As his face got closer, you could see his thick eyelashes, the soft fluff in the light of the streetlights, his affectionate eyes, and his infinitely enlarged lips. My heart was beating faster and faster, and the moment his kiss fell, I turned my head and the kiss landed on the left side of my face. I could feel his soft lips on my face, hot and a little wet. I was so shocked that I didn't dare to move, if I wasn't biased, wouldn't I kiss me on the mouth now? I didn't know how to face him even when I kissed him, let alone on the lips, and he kept this position and didn't move. If passers-by pass by, they will see a girl standing there with her face still tilted to one side, and another boy standing in front of the girl, bending down and kissing the girl's cheek with his head down.

After a while, he reluctantly raised his head. He looked at me with a smile and a feeling of unfinishedness. I was dumbfounded when I looked at his smile, I had never seen him smile so gently since I was home, and before I knew it, I was smiling too. He saw that I responded to him, the corners of his mouth curled wider, and he pulled me into his arms and rubbed my head with his hand.

"That's good!"

His low and sensual heart melted my heart again, and I admit that I enjoyed it at the moment, and I hugged him back with my hand. He shuddered, then hugged me tighter. In this way, we kept hugging, neither of us spoke, and quietly listened to the sound of each other's heartbeats.

"Well, let's go, it's late!"

I tentatively said that it was really late now, and if I didn't go back, my mother should be in a hurry.

"Good!"

He let go of me and took my hand and walked towards the bike. His palms were still so warm, and it felt so good to be held by him.

I don't know if it's because of the success of the conspiracy, he was in a good mood like a bird that caught a bug in the morning, and on the way home, he rode the car fast, and I was so scared that I kept hugging his waist tightly.

"Don't forget to practice with me tomorrow."

He said to me, who had just gotten out of the car, and although it was also a commanding tone, it was much gentler than in the afternoon. Listening to his words, I didn't know if what had just happened made my brain not function properly, so I nodded. He looked at me and nodded, and smiled again.

"Go back, I'll watch you go!"

He said softly.

I nodded, and ran over embarrassed. Fortunately, there was no car, and I was also flustered, so I rushed without looking. Looking back at Zhou Yu, he was looking at me helplessly, shook his head, sighed, and then waved his hand to let me go up. I smiled sheepishly, then turned around and went into the neighborhood.

Ran upstairs, and then calmed down at the door for a long time before calming down the restless heart. I opened the door, and my mother was no longer settling the score, she was sitting on the couch watching TV, presumably waiting for me, and I felt a little guilty.

"Mom, I'm back!"

I adjusted my mindset and happily greeted her.

"Xiaomeng is back, why did you encounter something on the road so late today?"

She looked at me at the door and asked with concern.

"It's nothing, the teacher is a bit of a drag today, so I came back a little late."

I lied to myself, but she trusts me now.

"Oh, come in then, clean up and go to sleep."

She didn't ask much, and looking at her trust in me, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart. I cheated on her again for someone else, and I can't do that next time. In her life, I am the only one, and I must not let her be sad because of "me" anymore.

"Okay."

I put my bag down and went into the toilet to wash up. When everything was done, I fetched a basin of water and soaked her feet with her. It was already 11 o'clock when everything was ready, I yawned and said to her:

"Mom, I'm in and sleeping!"

"Okay, go and go!"

Then I went into the bedroom to get ready for bed, and after a while I heard the sound of the living room lights turning off and the door closing, and I knew she had gone to sleep too.

Lying on the bed, my mind kept replaying the clips of this evening: his sincere eyes, his magnified face, his warm and soft lips, his big hands, his arms, his body fragrance...... Everything made me shy, I touched my face, it was hot and surprised me, what was wrong with me? That's not how my life goals are set, and I can't sink into love again.

In this way, while secretly rejoicing, I reminded myself that I could not do this, and in this contradictory ideological struggle, I gradually fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was half past six, I got up and cleaned up briefly. I don't know why, I still made a ghostly eyebrow, looked in the mirror for a long time, as if I suddenly remembered something, and washed the painted eyebrows again.

"Why is it so long today?"

Mom had already brought breakfast to the table, and when she saw me coming out, she asked curiously.

"It's nothing, it's just a little slower."

I was embarrassed to answer. Today's breakfast was noodles, and I finished it with my schoolbag on my back.

"Slow down~"

Mom's voice came from behind the door.

It was 7:10 a.m. when I arrived at school, and I sat down in my seat, took out my book, and got ready for class. I deliberately didn't look at Zhou Yu, and I didn't respond to his friendly glance at me when I came in just now. I'll admit that I was moved, but reason told me I couldn't go on like this, and I couldn't afford to lose. So I told myself before I entered the classroom: Xiaomeng, you must hold on, you can't continue to move forward.

I try to put my heart and soul into the class, and put the things that I want to and dread. In this way, my world is refreshed, there are no two opposing voices arguing, only the beautiful voice of the teacher is lecturing.

In this way, unconsciously came to the last class in the morning, Zhang Yue asked me to go out between classes, and I didn't go, Zhou Yu was very honest and didn't take the initiative to talk to me, and I didn't give him any eyes or any attention.

The last class was a Chinese class, and I thought that after getting through this class, I could finally go home and not have to face some things directly. I was glad in my heart, and then looked up at Mr. Xu, who was spitting on the podium at this time to explain the ancient poems: There are flowers that can be broken and must be broken, don't wait for no flowers to break the branches. I don't know how he said this poem, and listening to him read it slowly, it was like a hammer hitting my heart in an instant. Yes, youth is just a few years away, and if there is nothing left, will you feel sorry when you think about it in the future?

Thinking about it this way, I feel that the entanglement that has been there is an instant relief. What's the big deal, isn't it just a relationship, and I don't need him to be responsible, it's enough to leave a good memory for myself in these green years. Later, when I went to college, everyone separated, and the relationship faded, so they naturally broke up. And it's better to fall in love with him, and it won't affect your studies, but help you learn. The most important thing is that he doesn't say it clearly now, so everyone promotes each other to learn, and does not lose some small ambiguity, which is very youthful. The more I thought about it, the more I felt happy, and my heart felt relieved.

I'm glad that I finally don't have to worry about it, in fact, I just found a reasonable excuse. Suddenly, a hand took my hand that hung under the table, and by the warmth of my palm, I knew it was him. I smiled and squeezed his hand, and as if he had the courage, he changed the angle and clasped my fingers tightly.