really, that this is really the only way?"

I said these words with great difficulty, and what I got was Jiang Xiaonian's nod.

I stiffened, "I, I just want to live well...... "I don't want anyone to die, even if he's already a dead person."

"Just because you want to live, and we all want you to live well, but I know your Xiao Xiao, you won't be soft-hearted this time, but one day you will be soft-hearted! Your soft-heartedness will only hurt you! Qin Qi must have relieved him of the corpse curse once, otherwise he would not have lived for a year, but why is he still a ghost, Xiao Xiao has nothing to do with you, he came back to you this time, there is a great possibility that he needs your yin blood, perhaps, your yin blood is the real antidote, whether this is true or not, since he suddenly had the kind heart to set you free, you can't be soft-hearted because he came back, just think of returning to him! ”

I lowered my eyes, then nodded, "I know, don't worry, Xiao Nian." ”

"We will be discharged from the hospital today, although you are not alone at night, but it is useless to be a hundred escorts here, you come with me and go to my house."

Jiang Xiaonian wiped away his tears and began to pack up for me anxiously, I sat on the **, watching Jiang Xiaonian busy, I just watched, listening to her, I suddenly had no idea in my heart.

That night on the mountain, Qin Yan didn't say anything to let me go, but I finally lost consciousness and woke up in the hospital, I didn't see him, and there were only my dad and Aunt Chen on my side.

Perhaps, listening to Jiang Xiaonian, everything, it is right to prevent trouble before it happens...

It's just that Qin Yan is really dead, will I live well? .......

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I slept in Jiang Xiaonian this night, and Grandma Jiang didn't look at me with that hostile look this time, but turned into a kind of pity.

Grandma Jiang said that if I knew this, I should have found someone to calculate my fate, and said that a girl, what is the size of this kind of day...

And when Jiang Xiaonian said that Qin Yan would die completely, my heart tightened, followed by Grandma Jiang's repeated scolding, "Kill ghosts? Do you have what it takes? How much more is he like that! It's like rushing to death to be reincarnated! Xiao Xiao listened***, everything must be ready before you dare to do it, don't be impulsive! ”

I was on the side, already stunned, I didn't know what I was thinking, I just wanted to be stunned.

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I rested at Jiang Xiaonian's house for two days, Grandma Jiang gave me exorcism and disease, only two days, my body was neat, although I felt that I was not stable at night, but it was much better, so I began to work normally, slowly began to live normally, my body slowly improved, I also moved back to live, there are my dad and Aunt Chen at home, but I didn't expect Xie Yun to go abroad for only a week, suddenly came back, at this time I was sitting on the sofa at my house watching TV, saw me come back, only glanced at me lightly, and then turned off the TV and went to the dinner table.

It was also this night that Xie Yun suddenly called me at 11 o'clock at night and said that he wanted to ask my opinion on something.

This is the first time in a long time that Xie Yun has taken the initiative to talk to me, and I know that this time it is no longer a ghost, so I put on a cotton coat and went downstairs at eleven o'clock...