She began to open her heart and said to me: "You are right, I really do not belong to this era, when I was born, it was a long time ago, I have long remembered what era it was, I only know that we always wear cheongsam, women can not go out easily, always in their own boudoir, to be proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but we can't make our own decisions about feelings." ”

Hearing this, I already guessed that it was related to her feelings, because when she said this, she narrowed her eyes slightly as if she was sighing, and suddenly stopped, I didn't urge, just waited for her to ease her emotions before continuing to tell me about her past.

After a pause, she said: "In the past era, the relationship was always the decision of the parents, and the woman did not have any pursuit, nothing more than to marry and be a good wife and mother, in fact, I also yearn for this kind of life, fortunately, the marriage contract that my parents gave me at that time was also satisfactory to me, and the object of marriage was a very good person, I still remember her appearance." ”

Now her expression is very gentle, as if she recalled that good memory, as if she saw her sweetheart with her own eyes, I think love is something that no one can hide, and her eyes can explain everything, but then I suddenly thought that my eyes when I looked at Wang Meng were probably like this, as if there was stardust in my eyes glowing, I will never forget such eyes.

She continued to say to me: "After we got married, he was very good to me, but he was very busy with work and always traveled, but every time he would bring me something new, always so gentle, but he spent too little time with me, and it was because I knew that he had me in his heart so he didn't care about it, until one day I found that he could have many people in his heart." ”

The sudden turn of events caught me off guard, and I asked with some questions, "What do you mean?"

She suddenly sighed in front of her and said: "At that time, he was so gentle, so gentle that I was already dizzy, my mother often told me that feelings are willing to pay for him, the important thing is only for him alone, and he will not betray, I have always done what I thought he could do, but I didn't expect him to have already changed his mind." ”

I've always thought that feelings are the most complicated, and the likes at the beginning will deteriorate in the end, and the two people who were once like glue can also die of old age and never get along, and look at each other only as if they were enemies, and now I can understand her sad mood a little, even a little sad, and have the mood to cry.

She said: "The relationship at that time has not deteriorated, he has not changed, his feelings for me have never decreased a point, he will also bring me new things on business trips, even expensive clothes or cosmetics, he will take me to see my parents in his spare time, he will take care of them meticulously, if I didn't know those things about him, I would have been kept in the dark, he is always excellent in front of outsiders and even in front of me, he is always very good, the most suitable person, and all the people around me envy me." ”

This kind of love is a little bitter, even helpless, the people around her think she is very happy, only she knows that she can't stand it after a long time, so she said: "I can't stand it for a long time, I've been convincing myself that he loves me, this is indeed a fact, but he also loves others in addition to me, I have given too much to him but I can't accept that he loves other people the same, and not only one, and even later wanted me to take the initiative to leave." ”

Loving someone always cares a lot, but can give up a lot of things, she continued: "Later, I couldn't bear to choose to separate from him, because he was always so good in front of outsiders, I didn't explain too much about the reason for leaving, but everyone around me thought it was my problem and even began to talk about it, I didn't care, but I didn't expect my parents to think the same about me, thinking that I had done something unsightly and said that I was ashamed, and then didn't let me enter the house." ”

At this point, her voice began to tremble, and I sighed, as if feelings have always been like this, that is, tormenting each other and hurting each other endlessly.

She said: "My parents abandoned me, my friends around me thought it was my fault, in the past days, gossip hurt people a lot, I couldn't even live a normal life, but he was still the same, always a meticulous and excellent look, so many people would come to accuse me, if it was just gossip I didn't care, but the reason why I committed suicide was not so." ”

The reason is naturally related to him, but I can't guess clearly, isn't it related to gossip?

So I asked, she looked at me and said, "That day, he came to me and said a lot of things, in fact, he didn't like me from the beginning, but he got married on the promise of his parents, and after getting married, he cared about me meticulously and was actually taking advantage of it, so that no one would say anything after leaving me in the future, and even those rumors after separation were spread by him, so that all the responsibility was on me, and he could still be a good person and make everyone happy." ”

It turned out that I had been deceived from the beginning, and I asked her, "Did you go to revenge after you died?"

Obviously I'm asking nonsense, if she had taken revenge at the time, she wouldn't have been here until now, I wouldn't have such a big resentment on my body, I sighed and said: "Sure enough, once people have feelings, they will completely change, and they will be soft-hearted, and you didn't do it until the end, right?"

She nodded and said: "Yes, even if I hate him in my heart, I still don't want to see him die, although I have become so ruthless now, but I did have a soft heart in the past, but I regret it now, if I am given another chance, I will not hesitate to kill him, so that I can be reincarnated, and there is no need to be a demon to be bound in this paper." ”

I shook my head and said, "No, even if there is another one."

If you have the chance, you will still choose this way, and you will not do it in the end. ”

At this time, I turned around and walked a few steps forward, I closed my eyes and showed a painful expression, and the next second I heard the woman's screams, I slowly turned my head and looked at her and said: "I'm sorry, I lied to you from the beginning, but I listened carefully to your past, and I feel sorry for you, but you have killed someone, and the crime cannot be washed away." ”

At this time, an arrow was shot in her chest, I went straight to her and pulled the arrow out of her chest, but when I pulled it out, it was not blood, but a black resentment, which emanated from her chest little by little, and it didn't take long for all the resentment on her body to disappear, and she also returned to her previous appearance lying on the ground, and I looked at her face.

With long black hair and big eyes, she looks very young, not at all like a ghost who has experienced so many things, she opened her mouth slightly and wanted to say something, I squatted down and bent up slightly and put my ear on her chest and said to her: "Say whatever you want, I'll listen." ”

In the second she was about to die, I only heard three words, and those three words were enough to make me stand there in astonishment, looking at the corpse on the ground that was gradually turning to ashes.

She said, "I'm sorry. ”

Only these three short words, but I heard her helplessness, from the beginning she had been paralyzed by hatred in her mind, maybe she didn't want to kill, but Chen Tingting was indeed dead, as a ghost, she couldn't easily hurt people, she had to be punished, and I had no way to go beyond her.

Because she has been in the world for too long, she has already missed the best time, she is carrying more than just a human life, such a ghost can only be regarded as a lonely ghost even if she reaches the netherworld, and she has to accept all kinds of cruel punishments in the netherworld, and she can't leave the netherworld for a long time, so I might as well let her leave this world completely.

As for why I had expected such an ending, I felt Wang Meng's existence from the beginning, he could have read my mind, so I naturally could also know his thoughts, I don't know why I could feel Wang Meng's existence in my heart, and the situation was like this at that time.

I'm confronting her, in fact, from the beginning I didn't intend to delay time, but wanted to fight to the death with her, anyway, I'm also a person who is about to die, and I'm still not afraid of anything, when I just had this thought, I heard Wang Meng's voice, I was a little surprised but calmed down my emotions.

He said: "Jiang Xin, you can hear me now, now I am not by your side, but I know that she must have come out of your body, what you have to do now is to delay time, you must not cause a head-on conflict with her, you are not her opponent, but you can communicate with her." ”

Actually, I didn't think this method would work at the time, after all, I had tried it before, but it didn't work.

Wang Meng explained to me

Relieved: "She is different from others, she is a wronged soul and has existed in this world for too long, she has not communicated for a long time, and her cultivation is very deep, she can control her thoughts, so you can communicate, you can ask what you want to ask in your heart, but it is best to attract her, so that you can also create opportunities for me." ”

At the time, I didn't know what Wang Meng was doing, but I did what he said.

After a pause, Wang Meng said again: "Remember to let her completely relax her vigilance against you, because I can take advantage of it, I am now making a weapon that can hurt her, but the premise is not that she finds out, she will let her guard down when communicating with you, and I will only be safe to attack at this time." ”

(End of chapter)