Heart, tingling.

Hiding the emotions in his eyes, Li Youlin walked over and said in a dumb voice, "The wine is here." When the words fell, he poured her a cup and handed it to her, "Here, drink slowly." ”

Seeing the wine, Ji Weiran's eyes lit up, she took it, her eyebrows and eyes were shallow and curved: "Thank you." After a pause, seeing that he didn't move, she couldn't help but wonder, "You...... Don't you drink it? Didn't you say drinking together? ”

The way she tilted her head sideways, coupled with her confused look, was indescribably cute.

"No, drink." His eyes darkened, and Li Youlin poured himself a glass.

"Cheers!"

She stretched out her hand, and the two cups touched lightly.

He saw her head up and drank it all, saw the tip of her tongue lick her lower lip unconsciously, and saw her ...... smiled.

"Good ......"

Li Youlin couldn't help but move slightly in his heart.

"Is it good?" He asked, each word deep and mute.

In response, she handed over the cup, and with the other hand supporting her chin, she looked at herself with a light smile.

"I want to."

Li Youlin couldn't refuse, and he didn't want to refuse.

"Okay."

Another cup.

She drank it all, and he drank it all.

"Are you still drinking?"

"Drink."

This time, Li Youlin didn't move immediately.

The Adam's apple rolled up and down, the throat was obscure and difficult, he looked at her, and let the discomfort of angina spread throughout his body: "Tonight, why...... Want to drink? ”

Ji Weiran, who was about to hand over the cup, paused slightly.

The eye waves flowed, and the excitement dissipated, replaced by a mist that gradually accumulated.

"Dyeing ......"

Thinking of what Lu Yu said before, Li Youlin repeated it in a low voice, coaxing her: "Can you tell me, why are you drinking tonight?" Well? ”

"Drinking ......"

"Hmm."

"Because...... It hurts here. ”

It was like his throat was choked, and his heart was grasped, and in an instant, Li Youlin only felt that it was difficult to breathe, and the silent pain occupied his internal organs and invaded his blood.

Where she fingered, was ...... Heart.

"It's very uncomfortable......" The original delicate facial features looked particularly charming because of alcohol, but at this moment, there were only small bits of unspeakable distress on it, "It will hurt, so ...... So drink and get drunk, and ...... It doesn't hurt anymore. ”

Li Youlin's eyes were already dark to the extreme, dark and thick, and could not be diluted.

“…… What else? "Every word, he used all his strength to get it out," and...... Where does it hurt? ”

The air, like a stagnant.

He watched as the mist in her eyes grew little by little, and then he saw her hand slowly slide down, finally ...... Covered on the lower abdomen.

"And ...... Over here. ”

There......

Not so long ago, he and her children were gone, but they ended up leaving in that way.

The pain hit like a mountain of seas, stretching endlessly, Li Youlin had difficulty breathing, his eyes were sour and astringent, and finally turned red.

The woman's voice continued, delicate and no longer delicate, it was his familiar coldness -

"That day, it hurt here for a long time......"

"Dye!"

The voice was hoarse like a trapped beast, but he couldn't hold back in the end, and Li Youlin hugged her violently.

"I'm sorry."

"Smack-"

Caught off guard, Ji Weiran shook his hand, and the wine glass fell directly.

"Hmm......"

It's so uncomfortable, it's almost out of breath.

She began to struggle.

"It's hard to ...... Uncomfortable...... Let go of me......" her hands tried to press against the man's chest, but she was drunk and had no strength at all, "Hmm...... Ahem! ”

Leng Buding heard her cough, Li Youlin woke up like a dream, guilty and uncomfortable, he let go of her helplessly.

"I'm sorry, I'm ......"

Probably because she hugged her too tightly, her face was much redder than just now, and her eyes were full of grievances when she looked at her, and even the words she said became soft and aggrieved again-

"It's all you, the cup is off!"

She was aggrieved and accused, her eyebrows and eyes became vivid, and her heart just now seemed to be just an illusion.

The heart hurts so much that I can't help myself.

Li Youlin looked at her, and finally asked with difficulty: "Dye, do you hate him?" Hate...... Li Youlin? ”

The three words Li Youlin, like a spell, made all of Ji Weiran's movements stop in an instant, including all her emotions, and all of them disappeared.

Silence spreads.

The more time passed, the more panicked and uneasy Li Youlin became.

"Dyeing ......"

"I don't know ......"

The three words are very low and light, there is no weight, and there are no emotional ups and downs, but it makes Li Youlin cold like falling into an ice cave.

"Why?" In a trance, he heard his own voice.

He would rather she hate him, and there is hatred to have feelings.

"Because ......" The mellow aroma of red wine wafted into his nose, and following the feeling, Ji Weiran staggered up, took another glass of red wine, looked at it for a few seconds, and slowly drank it all in one sip.

It's not enough.

She still wanted to drink.

Everything in front of her became blurry and shaky, she suddenly turned her head, looked at the person in front of her with a smile, and exhaled like a lan: "Because...... Because there's no need for it, don't hate, don't ...... Love. ”

Neither hate nor love.

Suddenly, she felt a little cold on her face.

She wiped it off.

It turned out to be tears.

"You know, what was I thinking that day? I'm thinking, he can save Zhao Wanyan, why...... Can't you come to my rescue? Later, I understood, maybe...... I just like it, it's not enough love, because I don't love enough, I don't care, maybe what he loves is really Zhao Wanyan......"

She tried hard to laugh senselessly, but the tears were more and more disobedient, and they became colder and colder, just like her heart.

"I ......"

"I'm sorry, but I love you." Tightly hugged her into his arms, the strength tightened little by little, Li Youlin's voice was already choked, over and over again, he only repeated one sentence, "Dye, I love you, I love you......"

The breathless feeling is here again.

Ji Weiran frowned uncomfortably, under the influence of alcohol, her whole person looked extremely fragile: "Let go of me...... Uncomfortable...... You let go ...... You ......"

She began to beat the person holding her, but no matter how she beat herself, the man was unmoved, and even the strength was getting bigger and bigger, and in a trance, she even had the illusion that she was going to be integrated into the man's blood and bones.

"Hmm...... You ......"

"Jingle bell—"

The doorbell rang at this time.

One after another, Li Youlin suddenly woke up, and then let go of the person in his arms.

"Wait for me." His voice was hoarse to the extreme, and he looked at her deeply.

With that, he got up and walked to the door.

Outside the door is Aunt Zhou's decanting soup.

Li Youlin took it and returned to the living room, only to find that Ji Weiran had poured himself another glass of wine and was drinking.

His chest was suffocating, and he hurried forward to stop her.

"Dye, drink this, huh?" He coaxed her, cautiously, gently, "Good, drink this." ”

saw that she frowned in confusion, and her eyes stared directly at the decanting soup, as if she was studying.

"It's ...... Wine? ”

"Well, wine."

"Really?"

"Well," holding back the tingling pain in his heart, Li Youlin continued to coax in a low voice, "Drink this first, and after drinking, I'll take you to sleep, and it won't be uncomfortable to sleep." ”

"Won't it feel bad when you sleep?"

He heard her murmur.

Li Youlin's chest became more and more dull, as if he was about to suffocate in the next second.

"Hmm."

"That'...... I drink and go to bed when I'm done. ”

"Dye and dye well."

Seeing that she drank all the sobering soup, Li Youlin leaned over and picked her up, and went straight to the bedroom, but when she put her on the bed, she suddenly spoke-

"No, I haven't taken a shower yet, I'm going to take a shower......"

Li Youlin looked down at her face: "I'll help you wash?" ”

"You ......"

Ji Weiran was really drunk, her eyes open, she looked at the person in front of her for a long time, but she was always hazy and couldn't see clearly, but there was a name that broke out in her heart, along with some emotions.

"You...... Are you Li Youlin? ”

Li Youlin only felt that his breath was stagnant, and he knew the answer, but he still couldn't help but look forward to it, and couldn't help but ask in a dumb voice: "Dye, do you hope it's me?" ”

One second, two seconds......

For two minutes, he didn't wait for an answer.

Li Youlin looked at her silently, and finally, he got up and walked into the bathroom to put water in the bathtub for her, put the bath towel aside, and then folded back to the side of the bed.

"Dye, I'll take you to the shower."

Hearing this, Ji Weiran's frowning brows stretched, he opened his hand, and his eyebrows and eyes were crooked and he smiled silly and slyly: "Okay, Wanwan, but can you hold me?" ”

Li Youlin didn't make a sound, and directly picked her up.

"Put the bath towel next to it, call me when it's washed, and I'll have someone bring pajamas and clothes." Taking off her clothes, he carefully put her into the bathtub again, "Something called me, I'm outside, huh?" ”

“…… Oh. ”

"Good." Unable to bear not to look at her, Li Youlin got up and went out.

"Shhh It hurts ......."

The voice of grievance suddenly sounded.

Li Youlin was stunned and immediately went back: "What's wrong?" Where ......"

After a pause, he pointed his finger to see her foot raised and resting on the edge.

Back heel that...... It's broken, it should have been worn in high heels today.

"Hurt ......"

She seldom showed her uncomfortable and weak side, she was always calm, and sometimes indifferent to make people think that she didn't care about anything, but now, he saw her eyes move, as if there was some other emotion to come out.

It's uncomfortable, he thought.

For a moment, Li Youlin only felt that his throat was uncomfortable, so difficult that he could barely make a sound, and after a few seconds, he came back to his senses and said in a dumb voice: "Bear with me, I'll go find a band-aid." ”

As soon as I went out, the stuffiness became more and more intense, and I couldn't get rid of it or exhale it.

It's so uncomfortable.

He suddenly wanted to smoke.

In the end, he still held back, thinking of her feet, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Huo Qingsui's number, asking him to take the trouble to send the medicine box and band-aids again.

Aunt Zhou came quickly, and by the way, she also sent a new nightgown that she hadn't worn on a summer night.

After waiting for about fifteen minutes, I wanted to go in directly, but Li Youlin still knocked on the door: "Dye, are you done?" ”

No one responded.