I pursed my lips, hiding the bitter taste, and looked at him without saying a word.

"What about you?" I asked rhetorically.

"What do you think?" Jiang Yuan looked at me meaningfully.

He can still come to the United States from China all the way away, and it should be nothing.

When I think of this, I feel a sense of relief in my heart.

The corners of my lips curled slightly, and I looked at him, "It looks like it's nothing."

He didn't speak, but was silent for a while.

Halfway through, he broke the silence again: "Why don't you ask me how I found here?"

"I know he told you."

Except for Jiang Duci, who else knows so exactly where I live.

After I finished speaking, I suddenly realized something again, and looked at Jiang Yuan hesitantly: "You know?"

If so, Jiang Duci told him before he came?

The look in Jiang Yuan's eyes changed without surprise: "The glass of wine he handed me was drugged."

I gasped.

Jiang Yuan's gaze fell calmly on my face, inch after inch, and his tone was thin and slow: "I don't have to be responsible for what you said before......

I couldn't help but look at him and dodge it. Inadvertently, there was a sudden force in his hand, and Jiang Yuan stretched out his hand and pulled it towards him easily.

I leaned over suddenly, finally holding my footing, and looked at him at a loss.

He stared at me and asked, "Is that what you mean?" Do you really think that? ”

My mind was blank at this time, where did I have the heart to think about his words, and I didn't say a word for a long time.

Jiang Yuan let go of my hand: "Duduplicity."

I lowered my eyelids and remained silent, my hands slightly curled towards my palms.

"Then it's not like you didn't take it seriously."

After I said this, he looked at me, his eyes changing subtly.

I looked at his face and tried to calm down.

"That medicine, it's just ordinary coma medicine, we ...... Nothing was done. Zhu Yan, she doesn't love you either, the reason why she married you, you should know. ”

I paused and said, "Jiang Yuan, I am reluctant to give you to her, I ran to sabotage your wedding, I don't want me to regret it, and I don't want to see you regret it."

His eyebrows were cold, and he asked lightly: "Regret...... What do you think I'm going to regret? ”

I bit my lip heavily, and the pain hit me.

I stepped back a little and stood up: "What do you regret, how could you not know, and you still ask me."

"You mean regretting marrying someone you don't love?" He smiled: "Don't you know that there is a kind of love in this world, which exists in the name of a mistress?"

I froze, suspecting I had misheard.

However, the sound was so clear that it penetrated my ears clearly.

I opened my lips slightly: "Jiang Yuan, what did you just say?"

"Why do you make such a surprised expression, you have been in the society for so many years, what I just said, it will not be the first time I have met."

Is this still him?

It's so strange.

"It's rare for me to have a girl like you who is so desperate and admired by me." He paused slightly: "Jiang Wei, if you want to talk to me about love, I don't mind."

"So, you mean, let me be your mistress, don't you?" My fingers clucked and I was stretched into a string, as if I were going to touch it.

"If you want to understand it that way, you can do it." He bowed his head and took out his wallet: "If you talk to a rich person, you should know that nothing good will come out."

"Their status is not allowed to spend more energy on the emotional thing......"

His voice faded and was replaced by a phrase, "How much do you want?"

He flipped his fingers slightly, and then said, "Or do you want something else?"

The nails sank deep into the flesh, but the pain of the flesh was no match for the suffocating despair in the heart, and the voice was screaming and waiting, but no one asked.

"Why don't you talk ......?"

The moment Jiang Yuan raised his head, his voice also stopped abruptly, his eyes stopped on my tearful eyes, pursed his lips, and wanted to say something but stopped.

He probably thought that I was not surprised by this kind of thing, so he said it so casually.

But he is different from others, he is a unique being, and it is impossible for him to say such things. He never took this to heart.

I clenched my fingers into a fist and clenched tightly: "You came all the way here just to tell me this?"

He didn't speak.

I forced a slight smile: "If yes, then it really disappoints your good intentions." Mr. Jiang, please go back, I will not appear in front of you again in the future. ”

Jiang Yuan's slender and white hand rubbed lightly on the high-grade leather wallet, and asked firmly: "If you miss this time, there will be no intersection between us again......

He paused abruptly as he spoke, and it took him a long time to speak again, and he asked, "Have you really figured it out?"

I felt the force of my fingernail, then the crunch of it breaking in the palm of my hand. The sound was almost faint, but it pierced the tip of the heart like a thin needle.

I pointed to the door, tears blurring all vision in front of me, and trembling: "Get out of ......"

Time was quiet as if there was no sign of life.

"Get out!"

"Hmm." He backhanded back his wallet, stood up without hesitation, and walked away with a neat feeling.

The door was closed as he went.

I stood there and listened to the sound of his footsteps slowly moving away, until I cried when I was alone in the great house.

……

In the corner of the United States downstairs, where no one was found, a slender man leaned against a red brick wall.

The appearance of red lips and white teeth, but the face is sad and lonely.

The white mist wafting from cigarettes, round after round, decorated the long night in the United States.

Half a month later, I met Jiang Duci.

I was sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in a daze, my feet naked, dressed casually.

I heard the sound of the key opening the door, and when I saw that it was Jiang Duci, the heart that jumped to his throat sank violently, and he didn't even bring a greeting before he came.

He walked over and almost didn't recognize me: "What have you been through?"

"Nothing."

Then I didn't want to say anything else, including the most basic pleasantries.

"Do you know what you're like now?"

He didn't know where to find a mirror, and put it in front of me: "Look at it."

I sluggishly lifted my gaze, glanced briefly at it, and then slowly looked away.

The person in the mirror has a yellow face and thin muscles, and there are heavy dark circles under his eyes, and the whole person is unkempt.

I haven't been out once in the past half a month, I eat takeout, I almost never take the initiative to look in the mirror, and my favorite thing to do is to drink.

"Well, I see."

I looked at the wine on the table, reached for it, and shook the red wine glass in front of my eyes.

"When I was a child, I always didn't understand why adults loved to drink so much, so bitter and so astringent, but now I understand that some things are much more bitter than wine."

With that, I tilted my head and drank the red wine in my glass.

I puffed out my cheeks, let the wine swirl slowly in my mouth, and swallowed it little by little.

When I opened my mouth again, the aroma of wine in my mouth became stronger, and the bitterness in my mouth became more profound.

Jiang Duci didn't reach out to take my wine glass, but just looked at me silently.

"What did he tell you?"

As smart as he is, how could he not think of someone who wants me to die or live.

"What did he say......"

I looked at Jiang Duci, smiled slowly, and tears fell: "He said that rich people have no love." So, I don't deserve to talk to him about that ......."

Jiang Duci was right in front of me, very close, I grabbed his clothes, stared at the sultry peach blossom eyes, and asked, "Do you think so too?"

Jiang Duci frowned slightly, pushed my hand away, and then stood up gently.

I sat on the couch, glanced at him briefly, and slowly withdrew my gaze: "You are also a rich man."

"Don't associate me with those three words."

Then, there was no more communication. Jiang Duci took out two bottles of vodgart from the refrigerator and put them on the table: "You can drink such a strong wine."

"It's better to be strong, and it's faster to get drunk."

I put my feet together and hugged my knees: "You see that I look like a ghost and I am not scared, why are you still drinking with me?"

"It's okay, I don't dislike you." He lowered his eyes and filled himself with a glass of wine. He doesn't even dislike himself, how can he dislike someone else?

Jiang Duci raised his eyes: "Jiang Yuan's grandfather's name is Jiang Min, and my mother is one of his many women. It's unseemly, it's called a mistress at the civilized point, and it's a mistress at the vulgar point. ”

Jiang Yuan smiled and said lightly: "I don't know why my mother fell in love with this man and was willing to do anything for him."

He looked at me with a hint of sarcasm on the corner of his mouth: "My mother told me personally before she died that he was a third party, because when she knew Jiang Min, she knew that he had a wife and children."

"That year, my mom was in her early twenties and he was forty. For the love she kept saying, my mother swallowed her anger, had me in less than two years, and then gave birth to me. ”

"When he was fourteen years old, Jiang Yuan's grandmother jumped off the building, and she couldn't get rid of his women. It was also that year that I learned that the man who had always cared for us was actually my biological father, whom I had never met since birth. ”

He paused slightly and said, "That year, he and my mother had a certificate, and my mother married him without even having a wedding." But not long after, my mother passed away, and she became ill from hard work. ”

"Giving a name, it should be regarded as the most conscientious thing he has ever done."

My lips opened slightly: "In my image, your mother seems to be buried in the place where I last went to see you......"

An Li said that he should go to the ancestral grave.

"Well, after my mother died, because of the Jiang family's words, he randomly chose a place to bury my mother, saying that a woman like my mother would dirty his Jiang family."

He sneered: "That Jiang Yuan really deserves to be the grandson of the old thing."